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Heroes at Home #3
Battle to Surrender
I’ve been hiding who I am for so long I’ve forgotten what it’s like to be myself. - Hunter
Two years ago, I retired from the army and started my life as a civilian. I have a job I enjoy, friends who are my family, and more secrets than I can count. I might not be a soldier anymore, but I can’t seem to let the past go. It haunts me, and has made it impossible for me to truly be who I am.
Then Shane is hired by my company and we're teamed up to work on a project. He’s young, handsome, and he has a knack for making me forget who I’m supposed to be. I’ve never let anyone see my true desires, but Shane makes me want to let go and finally let someone in. To let him take care of me the way I’ve always craved.
As much as I want to fight it, I can’t say no when he shows me who’s boss.
Battle to Surrender is an opposites attract, grumpy/sunshine, hurt/comfort story featuring a retired soldier suffering from PTSD, his sweet but firm younger co-worker, a found family, and all the feels.
Two years ago, I retired from the army and started my life as a civilian. I have a job I enjoy, friends who are my family, and more secrets than I can count. I might not be a soldier anymore, but I can’t seem to let the past go. It haunts me, and has made it impossible for me to truly be who I am.
Then Shane is hired by my company and we're teamed up to work on a project. He’s young, handsome, and he has a knack for making me forget who I’m supposed to be. I’ve never let anyone see my true desires, but Shane makes me want to let go and finally let someone in. To let him take care of me the way I’ve always craved.
As much as I want to fight it, I can’t say no when he shows me who’s boss.
Battle to Surrender is an opposites attract, grumpy/sunshine, hurt/comfort story featuring a retired soldier suffering from PTSD, his sweet but firm younger co-worker, a found family, and all the feels.
290 pages, Kindle Edition
First published May 11, 2022
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About the author
Willow Dixon
23 books1,328 followersWhat can I say about myself? It’s kind of like being the new kid in school and being asked to tell everyone a bit about yourself. Anyone else forget everything they’ve ever liked, thought of, and even their name in those moments?
A few facts about me; I’m a veteran, I’m Canadian, and I love books! I’ve been writing my own stories since I was eight and wrote my first novel at sixteen. I’m the first to admit those attempts weren’t my best work, but they started me on a journey of creating stories that has led me to fulfilling my dream of becoming an author. I’ve written and published in several genres under different names, but MM is by far my favorite, and I’m so happy to be able to share my stories with people today.
I currently live on Canada’s east coast with my kiddo and my cats. I have a shoe collecting addiction, and I enjoy taking long walks, discussions with friends, and reading anything and everything I can get my hands on.
A few facts about me; I’m a veteran, I’m Canadian, and I love books! I’ve been writing my own stories since I was eight and wrote my first novel at sixteen. I’m the first to admit those attempts weren’t my best work, but they started me on a journey of creating stories that has led me to fulfilling my dream of becoming an author. I’ve written and published in several genres under different names, but MM is by far my favorite, and I’m so happy to be able to share my stories with people today.
I currently live on Canada’s east coast with my kiddo and my cats. I have a shoe collecting addiction, and I enjoy taking long walks, discussions with friends, and reading anything and everything I can get my hands on.
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May 26, 2022
5 “I’m here. I’m going to take care of you.” stars
Damn. This. Book.
I will be honest here, I think that this book was made for me. I’m pretty sure that this author secretly did a scan of my brain and wrote down everything I love so she could write this book, because holy shit is this book the perfect book for me. This book is everything I love in a book rolled into a lovely package. It’s a low angst contemporary book that still has conflict, it has a dom/sub relationship that isn’t the typical one we see in book, so it’s a reversal of the typical trope, which I love, it has good mental health rep and it’s very sweet and super romantic. And all of those things are my absolute favourite things to read about in books.
This is only my seventh 5 stars book of the entire year, so I think thats enough to tell you how much I loved this book.
Brief summary
Hunter is a grumpy ex-soldier, he is living through the motions and he doesn’t seem to enjoy his life the most. He meets Shane because they are working on a project together. And they fall in love from there.
First, it’s no secret that the grumpy/sunshine trope is one of my favourite trope of all time and I loved how it was done in this one. Hunter is so closed off and doesn’t really like talking about himself and what he likes. Which Shane is pretty much the sunshine of Hunter’s day. And I thought that that dynamic made it so that they balance each other so well. I loved their dynamic and how well they compliment each other.
Second, I absolutely adore the relationship in this book. I would go as far as call one of the cutest couple I have ever read about. Not only did I love how well complimented each other but I loved all of the little things they did for each other. I loved how Hunter wanted to open up and talk to Shane, something he doesn’t like doing, because Shane created a safe space for him to do so. I loved how they were always there for each other and how they supported each other through everything. This book has a really small focus on small couple scenes between Shane and Hunter and I loved each and every one of them. These two were just so cute together and I loved reading about their love.
Also, I absolutely adored Shane and Hunter as characters. I loved how well developed they both were and how you could see their personalities shine through their every actions. I thought that they were both absolutely lovely characters and I just adored reading about their lives.
Third, I absolutely adore low angst books who still have some conflict but all in all are just a feel good story. And it was the case of this book. Which is probably why this story worked so well for me. There was just enough conflict to keep me engaged for the entire book, but it was also the perfect kind of low angst book for me. It was just the right mix of everything for me.
Fourth, I loved the story progression in this one. Everything just felt so natural in the way that things developed and I absolutely loved it. I loved how they slowly got to know each other and then started a relationship and then they were always there for each other and learning to know each other. This entire part of the book just really worked for me.
Fifth, it’s not secret that I enjoy kink in books. My favourite trope in kink is a good reversal of the typical tropes. Which was the case of this book and probably why I loved the kink in this book so much. I just really liked how ex-soldier Hunter is the sub while Shane who looks more like a twink than anything else is the dom. But it’s not just that. I just loved their dom/sub dynamic, so much. I felt like it was perfect for their relationship. I couldn’t think of anything else that would have fit their relationship better. Their dynamic just really worked for me. Hunter is vulnerable and he just wants someone to cuddle him and take care of him and Shane likes to take control and do exactly that for Hunter. Also, I loved how their dom/sub dynamic was used as a way of comfort and being there for each other, I really enjoyed that. Their dynamic was just absolutely perfect to me.
Sixth, I really loved how mental health was portrayed in this book. Hunter has PTSD and I really liked how the book showed his PTSD. I like the book showed as something that cannot be cured by love and how Hunter will always feel some signs of it, no matter what. I really liked the descriptions of what comes from Hunter having PTSD. I thought that the PTSD was done really nicely in this one and I really enjoyed reading about it.
I just absolutely adored every seconds of this book. This book felt like it was made for me and I had the best of time reading it. This book feels like a perfect combinaison of all of my favourite tropes in books and I loved how it was done in this book.
I received an ARC of this book and this is my honest opinion
Damn. This. Book.
I will be honest here, I think that this book was made for me. I’m pretty sure that this author secretly did a scan of my brain and wrote down everything I love so she could write this book, because holy shit is this book the perfect book for me. This book is everything I love in a book rolled into a lovely package. It’s a low angst contemporary book that still has conflict, it has a dom/sub relationship that isn’t the typical one we see in book, so it’s a reversal of the typical trope, which I love, it has good mental health rep and it’s very sweet and super romantic. And all of those things are my absolute favourite things to read about in books.
This is only my seventh 5 stars book of the entire year, so I think thats enough to tell you how much I loved this book.
Brief summary
Hunter is a grumpy ex-soldier, he is living through the motions and he doesn’t seem to enjoy his life the most. He meets Shane because they are working on a project together. And they fall in love from there.
First, it’s no secret that the grumpy/sunshine trope is one of my favourite trope of all time and I loved how it was done in this one. Hunter is so closed off and doesn’t really like talking about himself and what he likes. Which Shane is pretty much the sunshine of Hunter’s day. And I thought that that dynamic made it so that they balance each other so well. I loved their dynamic and how well they compliment each other.
Second, I absolutely adore the relationship in this book. I would go as far as call one of the cutest couple I have ever read about. Not only did I love how well complimented each other but I loved all of the little things they did for each other. I loved how Hunter wanted to open up and talk to Shane, something he doesn’t like doing, because Shane created a safe space for him to do so. I loved how they were always there for each other and how they supported each other through everything. This book has a really small focus on small couple scenes between Shane and Hunter and I loved each and every one of them. These two were just so cute together and I loved reading about their love.
Also, I absolutely adored Shane and Hunter as characters. I loved how well developed they both were and how you could see their personalities shine through their every actions. I thought that they were both absolutely lovely characters and I just adored reading about their lives.
Third, I absolutely adore low angst books who still have some conflict but all in all are just a feel good story. And it was the case of this book. Which is probably why this story worked so well for me. There was just enough conflict to keep me engaged for the entire book, but it was also the perfect kind of low angst book for me. It was just the right mix of everything for me.
Fourth, I loved the story progression in this one. Everything just felt so natural in the way that things developed and I absolutely loved it. I loved how they slowly got to know each other and then started a relationship and then they were always there for each other and learning to know each other. This entire part of the book just really worked for me.
Fifth, it’s not secret that I enjoy kink in books. My favourite trope in kink is a good reversal of the typical tropes. Which was the case of this book and probably why I loved the kink in this book so much. I just really liked how ex-soldier Hunter is the sub while Shane who looks more like a twink than anything else is the dom. But it’s not just that. I just loved their dom/sub dynamic, so much. I felt like it was perfect for their relationship. I couldn’t think of anything else that would have fit their relationship better. Their dynamic just really worked for me. Hunter is vulnerable and he just wants someone to cuddle him and take care of him and Shane likes to take control and do exactly that for Hunter. Also, I loved how their dom/sub dynamic was used as a way of comfort and being there for each other, I really enjoyed that. Their dynamic was just absolutely perfect to me.
Sixth, I really loved how mental health was portrayed in this book. Hunter has PTSD and I really liked how the book showed his PTSD. I like the book showed as something that cannot be cured by love and how Hunter will always feel some signs of it, no matter what. I really liked the descriptions of what comes from Hunter having PTSD. I thought that the PTSD was done really nicely in this one and I really enjoyed reading about it.
I just absolutely adored every seconds of this book. This book felt like it was made for me and I had the best of time reading it. This book feels like a perfect combinaison of all of my favourite tropes in books and I loved how it was done in this book.
I received an ARC of this book and this is my honest opinion
dnf
November 6, 2022DNF @ 49%
Not even my addiction to JF Harding's narration could help me push through and finish (maybe if he was the sole narrator)
I really enjoyed the first 2 books, but this one is a "no" for me. Another cliche sub/dom story.
Not even my addiction to JF Harding's narration could help me push through and finish (maybe if he was the sole narrator)
I really enjoyed the first 2 books, but this one is a "no" for me. Another cliche sub/dom story.
September 28, 2025
⭐️ 4/5 — Heart-melting caretaking + the superior dynamic = My catnip 💘✨️
🌶 2.5/5 — Heat dialed in just right with extra whipped cream aftercare ❤️🔥🫠
💖 Special Thanks 💖
Freya — babe, thank youuu soooo much for pointing me to this one, I ate it up and had a blast!! 😍💞✨
💭 My Ramblings 💭
THIS BOOK FED ME ONE OF MY ALL-TIME FAVORITE DYNAMICS and I’m losing my mind over it 🤯💘💘💘 Bigger, older, subby bottom paired with a smaller, younger, dominant top??? YES PLEASE. Inject it straight into my veins 😭💉 That role reversal just DOES THINGS TO ME, okay?! 😩❤️🔥✨ And then Willow went and wrapped it all up with sweet, tender caretaking?? *grabby hands intensify* I was DONE FOR. 🥹💞💞💞🧎🏻♀️
📝🪖 The MCs 🪖📝
Shane — Tall, lanky, a little wiry, and the cutest surprise Dom you’ll ever meet 😏 Despite his smaller frame, he’s allll dominance and caretaking instincts. Problem? No one ever takes him seriously because he doesn’t look like the guy in charge.🥺 He’s been craving a big, built man who’ll actually let him lead… but instead, everyone just assumes he’s the one who should hand over control. (spoiler: they were wrong 🤭😌)
Hunter — My gentle giant baby bear 🧸🥺 ugh, I loved him so damn much. He’s physically intimidating, sure, but inside?? Softest, sweetest, blushiest mess of a man 😭 after 20 years in the army he’s carrying PTSD and anxiety, and honestly, my heart ached for him 🥺💔 He gets so anxious around people, but the way he just wants to give up control and be cared for??? FUCKING ADORABLE. 😍 A six-foot wall of muscle who just wants to be someone’s soft boy??? SIGN ME THE HELL UP! 🙂↕️💘
💞💘 The Dynamic — Why I'm Feral For Them 💘💞
Quote:
“Do you want me to keep asking you what you want?”
“No.”
“You’ll have to speak up. I need to hear the words.”
I cleared my throat. “No. I like it when you make the decisions.”
“I do too. But you need to promise that you’ll tell me if you don’t want to do something. Do you promise, Hunter?”
“I promise.”
“Good boy.”
I gasped and looked up at him, my entire body jerking as something shot through me.
“Hunter?” He flicked his gaze to me.
“I… no one’s ever said that to me before.”
“Was it too far?”
“No.”
Those two words lit me up inside. Pleasure and pride crashed inside me, pushing away the little voice that constantly told me how weak I was. How I was never good enough.
💭 I swear THIS SCENE BROKE ME IN THE BEST WAY 😭❤️🔥 Hunter’s POV had me absolutely melting because you can literally feel the role reversal sliding into place. Shane is all soft voice, patience, but with that edge of control… and Hunter? This big, blushing gentle giant, completely undone by a single “good boy” 😫💗💗💗
Like… the way Shane checks consent while still taking the lead?? The way Hunter literally lights up inside at that praise?? 😭🔥✨ THIS IS THE DYNAMIC I LIVE FOR—big, older, anxious subby bottom meeting smaller, younger, dominant caretaker top who knows how to guide him without trampling him. I was squealing, kicking my feet, and feral in the best way 😍💞
🌶💦🫂🌛 Spice and Safety: From Sweaty Moans to Soft Cuddles 🌶💦🫂🌛
🔥🍆 “Say Please” Heat and Tender Ruin 🥵❤️🔥
Quote (trimmed):
“Ask me nicely, and maybe I’ll let you have a taste.”
“Please can I taste you?” he asked, needy.
“Good boy.”
He shuddered, eyes fluttering closed.
“You ready for my fingers?”
“Want your cock,” he whined.
“I know, baby. You’ll get it. I need to prep you first.”
...
“I want the words, baby. Tell me you want my cock.”
“I want your cock.”
“Say please.”
“Please, I want your cock.”
“Lie back and let me in. Fuck, baby. You’re so tight. So fucking tight.”
💭 HELLO??? 😳 Shane has Hunter begging and whining while still being sweet as hell. The “good boy” praise?? The demanding “say please”?? My soul left my body. 🫠 This is the perfect mix of filthy dominance + gentle care, and I was squealing like a feral gremlin through every line. 🔥🤌🏻💋✨️
😍💞 Melt-You-Aftercare 🫂🤗
Quote (trimmed):
“Shhh, baby. I’ve got you,” Shane whispered.
Tears spilled over my cheeks as tremors racked me.
“It’s okay. I’m here. I’m going to take care of you.”
He cocooned me in warmth, pulled me into his arms, and cradled me close.
“That’s it, baby. In and out. Focus on my voice. In and out.”
Shane was here. I was safe.
💭 And THIS is why I’m obsessed. Not just the filthy heat, but the way Shane brings Hunter down after. Gentle, grounding, steadying every shaky breath with “I’ve got you, baby.” It’s soft. It’s intimate. It’s everything. 🥹😭💞💘✨️✨️✨️
📝 TLDR 📝
Pick this up if you’re into:
🧸 Big, older, gentle giant subs who just want to be taken care of
😏 Smaller, younger, bossy tops who praise and wreck in equal measure
💗 Vulnerability, trust, and all the feels mixed with the spice
🔥 Hot spice balanced with the sweetest aftercare imaginable
🥹 Daddy vibes without the label and “good boy” praise kink heaven
🫂 Soft comfort, emotional intimacy, and found-family warmth
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Quotes: ⚠️ Spoilers ⛔️
It was his expression I couldn’t look away from.
He looked shy and unsure, rattled even.
It pushed all my buttons, and I had to force myself to act casual as I slid into the booth the server stopped in front of.
-
His validation sent a wave of calm through me. I was used to people dismissing the things that made me anxious as being trivial or stupid. And maybe they were, but hearing that in the moment only made things worse.
-
He sat back in his chair and studied me. “Are you feeling better?”
My face heated, and I dropped my eyes to my hands. “Yeah.”
“Hunter.”
I looked up, his calm, deep voice washing over me like a command.
“It’s okay to get overwhelmed. It sounds like you had a lot to deal with this morning.”
“It was a lot.” I sighed, frustration pulsing through me. “But that doesn’t mean I’m okay with freaking out over nothing.”
“If it affected you that much, then it wasn’t nothing. We all have different breaking points.”
His words helped calm the last of my turmoil. He was being so understanding, and I wasn’t used to that.
-
“I would never have thought of any of this stuff.”
“That’s why you have me. It’s my job to figure this stuff out and make this process as easy as possible for you.” Shane grinned and stuffed the rest of his cookie into his mouth.
If only he knew how much I wished that were true. To have someone to make decisions for me, quiet the noise in my head, and tell me what I needed to do.
I pulled my desk drawer open and rummaged through it. Not because I was looking for something, but because I needed to cover up the sudden flush of embarrassment that hit me.
I was a forty-year-old man. I shouldn’t want someone to take care of me. And I sure as hell shouldn’t need it.
-
If only he knew how much I wished that were true. To have someone to make decisions for me, quiet the noise in my head, and tell me what I needed to do.
-
"One of my ADHD things is what they call chasing dopamine. If something is fun and pleasurable, I want to keep doing it. I get into these routines where I’ll eat or drink something every day for weeks or even months until it stops making me happy.”
-
"I eat the same things all the time because it’s easy. The routine of it, the familiarity, is comforting. It doesn’t make me happy. It calms me.”
-
“Communication is important in any relationship, but especially in one like I think you want.”
“What do you think I want?” He was staring at the floor instead of his hands. I took that as a good sign.
“You want someone to take care of you.”
He sighed, his body shuddering as he closed his eyes. “I do.”
“I can be that person, Hunter. I want to take care of you.”
“Even though I’m like this?”
“There’s nothing wrong with you. I like you exactly the way you are.”
“I’m scared.”
His voice was whisper quiet but laced with a layer of pain. My stomach clenched.
“Why are you scared? Are you scared of me?”
“I’m scared that you’re going to see all of me, and you won’t like me anymore.”
-
I’d never been with someone like him before. No one had ever let me take the lead like this, and seeing him respond so beautifully was affecting me almost as much as the blow job.
-
“I feel strange,” he whispered.
He was in subdrop, and by the look of confusion clouding his expression, this wasn’t something he was used to.
“I know, baby. I’ve got you. I’ll take care of you, okay?” I ran the backs of my fingers over his cheek.
He pressed against my touch, nuzzling my hand like a needy kitten.
“You were such a good boy for me.”
He sobbed and buried his face in my neck.
I held him tight, whispering sweet nothings to him as he clung to me.
-
“But what about what you want?”
“I want to give you exactly what you need. It’s not about getting off for me. It’s about the journey, not the destination. Giving you what you need, getting you to a place where you can just feel, and knowing you trust me enough to take care of you is better than any orgasm. That’s where I get my pleasure. Shooting my load is a bonus, but it’s not what I truly want.”
-
“I need you to have a clear head while we talk. Do you understand why?”
I nodded.
“Good boy.”
God, I loved when he called me that.
-
He pressed a kiss against my temple, and I bit back a moan.
I didn’t know what it was about that move, but forehead and temple kisses were just so soothing.
-
“He’s the first man I’ve ever seen you take any interest in. And it’s obvious you like him.”
“I do. I really do.”
“For what it’s worth, I think he’s crazy about you too.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. You don’t see how he looks at you?”
“How does he look at me?”
“Like you’re the only thing in focus.”
-
He nodded, blushing a deeper red.
I loved that look on him.
A man as big and strong as him blushing pushed all my buttons.
-
“You want my cock?” I ran my palm along the length of my erection, over the material of my boxer briefs.
He nodded, his eyes wide and eager as he stared at my hand.
“Ask me nicely, and maybe I’ll let you have a taste.”
“Please can I taste you?” He lifted his gaze to mine, his expression needy.
“You may. Sit on the bed.”
He lowered himself and licked his lips.
“Take my cock out.”
He reached inside my underwear and wrapped his big hand around my shaft. I was so hard it hurt, and precum leaked from my slit.
“Good boy.”
He shuddered, his eyes fluttering closed for a second as he gripped my cock tight.
“Whenever you’re ready, baby.”
He leaned forward, his lips parted, his eyes meeting mine.
“That’s it. So good,”
-
“On your knees.”
I moaned and slid down his body until I was kneeling in front of him.
“You look so fucking hot down there.” His eyes flashed. “You like being my good boy, don’t you?”
I moaned and pressed my cheek against his stomach, needing as much contact with him as possible. My eyes slid closed as he ran his fingers through my hair.
“So sexy, Hunter. You want my cock?”
“Please,” I mumbled into his stomach.
“I’m going to fuck your mouth and watch you take all of me. And you’re going to let me. Take my cock out and suck me.”
“Color, baby,” he said softly, pulling his cock out of my mouth.
“Green,” I rasped.
“Fuck, yeah.” He slammed back in, grinding against my face as he pressed as deep as he could go. “That’s it, baby. Keep your eyes on me. I want to see you as I fuck your mouth. Watch you as you take all of me.”
I swallowed around him, a thrill going through me as his hips stuttered. “Fuck. Do that again.”
I did. His eyes clouded, and he gritted his teeth. Pride and joy bubbled up in my chest.
“That’s it, so fucking good.” He pressed one hand against my cheek so his length nudged his fingers as it slid in and out of my mouth. “You look so pretty on your knees for me. Taking all of me like this.”
-
“I love you,” I blurted out.
Really? That was how it came out? I wanted to simultaneously facepalm myself and run away.
Shane’s eyes widened. Then a huge smile split his handsome face. “Yeah? You do?”
“I do.” I swallowed. “It’s okay if you don’t. I just needed to tell you that.”
“I love you too, Hunter,” he whispered against my lips.
“Really?”
I was hot and cold, lightheaded, and a bit unsteady.
He loved me too?
“I fell for you hard, baby. I was waiting for you to tell me because I didn’t want to put you in an awkward position if you didn’t feel the same way.”
“And I was waiting because I was afraid you didn’t feel the same. That it would drive you away.”
“You’re it for me, Hunter Gray.” Shane laced his fingers through mine, holding both of my hands in his. “I love you so much. And I’m going to keep on loving you for the rest of my life.”
I swallowed as tears prickled my eyes.
“You’re it for me too,” I choked out.
-
“Hunter, baby. You make me happier than I’ve ever been. I love everything about you, and I want to build a life together. Baby, will you do me the honor of being my husband?”
Everyone stood stock still as I stared down at Shane, my hand over my mouth.
“Yes,” I managed. “Yes.”
He opened the box and held it out to me.
Nestled inside was a thick black tungsten ring.
He pulled the ring out, and I lifted my hand.
His hand was steady as he slipped the ring onto my finger.
“I love you.”
“I love you too.”
-
⚠️ Detailed spoilers below ⛔️
RC and MCs:
📝🪖 MM, strict roles
📝🪖 Shane Walker 27s yo and Hunter Gray aka Sarge 40yo
📝🪖 Shane: An event planner/organizer at Everglades Events
📝🪖 Hunter: Ex-army, 20 years in the infantry. A veteran turned office manager at Open Arms Youth Center.
📝🪖 Shane: Top, dom, gay, indigo eyes (deep shade of blue that sits between blue and violet), dark red hair, pale complexion, tall, lanky thin body, 5ft9/175cm
📝🪖 Hunter: Bottom, sub, gay, deep brown eyes, short blond hair, well over 6ft3/191cm, broad shoulders, massive arms corded with muscles, defined pecs, trim waist, thick long legs, natural tan complexion
Genre and tropes:
📝🪖 MM contemporary romance
📝🪖 Military themes
📝🪖 Hurt/comfort
📝🪖 Healing from trauma
📝🪖 Age gap (13 years)
📝🪖 Size difference (Shane is smaller than Hunter)
📝🪖 Opposites attract
📝🪖 Neurodivergent rep (Shane has ADHD)
📝🪖 D/s dynamics
📝🪖 Role reversal (bigger, older Hunter is submissive; younger, smaller Shane is dominant)
📝🪖 Found family
📝🪖 Kink exploration
📝🪖 Caretaker MC (Shane)
📝🪖 Gentle giant MC (Hunter is big, but sweet and soft spoken)
📝🪖 Touch-starved MC (Hunter)
📝🪖 Lots of cuddling, snuggling, forehead, and temple kisses
📝🪖 “Ask me nicely.”
📝🪖 “Please, what?”
📝🪖 "Good boy."
📝🪖 Pet names: Baby
Safety info:
📝🪖 Angst: Low to medium
📝🪖 OPD: No
📝🪖 Cheating/sharing: No
📝🪖 Third act breakup: No
📝🪖 Ending: HEA
📝🪖 Epilogue: Yes (1 year later)
📝🪖 POV: Dual, 1st person
📝🪖 Series structure: Interconnected standalone
Spice and kinks:
D/s dynamics, role reversal, praise (good boy), blowjob, throat fucking, subspace, subdrop, aftercare, rimming, tongue fucking, condom, marking (hickey), bareback, dirty talk
CW/TW:
Explicit sexual content, mentions of time spent in war, including war-related trauma, discussions of PTSD, brief mentions of eating disorders, anxiety, insecurities, self-esteem and self-worth issues, a homophobic parent
🌶 2.5/5 — Heat dialed in just right with extra whipped cream aftercare ❤️🔥🫠
💖 Special Thanks 💖
Freya — babe, thank youuu soooo much for pointing me to this one, I ate it up and had a blast!! 😍💞✨
💭 My Ramblings 💭
THIS BOOK FED ME ONE OF MY ALL-TIME FAVORITE DYNAMICS and I’m losing my mind over it 🤯💘💘💘 Bigger, older, subby bottom paired with a smaller, younger, dominant top??? YES PLEASE. Inject it straight into my veins 😭💉 That role reversal just DOES THINGS TO ME, okay?! 😩❤️🔥✨ And then Willow went and wrapped it all up with sweet, tender caretaking?? *grabby hands intensify* I was DONE FOR. 🥹💞💞💞🧎🏻♀️
📝🪖 The MCs 🪖📝
Shane — Tall, lanky, a little wiry, and the cutest surprise Dom you’ll ever meet 😏 Despite his smaller frame, he’s allll dominance and caretaking instincts. Problem? No one ever takes him seriously because he doesn’t look like the guy in charge.🥺 He’s been craving a big, built man who’ll actually let him lead… but instead, everyone just assumes he’s the one who should hand over control. (spoiler: they were wrong 🤭😌)
Hunter — My gentle giant baby bear 🧸🥺 ugh, I loved him so damn much. He’s physically intimidating, sure, but inside?? Softest, sweetest, blushiest mess of a man 😭 after 20 years in the army he’s carrying PTSD and anxiety, and honestly, my heart ached for him 🥺💔 He gets so anxious around people, but the way he just wants to give up control and be cared for??? FUCKING ADORABLE. 😍 A six-foot wall of muscle who just wants to be someone’s soft boy??? SIGN ME THE HELL UP! 🙂↕️💘
💞💘 The Dynamic — Why I'm Feral For Them 💘💞
Quote:
“Do you want me to keep asking you what you want?”
“No.”
“You’ll have to speak up. I need to hear the words.”
I cleared my throat. “No. I like it when you make the decisions.”
“I do too. But you need to promise that you’ll tell me if you don’t want to do something. Do you promise, Hunter?”
“I promise.”
“Good boy.”
I gasped and looked up at him, my entire body jerking as something shot through me.
“Hunter?” He flicked his gaze to me.
“I… no one’s ever said that to me before.”
“Was it too far?”
“No.”
Those two words lit me up inside. Pleasure and pride crashed inside me, pushing away the little voice that constantly told me how weak I was. How I was never good enough.
💭 I swear THIS SCENE BROKE ME IN THE BEST WAY 😭❤️🔥 Hunter’s POV had me absolutely melting because you can literally feel the role reversal sliding into place. Shane is all soft voice, patience, but with that edge of control… and Hunter? This big, blushing gentle giant, completely undone by a single “good boy” 😫💗💗💗
Like… the way Shane checks consent while still taking the lead?? The way Hunter literally lights up inside at that praise?? 😭🔥✨ THIS IS THE DYNAMIC I LIVE FOR—big, older, anxious subby bottom meeting smaller, younger, dominant caretaker top who knows how to guide him without trampling him. I was squealing, kicking my feet, and feral in the best way 😍💞
🌶💦🫂🌛 Spice and Safety: From Sweaty Moans to Soft Cuddles 🌶💦🫂🌛
🔥🍆 “Say Please” Heat and Tender Ruin 🥵❤️🔥
Quote (trimmed):
“Ask me nicely, and maybe I’ll let you have a taste.”
“Please can I taste you?” he asked, needy.
“Good boy.”
He shuddered, eyes fluttering closed.
“You ready for my fingers?”
“Want your cock,” he whined.
“I know, baby. You’ll get it. I need to prep you first.”
...
“I want the words, baby. Tell me you want my cock.”
“I want your cock.”
“Say please.”
“Please, I want your cock.”
“Lie back and let me in. Fuck, baby. You’re so tight. So fucking tight.”
💭 HELLO??? 😳 Shane has Hunter begging and whining while still being sweet as hell. The “good boy” praise?? The demanding “say please”?? My soul left my body. 🫠 This is the perfect mix of filthy dominance + gentle care, and I was squealing like a feral gremlin through every line. 🔥🤌🏻💋✨️
😍💞 Melt-You-Aftercare 🫂🤗
Quote (trimmed):
“Shhh, baby. I’ve got you,” Shane whispered.
Tears spilled over my cheeks as tremors racked me.
“It’s okay. I’m here. I’m going to take care of you.”
He cocooned me in warmth, pulled me into his arms, and cradled me close.
“That’s it, baby. In and out. Focus on my voice. In and out.”
Shane was here. I was safe.
💭 And THIS is why I’m obsessed. Not just the filthy heat, but the way Shane brings Hunter down after. Gentle, grounding, steadying every shaky breath with “I’ve got you, baby.” It’s soft. It’s intimate. It’s everything. 🥹😭💞💘✨️✨️✨️
📝 TLDR 📝
Pick this up if you’re into:
🧸 Big, older, gentle giant subs who just want to be taken care of
😏 Smaller, younger, bossy tops who praise and wreck in equal measure
💗 Vulnerability, trust, and all the feels mixed with the spice
🔥 Hot spice balanced with the sweetest aftercare imaginable
🥹 Daddy vibes without the label and “good boy” praise kink heaven
🫂 Soft comfort, emotional intimacy, and found-family warmth
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Quotes: ⚠️ Spoilers ⛔️
It was his expression I couldn’t look away from.
He looked shy and unsure, rattled even.
It pushed all my buttons, and I had to force myself to act casual as I slid into the booth the server stopped in front of.
-
His validation sent a wave of calm through me. I was used to people dismissing the things that made me anxious as being trivial or stupid. And maybe they were, but hearing that in the moment only made things worse.
-
He sat back in his chair and studied me. “Are you feeling better?”
My face heated, and I dropped my eyes to my hands. “Yeah.”
“Hunter.”
I looked up, his calm, deep voice washing over me like a command.
“It’s okay to get overwhelmed. It sounds like you had a lot to deal with this morning.”
“It was a lot.” I sighed, frustration pulsing through me. “But that doesn’t mean I’m okay with freaking out over nothing.”
“If it affected you that much, then it wasn’t nothing. We all have different breaking points.”
His words helped calm the last of my turmoil. He was being so understanding, and I wasn’t used to that.
-
“I would never have thought of any of this stuff.”
“That’s why you have me. It’s my job to figure this stuff out and make this process as easy as possible for you.” Shane grinned and stuffed the rest of his cookie into his mouth.
If only he knew how much I wished that were true. To have someone to make decisions for me, quiet the noise in my head, and tell me what I needed to do.
I pulled my desk drawer open and rummaged through it. Not because I was looking for something, but because I needed to cover up the sudden flush of embarrassment that hit me.
I was a forty-year-old man. I shouldn’t want someone to take care of me. And I sure as hell shouldn’t need it.
-
If only he knew how much I wished that were true. To have someone to make decisions for me, quiet the noise in my head, and tell me what I needed to do.
-
"One of my ADHD things is what they call chasing dopamine. If something is fun and pleasurable, I want to keep doing it. I get into these routines where I’ll eat or drink something every day for weeks or even months until it stops making me happy.”
-
"I eat the same things all the time because it’s easy. The routine of it, the familiarity, is comforting. It doesn’t make me happy. It calms me.”
-
“Communication is important in any relationship, but especially in one like I think you want.”
“What do you think I want?” He was staring at the floor instead of his hands. I took that as a good sign.
“You want someone to take care of you.”
He sighed, his body shuddering as he closed his eyes. “I do.”
“I can be that person, Hunter. I want to take care of you.”
“Even though I’m like this?”
“There’s nothing wrong with you. I like you exactly the way you are.”
“I’m scared.”
His voice was whisper quiet but laced with a layer of pain. My stomach clenched.
“Why are you scared? Are you scared of me?”
“I’m scared that you’re going to see all of me, and you won’t like me anymore.”
-
I’d never been with someone like him before. No one had ever let me take the lead like this, and seeing him respond so beautifully was affecting me almost as much as the blow job.
-
“I feel strange,” he whispered.
He was in subdrop, and by the look of confusion clouding his expression, this wasn’t something he was used to.
“I know, baby. I’ve got you. I’ll take care of you, okay?” I ran the backs of my fingers over his cheek.
He pressed against my touch, nuzzling my hand like a needy kitten.
“You were such a good boy for me.”
He sobbed and buried his face in my neck.
I held him tight, whispering sweet nothings to him as he clung to me.
-
“But what about what you want?”
“I want to give you exactly what you need. It’s not about getting off for me. It’s about the journey, not the destination. Giving you what you need, getting you to a place where you can just feel, and knowing you trust me enough to take care of you is better than any orgasm. That’s where I get my pleasure. Shooting my load is a bonus, but it’s not what I truly want.”
-
“I need you to have a clear head while we talk. Do you understand why?”
I nodded.
“Good boy.”
God, I loved when he called me that.
-
He pressed a kiss against my temple, and I bit back a moan.
I didn’t know what it was about that move, but forehead and temple kisses were just so soothing.
-
“He’s the first man I’ve ever seen you take any interest in. And it’s obvious you like him.”
“I do. I really do.”
“For what it’s worth, I think he’s crazy about you too.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. You don’t see how he looks at you?”
“How does he look at me?”
“Like you’re the only thing in focus.”
-
He nodded, blushing a deeper red.
I loved that look on him.
A man as big and strong as him blushing pushed all my buttons.
-
“You want my cock?” I ran my palm along the length of my erection, over the material of my boxer briefs.
He nodded, his eyes wide and eager as he stared at my hand.
“Ask me nicely, and maybe I’ll let you have a taste.”
“Please can I taste you?” He lifted his gaze to mine, his expression needy.
“You may. Sit on the bed.”
He lowered himself and licked his lips.
“Take my cock out.”
He reached inside my underwear and wrapped his big hand around my shaft. I was so hard it hurt, and precum leaked from my slit.
“Good boy.”
He shuddered, his eyes fluttering closed for a second as he gripped my cock tight.
“Whenever you’re ready, baby.”
He leaned forward, his lips parted, his eyes meeting mine.
“That’s it. So good,”
-
“On your knees.”
I moaned and slid down his body until I was kneeling in front of him.
“You look so fucking hot down there.” His eyes flashed. “You like being my good boy, don’t you?”
I moaned and pressed my cheek against his stomach, needing as much contact with him as possible. My eyes slid closed as he ran his fingers through my hair.
“So sexy, Hunter. You want my cock?”
“Please,” I mumbled into his stomach.
“I’m going to fuck your mouth and watch you take all of me. And you’re going to let me. Take my cock out and suck me.”
“Color, baby,” he said softly, pulling his cock out of my mouth.
“Green,” I rasped.
“Fuck, yeah.” He slammed back in, grinding against my face as he pressed as deep as he could go. “That’s it, baby. Keep your eyes on me. I want to see you as I fuck your mouth. Watch you as you take all of me.”
I swallowed around him, a thrill going through me as his hips stuttered. “Fuck. Do that again.”
I did. His eyes clouded, and he gritted his teeth. Pride and joy bubbled up in my chest.
“That’s it, so fucking good.” He pressed one hand against my cheek so his length nudged his fingers as it slid in and out of my mouth. “You look so pretty on your knees for me. Taking all of me like this.”
-
“I love you,” I blurted out.
Really? That was how it came out? I wanted to simultaneously facepalm myself and run away.
Shane’s eyes widened. Then a huge smile split his handsome face. “Yeah? You do?”
“I do.” I swallowed. “It’s okay if you don’t. I just needed to tell you that.”
“I love you too, Hunter,” he whispered against my lips.
“Really?”
I was hot and cold, lightheaded, and a bit unsteady.
He loved me too?
“I fell for you hard, baby. I was waiting for you to tell me because I didn’t want to put you in an awkward position if you didn’t feel the same way.”
“And I was waiting because I was afraid you didn’t feel the same. That it would drive you away.”
“You’re it for me, Hunter Gray.” Shane laced his fingers through mine, holding both of my hands in his. “I love you so much. And I’m going to keep on loving you for the rest of my life.”
I swallowed as tears prickled my eyes.
“You’re it for me too,” I choked out.
-
“Hunter, baby. You make me happier than I’ve ever been. I love everything about you, and I want to build a life together. Baby, will you do me the honor of being my husband?”
Everyone stood stock still as I stared down at Shane, my hand over my mouth.
“Yes,” I managed. “Yes.”
He opened the box and held it out to me.
Nestled inside was a thick black tungsten ring.
He pulled the ring out, and I lifted my hand.
His hand was steady as he slipped the ring onto my finger.
“I love you.”
“I love you too.”
-
⚠️ Detailed spoilers below ⛔️
RC and MCs:
📝🪖 MM, strict roles
📝🪖 Shane Walker 27s yo and Hunter Gray aka Sarge 40yo
📝🪖 Shane: An event planner/organizer at Everglades Events
📝🪖 Hunter: Ex-army, 20 years in the infantry. A veteran turned office manager at Open Arms Youth Center.
📝🪖 Shane: Top, dom, gay, indigo eyes (deep shade of blue that sits between blue and violet), dark red hair, pale complexion, tall, lanky thin body, 5ft9/175cm
📝🪖 Hunter: Bottom, sub, gay, deep brown eyes, short blond hair, well over 6ft3/191cm, broad shoulders, massive arms corded with muscles, defined pecs, trim waist, thick long legs, natural tan complexion
Genre and tropes:
📝🪖 MM contemporary romance
📝🪖 Military themes
📝🪖 Hurt/comfort
📝🪖 Healing from trauma
📝🪖 Age gap (13 years)
📝🪖 Size difference (Shane is smaller than Hunter)
📝🪖 Opposites attract
📝🪖 Neurodivergent rep (Shane has ADHD)
📝🪖 D/s dynamics
📝🪖 Role reversal (bigger, older Hunter is submissive; younger, smaller Shane is dominant)
📝🪖 Found family
📝🪖 Kink exploration
📝🪖 Caretaker MC (Shane)
📝🪖 Gentle giant MC (Hunter is big, but sweet and soft spoken)
📝🪖 Touch-starved MC (Hunter)
📝🪖 Lots of cuddling, snuggling, forehead, and temple kisses
📝🪖 “Ask me nicely.”
📝🪖 “Please, what?”
📝🪖 "Good boy."
📝🪖 Pet names: Baby
Safety info:
📝🪖 Angst: Low to medium
📝🪖 OPD: No
📝🪖 Cheating/sharing: No
📝🪖 Third act breakup: No
📝🪖 Ending: HEA
📝🪖 Epilogue: Yes (1 year later)
📝🪖 POV: Dual, 1st person
📝🪖 Series structure: Interconnected standalone
Spice and kinks:
D/s dynamics, role reversal, praise (good boy), blowjob, throat fucking, subspace, subdrop, aftercare, rimming, tongue fucking, condom, marking (hickey), bareback, dirty talk
CW/TW:
Explicit sexual content, mentions of time spent in war, including war-related trauma, discussions of PTSD, brief mentions of eating disorders, anxiety, insecurities, self-esteem and self-worth issues, a homophobic parent
November 3, 2022
2-2.5 stars
Well a bulk of the reason I finished the book was due to JF Hardings narrations he was the star John Solo still not a complete favorite but he was fine, wish JF Harding narrated the whole thing.
Well for the book… I was bored.. also they did a lot of internal thoughts and a few pages later they would say those same thoughts out loud or they just repeated what was said multiple times.. there was waaaay to much telling rather than showing..or idk if I am explaining it right but it didn’t flow as well as I hoped and it also felt like very juvenile conversations…
And Hunter definitely opened up more about his life/past than Shane.. felt like I didn’t even know Shane. Haha
Also this was showing hints of a Dom/sub relationship but it was a weak attempt… it didn’t feel like other books I have read with bdsm, so it was a bit of a let down haha
Not sure if Willow Dixon is for me she had good ideas but not executed in a way I enjoy..
Oh well another one bites the dust, I hope the next book I pick up is better.
Well a bulk of the reason I finished the book was due to JF Hardings narrations he was the star John Solo still not a complete favorite but he was fine, wish JF Harding narrated the whole thing.
Well for the book… I was bored.. also they did a lot of internal thoughts and a few pages later they would say those same thoughts out loud or they just repeated what was said multiple times.. there was waaaay to much telling rather than showing..or idk if I am explaining it right but it didn’t flow as well as I hoped and it also felt like very juvenile conversations…
And Hunter definitely opened up more about his life/past than Shane.. felt like I didn’t even know Shane. Haha
Also this was showing hints of a Dom/sub relationship but it was a weak attempt… it didn’t feel like other books I have read with bdsm, so it was a bit of a let down haha
Not sure if Willow Dixon is for me she had good ideas but not executed in a way I enjoy..
Oh well another one bites the dust, I hope the next book I pick up is better.
September 26, 2025
4⭐️ 2.5🌶️
📝 REVIEW & THOUGHTS:
Ugh this was so cute. I was craving to read a different dynamic and found this book with an older and bigger blushing subby man falling with a younger skinny dominant man. Exactly what I was craving. They were so damn adorable together.
I was expecting a much dirtier read, but this was so gentle, healthy, caring and sweet. With vulnerable moments and beautiful meanings. This is not a BDSM erot!ca.
Recommend this book if you want to read a different dynamic from the usual older and bigger man being the dominant top, with a sweet romance and steamy moments.
🏷️ TROPES & TAGS (possible spoilers):
Genre/subgenre: contemporary romance
Pairing: MM
POV: 1st person, dual
Angst: low
Burn: slow
Vibe/mood: sweet
Pet names: baby
HEA: yes
Slice of life
Age gap (27/40)
Hurt/comfort
Mild BDSM themes
Younger and smaller top/older and bigger bottom
Shy, lonely and big retired soldier
Mental health rep
Insta attraction
Forehead and temple kisses
Forced proximity
🌶️ SPICE & K!NKS (possible spoilers):
Strict top/bottom or versatile: top/bottom
Heat: 3 scenes, medium heat
D/s dynamic
Praise and all the “good boy”
Subspace
Subdrop & aftercare
Jerk!ng off
Oral
An@l
R!mming
Barebacking (after being tested)
⚠️ CONTENT WARNINGS (possible spoilers):
Dubcon: no
Noncon: no
OM/OW: no
Mentions of time spent in war, including war-related trauma
Discussions of PTSD
Anxiety
ADHD
Brief mention of disordered eating
Brief mentions of homophob!a (past)
Mentions of past emotionally abus!ve relationship
💬 QUOTES (possible spoilers):
* Fyi about 🌶️ levels: I rate spice on a combination of quantity, quality, length, intensity and explicitness of the scenes. K!nks are listed separately and generally do not directly affect the steam level to keep it fair for non k!nky books.
📝 REVIEW & THOUGHTS:
“I’m here, and I’ve got you.”
Ugh this was so cute. I was craving to read a different dynamic and found this book with an older and bigger blushing subby man falling with a younger skinny dominant man. Exactly what I was craving. They were so damn adorable together.
I was expecting a much dirtier read, but this was so gentle, healthy, caring and sweet. With vulnerable moments and beautiful meanings. This is not a BDSM erot!ca.
Recommend this book if you want to read a different dynamic from the usual older and bigger man being the dominant top, with a sweet romance and steamy moments.
🏷️ TROPES & TAGS (possible spoilers):
Genre/subgenre: contemporary romance
Pairing: MM
POV: 1st person, dual
Angst: low
Burn: slow
Vibe/mood: sweet
Pet names: baby
HEA: yes
Slice of life
Age gap (27/40)
Hurt/comfort
Mild BDSM themes
Younger and smaller top/older and bigger bottom
Shy, lonely and big retired soldier
Mental health rep
Insta attraction
Forehead and temple kisses
Forced proximity
🌶️ SPICE & K!NKS (possible spoilers):
Strict top/bottom or versatile: top/bottom
Heat: 3 scenes, medium heat
D/s dynamic
Praise and all the “good boy”
Subspace
Subdrop & aftercare
Jerk!ng off
Oral
An@l
R!mming
Barebacking (after being tested)
⚠️ CONTENT WARNINGS (possible spoilers):
Dubcon: no
Noncon: no
OM/OW: no
Mentions of time spent in war, including war-related trauma
Discussions of PTSD
Anxiety
ADHD
Brief mention of disordered eating
Brief mentions of homophob!a (past)
Mentions of past emotionally abus!ve relationship
💬 QUOTES (possible spoilers):
“I wish a place like this had existed when I was young. Things were a lot different back then.” My voice was small. How could I still feel vulnerable admitting I was gay after all this time? It didn’t matter that I was forty years old and out. It was still hard to say the words after a lifetime of hiding who I was.
She had rounded hips, thick thighs, and a full ass. She also had a bit of a tummy, but because she wasn’t top heavy, her body was pear shaped. She had the same figure as thousands of women, but she’d been told her entire life that she wasn’t beautiful because she didn’t fit what was considered ideal. It happened to men too. I was a skinny ginger and couldn’t build muscle to save my life. I’d spent a long time hating my body, but now I accepted it. I didn’t love it or hate it, and that made dealing with criticism and societal pressures easier.
“I’m here, and I’ve got you.”
“I love you,” I blurted out. Really? That was how it came out? I wanted to simultaneously facepalm myself and run away.
* Fyi about 🌶️ levels: I rate spice on a combination of quantity, quality, length, intensity and explicitness of the scenes. K!nks are listed separately and generally do not directly affect the steam level to keep it fair for non k!nky books.
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September 5, 2025
I’m not giving this one a rating.
It took me days to finish, and unfortunately, it felt like a recycled version of the first two books in the series. I kept hoping for some progress, but it never really came.
🟢 Former Sergeant / event planner
🟡 Both gay
🔵 Age gap 27/40
🟣 Size difference
🌶️ The bigger guy is completely submissive, he has a hard subdrop, the younger twink takes good care of him; just a few sex scenes; oral, rimming, penetrative; first times; both vers (contrary to their natural preferences) --> t/b
Luke has always come across as the held-back, older, elusive sergeant in the earlier books. As a side character, he seemed a little flat and even boring at times, but here, he’s finally given depth, he's a really endearing, complex character with a traumatic past that wasn't explored more, sadly.
Luke is naturally submissive but struggles to find a partner who doesn’t automatically assume he’s a top. When he meets Shane, the redhead twink event planner hired for the charity Luke works for, they both realize they can give each other the dynamic they’ve both been craving, but never gotten.
As is often the case in this series, Luke is a blushing former top. He’s been celibate for a few years and has had some hookups in the past that didn’t go well. While he’s 40, his occasional blushing and awkwardness can be somewhat appealing, but Luke’s blushing like a teenager the entire time, which just didn’t work for me.
“So this is like a thing people do? Talk about stuff beforehand?”
“Now we need to talk about limits.”
“I don’t know what those are.”
“They’re things you don’t want. Things that are off the table.”
“I… I don’t really know what to say.”
This isn’t really Luke. He’s not inexperienced or dumb, his character just comes across as awkward, unnecessarily so.
The problem for me was Shane. I never really got to know him, he felt underdeveloped and uninteresting. He jumps into calling Luke “baby” and acting overly toppy way too soon, which for me made the relationship feel rushed and unconvincing.
Even when Luke needed that side of him, Shane just came across as mundane and average.
The story itself follows the same formula as the others and it's also not fully developed. Luke and Shane get together quickly, go through a series of everyday events, and then suddenly they’re in love and, of course, engaged.
It just wasn’t that good, nor was it the kind of story I wanted for Luke.
The dialogues are again mundane and boring, subplots are left unresolved, and too many things are left hanging.
“Now for the entertainment. I was thinking we should do this in three tiers.”
“What do you mean.”
“Have three levels of entertainment. One during the dinner, one during the silent auction, and one for the party portion.”
“That sounds good.”
Everything was like this, a lot of stating things, explaining and telling. And so much drama around this charity event that took up not more than a page when it finally happened. No aftermath about Hunter's work on this event or his place at the charity either.
As a series finale, everything ends on a strange, unsatisfying note.
If anything, I’d recommend Luke and Jordan’s book instead. There’s still Doc’s novella (which is free and has a great cover), but I have a feeling it’s going to be more of the same and I just can’t bring myself to dive into that right now.
May 30, 2022
Caring dynamic.
Love can’t fix you, but helps.
Swoony good. Read it.
Love can’t fix you, but helps.
Swoony good. Read it.
August 20, 2022
The good
+ Their sweet cuddles
+ Hunter's blushes
+ Hunter's praise kink
+ Shane never asking for more than Hunter is willing to tell
+ Shane taking over for Hunter, but never without consent
+ Shane forcing Hunter through the awkward conversation on safewords and limits
+ Them not hiding their dynamics from those they're close to
+ Hunter not doing the three conversations, one for every brother, like the other books did. It just wasn't his thing
+ Hunter's brothers completely debunking Hunter's assumption that he was less than the others
+ Their timelines for the relationship were completely in sync
+ Hunter's interactions with the shelter kids
+ Shane not interfering with anything related to Hunter's job
The neutral
o I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book. My review remains honest and unbiased
o I personally don't enjoy that Shane's touch was already bliss for Hunter before they knew each other. I like it better when that builds up together with trust
o The organisation at Hunter's job was a clusterfuck, and they should hire new people pronto
The bad
- They had this extensive conversation about safewords and limits, but they never implemented any of what they talked about in the bedroom on-page. I would have liked to see their dynamics at work with edging or bondage, but we only saw relatively vanilla sex with some D/s dynamics and praise kink
- We hardly saw interactions with the shelter kids, even though they were so important to Hunter
I really loved the first two books in the series. While I liked this one too, I had expected a bit more. It didn't shine as brightly as the others two books. However, it was still a very sweet and enjoyable read, and I would recommend the series for some light-hearted and relationship-focused books without relationship angst.
+ Their sweet cuddles
+ Hunter's blushes
+ Hunter's praise kink
+ Shane never asking for more than Hunter is willing to tell
+ Shane taking over for Hunter, but never without consent
+ Shane forcing Hunter through the awkward conversation on safewords and limits
+ Them not hiding their dynamics from those they're close to
+ Hunter not doing the three conversations, one for every brother, like the other books did. It just wasn't his thing
+ Hunter's brothers completely debunking Hunter's assumption that he was less than the others
+ Their timelines for the relationship were completely in sync
+ Hunter's interactions with the shelter kids
+ Shane not interfering with anything related to Hunter's job
The neutral
o I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book. My review remains honest and unbiased
o I personally don't enjoy that Shane's touch was already bliss for Hunter before they knew each other. I like it better when that builds up together with trust
o The organisation at Hunter's job was a clusterfuck, and they should hire new people pronto
The bad
- They had this extensive conversation about safewords and limits, but they never implemented any of what they talked about in the bedroom on-page. I would have liked to see their dynamics at work with edging or bondage, but we only saw relatively vanilla sex with some D/s dynamics and praise kink
- We hardly saw interactions with the shelter kids, even though they were so important to Hunter
I really loved the first two books in the series. While I liked this one too, I had expected a bit more. It didn't shine as brightly as the others two books. However, it was still a very sweet and enjoyable read, and I would recommend the series for some light-hearted and relationship-focused books without relationship angst.
June 15, 2022
The Good:
1. The conversation Shane and Hunter had about limits and safewords was gold-tier. That’s literally all I ask from books with power imbalance storylines. It was well done and put me at ease as a reader.
2. It was really nice to see Hunter evolve over time. He had a lot of things holding him back, but Shane helped him to open up and learn to lean on others.
3. Shane was extremely caring. Even though he had “control” in the bedroom, he was consistently checking on Hunter and giving him the care he needed. It was sweet to see!
The Meh:
1. Hunter often mentions how his tastes and preferences are very weird and nobody understands. All he wanted was for someone to make decisions for him, basically. I was expecting more than that after all the hype.
2. This book is definitely kink-lite. Even though Shane is more dominant in bed, the sex itself was pretty vanilla. No impact play, no bondage, none of that. Not necessarily a bad thing, just surprising.
3. After every single time they have sex or fool around, Hunter experiences subdrop. Definitely understand that it’s different for everyone, but I felt this was a bit out of place here. Shane is basically just bossy in bed. He tells Hunter how to position himself and when he can come (sometimes) but that’s about it. Subdrop felt a bit dramatic to happen every single time, even after just a typical blowjob. Again, not saying this can’t happen depending on the person, just surprised it happened after every single encounter, no matter how mild. I wouldn’t even call what they did “scenes” with how tame it all was.
There wasn’t anything inherently bad about this book, just a few neutral “meh” things that led to me giving this 3 stars.
BUT that boundaries talk they had gets 5 stars in my book!
1. The conversation Shane and Hunter had about limits and safewords was gold-tier. That’s literally all I ask from books with power imbalance storylines. It was well done and put me at ease as a reader.
2. It was really nice to see Hunter evolve over time. He had a lot of things holding him back, but Shane helped him to open up and learn to lean on others.
3. Shane was extremely caring. Even though he had “control” in the bedroom, he was consistently checking on Hunter and giving him the care he needed. It was sweet to see!
The Meh:
1. Hunter often mentions how his tastes and preferences are very weird and nobody understands. All he wanted was for someone to make decisions for him, basically. I was expecting more than that after all the hype.
2. This book is definitely kink-lite. Even though Shane is more dominant in bed, the sex itself was pretty vanilla. No impact play, no bondage, none of that. Not necessarily a bad thing, just surprising.
3. After every single time they have sex or fool around, Hunter experiences subdrop. Definitely understand that it’s different for everyone, but I felt this was a bit out of place here. Shane is basically just bossy in bed. He tells Hunter how to position himself and when he can come (sometimes) but that’s about it. Subdrop felt a bit dramatic to happen every single time, even after just a typical blowjob. Again, not saying this can’t happen depending on the person, just surprised it happened after every single encounter, no matter how mild. I wouldn’t even call what they did “scenes” with how tame it all was.
There wasn’t anything inherently bad about this book, just a few neutral “meh” things that led to me giving this 3 stars.
BUT that boundaries talk they had gets 5 stars in my book!
May 12, 2022
Well this was a great series. A group of men who were in service together became brothers to each other and when they retired from the army they moved close together to be a support unit, Keaton(doc),gage,Luke,and hunter(sarge)
Battle to surrender is Hunters story and the last of the friends to find his well deserved HEA.
Well I think hunter and Shane is why we shouldn’t stereotype
These two had an instant connection. I loved how incredibly patient and loving Shane was with Hunter. He never pushed and always seemed to know what Hunter needed. This was a hot and heartwarming story for sure.
This was a great ending for this sweet series. I loved how it incorporated all of the brothers and that they were together in the ending scenes. I just really enjoyed it!!
I received an ARC and this is my honest review
Battle to surrender is Hunters story and the last of the friends to find his well deserved HEA.
Well I think hunter and Shane is why we shouldn’t stereotype
These two had an instant connection. I loved how incredibly patient and loving Shane was with Hunter. He never pushed and always seemed to know what Hunter needed. This was a hot and heartwarming story for sure.
This was a great ending for this sweet series. I loved how it incorporated all of the brothers and that they were together in the ending scenes. I just really enjoyed it!!
I received an ARC and this is my honest review
May 20, 2022
This is the third book in the series and while it can absolutely stand alone, it’s worth reading the previous books as well: the premise, in which a group of former military personnel who are each other’s chosen family each find a love and happiness that works for them, is well worth it. This book is Hunter and Shane’s story, and it has plenty to recommend it. There’s heat and chemistry as well as kindness and care, and they seem to fit together beautifully, with Shane never pushing Hunter too far or taking more than he’s willing to give. Overall, a really enjoyable read.
*I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
*I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book.
April 26, 2024
Retired from the military Hunter Grey now works in a youth centre. Needing to raise funds to buy a new building for the centre, Hunter hires Shane Walker to help.
Shane likes to take control in the bedroom but rarely finds someone that submissive, Hunter has never found anyone who can care and look after him the way he wants.
This book is so sweet and has a wonderful caring side to it, and is super low angst.
This is an excellent final book to Willow Dixon’s Heroes at Home series.
💚age gap
💚ex military
“He was the most important person in my life. he was my other half, the person I’d been waiting for all these years”.
Shane likes to take control in the bedroom but rarely finds someone that submissive, Hunter has never found anyone who can care and look after him the way he wants.
This book is so sweet and has a wonderful caring side to it, and is super low angst.
This is an excellent final book to Willow Dixon’s Heroes at Home series.
💚age gap
💚ex military
“He was the most important person in my life. he was my other half, the person I’d been waiting for all these years”.
July 1, 2024
BATTLE TO SURRENDER was my favorite book of the series and I loved how sweet Hunter and Shane were with each other. There was so much care and tenderness in their relationship and I adored the way Shane supported Hunter and helped him find his voice, both in his work life and his personal life. I could also strongly relate to Hunter's anxiety and his struggles with meeting new people.
Content Warning: trauma from war; MC with anxiety
Content Warning: trauma from war; MC with anxiety
March 17, 2023
Battle to Surrender
Hunter and Shane
This book has to be my favorite in the series. The story was just so heartwarming. Shane was exactly who Hunter needed in his life. Someone to recognize his needs and go above and beyond to give him just that. These two were perfect. Great series 👏
Hunter and Shane
This book has to be my favorite in the series. The story was just so heartwarming. Shane was exactly who Hunter needed in his life. Someone to recognize his needs and go above and beyond to give him just that. These two were perfect. Great series 👏
January 8, 2026
Hunter + Shane
-mm romance
-ex military
-size difference
-found family
-dom/sub dynamics
these two were soooo precious & i LOOOVVEEEE how they were both EXACTLY what each other needed & wanted in a partner & they got it!
-mm romance
-ex military
-size difference
-found family
-dom/sub dynamics
these two were soooo precious & i LOOOVVEEEE how they were both EXACTLY what each other needed & wanted in a partner & they got it!
December 10, 2023
pensavo ci fosse più sesso e meno problemi.
my bad
my bad
February 28, 2024
Rating: 4/5 🌟
Spice: 2.5/5 🌶️
Heroes: Hunter and Shane
Spice: 2.5/5 🌶️
Heroes: Hunter and Shane
July 17, 2022
sweet
Loved this, loved the different take. I love that the D even had a few things he had to work on. This is a hurt comfort light D/s book. Trying to figure out where you fit while finding love. I loved the dynamic of the too, and how Shane wasn’t afraid to jump in and take care of hunter. Loved the openness between the two. The writing was great, smexy was HAWT, side characters were fun. Can we normalize big steps in relationships being on page? I don’t want to be told it.
Loved this, loved the different take. I love that the D even had a few things he had to work on. This is a hurt comfort light D/s book. Trying to figure out where you fit while finding love. I loved the dynamic of the too, and how Shane wasn’t afraid to jump in and take care of hunter. Loved the openness between the two. The writing was great, smexy was HAWT, side characters were fun. Can we normalize big steps in relationships being on page? I don’t want to be told it.
November 17, 2022
2.5 stars. In general, I just don’t enjoy reading books about sad, unconfident people who are only “better” when they get a partner to do the mental load.
Man in his 40’s just wants someone to tell him what to eat and take care of everything in his life feels he’s weird. If he were into women it would just be called wanting a wife.
Man in his 40’s just wants someone to tell him what to eat and take care of everything in his life feels he’s weird. If he were into women it would just be called wanting a wife.
May 18, 2022
This is the 3rd book in Willow's Heroes at Home series. This was my favorite of the series (although I haven't read Doc's story yet). Sarge was very intriguing to me in the first two books. He came across as very aloof and stoic, but you could tell there was more to him. They way his friends interacted with him and sought out his advice showed that he did care about them and he was someone they looked up to and trusted. We are introduced to Shane in this book when he is assigned to help Hunter plan a fundraiser for the children's shelter he works at. As they spend time together, they realize they are exactly what they need.
I liked seeing Hunter open up, not only with Shane but with his friends as well. He's dealing with PTSD as well as trauma from his childhood, which is depicted really well btw, and we get to watch him figure out that his worth isn't just tied to what he can do for others. We don't see a lot of growth in Shane, but he handles all the situations with Hunter really well. He seems to know when to push Hunter to do something vs doing things himself.
There's some decent heat, but not quite as much as I was expecting. I was disappointed that we didn't see more of the power exchange dynamic between Hunter and Shane, especially since it was such a big deal in the beginning of the story. There were several parts that were extremely repetitive, like I had to make sure I hit the page forward and not page backward button on my kindle they were so similar.
I really enjoyed the storyline. While not crazy unique, there were enough different elements that it didn't feel like something I've read a million times with a slightly different twist. There were elements and characters brought back from previous books in the series, which I always like to see. It was wonderful to see Sarge get his HEA, but I'm sad the series has come to an end!
I received an ARC of this book from Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest opinion.
I liked seeing Hunter open up, not only with Shane but with his friends as well. He's dealing with PTSD as well as trauma from his childhood, which is depicted really well btw, and we get to watch him figure out that his worth isn't just tied to what he can do for others. We don't see a lot of growth in Shane, but he handles all the situations with Hunter really well. He seems to know when to push Hunter to do something vs doing things himself.
There's some decent heat, but not quite as much as I was expecting. I was disappointed that we didn't see more of the power exchange dynamic between Hunter and Shane, especially since it was such a big deal in the beginning of the story. There were several parts that were extremely repetitive, like I had to make sure I hit the page forward and not page backward button on my kindle they were so similar.
I really enjoyed the storyline. While not crazy unique, there were enough different elements that it didn't feel like something I've read a million times with a slightly different twist. There were elements and characters brought back from previous books in the series, which I always like to see. It was wonderful to see Sarge get his HEA, but I'm sad the series has come to an end!
I received an ARC of this book from Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest opinion.
May 21, 2022
Independent reviewer for Gay Romance Reviews, I was gifted my copy of this book.
This is book 3 in the Heroes at Home series. Books one and two overlap a little but this one runs after those two. It would help, I think, to have read them before this one, but it's not necessary. Just a personal recommendation, is all.
Hunter, or Sarge as he's mostly been referred to as in the previous books, is the oldest of the group. He was ( I forgot the correct title!) upline of the other guys so they all look up to him. He's a big man, with an even bigger heart but someone stomped on it, a long time ago, and Hunter is hiding a big secret from his brothers. Shane, however, catches that secret VERY quickly and I loved that, even as he was learning Hunter's secrets, he was finding his own, you know? He was learning how to push Hunter but also himself. Hunter is inexperienced in lots of ways, and Shane is not, and Shane knows he needs to teach Hunter, as much as Shane needs to learn.
And as they are both learning, it's so very smexy! Soooooooo smexy!
I loved that Shane wanted to make Hunter's life easier, right from the start, but he wasn't able to voice why. Loved that Hunter WAS able to voice what he needed, eventually. And that Hunter was able to stand up for himself, with Shane at his back.
I loved this group of guys, and now they are all paired up, is this the end? I've not tagged it as such, because I'm hoping for a followup, but I'll be sad. I still need to go back and read Doc and Tanner's book though, just to complete my little book world.
This one, I think, was my favourite, and the stand out of the three (again, still gotta read Doc!) so it can only get. . .
5 full and shiny stars
*same worded review will appear elsewhere
This is book 3 in the Heroes at Home series. Books one and two overlap a little but this one runs after those two. It would help, I think, to have read them before this one, but it's not necessary. Just a personal recommendation, is all.
Hunter, or Sarge as he's mostly been referred to as in the previous books, is the oldest of the group. He was ( I forgot the correct title!) upline of the other guys so they all look up to him. He's a big man, with an even bigger heart but someone stomped on it, a long time ago, and Hunter is hiding a big secret from his brothers. Shane, however, catches that secret VERY quickly and I loved that, even as he was learning Hunter's secrets, he was finding his own, you know? He was learning how to push Hunter but also himself. Hunter is inexperienced in lots of ways, and Shane is not, and Shane knows he needs to teach Hunter, as much as Shane needs to learn.
And as they are both learning, it's so very smexy! Soooooooo smexy!
I loved that Shane wanted to make Hunter's life easier, right from the start, but he wasn't able to voice why. Loved that Hunter WAS able to voice what he needed, eventually. And that Hunter was able to stand up for himself, with Shane at his back.
I loved this group of guys, and now they are all paired up, is this the end? I've not tagged it as such, because I'm hoping for a followup, but I'll be sad. I still need to go back and read Doc and Tanner's book though, just to complete my little book world.
This one, I think, was my favourite, and the stand out of the three (again, still gotta read Doc!) so it can only get. . .
5 full and shiny stars
*same worded review will appear elsewhere
May 19, 2022
Lovely end to a great series
I have loved each book and each couple in this series and while I'm sad that it's ended, at least it's gone out on a high.
Sarge (Hunter) has been a complete mystery until now and he is such a sweetheart. He cannot say no to anyone and basically lives to serve. He loves his army brothers but doesn't let them in, preferring to let everyone lean on him. He wants someone to lean on and take care of him but he is a tall man, built and strong, so never attracts the right kind of men.
Shane doesn't attract the right men either, not when he looks the way he does. He wants nothing more than someone he can coddle and cuddle.
The two of them together were beautiful. Shane has infinite patience and love for Hunter, willing to wait for him to feel comfortable and open up. He knows that he has found The One and will do whatever it takes to make Hunter feel supported and safe and cherished and loved. Seeing Hunter realise that he does deserve to be happy and does deserve to be taken care of was so special. I loved all his shy glances and smiles and little blushes, and I loved Shane loving all those things.
After Hunter's sad childhood, watching Shane's family accept him completely and instantly was heartwarming, as was seeing how naturally he interacted with Shane's nieces and nephews.
Seeing Hunter interact with Doc, Gage and Luke and finally showing them his true self was the payoff that I needed too. Watching him realise that he wasn't the outsider but that they loved him as much as he loved them warmed my heart. And seeing all four brothers and their partners together, especially at the end was just the icing on the cake.
I have loved each book and each couple in this series and while I'm sad that it's ended, at least it's gone out on a high.
Sarge (Hunter) has been a complete mystery until now and he is such a sweetheart. He cannot say no to anyone and basically lives to serve. He loves his army brothers but doesn't let them in, preferring to let everyone lean on him. He wants someone to lean on and take care of him but he is a tall man, built and strong, so never attracts the right kind of men.
Shane doesn't attract the right men either, not when he looks the way he does. He wants nothing more than someone he can coddle and cuddle.
The two of them together were beautiful. Shane has infinite patience and love for Hunter, willing to wait for him to feel comfortable and open up. He knows that he has found The One and will do whatever it takes to make Hunter feel supported and safe and cherished and loved. Seeing Hunter realise that he does deserve to be happy and does deserve to be taken care of was so special. I loved all his shy glances and smiles and little blushes, and I loved Shane loving all those things.
After Hunter's sad childhood, watching Shane's family accept him completely and instantly was heartwarming, as was seeing how naturally he interacted with Shane's nieces and nephews.
Seeing Hunter interact with Doc, Gage and Luke and finally showing them his true self was the payoff that I needed too. Watching him realise that he wasn't the outsider but that they loved him as much as he loved them warmed my heart. And seeing all four brothers and their partners together, especially at the end was just the icing on the cake.
May 24, 2022
I have been more than fortune to have read and review the first two books in the Heroes at Home series. This one is the third one which I expected to be very good and I wasn’t mistaken at all! It also helps to know the other characters in the books so you have the opportunity to grow with them. I love how each books had their own stories so it’s not recycled or too similar! Although the books can be standalone, I would strongly recommend reading them in sequence just for the sake of continuity. This series is very worthy of my time and I’d give them more than 5 stars if I could! The book cover is something to swoon about! Hunter definitely is a hot stud!!!!
This particular story focuses on Hunter, who is “Sarge” in the first two books as he was assigned to do a fundraiser which he had no idea how or what to do. The fundraiser is to help raise fund for the homeless shelter for youth LGBTQIA+ to expand to include facility and resources for LGBTQIA+ youth who has aged out but has no transitional to adult plans. That is where Shane a younger guy comes in. He was assigned to be the event planner and was a lifesaver for Hunter. Bear in mind, Hunter has PTSD from seeing things during his stint in the army. He has anxiety from being in the public and he has to have structure so when something happens beyond his structured life, he falls apart. Fortunately, Shane had experience and was able to help Hunter navigate the stress. There are more to the story than I’m letting on but I want to encourage you to read the book and the first two if you haven’t done so. I’m hoping the series isn’t coming to an end!
This particular story focuses on Hunter, who is “Sarge” in the first two books as he was assigned to do a fundraiser which he had no idea how or what to do. The fundraiser is to help raise fund for the homeless shelter for youth LGBTQIA+ to expand to include facility and resources for LGBTQIA+ youth who has aged out but has no transitional to adult plans. That is where Shane a younger guy comes in. He was assigned to be the event planner and was a lifesaver for Hunter. Bear in mind, Hunter has PTSD from seeing things during his stint in the army. He has anxiety from being in the public and he has to have structure so when something happens beyond his structured life, he falls apart. Fortunately, Shane had experience and was able to help Hunter navigate the stress. There are more to the story than I’m letting on but I want to encourage you to read the book and the first two if you haven’t done so. I’m hoping the series isn’t coming to an end!
May 21, 2022
I kind of just jumped into things here, “Battle to Surrender” is book three in the Heroes at Home series and the first one I picked up - it also being the first book I read by Willow Dixon. This book definitely works as a standalone, but I’m guessing I would have had more context and backstory if I had read the other books first.
The story was so good! It had a steady plot going which put the characters together in a work setting and things developed from there. Hunter and Shane had great chemistry from the start and it was so sweet to see their relationship grow. I adored their dynamic and how open they were with it, Shane was great with Hunter and so understanding. Their size difference was hot and I love books with non-typical roles, especially when there’s also a D/s dynamic going on.
Hunter tugged on my heartstrings through the entire book. He was just such a gentle and caring person, I tend to fall for vulnerable and anxious characters and he ticked pretty much all boxes. The way his anxiety was portrayed hit very close home for me so I think that’s why I could relate to him almost immediately and why he had such an impact on me. I loved that he found someone that understood him and who he could be himself around.
After reading this I’m curious about the other books in the series and I’m looking forward to picking them up at some point. This is really a great recommendation if you’re into size differences, non-typical roles and/or if you’re looking for something similar to Nora Phoenix’s book “Coming out on Top”.
The story was so good! It had a steady plot going which put the characters together in a work setting and things developed from there. Hunter and Shane had great chemistry from the start and it was so sweet to see their relationship grow. I adored their dynamic and how open they were with it, Shane was great with Hunter and so understanding. Their size difference was hot and I love books with non-typical roles, especially when there’s also a D/s dynamic going on.
Hunter tugged on my heartstrings through the entire book. He was just such a gentle and caring person, I tend to fall for vulnerable and anxious characters and he ticked pretty much all boxes. The way his anxiety was portrayed hit very close home for me so I think that’s why I could relate to him almost immediately and why he had such an impact on me. I loved that he found someone that understood him and who he could be himself around.
After reading this I’m curious about the other books in the series and I’m looking forward to picking them up at some point. This is really a great recommendation if you’re into size differences, non-typical roles and/or if you’re looking for something similar to Nora Phoenix’s book “Coming out on Top”.
May 8, 2022
Hunter, AKA, Sarge, is the last of these guys to get his story. He’s the sensitive soul that keeps his desires hidden. He doesn’t share with his brothers in arms and can barely even admit them to himself. He meets Shane through work and there is instant chemistry. I really loved Shane. He was patient and caring with Hunter.
I loved how the typical roles were switched here. Hunter, the big strong guy, just wanted to be taken care of. Shane was ready, willing and able to take on that role with him. I wish we would have gotten to see a little more of that dynamic. Although, I really adored Hunter’s praise kink and adorable blushes.
So many pages were filled up with event planning chatter. While I enjoyed the nostalgia talks, I felt the planning talk was just filler. I was craving more personal interactions between them for the first half of this book. Once those interactions turned more personal, I found them so satisfying and fulfilling. Hunter really let his walls down and let Shane in.
This has been a wonderful series. I’ve loved each and every story and Hunter’s was no different.
*I received a complimentary copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest opinion.
I loved how the typical roles were switched here. Hunter, the big strong guy, just wanted to be taken care of. Shane was ready, willing and able to take on that role with him. I wish we would have gotten to see a little more of that dynamic. Although, I really adored Hunter’s praise kink and adorable blushes.
So many pages were filled up with event planning chatter. While I enjoyed the nostalgia talks, I felt the planning talk was just filler. I was craving more personal interactions between them for the first half of this book. Once those interactions turned more personal, I found them so satisfying and fulfilling. Hunter really let his walls down and let Shane in.
This has been a wonderful series. I’ve loved each and every story and Hunter’s was no different.
*I received a complimentary copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews and this is my honest opinion.
January 17, 2024
“Taking risks is scary, But sometimes it’s worth it to step outside your comfort zone and fight for what you want.”
Holy mother of all that is the praise in this book!
Hunter & Shane are definitely my favorite out of this series. I was wondering when we would get Sarge's story and now that I got it, I am sad to leave them.
The differences in this book are almost similar to the others but not because there is an added dynamic that will catch you off guard. It's completely unexpected but so good.
Hunter has been through a lot in his life, from his home life to his military career that he never expects to want more from someone who is younger than him.
Shane is not expecting the big man that is Hunter when he meets with him for the first time but soon he realizes that maybe he is what he needs after all, even if he is his client.
These two are amazing together. Shane brings Hunter out of his shell and he embraces it. There is a few well placed pet names in there and Hunter comes alive.
Even though this book is heavy at times throughout there is a lot more to it than those times.
The praise in this book is top notch for damn sure!
The dirty talk..
The little spots of humor..
The feelings..
Hunter & Shane took me somewhere I wasn't expecting but it was fun to be there. The dad of the group finally found his happiness.
Holy mother of all that is the praise in this book!
Hunter & Shane are definitely my favorite out of this series. I was wondering when we would get Sarge's story and now that I got it, I am sad to leave them.
The differences in this book are almost similar to the others but not because there is an added dynamic that will catch you off guard. It's completely unexpected but so good.
Hunter has been through a lot in his life, from his home life to his military career that he never expects to want more from someone who is younger than him.
Shane is not expecting the big man that is Hunter when he meets with him for the first time but soon he realizes that maybe he is what he needs after all, even if he is his client.
These two are amazing together. Shane brings Hunter out of his shell and he embraces it. There is a few well placed pet names in there and Hunter comes alive.
Even though this book is heavy at times throughout there is a lot more to it than those times.
The praise in this book is top notch for damn sure!
The dirty talk..
The little spots of humor..
The feelings..
Hunter & Shane took me somewhere I wasn't expecting but it was fun to be there. The dad of the group finally found his happiness.
May 12, 2022
Battle to Surrender is an amazing addition to the Heroes at Home series and I absolutely loved it. It is beautifully written, emotional, gritty, sweet, deals well with some difficult issues, I love seeing how well the couples from the previous books are doing and I am so happy to finally read Hunter's story as he has intrigued me since the first book. Hunter is wonderful and I love that in spite of the issues he is dealing with he is very supportive and caring with his friends and the kids he works with at the shelter. Shane is a sweetheart and I love how patient and careful he is with Hunter. They are exactly what the other needs with their strong connection and compatibility with their kinks. Neither of them has ever been able to find a partner in the past that suited them so perfectly and I love that they take the time to get to know each other. Shane is determined to let Hunter open up to him at his own speed and I love that he doesn't rush him. The ending is perfect, I love the secondary characters and I can't wait to see what the author has in store for us next.
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.
May 7, 2022
Oh man this book was so good. I always love a good book that flips the expectations on personal dynamics and relationships. Hunter may look like the type to take charge of every situation but he actually longs for someone to take care of him and let him not make all the hard decisions. Shane is tired of always being taken as the twink in every relationship. Both men are looking for something different and despair of ever actually finding it, until they meet each other. This book is so sweet in places but don't let that stop you from reading it. It also has its share of steamy scenes. Hunter is really a big squishy cinnamon roll on the inside and he just melts when Shane realizes what he needs. It is so sweet and so fulfilling for both men. It was truly a pleasure to read and watch Hunter learn how to be stronger and stand up for himself as he finds someone who can get him to open up and be himself. Shane is perfect for him and once they start building on that trust, they don’t stop. A lovely book. I haven’t read the others but I am going to have to go read them now!
May 11, 2022
I have loved every story in this oh so sweet series. This is Hunter’s story. He meets Shane and instantly that have this incredible chemistry. They just connect with such ease. Hunter, the big strong man, just wanted to be cared for and comforted. Shane was more than willing and ready to take care of Hunter. The interactions between these two men were so sweet and full of love. Hunter had never opened himself up to anyone not even his closest friends. He just kept everything bottled up. With Shane, Hunter was able to let his walls down and accept Shane’s love, affection and comfort. This book is full of sweet tender moments as well as steamy scenes that set my kindle on fire! I have absolutely adored this series so much and I will definitely be doing a reread very soon!
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.
POV: 1st Person Dual POV
Standalone or series: Book 3 in the Heroes art Home series
Would I recommend it: 5 stars! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ highly recommend!! 🤩
Would I read it again: Most definitely!
I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.
POV: 1st Person Dual POV
Standalone or series: Book 3 in the Heroes art Home series
Would I recommend it: 5 stars! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ highly recommend!! 🤩
Would I read it again: Most definitely!
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