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Tysta tårar: Den sanna berättelsen om den stumma lilla pojken i källaren
Joe var bara fem år när han bevittnade den fruktansvärda olyckan som dödade hans pappa och det gjorde honom bokstavligen stum. Han talade inte på fyra och ett halvt år, vilket betydde att han var oförmögen att be någon om hjälp när hans liv förvandlades till ett levande helvete.
Joes mamma och två av hans äldre bröder slog honom, våldtog honom och låste in honom i källaren. Ibland lämnades han naken i mörkret i tre dagar utan mänsklig kontakt och tvingades slicka upp matrester från golvet.
Våldet och de sexuella övergreppen blev allt värre då fler människor, inklusive hans styvfar, inbjöds att utnyttja honom. Det enda räddningen för Joe var vänskapen med en av hans bröder och hans enda skolkamrat, som båda visade honom att kärlek är möjlig även i de mörkaste situationer. När Joe var fjorton lyckades han till slut fly.
Joes berättelse från insidan av den mörkaste av gömda världar är en skildring om hur en liten pojke lyckades hitta styrkan att överkomma nästan omöjliga odds och växa upp och bli en betydelsefull man.
Joes mamma och två av hans äldre bröder slog honom, våldtog honom och låste in honom i källaren. Ibland lämnades han naken i mörkret i tre dagar utan mänsklig kontakt och tvingades slicka upp matrester från golvet.
Våldet och de sexuella övergreppen blev allt värre då fler människor, inklusive hans styvfar, inbjöds att utnyttja honom. Det enda räddningen för Joe var vänskapen med en av hans bröder och hans enda skolkamrat, som båda visade honom att kärlek är möjlig även i de mörkaste situationer. När Joe var fjorton lyckades han till slut fly.
Joes berättelse från insidan av den mörkaste av gömda världar är en skildring om hur en liten pojke lyckades hitta styrkan att överkomma nästan omöjliga odds och växa upp och bli en betydelsefull man.
272 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2008
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August 13, 2012
As I said in my comment: I've read A child Called IT and this one is by far the worst case yet. I was trying to get through it, but it was killing me emotionally and mentally by the viscous, horrific, deplorable acts within this book and that's only mentioning a few of the choice words that come to mind up front. I'm strong, but not that strong and was unsure if I could continue this one, but I have and I conquered it yet not without lasting affects to my psych. I can't for the life of me imagine suffering through such an ordeal as Joe had and even coming out of it with a shred of sanity left.
He's so strong that it takes my breath away.
His story is one that's hard to endure through page after page of torture, beatings, rape, even mental and physical abuse at the hands of his mother, brothers and anyone who came into his life once his father who thought the world of his son died in a tragical accident. Knowing this is happening and it's out there as foretold in Joe's story will have wanting to hold onto him for dear life and wishing that everything could have better for him and had been there for him where all others had failed him and were not.
I know Joe won't see this review, but it doesn't matter. Joe? I'm so dayum proud of you. You are truly hope to the next generations that fight the same fight.
Awesome story!
He's so strong that it takes my breath away.
His story is one that's hard to endure through page after page of torture, beatings, rape, even mental and physical abuse at the hands of his mother, brothers and anyone who came into his life once his father who thought the world of his son died in a tragical accident. Knowing this is happening and it's out there as foretold in Joe's story will have wanting to hold onto him for dear life and wishing that everything could have better for him and had been there for him where all others had failed him and were not.
I know Joe won't see this review, but it doesn't matter. Joe? I'm so dayum proud of you. You are truly hope to the next generations that fight the same fight.
Awesome story!
January 25, 2013
***Possible spoiler alert***
This book is extremely grotesque and sickening. I wanted to stop reading it but felt I owed it to the author to finish it. What he experienced was beyond imaginable. I would have given it more stars if at the end, I found he pursued justice. I just don't understand why you wouldn't go to the authorities. I was so disappointed to make it to the end with him saying he didnt do anything about it. I read and read hoping. Then made it to the epilogue and still he did nothing. These people who abused him need to serve justice. The fact that they're still walking around (possibly still abusing) is just as sickening to me as the abuse itself. Truthfully I am naive to the fact that this is happening in the world and for him, by his own sickening family. It was a true eye opener.
This book is extremely grotesque and sickening. I wanted to stop reading it but felt I owed it to the author to finish it. What he experienced was beyond imaginable. I would have given it more stars if at the end, I found he pursued justice. I just don't understand why you wouldn't go to the authorities. I was so disappointed to make it to the end with him saying he didnt do anything about it. I read and read hoping. Then made it to the epilogue and still he did nothing. These people who abused him need to serve justice. The fact that they're still walking around (possibly still abusing) is just as sickening to me as the abuse itself. Truthfully I am naive to the fact that this is happening in the world and for him, by his own sickening family. It was a true eye opener.
January 30, 2013
To start off I want to say that this book was very hard to read, and I had to make a extremely hard decision as to if I wanted to finish it. Something inside of me wanted closure so I finished the book. It provided the closure I wanted which I appreciate. It was a hard read, and I wouldn't suggest reading it unless you have the stomach. I went into it not know the severity of his situation. Then I read some reviews on the book, and I was horrified as to how some people said that it wasn't completely true, and that it was unbelievable. Those people are disgusting....if it was true or not...it doesn't look good on your character to say otherwise. Keep that to yourself.
Throughout the book I questioned humanity. The main character (Joe) often asked, "Why me?" and I couldn't understand why anyone deserved this kind of treatment. How do people do that to their children? How do you carry a baby for 9 months, and then sell them sexually for money?
I won't give anything away, but it is a truly sad and horrific story. At times I didn't think it could get worse...but it did.
Throughout the book I questioned humanity. The main character (Joe) often asked, "Why me?" and I couldn't understand why anyone deserved this kind of treatment. How do people do that to their children? How do you carry a baby for 9 months, and then sell them sexually for money?
I won't give anything away, but it is a truly sad and horrific story. At times I didn't think it could get worse...but it did.
February 8, 2009
this book really makes you realize what you have.
you have the most precious people ..of your life..with you to support,encourage and guide you throughout. i am talking about your parents. this book really tells you how fortunate you are to have parents who love you so much.
the book is very very touching as Joe describes every second of his childhood. you will really really really cry.
it got out a really different person out of me.
its an amazing book. i recommend EVERY teenager to read it.
adults can also read it. but this is definitely going to teach teenagers to appreciate everything they have. and of course..to respect ,value and love their parents.
you have the most precious people ..of your life..with you to support,encourage and guide you throughout. i am talking about your parents. this book really tells you how fortunate you are to have parents who love you so much.
the book is very very touching as Joe describes every second of his childhood. you will really really really cry.
it got out a really different person out of me.
its an amazing book. i recommend EVERY teenager to read it.
adults can also read it. but this is definitely going to teach teenagers to appreciate everything they have. and of course..to respect ,value and love their parents.
August 24, 2014
Don't read this if you don't have a strong stomach. By far the worst book about child abuse that I've read.
I've rated it 2 stars, not for the content but for the way the story was told. While I'm not doubting the abuse happened, to me the story around the events wasn't always convincing.
I had to push myself to finish it, wanting to find out what happened. I'm happy the author's life has turned out so well, but I'm angry that his abusers, especially his brothers, are still at large, possibly inflicting the same abuse on others. The author's concern that he wouldn't be believed is selfish. He should have tried!
November 23, 2013
Not for the faint-hearted. This was the toughest book I have ever read. I have read many survival stories, Fly boys (decapitations), Unbroken, the Hiding Place, Left to Tell (Rwandan genocide) and A Boy Called "It". I could read through all of those, wincing quite a bit. This one I actually had to skim part of a chapter as I could not take what the child had been subjected to. I could not take it, yet he did. He survived and God blessed him, thank goodness. He makes a good point regarding our thoughts about human trafficking, it's usually third world, far away from us. But he was just a kid in the neighborhood with a terribly sick mother and sick family. I wish to God this man had never lost his father. I could not put the book down. I read it in a few hours, but I'll be haunted by it forever...
June 9, 2021
Very difficult read just because of the subject matter (I'll be honest, I cried quite a lot), but I pushed through and finished it because it was so compelling, especially since Joe went on to have a family of his own, despite the hardships he's faced, whom he treasures and doesn't treat in the horrific way he was treated as a child. There's a lot of good in the world (kindness, love, friendship, caring for other people/animals etc), but also a lot of bad (abuse, predators, bigotry, discrimination, inequality, willful ignorance, too many awful things to list them all), and I think it's important that we learn from our own and other's personal experiences in order to better ourselves. I hope Joe and his family (not the family he grew up with but the family he created later in life) are doing well nowadays <3
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January 19, 2011
oh i cried for what happend with this little boy
January 20, 2022
I am at a loss for words. I had to stop reading many times. What Joe went through just breaks my heart.
May 21, 2010
Cry Silent Tears by Joe Peters is a heartbreaking memoir of childhood abuse. At the age of 5, Joe witnesses the tragic death of his father and is left completely at the mercy of his violent mother and brutal older siblings. One day Joe loses his ability to speak from the trauma he has suffered. This only leads those that are supposed to care for him and love him to hurt him more because he is unable to tell anyone. Joe is physically beaten, sexual abused, starved, and locked in the cellar for years.
Cry Silent Tears is a difficult book to read because it’s so hard to accept that a child was treated with such cruelty and abuse for years by his own family. There were tears running down my cheeks numerous times during the course of this memoir. I do not doubt that the author’s account of events is completely truthful. I simply do not want to believe that humans are capable of inflicting that level of pain and torture on anyone, especially children. Overall, I’m amazed that Joe Peters managed to survive a childhood like his.
The author describes his childhood in such a frank, straightforward manner. Nothing felt deceptive or altered in an effort to sell books or create more shock for the reader. I admire Peters for coming out with his story, and I respect him for being able to describe those who abused and betrayed him without becoming incoherent with rage. I know that I could never step back enough from something like that to recount it with the amount of clarity and openness that Peters did.
I highly recommend Cry Silent Tears, but be prepared to feel a bit misanthropic afterwards. It’s hard to have any sort of love for humankind after becoming aware of the abusive nature of some people.
Cry Silent Tears is a difficult book to read because it’s so hard to accept that a child was treated with such cruelty and abuse for years by his own family. There were tears running down my cheeks numerous times during the course of this memoir. I do not doubt that the author’s account of events is completely truthful. I simply do not want to believe that humans are capable of inflicting that level of pain and torture on anyone, especially children. Overall, I’m amazed that Joe Peters managed to survive a childhood like his.
The author describes his childhood in such a frank, straightforward manner. Nothing felt deceptive or altered in an effort to sell books or create more shock for the reader. I admire Peters for coming out with his story, and I respect him for being able to describe those who abused and betrayed him without becoming incoherent with rage. I know that I could never step back enough from something like that to recount it with the amount of clarity and openness that Peters did.
I highly recommend Cry Silent Tears, but be prepared to feel a bit misanthropic afterwards. It’s hard to have any sort of love for humankind after becoming aware of the abusive nature of some people.
February 23, 2013
This book is heartbreaking! I just read an article on msnbc.com where a man is suing his parents for not loving him enough:
http://usnews.nbcnews.com/_news/2013/...
Normally, I would scoff at this and say there's another trivial law suit, but after reading Cry Silent Tears, I understand. This book is about child abuse by a schizophrenic mother. The amount of pain inflicted is unfathomable. Harsh beatings, imprisonment in a cellar with no clothes, no toilet and only scraps for food. She rents him out to any pervert who will pay to support her drinking. They rape him and force him into pornography with perverted men looking to monopolize on his misery.
It started when he was four years old after he saw his beloved father burned to death. He was forced to live with his mother who took her revenge on his father by treating this little boy worse than any of us would treat anything in this world. In addition to his mother, his brothers joined in on the fun. The terror became so bad for Joe, that he became mute. He was unable to speak about the horrific things that were happening to him. Even if he could, he didn't trust adults enough to believe they would help him.
It's not easy to read this book knowing this all really happened, but it was definitely an eye opener for me. He admits in the book that most people wouldn't believe what he had been through, because it was unbelievable. I think it's important that we become aware of what very sick people can do to the children of the world. Joe just wanted to be loved and all he ever found was betrayal. If you can stand it, read it!
http://usnews.nbcnews.com/_news/2013/...
Normally, I would scoff at this and say there's another trivial law suit, but after reading Cry Silent Tears, I understand. This book is about child abuse by a schizophrenic mother. The amount of pain inflicted is unfathomable. Harsh beatings, imprisonment in a cellar with no clothes, no toilet and only scraps for food. She rents him out to any pervert who will pay to support her drinking. They rape him and force him into pornography with perverted men looking to monopolize on his misery.
It started when he was four years old after he saw his beloved father burned to death. He was forced to live with his mother who took her revenge on his father by treating this little boy worse than any of us would treat anything in this world. In addition to his mother, his brothers joined in on the fun. The terror became so bad for Joe, that he became mute. He was unable to speak about the horrific things that were happening to him. Even if he could, he didn't trust adults enough to believe they would help him.
It's not easy to read this book knowing this all really happened, but it was definitely an eye opener for me. He admits in the book that most people wouldn't believe what he had been through, because it was unbelievable. I think it's important that we become aware of what very sick people can do to the children of the world. Joe just wanted to be loved and all he ever found was betrayal. If you can stand it, read it!
May 15, 2021
This is possibly the most heart breaking book I have every read. Every time I thought it couldn't possibly get worse for Joe it did. My heart ached for that little boy and how many people in his life utterly failed him. This case of child abuse is astonishingly wicked! I was not at all prepared for what I read, I do appreciate the clear effort that was put into censoring the graphic scenes of abuse while still leaving enough information to shake me to my core.
I better understand the types of horror the disruptive, violent, problem children may actually be facing in their home life.
As far as the writing goes at first it seemed to be a little ramble-y but after the first few chapters It became more fluid and precise. His reflections as an adult coupled with the view from the perspective of his child self really creates a full picture and overall I thought he did a great job on a book that must have been very difficult to write!
I better understand the types of horror the disruptive, violent, problem children may actually be facing in their home life.
As far as the writing goes at first it seemed to be a little ramble-y but after the first few chapters It became more fluid and precise. His reflections as an adult coupled with the view from the perspective of his child self really creates a full picture and overall I thought he did a great job on a book that must have been very difficult to write!
February 1, 2013
This is not the type of book that you read in hopes of enjoying the story or the author's writing. That is why I decided to choose a rating in the middle and go with 3 stars. It is beyond heartbreaking to come to the realization that there are more people out there that do this to innocent children than most of us ever imagined. I admire the courage that I'm sure it must have taken for the author to write this story and his ability to overcome such horrifying circumstances.
I do wish that, as an adult, he had chosen to report the abuse. I know that it had never done any good previously, but it may have stopped other children from receiving the same types of abuse in the future. I can't understand why he wouldn't have wanted to do everything he could to possibly protect others from having to go through this. But, it's not my place to understand. I haven't been subjected to even one day of the abuse that he went through for more than a decade. So, in the end I have nothing but respect and appreciation for him. He is a true inspiration.
I do wish that, as an adult, he had chosen to report the abuse. I know that it had never done any good previously, but it may have stopped other children from receiving the same types of abuse in the future. I can't understand why he wouldn't have wanted to do everything he could to possibly protect others from having to go through this. But, it's not my place to understand. I haven't been subjected to even one day of the abuse that he went through for more than a decade. So, in the end I have nothing but respect and appreciation for him. He is a true inspiration.
August 28, 2014
this book left me depressed for days its terrifiying and says a lot abought the world we live in if storys like this one Junko Furuta, Jaycee Lee Dugard, Sylvia Likens keap hapening and there also so many that no one ever finds out abought like the 5 year old in Russian who was beaten to death by her perents for breaking the chandelier and there many other examples im glad that people are starting to take rape and child abuse more siriusly and that Mr Peters despite the horrors he went through had strength to help other victims
June 18, 2014
I rate it 3 stars not because it was poorly written, but because of the story itself. It was heartbreaking, difficult, still, we need to know this kind of things happened to someone ( WHY? ) and to try to help or prevent such hideous things to happen to anyone.
Like many others, I'd liked for those monsters to pay for what they did, but I guess unless you've been under such circumstances, we can't possibly get what was going on inside Joe not to do so.
Like many others, I'd liked for those monsters to pay for what they did, but I guess unless you've been under such circumstances, we can't possibly get what was going on inside Joe not to do so.
September 7, 2021
To było naprawdę mocne i przerażające, że takie rzeczy mogą się zdarzać dzieciom. Bardzo okrutna. Otwiera oczy na to jaka krzywda może się dziać ich dzieciom A nikt spoza rodziny nie zwróci uwagi, bo rodzice potrafią przekonać że to wina dzieci i nic nie robią im i to oni są nienormalni, agresywni i chorzy, aż same dzieci zaczynają w to wierzyć. Polecam
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October 2, 2021Niezwykle ciężka historia, która wywoływała we mnie ogrom frustracji, złości i współczucia, która sprawiała, że chciałam ją odłożyć i nigdy do niej nie wracać. Mimo to czułam, że powinnam ją skończyć, byłam to winna autorowi. Dzięki tej historii uświadomiłam sobie, jak wiele mam szczęścia w życiu. Książkę pozostawiam bez oceny, bo tutaj nie chodzi o ocenę, lecz o świadomość.
May 8, 2022
I thought that by reading A Little Life I'd seen it all, but this book is unlike anything else out there. The horrible abuse that Joe went trough is so incredibly heartbreaking and cruel, I truly didn't know that children could be treated this badly.
And do you know what the worst of this all is? I couldn't tell myself that this story is just made up and that it isn't real. This is a non-fiction book. All the horrible things in the book actually happened. It's all true.
I think Joe is one of the strongest human beings on this earth for escaping the hell he was in. Reading about the life he now has as an adult made me realise that life will get better.
And do you know what the worst of this all is? I couldn't tell myself that this story is just made up and that it isn't real. This is a non-fiction book. All the horrible things in the book actually happened. It's all true.
I think Joe is one of the strongest human beings on this earth for escaping the hell he was in. Reading about the life he now has as an adult made me realise that life will get better.
March 4, 2024
To know what this man had to live through had me in sobbing tears through this whole book but I think it is very brave of him to tell his story. I think that everyone that deals with children in any ways needs to read this book you never know when someone's voice was taken from them and they just need a person to truly hear them.
May 22, 2025
Książka przeczytana w 1 wieczór. Szczerze mówiąc dawno tak mnie nie zatkało, nie wiem co napisać. Skoro ta historia wydarzyła się naprawdę, to ludzie są największymi potworami na świecie. Jako matka małego chłopca, dawno żadna książka nie wywarła na mnie takiego wrażenia, nawet pisząc te recenzje boli mnie brzuch z nerwów.
Straszna historia.
Straszna historia.
September 19, 2018
Fantastic book. It was hard to read about the horrific things this man lived through as a boy. He chose not to be a victim and made no excuses. He chose a better future for himself not rewriting his past but painting a beautiful future. Beautifully written story of hope.
January 23, 2025
Σοκ και ανατριχιλα και γροθιά στο στομάχι και βαθιές ανάσες και κατά τη διάρκεια και στο τέλος για να μπορέσεις να επεξεργαστείς τι είναι αυτό που διαβάζεις/ διάβασες... Στοιχείο που προσωπικά δε μπορώ να χωνέψω ΜΕ ΤΊΠΟΤΑ είναι η εμπλοκή της μάνας... Δεν υπάρχουν λόγια...
October 19, 2021
Jak hodnotit takovouto knihu? Nevím. Během čtení se vám bude chtít brečet, řvát a zvracet, nejspíš všechno najednou.
Líbila se mi po literární stránce? Ne.
Zanechala ve mně silné emoce a nesmírný obdiv k autorovi za to, že vůbec vznikla? Rozhodně.
Líbila se mi po literární stránce? Ne.
Zanechala ve mně silné emoce a nesmírný obdiv k autorovi za to, že vůbec vznikla? Rozhodně.
June 25, 2025
This is very hard to read , very sad indeed.
I would have liked to know more about what happened whilst he was in London and how he got on . I wish the monsters got justice
I would have liked to know more about what happened whilst he was in London and how he got on . I wish the monsters got justice
July 23, 2018
Esta ha sido una lectura muy dura por todas las temáticas que se tocan. Por tanto, voy a mencionar algunos de los temas sensible que aparecen para que vayais con cuidado a la hora de leerlo.
TW: abuso sexual, pedofilia, violencia, abuso de poder, abuso físico y psicológico, pornografía infantil, maltrato, negligencia, tráfico de niños y varias cosas más por el estilo.
No tengo mucho que decir excepto que admiro mucho al autor por ser capaz de compartir su historia a pesar de que en el pasado no las autoridades no se la creyeron.
TW: abuso sexual, pedofilia, violencia, abuso de poder, abuso físico y psicológico, pornografía infantil, maltrato, negligencia, tráfico de niños y varias cosas más por el estilo.
No tengo mucho que decir excepto que admiro mucho al autor por ser capaz de compartir su historia a pesar de que en el pasado no las autoridades no se la creyeron.
April 5, 2021
Na mňa kniha bola veľmi smutná už len preto lebo je podľa skutočnej udalosti a napísal to sam autor ktorý to prežil. Tá jeho matka je obyčajná sviňa, keď už takto hnsne to mam napísať, a samozrejme aj ostatní ktorí sa podieľali na tomto odpornom zverstve. Ja ani neviem, čo iné mám napísať, každí si to musí prečítať sám. Ale určite odporúčam ľuďom, ktorí majú na takéto niečo žalúdok lebo je to celé surové a zvrátene a pri niektorých pasážach mi behal až mráz po chrbte. Neodporúčam mamičkám.
March 10, 2010
A truely horrific up bringing for this innocent young boy.
This book was really disterbing for me to read and at times throughout it i literally had to force myself to read on.
Half way through the the book i couldn't read anymore because of how truely heartwrenching and depressing it was, that i had to put it down and i ended up putting it off and avoiding it for about three weeks.
However i felt that i owed it to the author- who is an extremly couragous, brave, admirable person for sharing this truth with us that i read it.
there has never been a book that i have read that has been so hard for me to read, expesially because the stuff that this character 'Joe' endured was REAL, it actuall happened. I found it hard to relive and experience these horrible things knowing that someone had actually been through it.
This book was really disterbing for me to read and at times throughout it i literally had to force myself to read on.
Half way through the the book i couldn't read anymore because of how truely heartwrenching and depressing it was, that i had to put it down and i ended up putting it off and avoiding it for about three weeks.
However i felt that i owed it to the author- who is an extremly couragous, brave, admirable person for sharing this truth with us that i read it.
there has never been a book that i have read that has been so hard for me to read, expesially because the stuff that this character 'Joe' endured was REAL, it actuall happened. I found it hard to relive and experience these horrible things knowing that someone had actually been through it.
March 10, 2010
This was really sad. I cryed like all of the time and was shocked to read what had happened to a boy of such a young age and then the police not listening! that is just plan horrible. He went through so much pain through the rapes and beatings!!!!!!!!!! Why couldn't they care??????? And him witnessing his dad die in frount of his eyes. It is horrible!!!!!!! People need to learn from this and reliase that it can be happening under your nose!! What is this world coming too?!?!?!?!?! Greatly writen and very simple but with alot of meaning!
Loved it
Loved it
January 23, 2013
As rewarding it is to open your eyes to the evils in this world in order to spread awareness, I did not enjoy this read whatsoever. It was excruciating to get through and I was never able to relax from start to finish. It was sickeningly grotesque and awful. It was often repetitive, but maybe that is because the same abuse and tragedies never ceased. I kept hoping for some release for this poor boy, but justice wasn't to be found. Unless you are searching for a kick-off for depression, I do not recommend this book.
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