A Very Personal View of a Genius
"Rizal's Own Story of His Life" is pieced together from various writings, and interspersed with illustrations of his artwork and photographs of various places and people. The text portion consists of letters, essays, some poetry, and other compositions, all in Rizal's voice from different periods of his short life Because the work spans from things written when Rizal was as young as 17 to just before his death at 35, there is wide variety. Also, there is some overlap and sections not in chronological order. Sometimes, the time period is unclear.
Still, it is enlightening to read these pieces, most written for purposes other than autobiography. Rizal's genius is reflected in the great breadth of his writing and the descriptions of his experiences and his sometimes surprising perspective on those experiences. He reflects on his earliest childhood experiences and his relationships with family and friends. Some things as mundane as his daily schedules are described, early stories that impacted him, and many of the struggles he faced.
Reflecting on his mother's arrest when he was a boy, he wrote of his grief and that "since then, child though I was, I have distrusted friendship." Writing about how his mother was deceived foreshadows his own later years. He also gives advice, in a letter: "Keep on advancing. Learn, learn and think much about what you learn. Life is a very serious matter. It goes well only for those who have intelligence and heart." In addition, there are lists of Filipino Proverbs and of Rizal's Don'ts, as well as "Memory Gems From Rizal's Writings."
Rizal's own writings give a different view of the man than other biographies. While other biographies often focus on his political involvement or his great genius, this book reveals a more human, more vulnerable, and more personal boy and man. It is well worth reading.