Thank you to the publisher for a copy of this book, all opinions are my own.
I want to start out by saying that I do not think I am the intended audience for this book. I liked the synopsis and was interested in reading this book, but a few chapters in I felt a bit disoriented and felt like I just had to push through it. Multiple times in the book I thought about dnf'ing this, but felt I owed it to the publisher and writer of this book to push through and finish this.
To start, there is an insane amount of racism in this book. Like, I know the time period it is set in, but this book is so far from what I thought it would be and I was really thrown off by just how much racism was in this. It felt like every chapter the MC explained he was a Jew, and that's why he did stereotypical things, and ultimately things get pinned on him just because he is Jewish. I get it, political unrest and after the world wars, but this book felt a bit over the top and I felt uncomfortable reading it at times. Again, this could just be me, a female, reading this and a man might feel differently.
Another complaint I had was how the women were written. I noted at one point the MC mentioned how plain or off a woman looked, but she was a good lay so he continued to f*ck her when it was clear she had other feelings for him. All the women were rated on their attractiveness and how volumptious their bodies were, and it wasn't until later in the book that a strong female character came into play....and of course she's the "enemy" by being a KGB agent. Of course they have steamy sex because she's just so hot (with fade to black scenes), but he still felt reserved because she was technically the enemy.
The initial draw into this book was the death of two seemingly unrelated men in a house, but that storyline kind of got lost with everything else that was going on. It was just the start of something bigger, but I went into the book expecting the story to be about these two men and it was just so much more. There was an insane amount of war themes in this, on top of all the racism, and the story felt so convoluted at times I was unsure what the base storyline was supposed to be.
I guess...this story was just wildly different than I expected it to be and I ended up not enjoying it very much. I could have easily skipped this one and been fine -- even now I feel like I remember little to no details about specific scenes in this book. Seriously, the racism and the way women are written stick out the most for me. I know this is a debut book and I am sure there are others that will truly love this one, but I will not be the one to recommend it to others.
Content Warnings: war themes, alcoholism / addiction, racism, sexism, car wreck, homophobia, gun violence, PTSD, murder, gore / graphic depictions, abuse / torture, cancer, rape