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When We Were Bright and Beautiful
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The acclaimed, best-selling author of This Could Hurt returns with her biggest, boldest novel yet - an electrifying, twisty, and deeply emotional family drama, set on Manhattan's glittering Upper East Side, that explores the dark side of love, the limits of loyalty, and the high cost of truth.
You can have everything, and still not have enough.
Cassie Quinn may only be 23, but she knows a few things. One: money can't buy happiness, but it's certainly better to have it. Two: family matters most. Three: her younger brother Billy is not a rapist.
When Billy, a junior at Princeton, is arrested for assaulting his ex-girlfriend, Cassie races home to Manhattan to join forces with her big brother Nate and their parents, Lawrence and Eleanor. The Quinns scramble to hire the best legal minds money can buy, but Billy fits the all-too-familiar sex-offender profile - white, athletic, and privileged - that makes headlines and sways juries.
Meanwhile, Cassie struggles to understand why Billy's ex Diana would go this far, even if the breakup was painful. And she knows how the end of first love can destroy someone: Her own years-long affair with a powerful, charismatic man left her shattered, and she's only recently regained her footing.
As reporters converge outside their Upper East Side landmark building, the Quinns gird themselves for a media-saturated trial, and Cassie vows she'll do whatever it takes to save Billy. But what if that means exposing her own darkest secrets to the world?
Lightning-paced and psychologically astute as it rockets toward an explosive ending, When We Were Bright and Beautiful is a dazzling novel that asks: who will pay the price when the truth is revealed?
The acclaimed, best-selling author of This Could Hurt returns with her biggest, boldest novel yet - an electrifying, twisty, and deeply emotional family drama, set on Manhattan's glittering Upper East Side, that explores the dark side of love, the limits of loyalty, and the high cost of truth.
You can have everything, and still not have enough.
Cassie Quinn may only be 23, but she knows a few things. One: money can't buy happiness, but it's certainly better to have it. Two: family matters most. Three: her younger brother Billy is not a rapist.
When Billy, a junior at Princeton, is arrested for assaulting his ex-girlfriend, Cassie races home to Manhattan to join forces with her big brother Nate and their parents, Lawrence and Eleanor. The Quinns scramble to hire the best legal minds money can buy, but Billy fits the all-too-familiar sex-offender profile - white, athletic, and privileged - that makes headlines and sways juries.
Meanwhile, Cassie struggles to understand why Billy's ex Diana would go this far, even if the breakup was painful. And she knows how the end of first love can destroy someone: Her own years-long affair with a powerful, charismatic man left her shattered, and she's only recently regained her footing.
As reporters converge outside their Upper East Side landmark building, the Quinns gird themselves for a media-saturated trial, and Cassie vows she'll do whatever it takes to save Billy. But what if that means exposing her own darkest secrets to the world?
Lightning-paced and psychologically astute as it rockets toward an explosive ending, When We Were Bright and Beautiful is a dazzling novel that asks: who will pay the price when the truth is revealed?
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7 books422 followersJillian Medoff is the acclaimed author of WHEN WE WERE BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL (out 8/2), THIS COULD HURT, I COULDN'T LOVE YOU MORE (national bestseller), GOOD GIRLS GONE BAD, and HUNGER POINT, which was made into an original Lifetime movie.
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September 10, 2023
While attending college at Yale, Cassie receives a call which rocks her world. Her brother, Billie, has been accused of committing a crime against his girlfriend. While Cassie’s elite, wealthy family closes rank, what is the truth? And what secrets will be uncovered?
My feelings on When We Were Bright and Beautiful are really mixed. There are two themes which occur in the book, Billie’s legal troubles and Cassie’s relationship issues. Both themes are interesting; however, they are not particularly unique. In this particular instance, I think other books have covered these topics in more compelling ways.
First, let’s look at Billy’s story. Is Billy guilty or innocent? This could be a very interesting plotline. However, I don’t think it really went anywhere for 2/3 of the book. There was a whole lot of rambling by Cassie for 2/3 of the book with long paragraphs, discussing the same thoughts over and over.
I wanted more! I wanted to get some evidence. I wanted to have that sweet, sweet back and forth between did he do it or not. Good examples of this: the Serial podcast or the movie The Life of David Gale.
Also, the courtroom scenes were not realistic and boring. Reality would have been better. For example, the lawyer kept asking, “Why was Billie so angry?” That should have been “Objection. Speculation.” A witness doesn’t know what someone is thinking in their head (that’s speculation).
The storytelling really needed to be sharper. I didn’t think that the ending was particularly strong, and it certainly wasn’t realistic.
There is a twist in the book; however, I guessed it. The author could have used a bit less foreshadowing.
I also think that there are some plot holes in When We Were Bright and Beautiful. We learn that Cassie has been raised by the Quinn family although she was never fully adopted. We never learn why that is. Also, I would have really liked to know what Cassie did when she finally received her inheritance.
Overall, I think the premise of this book sounded really interesting, but the execution wasn’t ideal.
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My feelings on When We Were Bright and Beautiful are really mixed. There are two themes which occur in the book, Billie’s legal troubles and Cassie’s relationship issues. Both themes are interesting; however, they are not particularly unique. In this particular instance, I think other books have covered these topics in more compelling ways.
First, let’s look at Billy’s story. Is Billy guilty or innocent? This could be a very interesting plotline. However, I don’t think it really went anywhere for 2/3 of the book. There was a whole lot of rambling by Cassie for 2/3 of the book with long paragraphs, discussing the same thoughts over and over.
I wanted more! I wanted to get some evidence. I wanted to have that sweet, sweet back and forth between did he do it or not. Good examples of this: the Serial podcast or the movie The Life of David Gale.
Also, the courtroom scenes were not realistic and boring. Reality would have been better. For example, the lawyer kept asking, “Why was Billie so angry?” That should have been “Objection. Speculation.” A witness doesn’t know what someone is thinking in their head (that’s speculation).
The storytelling really needed to be sharper. I didn’t think that the ending was particularly strong, and it certainly wasn’t realistic.
There is a twist in the book; however, I guessed it. The author could have used a bit less foreshadowing.
I also think that there are some plot holes in When We Were Bright and Beautiful. We learn that Cassie has been raised by the Quinn family although she was never fully adopted. We never learn why that is. Also, I would have really liked to know what Cassie did when she finally received her inheritance.
Overall, I think the premise of this book sounded really interesting, but the execution wasn’t ideal.
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October 27, 2022
I don't typically post my reviews on Goodreads, just my ratings. But a lot of people are gushing about loving this book and I have to get off my chest how dreadful of a read this was for me...
First off I'll say it's impossible not to feel like this is a fantasy retelling of the Brock Turner case from the family perspective. If that wasn't the inspiration, I have serious questions and doubts for why this author chose to have certain details play out the way they did. Personally, I do think that trial was her inspiration and I find that despicable. Considering how that ruling turned out, this story did not deviate; the rapist goes free (well, one of them). And in the meantime in addition to those on trial there's also additional child rape, victim shaming, grooming, violence, and multiple attempted sexual assaults.
I guessed the twist early on, but that didn't make it any less stomach twisting to read when it was revealed outright. And while I understand the author was trying to show the anguish and guilt in Cassie, a woman who was groomed as a child and not at fault, the way this story reads almost humanizes her pedophile rapist adoptive father and her rapist brother. The lines about "not boiling someone down to their worst moment" just left me feeling queezy.
Aside from its incredibly exploitative tone and poor handling of a sensitive subject, it was also just unpleasant to read. More often than not it was boring and slow, with the underlying trauma not at all subtle, while also repetitive and baiting.
A more minor gripe I suppose, but this author also did minimal research on how a courtroom is operated. I'm sure they thought the drama was oh so delicious, but I couldn't get past constantly thinking, they can't say any of this, that's conjecture, leading the witness, all of these statements would be met with one relentless objection after another by any competent lawyer.
Just a vile and unnecessary book in so many ways.
First off I'll say it's impossible not to feel like this is a fantasy retelling of the Brock Turner case from the family perspective. If that wasn't the inspiration, I have serious questions and doubts for why this author chose to have certain details play out the way they did. Personally, I do think that trial was her inspiration and I find that despicable. Considering how that ruling turned out, this story did not deviate; the rapist goes free (well, one of them). And in the meantime in addition to those on trial there's also additional child rape, victim shaming, grooming, violence, and multiple attempted sexual assaults.
I guessed the twist early on, but that didn't make it any less stomach twisting to read when it was revealed outright. And while I understand the author was trying to show the anguish and guilt in Cassie, a woman who was groomed as a child and not at fault, the way this story reads almost humanizes her pedophile rapist adoptive father and her rapist brother. The lines about "not boiling someone down to their worst moment" just left me feeling queezy.
Aside from its incredibly exploitative tone and poor handling of a sensitive subject, it was also just unpleasant to read. More often than not it was boring and slow, with the underlying trauma not at all subtle, while also repetitive and baiting.
A more minor gripe I suppose, but this author also did minimal research on how a courtroom is operated. I'm sure they thought the drama was oh so delicious, but I couldn't get past constantly thinking, they can't say any of this, that's conjecture, leading the witness, all of these statements would be met with one relentless objection after another by any competent lawyer.
Just a vile and unnecessary book in so many ways.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
August 4, 2022
Meet the Quinns, New York City royalty, with a net worth of $700 million. They want for nothing except for the finest things in life. Opportunities fall at their feet like raindrops from the sky.
But even the most grand life can be an illusion. I assure you not everything is what it seems behind the walls of their historical home and this becomes evident when their youngest son, Billy, is accused of raping his on again / off again girlfriend Diana.
Lawrence, the charismatic father, Eleanor the brittle mother, Nate the fun loving brother, and Cassie their pseudo adopted daughter all band together to prove Billy's innocence but as the trial unfolds we begin to see that not all is what it seems.
I. Could. Not. Put. This. Down.
This book is phenomenal. Absolutely enthralling. I read 80% of this in one day. This book will make you uncomfortable, which is the point, but it was handled with such grace in the hands of Jillian Medoff. It's being labeled as a thriller and a mystery but I disagree with that classification. A mystery only in the sense of did he or didn't he. Personally, I would call this a family/courtroom drama and it was expertly written. The suspense had me on the edge of my seat eagerly turning the pages. If this piques your interest even slightly then please grab a copy. I assure you it is worthy of your time. Highly recommend and one of my favorite books this year. 5 stars!
Thank you to NetGalley and Harper for my complimentary copy.
But even the most grand life can be an illusion. I assure you not everything is what it seems behind the walls of their historical home and this becomes evident when their youngest son, Billy, is accused of raping his on again / off again girlfriend Diana.
Lawrence, the charismatic father, Eleanor the brittle mother, Nate the fun loving brother, and Cassie their pseudo adopted daughter all band together to prove Billy's innocence but as the trial unfolds we begin to see that not all is what it seems.
I. Could. Not. Put. This. Down.
This book is phenomenal. Absolutely enthralling. I read 80% of this in one day. This book will make you uncomfortable, which is the point, but it was handled with such grace in the hands of Jillian Medoff. It's being labeled as a thriller and a mystery but I disagree with that classification. A mystery only in the sense of did he or didn't he. Personally, I would call this a family/courtroom drama and it was expertly written. The suspense had me on the edge of my seat eagerly turning the pages. If this piques your interest even slightly then please grab a copy. I assure you it is worthy of your time. Highly recommend and one of my favorite books this year. 5 stars!
Thank you to NetGalley and Harper for my complimentary copy.
August 18, 2022
Outlier Alert!⚠️
This was not what I was expecting.💁🏻♀️
The Quinn’s are a wealthy, powerful family living in the heart of New York City. When the youngest son Billy is accused of assaulting his on again/off again girlfriend, the family comes together to surround and support him.
Billy’s siblings Cassie and Nate have his back unconditionally. His doting mother would fight to the end for her child. Everyone is on the same page…except Billy’s father who would prefer he take a plea and have it all be put behind them. Interesting!🤔
The Quinn’s are put to the test! Will the family survive this trial intact?
“We’re the Quinn’s. Nothing can break us”
This book takes an extreme turn about half way. Some readers are going to love the twist and new direction it takes. Others…well, they’re likely to be flinging their kindles and ear buds across the room in frustration!
Curious which group YOU will fall into.
I had one foot on each side. The first half was snail-slow in its development, leaving me impatiently waiting for something, anything to breathe life into this book.🙄
Well you know what they say… be careful what you wish for!
The second half left me a bit horrified, uncomfortable and maybe a bit disgusted.🤷♀️
My saving grace for this read was Marin Ireland’s narration! Absolutely outstanding as always.
This was a buddy read with Susanne that kept us talking for days!
Thank you to libro.fm 🎧
This was not what I was expecting.💁🏻♀️
The Quinn’s are a wealthy, powerful family living in the heart of New York City. When the youngest son Billy is accused of assaulting his on again/off again girlfriend, the family comes together to surround and support him.
Billy’s siblings Cassie and Nate have his back unconditionally. His doting mother would fight to the end for her child. Everyone is on the same page…except Billy’s father who would prefer he take a plea and have it all be put behind them. Interesting!🤔
The Quinn’s are put to the test! Will the family survive this trial intact?
“We’re the Quinn’s. Nothing can break us”
This book takes an extreme turn about half way. Some readers are going to love the twist and new direction it takes. Others…well, they’re likely to be flinging their kindles and ear buds across the room in frustration!
Curious which group YOU will fall into.
I had one foot on each side. The first half was snail-slow in its development, leaving me impatiently waiting for something, anything to breathe life into this book.🙄
Well you know what they say… be careful what you wish for!
The second half left me a bit horrified, uncomfortable and maybe a bit disgusted.🤷♀️
My saving grace for this read was Marin Ireland’s narration! Absolutely outstanding as always.
This was a buddy read with Susanne that kept us talking for days!
Thank you to libro.fm 🎧
August 17, 2022
When We Were Bright and Beautiful
Audiobook …. read by Marin Ireland
…..11 hours and 39 minutes
HEADLINE NEWS….
A CASE THAT WILL AFFECT EVERY WOMEN IN AMERICA
…..is hitting a National Nerve: (everyone has an opinion)….
Billy is called “The Pretty Boy Rapist”
Outside the courthouse people holding signs are saying:
….”Princeton’s Rapist”
….”Justice for survivors”
….”Angry females of all ages chant rapist, rapist, prison, prison”.
…Men were chanting “The real rapists are the falsely accuse”
….”Innocent until proven guilty”
“This trial is about rape. It’s not about sex, relationships, or love. It’s about rage, privileged, power, violence”…
I had a great time with this book. I was hanging on to every word from beginning to end…..
…..drowning out my own inner voice of personal concerns.
For me ….. this was a highly enjoyable audiobook modern scandal intrigued.
Besides the suspenseful plot (which is deliciously addictively suspenseful), the themes about being white male and privilege today — along side the ‘me-too’ movement were fascinating and thought-provoking.
When in the mood for these ‘type’ of books: [domestic thriller courtroom drama]—
“When We We’re Bright and Beautiful”….is one of ‘best-of-the-best’.
A little quibble:
…..personally I think the title is too long. A shorter title may have given this gem an advantage….
A couple of titles I came up with are:
….”The Socialite Scandal”
or
….”Entrepreneur Lies”
However ….great engaging Audiobook!
Belongs in the category called “unputdownable”.
Buzz-hype worthiness!
I loved it!
Court is dismissed!
Audiobook …. read by Marin Ireland
…..11 hours and 39 minutes
HEADLINE NEWS….
A CASE THAT WILL AFFECT EVERY WOMEN IN AMERICA
…..is hitting a National Nerve: (everyone has an opinion)….
Billy is called “The Pretty Boy Rapist”
Outside the courthouse people holding signs are saying:
….”Princeton’s Rapist”
….”Justice for survivors”
….”Angry females of all ages chant rapist, rapist, prison, prison”.
…Men were chanting “The real rapists are the falsely accuse”
….”Innocent until proven guilty”
“This trial is about rape. It’s not about sex, relationships, or love. It’s about rage, privileged, power, violence”…
I had a great time with this book. I was hanging on to every word from beginning to end…..
…..drowning out my own inner voice of personal concerns.
For me ….. this was a highly enjoyable audiobook modern scandal intrigued.
Besides the suspenseful plot (which is deliciously addictively suspenseful), the themes about being white male and privilege today — along side the ‘me-too’ movement were fascinating and thought-provoking.
When in the mood for these ‘type’ of books: [domestic thriller courtroom drama]—
“When We We’re Bright and Beautiful”….is one of ‘best-of-the-best’.
A little quibble:
…..personally I think the title is too long. A shorter title may have given this gem an advantage….
A couple of titles I came up with are:
….”The Socialite Scandal”
or
….”Entrepreneur Lies”
However ….great engaging Audiobook!
Belongs in the category called “unputdownable”.
Buzz-hype worthiness!
I loved it!
Court is dismissed!
March 14, 2022
This book is a deeply emotional family drama that is heavy, complex, heartbreaking, and truly a masterful read.
This is a story of a rape trial - and so much more. The Quinns are ultra wealthy and have "it all" by privilege standards, but despite the appearance of being a perfect family, there are deep cracks once you scratch the surface. The book is told through the eyes of the Quinn's "adopted" daughter, Cassie. When her brother, Billy Quinn, is accused of raping his former girlfriend, the family, Cassie included, vows to defend him at all cost. As the saga of the trial unfolds, the cracks widen, and everyone is guilty of something; and it doesn't take long to realize that the family who seems to have it all, has nothing to envy.
This is one of those books that I could somewhat see the "twist" coming a mile away, but it didn't matter. I was so involved in the entire family's story, and I couldn't imagine how it would all end in a way that would be satisfying - but somehow it did. This is a perfect buddy read/group read as there are so many complex issues that incite a myriad of interesting discussion topics. Nothing is black and white in these types of circumstances, and the gray areas gave me a lot of thought. Sometimes the books that deal with rape trials are very pushy, one way or another, but this one is the furthest from that, which I appreciated. Initially I didn't love Cassie's character, but the more the book went on, I found myself empathizing with her, even thought I didn't really like her (which says a lot about Medoff's character development). The ending is brilliant (for reasons I won't get into, so as to not give anything away), and I honestly didn't want the story to end because there was still more that I wanted to know.
Overall, there are triggers of rape and abuse in this one, but they were not over-the-top and didn't disgust me in their descriptions the way other books have. It is an intriguing exploration into the dark side of family love, the limits of family loyalty, and the overwhelming cost of truth. This was my first introduction to Jillian Medoff, but it certainly will not be my last. For me, this was an all-the-stars read!
This is a story of a rape trial - and so much more. The Quinns are ultra wealthy and have "it all" by privilege standards, but despite the appearance of being a perfect family, there are deep cracks once you scratch the surface. The book is told through the eyes of the Quinn's "adopted" daughter, Cassie. When her brother, Billy Quinn, is accused of raping his former girlfriend, the family, Cassie included, vows to defend him at all cost. As the saga of the trial unfolds, the cracks widen, and everyone is guilty of something; and it doesn't take long to realize that the family who seems to have it all, has nothing to envy.
This is one of those books that I could somewhat see the "twist" coming a mile away, but it didn't matter. I was so involved in the entire family's story, and I couldn't imagine how it would all end in a way that would be satisfying - but somehow it did. This is a perfect buddy read/group read as there are so many complex issues that incite a myriad of interesting discussion topics. Nothing is black and white in these types of circumstances, and the gray areas gave me a lot of thought. Sometimes the books that deal with rape trials are very pushy, one way or another, but this one is the furthest from that, which I appreciated. Initially I didn't love Cassie's character, but the more the book went on, I found myself empathizing with her, even thought I didn't really like her (which says a lot about Medoff's character development). The ending is brilliant (for reasons I won't get into, so as to not give anything away), and I honestly didn't want the story to end because there was still more that I wanted to know.
Overall, there are triggers of rape and abuse in this one, but they were not over-the-top and didn't disgust me in their descriptions the way other books have. It is an intriguing exploration into the dark side of family love, the limits of family loyalty, and the overwhelming cost of truth. This was my first introduction to Jillian Medoff, but it certainly will not be my last. For me, this was an all-the-stars read!
September 9, 2022
Unpopular opinion ahead.
I was disappointed with this one. Not in the writing style but with the outcome of the plot.
I would say the pace at the beginning of the book was slow and as I got to know the characters, it was hard for me to like any of them.
The book begins with Cassie. She is in New Haven when she gets a call from her brother Nate. Their younger sibling, Billy has been accused of raping his ex-girlfriend. Her parents Lawrence and Eleanor are doing damage control. Lawrence is trying to find a lawyer and Eleanor is controlling the press. It doesn't help that Billy is a jock, white and privileged. The Quinns are worth over 700 million so when the press gets a whiff of the accusation against Billy, their lives are going to become a circus.
As the book progresses we learn more about them and the secrets they are keeping.
This courtroom drama didn't do it for me. There were some things that disgusted me which is probably why I didn't like the characters. The main twist, I was able to guess so even the shock value was missing for me. I know a lot of my friends have loved it so check out their reviews too.
I do want to mention that Marin Ireland did an amazing job with the audio narration.
Cliffhanger: No
3/5 Fangs
A complimentary copy was provided by Harper via Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.
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I was disappointed with this one. Not in the writing style but with the outcome of the plot.
I would say the pace at the beginning of the book was slow and as I got to know the characters, it was hard for me to like any of them.
The book begins with Cassie. She is in New Haven when she gets a call from her brother Nate. Their younger sibling, Billy has been accused of raping his ex-girlfriend. Her parents Lawrence and Eleanor are doing damage control. Lawrence is trying to find a lawyer and Eleanor is controlling the press. It doesn't help that Billy is a jock, white and privileged. The Quinns are worth over 700 million so when the press gets a whiff of the accusation against Billy, their lives are going to become a circus.
As the book progresses we learn more about them and the secrets they are keeping.
This courtroom drama didn't do it for me. There were some things that disgusted me which is probably why I didn't like the characters. The main twist, I was able to guess so even the shock value was missing for me. I know a lot of my friends have loved it so check out their reviews too.
I do want to mention that Marin Ireland did an amazing job with the audio narration.
Cliffhanger: No
3/5 Fangs
A complimentary copy was provided by Harper via Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.
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November 13, 2022
What are you willing to do to protect your family?
In this domestic suspense legal thriller, the rich and powerful Quinn family of New York are under attack when the youngest son Billy is accused of brutally raping his on again, off again girlfriend.
A family bound by wealth and privilege, Lawrence, Eleanor, Nathan and Cassie rally behind him. But is Billy guilty or innocent? Before the case is decided, dark family secrets will be exposed and will threaten to upend their lives.
This dark and disturbing thriller delves into many uncomfortable territories, while sensitively depicting the real conflicts and struggles of different types of victims.
I was pleasantly surprised that I enjoyed this book as much as I did. Marin Ireland’s narration is superb as always. She is one of the absolute best audiobook narrators! I highly recommend listening to this one.
4/5 stars
In this domestic suspense legal thriller, the rich and powerful Quinn family of New York are under attack when the youngest son Billy is accused of brutally raping his on again, off again girlfriend.
A family bound by wealth and privilege, Lawrence, Eleanor, Nathan and Cassie rally behind him. But is Billy guilty or innocent? Before the case is decided, dark family secrets will be exposed and will threaten to upend their lives.
This dark and disturbing thriller delves into many uncomfortable territories, while sensitively depicting the real conflicts and struggles of different types of victims.
I was pleasantly surprised that I enjoyed this book as much as I did. Marin Ireland’s narration is superb as always. She is one of the absolute best audiobook narrators! I highly recommend listening to this one.
4/5 stars
August 29, 2022
If you're seeking a "bright and beautiful" book,
"When We Were Bright and Beautiful" is not for you.
In fact, this emotionally traumatizing family/courtroom drama easily gets my nomination for the darkest and most deeply disturbing book of the year.
What happens when a wealthy male Princeton student is accused of rape and brought to trial?
WARNING #1:
Whether the Princeton student is innocent or guilty is NOT the major thrust of this book.
Instead, this book poignantly showcases the issues of privilege, sexual assault, family dynamics, abuse of power, betrayal, the violation of trust, loyalty, and the plight of victims.
Also, the devastating ramifications of a media-frenzied trial are also explored.
WARNING #2:
This book is not for the faint-hearted.
Midway through the book, readers are thrown a powerful twisty curve ball. The result? The book's very dark storyline takes even a darker turn.
A shout-out to narrator Marin Ireland, for an Academy Award performance for the audiobook's narration.
This was my first book by author Jillian Medoff and I look forward to reading the author's future titles.
4.5 stars
"When We Were Bright and Beautiful" is not for you.
In fact, this emotionally traumatizing family/courtroom drama easily gets my nomination for the darkest and most deeply disturbing book of the year.
What happens when a wealthy male Princeton student is accused of rape and brought to trial?
WARNING #1:
Whether the Princeton student is innocent or guilty is NOT the major thrust of this book.
Instead, this book poignantly showcases the issues of privilege, sexual assault, family dynamics, abuse of power, betrayal, the violation of trust, loyalty, and the plight of victims.
Also, the devastating ramifications of a media-frenzied trial are also explored.
WARNING #2:
This book is not for the faint-hearted.
Midway through the book, readers are thrown a powerful twisty curve ball. The result? The book's very dark storyline takes even a darker turn.
A shout-out to narrator Marin Ireland, for an Academy Award performance for the audiobook's narration.
This was my first book by author Jillian Medoff and I look forward to reading the author's future titles.
4.5 stars
August 1, 2022
I read Jillian Medoff’s WHEN WE WERE BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL without interruption today. I legitimately couldn’t put it down. Alternating between the audiobook and physical book was a huge win for me. I’ve never read anything by Jillian Medoff before, but this controversial family drama through me for a loop in the best way.
The story focuses on Cassie and her adoptive family, the Quinn’s. Ultra wealthy and privileged, the Quinn family doesn’t have to answer to anybody. That is, until the youngest member of the family is accused of raping his girlfriend. Billy is wrapping up college and hoping for medical school, but after this allegation becomes a criminal case, the family is worried that this could jeopardize Billy’s future and bring shame to the family. Billy claims his innocence, but the Quinn’s will do anything to protect their image and influence.
I don’t want to go too deep with this review because it’s ultimately a family / courtroom drama that needs your attention while it unfolds. The writing is perfection and completely engaging, no matter how slow-burning the chapters are. I really fell under the Quinn family’s spell while reading this book, knowing full well that something else sinister is at bay. The ending is going to be very controversial and will polarize readers, but ultimately I love a unique spin on my dark, twisted reads. The messaging behind this book is powerful and I can’t wait to discuss with readers about how this book sat with them. It won’t be for everyone, but it was a win for me. Assume there’s trigger warnings based on the above synopsis description. I can’t wait to read what Jillian Medoff has in store for readers next.
The story focuses on Cassie and her adoptive family, the Quinn’s. Ultra wealthy and privileged, the Quinn family doesn’t have to answer to anybody. That is, until the youngest member of the family is accused of raping his girlfriend. Billy is wrapping up college and hoping for medical school, but after this allegation becomes a criminal case, the family is worried that this could jeopardize Billy’s future and bring shame to the family. Billy claims his innocence, but the Quinn’s will do anything to protect their image and influence.
I don’t want to go too deep with this review because it’s ultimately a family / courtroom drama that needs your attention while it unfolds. The writing is perfection and completely engaging, no matter how slow-burning the chapters are. I really fell under the Quinn family’s spell while reading this book, knowing full well that something else sinister is at bay. The ending is going to be very controversial and will polarize readers, but ultimately I love a unique spin on my dark, twisted reads. The messaging behind this book is powerful and I can’t wait to discuss with readers about how this book sat with them. It won’t be for everyone, but it was a win for me. Assume there’s trigger warnings based on the above synopsis description. I can’t wait to read what Jillian Medoff has in store for readers next.
December 22, 2022
Cassie Quinn, member of the obscenely wealthy Stockton-Quinn family, receives an urgent phone call from her older brother, Nate. She is floored to hear that Billy, her younger brother, has been accused of and arrested for raping his ex-girlfriend, Diana Holly. All of the Quinns, knowing that she’s a compulsive liar who has been violent and manipulative in the past, wonder if this is just another way to pay Billy back for whatever slight she may have imagined this time.
The case, however, isn’t quite so cut and dry. Because Billy Quinn is white, handsome, rich, and athletic, which all adds up to one thing in the eyes of the public…he’s a guilty, entitled jock who took what he wanted regardless of whether or not he heard yes. And this combination is known to lead to convictions unaffected by the defendant’s guilt or innocence.
Banding together, the members of the Quinn family are determined to keep the youngest golden boy out of prison. But as the media catches hold of the story, the Quinns finds themselves battling one against the other, all thinking they know how to protect Billy the best. Especially Cassie. Will her devotion to exonerating her brother result in all of her secrets coming to light? And, most importantly, is Billy truly innocent?
I’m left somewhat speechless by this book. And not necessarily in a good way. First off, When We Were Bright and Beautiful is not really as advertised on the book jacket. It’s so much more… More uncomfortable. More disturbing. And more harrowing. I’m not sure if this was Jillian Medoff’s goal or just the by-product of a plot full of deeply distressing topics. Ultimately, however, this most certainly was not what I was expecting.
The storyline starts off introducing us to the Quinn clan: entitled, rich, elitist snobs who do not recognize the privilege they have. They are probably, to a certain degree, slightly histrionic portrayals of some über wealthy individuals (though I can definitely think of people in society like this, cough cough, Leona Helmsley). Medoff, however, was still somehow able to make them feel authentic and genuine. Then about two-thirds of the way through, the story morphs from one thing into something else entirely. Something even more uncomfortable. And one I completely didn’t see coming (major plus for shock value of the twist). It wasn’t until after I put the book down that I was able to retrace the plot in my head and spot the clues.
Something that another reviewer said in their critique, which I didn’t quite understand until I started reading, was that there were too many words for the story being told. Too many descriptions of unimportant details. Too many side stories. And too much background. Despite this, I was impressed with how, even with all of the characters being equally unlikeable, I still found myself rooting for Cassie. Handed a truly raw deal she, in the end, became a much more complex character than I originally thought. Fundamentally, however, I really wasn’t thrilled with the slut-shaming victim blaming (if you have any experience with sexual assault of any kind: Do. Not. Read. This. Book). Finally, although the trial is not the epic legal battle I was anticipating, it was, in my estimation from watching some Court TV here and there, extremely realistic without being tedious.
All said and done, I have to give this book props for a startling twist (albeit disturbing). And, once past the halfway point in particular, I found myself flipping pages faster and faster to find out how this uncomfortable story ends. I think this played a big part in the rating I ended up giving. Ultimately, When We Were Bright and Beautiful is a profoundly difficult read of lies, secrets, and the destruction of a formerly solid family. Most unsettling of all is how realistic the entire scenario truly is. Do I recommend it? If the idea of the plot taking an even darker turn doesn’t bother you, then ambivalently yes. Rating of 2.5 stars.
Trigger warning: violent sexual assault (duh), molestation, drug and alcohol use, stalking, gaslighting, death of a parent, addiction
The case, however, isn’t quite so cut and dry. Because Billy Quinn is white, handsome, rich, and athletic, which all adds up to one thing in the eyes of the public…he’s a guilty, entitled jock who took what he wanted regardless of whether or not he heard yes. And this combination is known to lead to convictions unaffected by the defendant’s guilt or innocence.
Banding together, the members of the Quinn family are determined to keep the youngest golden boy out of prison. But as the media catches hold of the story, the Quinns finds themselves battling one against the other, all thinking they know how to protect Billy the best. Especially Cassie. Will her devotion to exonerating her brother result in all of her secrets coming to light? And, most importantly, is Billy truly innocent?
I’m left somewhat speechless by this book. And not necessarily in a good way. First off, When We Were Bright and Beautiful is not really as advertised on the book jacket. It’s so much more… More uncomfortable. More disturbing. And more harrowing. I’m not sure if this was Jillian Medoff’s goal or just the by-product of a plot full of deeply distressing topics. Ultimately, however, this most certainly was not what I was expecting.
The storyline starts off introducing us to the Quinn clan: entitled, rich, elitist snobs who do not recognize the privilege they have. They are probably, to a certain degree, slightly histrionic portrayals of some über wealthy individuals (though I can definitely think of people in society like this, cough cough, Leona Helmsley). Medoff, however, was still somehow able to make them feel authentic and genuine. Then about two-thirds of the way through, the story morphs from one thing into something else entirely. Something even more uncomfortable. And one I completely didn’t see coming (major plus for shock value of the twist). It wasn’t until after I put the book down that I was able to retrace the plot in my head and spot the clues.
Something that another reviewer said in their critique, which I didn’t quite understand until I started reading, was that there were too many words for the story being told. Too many descriptions of unimportant details. Too many side stories. And too much background. Despite this, I was impressed with how, even with all of the characters being equally unlikeable, I still found myself rooting for Cassie. Handed a truly raw deal she, in the end, became a much more complex character than I originally thought. Fundamentally, however, I really wasn’t thrilled with the slut-shaming victim blaming (if you have any experience with sexual assault of any kind: Do. Not. Read. This. Book). Finally, although the trial is not the epic legal battle I was anticipating, it was, in my estimation from watching some Court TV here and there, extremely realistic without being tedious.
All said and done, I have to give this book props for a startling twist (albeit disturbing). And, once past the halfway point in particular, I found myself flipping pages faster and faster to find out how this uncomfortable story ends. I think this played a big part in the rating I ended up giving. Ultimately, When We Were Bright and Beautiful is a profoundly difficult read of lies, secrets, and the destruction of a formerly solid family. Most unsettling of all is how realistic the entire scenario truly is. Do I recommend it? If the idea of the plot taking an even darker turn doesn’t bother you, then ambivalently yes. Rating of 2.5 stars.
Trigger warning: violent sexual assault (duh), molestation, drug and alcohol use, stalking, gaslighting, death of a parent, addiction
August 13, 2022
This was a big disappointment- the characters were very unlikeable and it felt like a pretty shallow depiction of trauma and sexual assault. I saw the twist coming from the beginning, and as a therapist, the toxic family dysfunction was not dark and fascinating but rather irritating and cringey.
January 14, 2023
don't let the low goodreads score fool you. people are giving this bad reviews because they don't like the outcome of the plot which..........(I will leave my thoughts to myself on why thats bad way to rate a book) this book is nuanced and brilliant
August 10, 2022
This book is bad and dangerous and I am angry I read even one page of it. I do not need a “nuanced” look at a rape accusation & trial. A MINISCULE fraction (2.5% of reported rapes, so .8% of total rapes) are false accusations. To spend a book debating whether or not a woman has falsely accused a rich, white male of rape is unconscionable. That a woman wrote this is actually unfathomable. I cannot believe this was published in the year 2022.
I’m giving this one star so it shows up in the ratings but it is zero stars. It is negative stars. It is an abomination.
I’m giving this one star so it shows up in the ratings but it is zero stars. It is negative stars. It is an abomination.
February 6, 2023
this book gave me the ick
September 8, 2022
In the kingdom of old money, the Valmont is the most desired castle, and my family holds the keys.
^^^That right there when paired with this book will probably get me on some FBI watch list, but I’m telling you – WORTH IT! Oh dis was guuuuuuuud.
The Forrester-Quinns are the epitome of white privilege. The top 1% of the one percenters. Even when youngest son Billy is accused of acquaintance rape they don’t feel they have much to fear. After all, they have the money to hire the best of the best and who would ever believe his nutty on-again/off-again girlfriend in this he said she said matter?
I started reading When We Were Bright and Beautiful early Sunday morning before the rest of the family got up. Then I pretty much ignored them when they did finally come zombie-walking down the stairs because I was so caught up. Not only was this an excellent courtroom drama, but it delivered in all of the ways I found My Dark Vanessa to be lacking. If you can enjoy a book with dark subject matter, this one is not to be missed. All the Stars.
September 8, 2022
Absolutely loved this book
April 22, 2022
Ostensibly about a rape trial, there is much more dysfunction lurking within a prominent, shiny NYC family. Despite having the twist figured out before it happened (the hints are there), this in no way impeded the powerful punch that this novel delivered. This is a quick read that is raw, realistic, and dark.
August 30, 2022
TW: rape, grooming, and sexual assault
This review contains spoilers, but I’m not hiding it because I want people to have the chance to read it easily.
How in the world did this book get published in 2022? It’s insane and a literal red flag. It centers around a false rape accusation, and the trial following it. It victimizes the alleged rapist by wanting you to feel bad for him cause he’s a “promising young man” who is having is future taken away from him. They try to paint the accuser as a jealous ex-girlfriend and villainize her to make the alleged rapist look good, or so you empathize with him. You eventually learn that he did rape her, but it doesn’t undo the damage caused. Don’t even get me started on the subplot/twist of the main character being groomed by her adoptive father. In the authors note, Medoff acknowledges how this probably wasn’t the best crime to center the book around, and even admitted that she almost decided to change the crime committed but didn’t follow through. For saying you were writing your drafts during the peak of #metoo and not thinking it was a good idea to change this book or even scrap it entirely floors me. This book wild beyond belief, and not in a good way. All I can say is what the f*ck.
This review contains spoilers, but I’m not hiding it because I want people to have the chance to read it easily.
How in the world did this book get published in 2022? It’s insane and a literal red flag. It centers around a false rape accusation, and the trial following it. It victimizes the alleged rapist by wanting you to feel bad for him cause he’s a “promising young man” who is having is future taken away from him. They try to paint the accuser as a jealous ex-girlfriend and villainize her to make the alleged rapist look good, or so you empathize with him. You eventually learn that he did rape her, but it doesn’t undo the damage caused. Don’t even get me started on the subplot/twist of the main character being groomed by her adoptive father. In the authors note, Medoff acknowledges how this probably wasn’t the best crime to center the book around, and even admitted that she almost decided to change the crime committed but didn’t follow through. For saying you were writing your drafts during the peak of #metoo and not thinking it was a good idea to change this book or even scrap it entirely floors me. This book wild beyond belief, and not in a good way. All I can say is what the f*ck.
August 26, 2022
The Quinns are a wealthy family residing in New York, who on the surface seem to have it all. However, when Billy, the youngest member of the family is accused by his on/off girlfriend of rape and finds himself facing trial, the family comes under intense scrutiny. Told from the perspective of Cassie, Billy's older sister, as the investigation and trial unfolds, it seems there is more than one Quinn who is harbouring a secret!
Not my usual sort of read, however, I found myself drawn to this book as its themes appeared to be very topical, and I was interested to see how the author would handle the topic.
Overall, this was an unusual read, all at once oddly compelling and yet at the same time disappointing, and certainly disturbing. Certainly Medoff had me eagerly turning the pages of this book; even when I wasn't particularly enjoying the story or characters, I was intrigued to get to the denouement, to discover the verdict of the trial and whether we would find out if Billy really was guilty or not, as well as how Medoff would resolve other matters. Unfortunately, the actual ending fell rather flat after all that build, and ultimately left me unsatisfied.
I do think the book ought to come with trigger warnings as certainly this is a dark story. Overall, I do appreciate what the author was perhaps trying to set out, however, for me the execution didn't really work. Certainly watching the whole investigation and trial unfold from the point of view of the defendant's sister was interesting, and with the themes covered, I think the book had the potential to be very impactful, however, for me at least, didn't really achieve this, but rather left me frustrated. I don't think it helps the story that all the characters are intensely dislikable, even the ones you are supposed to feel sympathy towards. Much of their dialogue and family interactions was incredibly grating.
There are twists and turns certainly, and I did see some of these coming. Without wanting to give away spoilers, I will say that I personally thought the author's handling of Marcus, felt rather like a cheat, simply in order to try to lead the reader astray and strive for shock value. Certainly I can appreciate that Cassie as narrator, should be taken as unreliable, however, the book is written in first person, and it just didn't make sense how she refers to Marcus even in her own thought processes, and then after a certain reveal, this all falls away. I didn't think the author was trying to depict a trauma memory here either, though I appreciate she was at certain points in the story, however, with regards to the persona of Marcus, a trauma memory doesn't work. Therefore, this aspect of this particular arc in the story, didn't work for me as it just seemed like a deliberate ploy.
Where the beginning of the story does set up the intrigue, and the later part of the courtroom drama did sustain my attention and was more gripping, the middle section of the story did feel dragged out. Also for what is ultimately a family drama, I think the psychology of the characters could have been explored with more nuance and depth than what we were given, and perhaps that would have lent the book more emotional weight.
Possibly the author was too ambitious in the book overall, as ultimately the story is more so Cassie's story than Billy's, and for me at least, both these stories, being of the weight they were, could have stood on their own, and might have been better served so, rather than one overshadowing the other, with ultimately both conclusions feeling rather flat. 2.5 stars
Not my usual sort of read, however, I found myself drawn to this book as its themes appeared to be very topical, and I was interested to see how the author would handle the topic.
Overall, this was an unusual read, all at once oddly compelling and yet at the same time disappointing, and certainly disturbing. Certainly Medoff had me eagerly turning the pages of this book; even when I wasn't particularly enjoying the story or characters, I was intrigued to get to the denouement, to discover the verdict of the trial and whether we would find out if Billy really was guilty or not, as well as how Medoff would resolve other matters. Unfortunately, the actual ending fell rather flat after all that build, and ultimately left me unsatisfied.
I do think the book ought to come with trigger warnings as certainly this is a dark story. Overall, I do appreciate what the author was perhaps trying to set out, however, for me the execution didn't really work. Certainly watching the whole investigation and trial unfold from the point of view of the defendant's sister was interesting, and with the themes covered, I think the book had the potential to be very impactful, however, for me at least, didn't really achieve this, but rather left me frustrated. I don't think it helps the story that all the characters are intensely dislikable, even the ones you are supposed to feel sympathy towards. Much of their dialogue and family interactions was incredibly grating.
There are twists and turns certainly, and I did see some of these coming. Without wanting to give away spoilers, I will say that I personally thought the author's handling of Marcus, felt rather like a cheat, simply in order to try to lead the reader astray and strive for shock value. Certainly I can appreciate that Cassie as narrator, should be taken as unreliable, however, the book is written in first person, and it just didn't make sense how she refers to Marcus even in her own thought processes, and then after a certain reveal, this all falls away. I didn't think the author was trying to depict a trauma memory here either, though I appreciate she was at certain points in the story, however, with regards to the persona of Marcus, a trauma memory doesn't work. Therefore, this aspect of this particular arc in the story, didn't work for me as it just seemed like a deliberate ploy.
Where the beginning of the story does set up the intrigue, and the later part of the courtroom drama did sustain my attention and was more gripping, the middle section of the story did feel dragged out. Also for what is ultimately a family drama, I think the psychology of the characters could have been explored with more nuance and depth than what we were given, and perhaps that would have lent the book more emotional weight.
Possibly the author was too ambitious in the book overall, as ultimately the story is more so Cassie's story than Billy's, and for me at least, both these stories, being of the weight they were, could have stood on their own, and might have been better served so, rather than one overshadowing the other, with ultimately both conclusions feeling rather flat. 2.5 stars
August 19, 2022
This is a hard pass, and frankly I’m shocked it was published in 2022. TBH, I did NOT read the whole book. I kept pep-talking myself with “just one more chapter—you can do it!” But when I hit the “we live in the BEST past of NYC,” I couldn’t help but start wondering if this wasn’t so much a Brock Turner apologist scenario, but also a Trump family apologist scenario?! Maybe? Or maybe it’s supposed to be nuanced. Maybe maybe maybe. Still doubting myself, I figured I have to be missing something. So I turned to GR written reviews, particularly the negative reviews, and BINGO. (Too bad I never read any of this author’s other work, because I sure won’t now.)
August 4, 2022
“I want to believe that we are more than the worst things we have done.”
Set in the prestigious work of Manhattan’s Upper East Side, the story centers around Cassie Quinn. Cassie leaves grad school and rushes home when she learns that her younger brother Billy is accused of rape. Billy junior at Princeton proclaims his innocence and his family decides to stand by him. Cassie struggles with understanding why Diane, the accuser of Billy’s rape is doing this. After all, Cassie understands how devastating relationships can be since had an affair with an older wealthy man that left her shattered.
I could not put this one down! I finished the audiobook in only 2 days(it typically takes me 7-10 days). I just had to know how the story would play out and to find out if Billy was innocent or guilty.
With today's current events this is a story that unfortunately is all too common: the Ivy League Caucasian male from a wealthy family accused of rape. In the days before the #metoo movement, it wasn’t unheard of for these defendants to simply walk because of their class/status but more recently there have been cases where justice prevailed. I was drawn to this story to see if Billy truly was guilty or not.
But this isn’t a story that’s either black or white. The author delves into the complexities of relationship violence and sexual assault. She also delves into family bonds: what ties us together and what breaks them. A big part of the story is a courtroom drama that kept me both enthralled and on the edge of my seat. The story takes a twist and shocked me to the core. I cannot say much about the ending without giving anything away but I will say that it is unforgettable. I
Jillian Medoff did a brilliant job writing When We Were Bright And Beautiful. It was clear that she did a lot of research while writing this novel and is very knowledgeable about these type of cases. The audiobook was narrated by the fantastic Marin Ireland (one of my favorites). I've been a fan of hers for a while since she has narrated some of my favorite audiobooks: Nothing To See Here by Kevin Wilson, Anxious People, and Beartown by Fredrik Backman.
This book is not for everyone. As it contains depictions of sexual violence, I would recommend those who find the subject triggering stay away from this one. But if you enjoyed My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell then I would highly recommend When We Were Bright And Beautiful by Jillian Medoff.
A massive thanks to Libro FM, Harper Audio, and Harper Books for the gifted copy!
Set in the prestigious work of Manhattan’s Upper East Side, the story centers around Cassie Quinn. Cassie leaves grad school and rushes home when she learns that her younger brother Billy is accused of rape. Billy junior at Princeton proclaims his innocence and his family decides to stand by him. Cassie struggles with understanding why Diane, the accuser of Billy’s rape is doing this. After all, Cassie understands how devastating relationships can be since had an affair with an older wealthy man that left her shattered.
I could not put this one down! I finished the audiobook in only 2 days(it typically takes me 7-10 days). I just had to know how the story would play out and to find out if Billy was innocent or guilty.
With today's current events this is a story that unfortunately is all too common: the Ivy League Caucasian male from a wealthy family accused of rape. In the days before the #metoo movement, it wasn’t unheard of for these defendants to simply walk because of their class/status but more recently there have been cases where justice prevailed. I was drawn to this story to see if Billy truly was guilty or not.
But this isn’t a story that’s either black or white. The author delves into the complexities of relationship violence and sexual assault. She also delves into family bonds: what ties us together and what breaks them. A big part of the story is a courtroom drama that kept me both enthralled and on the edge of my seat. The story takes a twist and shocked me to the core. I cannot say much about the ending without giving anything away but I will say that it is unforgettable. I
Jillian Medoff did a brilliant job writing When We Were Bright And Beautiful. It was clear that she did a lot of research while writing this novel and is very knowledgeable about these type of cases. The audiobook was narrated by the fantastic Marin Ireland (one of my favorites). I've been a fan of hers for a while since she has narrated some of my favorite audiobooks: Nothing To See Here by Kevin Wilson, Anxious People, and Beartown by Fredrik Backman.
This book is not for everyone. As it contains depictions of sexual violence, I would recommend those who find the subject triggering stay away from this one. But if you enjoyed My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell then I would highly recommend When We Were Bright And Beautiful by Jillian Medoff.
A massive thanks to Libro FM, Harper Audio, and Harper Books for the gifted copy!
September 15, 2022
"When We Were Bright and Beautiful" was excellent!! Once again, I went into this one without reading the synopsis. I chose the audiobook because of the narrator (Marin Ireland, one of the best)! Per usual, Marin nails it!! 👏
I feel like this is one of those books that's even better in audiobook format. I think some of the nuances may be lost in print -- but Marin caught each one of them and performed them so beautifully. She really captured Cassie's contradictory personality.
The book didn't take the direction I thought it would, but that kept it interesting!! There were also many unexpected turns. This is such an important read, and really shines a light on how privilege and wealth and status play a part in the criminal justice system, particularly with regard to rape.
4.5 stars rounded to 5. 💕 Well done!!!!
I feel like this is one of those books that's even better in audiobook format. I think some of the nuances may be lost in print -- but Marin caught each one of them and performed them so beautifully. She really captured Cassie's contradictory personality.
The book didn't take the direction I thought it would, but that kept it interesting!! There were also many unexpected turns. This is such an important read, and really shines a light on how privilege and wealth and status play a part in the criminal justice system, particularly with regard to rape.
4.5 stars rounded to 5. 💕 Well done!!!!
November 12, 2022
Well that was not what I was expecting and I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or not. I was unnerved and uncomfortable and disappointed.
Triggers a plenty but nothing too graphic when it comes to assault.
Complicated feelings…
Thank you @harperbooks and @librofm for the gifted book and listening copy.
Did I binge listen/read to this in a day? Yes. Did I enjoy it? That’s still to be determined. Did it challenge me and make me stop and think? Absolutely.
By now you may have seen When We Were Bright and Beautiful around the gram. It’s a BOTM selection for August and even with a synopsis that clearly reveals a heavy trigger for rape, we’re seeing many readers flock to it. In the time of #Metoo I was curious albeit nervous where the story would go considering the focus is on the family of the accused. The authors note includes some background information into why she wrote this story and her intentions. It was a HUGE undertaking and one I think most would abandon. Ultimately the direction this story takes will be divisive and while I didn’t particularly enjoy it, it left an impression.
This was my first book by Medoff and she is most definitely a talented writer. This slow burn of a novel peels back the intricate and nuanced layers of privilege, loyalty, secrets and who ultimately pays the price when the truth is revealed.
Expect to be uncomfortable, frustrated (very unlikable characters) and consumed by it all when you turn the very last page.
The audiobook is narrated by the talented Marin Ireland, one of my favorite narrators.
Rating: Unrated at the time of this review.
Triggers a plenty but nothing too graphic when it comes to assault.
Complicated feelings…
Thank you @harperbooks and @librofm for the gifted book and listening copy.
Did I binge listen/read to this in a day? Yes. Did I enjoy it? That’s still to be determined. Did it challenge me and make me stop and think? Absolutely.
By now you may have seen When We Were Bright and Beautiful around the gram. It’s a BOTM selection for August and even with a synopsis that clearly reveals a heavy trigger for rape, we’re seeing many readers flock to it. In the time of #Metoo I was curious albeit nervous where the story would go considering the focus is on the family of the accused. The authors note includes some background information into why she wrote this story and her intentions. It was a HUGE undertaking and one I think most would abandon. Ultimately the direction this story takes will be divisive and while I didn’t particularly enjoy it, it left an impression.
This was my first book by Medoff and she is most definitely a talented writer. This slow burn of a novel peels back the intricate and nuanced layers of privilege, loyalty, secrets and who ultimately pays the price when the truth is revealed.
Expect to be uncomfortable, frustrated (very unlikable characters) and consumed by it all when you turn the very last page.
The audiobook is narrated by the talented Marin Ireland, one of my favorite narrators.
Rating: Unrated at the time of this review.
August 21, 2022
This book was icky. I'm not really sure what the author was trying to accomplish here. She said in the Author's Note that she was writing this as the #metoo movement was coming to light and she decided to stick with her central rape storyline. Unfortunately, she didn't hit this one home. It was gross and upsetting. No one was vindicated, no one learned a lesson, no one got the help they needed. A lot of the plot made sense, but I struggled with relevance, especially when it pertained to the trial. On top of that, I felt like for most of the book I was not privy to any dialogue between the characters. I felt like I had just walked into a conversation with no context 80% of the time. I think the author wanted to spotlight the grooming methods predators use to emotionally manipulate young girls to get them to consent. So, I guess that was enlightening, yet disturbing.
November 2, 2022
I have mixed feelings about this book.
It’s not badly written, but I missed something.
Not once I was thrilled.
The twists that were meant to be explosive did not surprise me.
Well, I think that the book was meant to be explosive and mind blowing, but I did not find anything original.
I did not connect in any way, not even during the courtroom drama (that’s the main reason I decided to read this book), and it was not because all characters are unlikeable.
There are plenty of triggers that will not please everyone.
Even the conclusion may be considered upsetting.
Anyways… It was underwhelming and I wasn’t impressed. I can’t recommend this book to anyone I know.
It’s not badly written, but I missed something.
Not once I was thrilled.
The twists that were meant to be explosive did not surprise me.
Well, I think that the book was meant to be explosive and mind blowing, but I did not find anything original.
I did not connect in any way, not even during the courtroom drama (that’s the main reason I decided to read this book), and it was not because all characters are unlikeable.
There are plenty of triggers that will not please everyone.
Even the conclusion may be considered upsetting.
Anyways… It was underwhelming and I wasn’t impressed. I can’t recommend this book to anyone I know.
August 27, 2022
Thriller that is focused on a wealthy, elite family of three children and one son is accused of rape. Very interesting family dynamics as they evaluate whether to accept a plea deal or a jury trial.
The pace of the book speeds up during the trial; can seem slow during the build up to the trial.
Fascinating twists and turns with an unexpected outcome.
August 23, 2022
I found this drama about a messed up, wealthy, NYC family to be a page turner but it is not the type of book I prefer. I don’t like being manipulated.. My favorite parts were the courtroom scenes - the rest felt too contrived.
November 11, 2024
So the idea behind this novel is a fresh take on the way in which rape allegations and trials can be nuanced, and an examination of the way in which the lines between victims and predator can be blurred , and the complexities of family relationships and disfunction.
It didn’t work for me at all. Another reviewer described this as something of a Brock Turner apologist novel, and while I wouldn’t go quite that far, it definitely strikes a chord for me. I also HATED the fact that there is any ambiguity at ALL about who is at fault in incest/sexual abuse/grooming between a pseudo adopted 10 year old girl and her father. Sorry but even if she thinks that it’s currently an actual love relationship when she’s in her mid twenties, that’s only because she was victimized as a freaking child and has been completely fucked by that. And while I feel like the author agrees with this underneath it all, she’s trying to be edgy by making us look at it thought the victim’s skewed perspective, without making it clear that, hello, this is not even close to accurate .
With regard to the writing it is overly slow and repetitive in some parts and then hurky jerky jumps ahead with the plot twist ( that let’s be real, any astute reader saw coming ) practically dumping it mid sentence out of nowhere, which felt very disjointed .
Reading my own review not sure why I am even giving 2 stars, but my rule of thumb is that if I can actually finish a book in a timely manner without skipping over chunks then I give it a 2 over a 1. But I found this one pretty damn annoying and uncomfortable to read. Feels dated for a brand new release .
It didn’t work for me at all. Another reviewer described this as something of a Brock Turner apologist novel, and while I wouldn’t go quite that far, it definitely strikes a chord for me. I also HATED the fact that there is any ambiguity at ALL about who is at fault in incest/sexual abuse/grooming between a pseudo adopted 10 year old girl and her father. Sorry but even if she thinks that it’s currently an actual love relationship when she’s in her mid twenties, that’s only because she was victimized as a freaking child and has been completely fucked by that. And while I feel like the author agrees with this underneath it all, she’s trying to be edgy by making us look at it thought the victim’s skewed perspective, without making it clear that, hello, this is not even close to accurate .
With regard to the writing it is overly slow and repetitive in some parts and then hurky jerky jumps ahead with the plot twist ( that let’s be real, any astute reader saw coming ) practically dumping it mid sentence out of nowhere, which felt very disjointed .
Reading my own review not sure why I am even giving 2 stars, but my rule of thumb is that if I can actually finish a book in a timely manner without skipping over chunks then I give it a 2 over a 1. But I found this one pretty damn annoying and uncomfortable to read. Feels dated for a brand new release .
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July 22, 2023
3.5 Stars
This was darker and more twisted than I thought it’d be, given that the premise is that our narrator’s brother was accused of rape. It’s a sad tale about a dysfunctional family who has everything money can buy and yet still takes intangible things from the innocent.
This was darker and more twisted than I thought it’d be, given that the premise is that our narrator’s brother was accused of rape. It’s a sad tale about a dysfunctional family who has everything money can buy and yet still takes intangible things from the innocent.
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