man, what a book. so deeply strange. some of the best depictions of like heady ‘spiritual interiority’ shit as well as romantic intimacy that i’ve ever read. real tears at that ending. the last third or so is just unreal
Definitely the strangest novel I've read in a long time. It barely makes sense to me after one reading... it's like a drugged dream told by someone who sees the world through such a detached/lost lens... and constantly searching (for Jesus?). I've read that this book was really edited down by Gordon Lish - I'm almost afraid to know what else was in it. The only thing I can compare this to is a Thomas Ligotti story (though this isn't horror): the lonely separation from the world/surroundings; very little description -- though Rudy Wilson writes in a more poetic/experimental manner than Ligotti.
I guess I also would compare it to Pedro Paramo in that the presence of a spirit - in this case the brother of the main narrator who died in a childhood accident - plays a major role in the book. Billy-Billy Jump (the main narrator/character) creates a character (Tedianne) in his head and they grow apart, occasionally via narration shifts.
Definitely need to read this again... it's one of those rare books that will always stay with me though. Deeply disturbing in a subtle way.
In a time when so many authors concern themselves with respectability, Wilson opens his soul and tells you how he really feels. Of course too many people see this as weakness which, for me, underscores a bigger problem in the industry. If honesty and clarity of feeling is not appreciated now, the Gods will certainly look on him as a writer to be considered for many generations, unlike so many short-sighted authors vying for university appointments to lighten their financial and emotional burdens.
As much as I appreciate getting to hold a book so special, it’s a shame that C4G has issues with their typesetting. Random tabs spoil a lot of the words, there’s spaces missing after periods, there’s missing quotation marks. For some reason the song Corina Corina is misspelled Gorina. Similar issues were present in David Ryan’s Alligator (the best story in the collection had exponent 1s in place of apostrophes?). What a spell — they’ve released two of my favorite books this year and spoiled it. Oh well, all the more attention to the reading.
As disturbing, and as brilliant, as anything by Cormac McCarthy or Steinbeck. Like all literary geniuses, Rudy Wilson won't be properly appreciated until long after he's left this life. Then his work will be required reading.
this can be a difficult read, but worth it. the moments that tug at your guts latch on for much longer than the time it takes to finish the book. i could go on, but maybe you should just read it.