The reason why I thought this was an average read is because I don’t think the idea was very original. In my opinion, it was not as thrilling as I was anticipating and it did not grip me as the plot developed.
Don’t get me wrong: I was completely unprepared for the plot direction but, once I had settled, I felt like it dragged and there was not enough action. The narrative moves from present day to when Ellie was a student at university. Over the story, readers gradually learn what happened to Ellie’s best friend, Mia, and how Ellie is still haunted by such events. With moving home and a new baby, Ellie is struggling to adapt to these significant changes in her life; being reminded of Mia just makes things worse for her.
I struggled to like Ellie’s character. I thought she was rather weak and insipid, making frustrating errors. In my opinion, she was quite whiney and did not seem to pull herself together! I certainly sympathised with her circumstances as a new mum and in a new home; I could recognise several struggles that she faced. The way the writer portrays Ellie’s difficulties definitely reminded myself of being a new mum! From sleep deprivation, constant mess and the hormonal confusion, this description of fresh motherhood was very relatable. However, I thought Ellie could have toughened herself up, especially considering the strain she puts upon her husband.
That being said, I think Ellie’s actions are a gentle acknowledgement of the fragility of our own mental health. This is a theme that underpins the narrative and, whilst I may have been frustrated by Ellie, her character does reinforce the importance of mental well-being. Ellie is undoubtedly feeling isolated and I did feel sorry for her with the fact she believed she had no one to confide in.
There is a lot of atmosphere in this story and it did give me the chills! I was unprepared for the paranormal theme and Bolton definitely creates a spine-tingling mood, particularly with the use of shadows and sounds. As Ellie cannot explain what is going on around her and with her husband doubting Ellie’s actions, the story becomes more erratic as Ellie becomes more frantic. The climax of the story was quite intense and I was pleased to see answers finally coming to the story.
All in all, this was alright for a thriller. There’s a bit of mystery and paranormal thrown in to the plot as well and I like the concept of exploring previous house occupants. However, I don’t think Bolton quite hit the original narrative and this read did echo similar books I have encountered in the past.
With thanks to HQ Digital and NetGalley for providing me with a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.