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Call Me Indian: From the Trauma of Residential School to Becoming the NHL's First Treaty Indigenous Player
NATIONAL BESTSELLER
Fred Sasakamoose played in the NHL before First Nations people had the right to vote in Canada. This page turner will have you cheering for 'Fast Freddy' as he faces off against huge challenges both on and off the ice--a great gift to every proud hockey fan, Canadian, and Indigenous person.
--Wab Kinew, Leader of the Manitoba NDP and author of The Reason You Walk
Trailblazer. Residential school Survivor. First Treaty Indigenous player in the NHL. All of these descriptions are true--but none of them tell the whole story.
Fred Sasakamoose, torn from his home at the age of seven, endured the horrors of residential school for a decade before becoming one of 120 players in the most elite hockey league in the world. He has been heralded as the first Indigenous player with Treaty status in the NHL, making his official debut as a 1954 Chicago Black Hawks player on Hockey Night in Canada and teaching Foster Hewitt how to pronounce his name. Sasakamoose played against such legends as Gordie Howe, Jean Beliveau, and Maurice Richard. After twelve games, he returned home.
When people tell Sasakamoose's story, this is usually where they end it. They say he left the NHL to return to the family and culture that the Canadian government had ripped away from him. That returning to his family and home was more important to him than an NHL career. But there was much more to his decision than that. Understanding Sasakamoose's choice means acknowledging the dislocation and treatment of generations of Indigenous peoples. It means considering how a man who spent his childhood as a ward of the government would hear those supposedly golden words: You are Black Hawks property.
Sasakamoose's story was far from over once his NHL days concluded. He continued to play for another decade in leagues around Western Canada. He became a band councillor, served as Chief, and established athletic programs for kids. He paved a way for youth to find solace and meaning in sports for generations to come. Yet, threaded through these impressive accomplishments were periods of heartbreak and unimaginable tragedy--as well moments of passion and great joy.
This isn't just a hockey story; Sasakamoose's groundbreaking memoir sheds piercing light on Canadian history and Indigenous politics, and follows this extraordinary man's journey to reclaim pride in an identity and a heritage that had previously been used against him.
Fred Sasakamoose played in the NHL before First Nations people had the right to vote in Canada. This page turner will have you cheering for 'Fast Freddy' as he faces off against huge challenges both on and off the ice--a great gift to every proud hockey fan, Canadian, and Indigenous person.
--Wab Kinew, Leader of the Manitoba NDP and author of The Reason You Walk
Trailblazer. Residential school Survivor. First Treaty Indigenous player in the NHL. All of these descriptions are true--but none of them tell the whole story.
Fred Sasakamoose, torn from his home at the age of seven, endured the horrors of residential school for a decade before becoming one of 120 players in the most elite hockey league in the world. He has been heralded as the first Indigenous player with Treaty status in the NHL, making his official debut as a 1954 Chicago Black Hawks player on Hockey Night in Canada and teaching Foster Hewitt how to pronounce his name. Sasakamoose played against such legends as Gordie Howe, Jean Beliveau, and Maurice Richard. After twelve games, he returned home.
When people tell Sasakamoose's story, this is usually where they end it. They say he left the NHL to return to the family and culture that the Canadian government had ripped away from him. That returning to his family and home was more important to him than an NHL career. But there was much more to his decision than that. Understanding Sasakamoose's choice means acknowledging the dislocation and treatment of generations of Indigenous peoples. It means considering how a man who spent his childhood as a ward of the government would hear those supposedly golden words: You are Black Hawks property.
Sasakamoose's story was far from over once his NHL days concluded. He continued to play for another decade in leagues around Western Canada. He became a band councillor, served as Chief, and established athletic programs for kids. He paved a way for youth to find solace and meaning in sports for generations to come. Yet, threaded through these impressive accomplishments were periods of heartbreak and unimaginable tragedy--as well moments of passion and great joy.
This isn't just a hockey story; Sasakamoose's groundbreaking memoir sheds piercing light on Canadian history and Indigenous politics, and follows this extraordinary man's journey to reclaim pride in an identity and a heritage that had previously been used against him.
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Fred Sasakamoose
1 book16 followersAYAHKOKOPAWIWIYIN or FRED SASAKAMOOSE was born in 1933 on what is now called Ahtahkakoop Cree Nation in Saskatchewan. A residential school Survivor, Fred is known as the first Indigenous player with Treaty status to play in the NHL. After retiring from hockey, Fred dedicated his time to activism in order to improve the lives of Indigenous peoples through the power of sport. Sasakamoose is recognized for his achievements by the Assembly of First Nations and the Federation of Saskatchewan Indian Nations. He has been inducted into four different sports Halls of Fame, served on the NHL Diversity Task Force, and was a board member for the Aboriginal Healing Foundation. Sasakamoose became a member of the Order of Canada in 2017. He passed away in 2020.
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August 5, 2021
Why I wanted to read this book
In my quest to understand more about the former Indian residential schools here in Canada, I wanted to understand more about what happened to Indigenous children who under the Indian Act were forced to attend the schools between 1920-1969. I wanted to read the truth-telling stories of the survivors who carried the burden of the truth forward about what happened and speak out against their oppressors. I want to understand better “the historical wrongs” against Indigenous Peoples by the Canadian government and the Catholic Church. We need to start listening to the truth to bring Non-Indigenous People closer to understanding and reconciling those “wrongs” so Indigenous Peoples can move forward with their stories and bring peace and healing to their community. I feel Fred has done that.
“When the present does not recognize the wrongs of the past, the future takes its revenge. For that reason, we must never, never turn away from the opportunity of confronting history together–the opportunity to right a historical wrong.” ~ Governor General Michaëlle Jean at relaunch for the Truth and Reconciliation Commission of Canada, October 2009
About the Author
Fred Sasakamoose was born in 1933 on Sandy Lake Reserve, now called Ahtahkakoop Cree Nation in Saskatchewan. He died from covid complications on Nov 24, 2020. He lived to complete his memoir, but not to see its publication. At the age of seven, he was taken from his home with his brother and sent to St. Michael Catholic residential school. He called it “the last day of my childhood” He endured the horrors of the schools, and it is where his love of hockey began. His journey of hockey and healing began, and he became known as the first treaty status Indigenous player in the NHL. He played 11 games for the Chicago Black Hawks and years playing in the minor leagues, years off the ice dedicated to helping his community, paving the way for youth to find solace and meaning in sports for generations to come while advocating for Indigenous peoples. He became a band councilor, served as Chief, and established athletic programs for kids. In 2012 he gave testimony on his experiences in the residential school system during Canada’s truth and reconciliation communion.
About the Book
Fred Sasakamoose shares with us living on Sandy Lake reserve, the day he and his brother were taken from his parents to live at St. Michael’s Residential School, to making a name for himself by directing his trauma and the abuse endured there into hockey. He shares his journey to playing in the NHL, minor leagues and paving the way for Indigenous youth through hockey. He sheds light on Canadian history and Indigenous politics while sharing his struggles to reclaim his identity and heritage ripped from by the church. In an empathic and understanding tone, he shares his trauma, heartbreak, tragedies, achievements, his own and his community’s struggle with substance abuse, his triumphs, and joy.
My thoughts can be heard on my blog post Traveling Sisters Book Reviews
In my quest to understand more about the former Indian residential schools here in Canada, I wanted to understand more about what happened to Indigenous children who under the Indian Act were forced to attend the schools between 1920-1969. I wanted to read the truth-telling stories of the survivors who carried the burden of the truth forward about what happened and speak out against their oppressors. I want to understand better “the historical wrongs” against Indigenous Peoples by the Canadian government and the Catholic Church. We need to start listening to the truth to bring Non-Indigenous People closer to understanding and reconciling those “wrongs” so Indigenous Peoples can move forward with their stories and bring peace and healing to their community. I feel Fred has done that.
“When the present does not recognize the wrongs of the past, the future takes its revenge. For that reason, we must never, never turn away from the opportunity of confronting history together–the opportunity to right a historical wrong.” ~ Governor General Michaëlle Jean at relaunch for the Truth and Reconciliation Commission of Canada, October 2009
About the Author
Fred Sasakamoose was born in 1933 on Sandy Lake Reserve, now called Ahtahkakoop Cree Nation in Saskatchewan. He died from covid complications on Nov 24, 2020. He lived to complete his memoir, but not to see its publication. At the age of seven, he was taken from his home with his brother and sent to St. Michael Catholic residential school. He called it “the last day of my childhood” He endured the horrors of the schools, and it is where his love of hockey began. His journey of hockey and healing began, and he became known as the first treaty status Indigenous player in the NHL. He played 11 games for the Chicago Black Hawks and years playing in the minor leagues, years off the ice dedicated to helping his community, paving the way for youth to find solace and meaning in sports for generations to come while advocating for Indigenous peoples. He became a band councilor, served as Chief, and established athletic programs for kids. In 2012 he gave testimony on his experiences in the residential school system during Canada’s truth and reconciliation communion.
About the Book
Fred Sasakamoose shares with us living on Sandy Lake reserve, the day he and his brother were taken from his parents to live at St. Michael’s Residential School, to making a name for himself by directing his trauma and the abuse endured there into hockey. He shares his journey to playing in the NHL, minor leagues and paving the way for Indigenous youth through hockey. He sheds light on Canadian history and Indigenous politics while sharing his struggles to reclaim his identity and heritage ripped from by the church. In an empathic and understanding tone, he shares his trauma, heartbreak, tragedies, achievements, his own and his community’s struggle with substance abuse, his triumphs, and joy.
My thoughts can be heard on my blog post Traveling Sisters Book Reviews
March 14, 2021
Thanks to NetGalley for the opportunity to read and review this book. It will be released May 18, 2021, by Viking - Penguin Random House Canada.
Fred Sasakamoose begins his biography with the story of his ancestors who lived on the land before first contact. He tells of how their leader, Ahtahkakoop, was manipulated into signing treaties that were never kept. In many ways this pattern of lies and deceit is not a new story, but Sasakamoose makes it personal as he leads into how his family ended up on the small reserve of Sandy Lake.
Growing up, his mother was in charge of the family much of the time because his father was away logging or trapping to make a living. Fred was one of eleven children but only five survived due to smallpox. Their lives were constricted and limited by the local White Indian Agent and federal laws.
"we were poor, that's the truth, But I didn't know that.
What I knew what that home was full of song, dance and tradition. It was full of wonder and mystery. It was full of family, love and community."
When his Moosum, Alexan (grandfather) came to stay with them, they became close. Alexan got Sasakamoose his first pair of skates and introduced him to the game. He learned to skate on a frozen lake. Alexan carved him a stick. He used it with a frozen cow patty as a puck.
In 1941, when he was almost seven years old, he was taken from his parents and sent to residential school. St Michaels was more of a work colony than a school. He endured terrible abuses by priests and older boys. One of the priests, Father Roussel, was a hockey fanatic and organized the boys into a team. Sasakamoose may have developed as a hockey player there, but he left scarred. The only real victory at that institution was surviving.
He barely returned home when he was visited by Father Roussel and George Vogan who wanted him to come and play hockey for the Moose Jaw Canucks in the Western Canadian Junior Hockey League. His mother encouraged him to go. In Moose Jaw he lived with George and his supportive family for three years. George became his father away from home. While he worked and played hockey, he improved, build skills and developed confidence. Throughout it all he had to deal with the racism of a few teammates and the team's fans.
He was called up to play with the Chicago Blackhawks during the 1953-54 season. He was the first Treaty Indigenous player in professional hockey. He played against legends like Gordie Howe, Jean Beliveau, and Maurice Richard. Up until that year, he never drank. He acquired a taste for alcohol while partying with his teammates. The following summer he drank too much and got out of shape. The next year he was cut from the team. Over the next couple of years he played hockey for the New Westminster Royals, Chicoutimi Sagueneens, and the Calgary Stampeders. During those years he met and married Loretta Isbister. Having no idea if he would ever play for Chicago again, and tired of being homesick, he decided to quit hockey and go home.
He might have given up on hockey, but it hadn't given up on him.
The owner of the Kamloops Chiefs tracked him down. He wanted Sasakamoose on his team. It was an amateur league, but it payed decent money so he and Loretta moved there. Fred went on to play with a senior league, the Saskatoon Quakers later on. For the next decade or so he continued to play on local teams during the winter to make extra cash for Loretta and his growing family.
In those years after the NHL, Fred contributed to his community in numerous ways. He became a band councillor and chief. He worked hard to support indigenous hockey teams in Northern Saskatchewan and develop minor hockey and other sports programs across the province. Through it all he endured hardship, tragedy and joy. He spoke with numerous groups of children and adults about his life in hopes that it would help them lead healthy lives and not make the same mistakes he had made. When drugs made their way to their reserve, he worked collaboratively with the band as well as personally to provide a safe place for addicted individuals.
Fred Sasakamoose won many awards. He was inducted into the Saskatchewan Sports Hall of Fame and the Canadian Native Hockey Hall of Fame. He received National Aboriginal Achievement and Saskatchewan Indian Nations Circle of Honor Awards. He accepted a Diamond Jubilee medal in 2012. An honorary diploma was bestowed on him from Saskatchewan Polytechnic. The University of Saskatchewan gave him an honorary doctorate of law. His greatest honor was in 2018 when he received the Order of Canada. Indigenous hockey players still experience racism, but Fred blazed a trail for them by supporting their development and showing them that they could still overcome these obstacles and make their way into the big league.
People write about Fred being an extraordinary story teller, and it shines through in this book. I'm not at all a sports or hockey fan, but his story drew me in and wouldn't let go. At the same time as it is his personal narrative, it's also the story of Indigenous people across the country. The ramifications of anti-Indigenous laws and racist attitudes of those in power are shown at both the intimate and collective levels.
It's a testimony to how personable the writing is that I wept upon discovering that Sasakamoose died last November of Covid complications. He was 86. He is deeply mourned by those who knew him. Fred was one of those who truly left the world a better place than he found it.
Fred Sasakamoose begins his biography with the story of his ancestors who lived on the land before first contact. He tells of how their leader, Ahtahkakoop, was manipulated into signing treaties that were never kept. In many ways this pattern of lies and deceit is not a new story, but Sasakamoose makes it personal as he leads into how his family ended up on the small reserve of Sandy Lake.
Growing up, his mother was in charge of the family much of the time because his father was away logging or trapping to make a living. Fred was one of eleven children but only five survived due to smallpox. Their lives were constricted and limited by the local White Indian Agent and federal laws.
"we were poor, that's the truth, But I didn't know that.
What I knew what that home was full of song, dance and tradition. It was full of wonder and mystery. It was full of family, love and community."
When his Moosum, Alexan (grandfather) came to stay with them, they became close. Alexan got Sasakamoose his first pair of skates and introduced him to the game. He learned to skate on a frozen lake. Alexan carved him a stick. He used it with a frozen cow patty as a puck.
In 1941, when he was almost seven years old, he was taken from his parents and sent to residential school. St Michaels was more of a work colony than a school. He endured terrible abuses by priests and older boys. One of the priests, Father Roussel, was a hockey fanatic and organized the boys into a team. Sasakamoose may have developed as a hockey player there, but he left scarred. The only real victory at that institution was surviving.
He barely returned home when he was visited by Father Roussel and George Vogan who wanted him to come and play hockey for the Moose Jaw Canucks in the Western Canadian Junior Hockey League. His mother encouraged him to go. In Moose Jaw he lived with George and his supportive family for three years. George became his father away from home. While he worked and played hockey, he improved, build skills and developed confidence. Throughout it all he had to deal with the racism of a few teammates and the team's fans.
He was called up to play with the Chicago Blackhawks during the 1953-54 season. He was the first Treaty Indigenous player in professional hockey. He played against legends like Gordie Howe, Jean Beliveau, and Maurice Richard. Up until that year, he never drank. He acquired a taste for alcohol while partying with his teammates. The following summer he drank too much and got out of shape. The next year he was cut from the team. Over the next couple of years he played hockey for the New Westminster Royals, Chicoutimi Sagueneens, and the Calgary Stampeders. During those years he met and married Loretta Isbister. Having no idea if he would ever play for Chicago again, and tired of being homesick, he decided to quit hockey and go home.
He might have given up on hockey, but it hadn't given up on him.
The owner of the Kamloops Chiefs tracked him down. He wanted Sasakamoose on his team. It was an amateur league, but it payed decent money so he and Loretta moved there. Fred went on to play with a senior league, the Saskatoon Quakers later on. For the next decade or so he continued to play on local teams during the winter to make extra cash for Loretta and his growing family.
In those years after the NHL, Fred contributed to his community in numerous ways. He became a band councillor and chief. He worked hard to support indigenous hockey teams in Northern Saskatchewan and develop minor hockey and other sports programs across the province. Through it all he endured hardship, tragedy and joy. He spoke with numerous groups of children and adults about his life in hopes that it would help them lead healthy lives and not make the same mistakes he had made. When drugs made their way to their reserve, he worked collaboratively with the band as well as personally to provide a safe place for addicted individuals.
Fred Sasakamoose won many awards. He was inducted into the Saskatchewan Sports Hall of Fame and the Canadian Native Hockey Hall of Fame. He received National Aboriginal Achievement and Saskatchewan Indian Nations Circle of Honor Awards. He accepted a Diamond Jubilee medal in 2012. An honorary diploma was bestowed on him from Saskatchewan Polytechnic. The University of Saskatchewan gave him an honorary doctorate of law. His greatest honor was in 2018 when he received the Order of Canada. Indigenous hockey players still experience racism, but Fred blazed a trail for them by supporting their development and showing them that they could still overcome these obstacles and make their way into the big league.
People write about Fred being an extraordinary story teller, and it shines through in this book. I'm not at all a sports or hockey fan, but his story drew me in and wouldn't let go. At the same time as it is his personal narrative, it's also the story of Indigenous people across the country. The ramifications of anti-Indigenous laws and racist attitudes of those in power are shown at both the intimate and collective levels.
It's a testimony to how personable the writing is that I wept upon discovering that Sasakamoose died last November of Covid complications. He was 86. He is deeply mourned by those who knew him. Fred was one of those who truly left the world a better place than he found it.
August 12, 2021
With all the news about Residential Schools in the news right now, I wanted to know more. Not only are there bodies found buried, but there are survivors and the children/grandchildren of survivors that are still dealing with the after effects of the legacy of residential schools. When I saw this book by Fred Sasakamoose, I knew I wanted to read it. I am also a huge hockey fan, so I wanted to know what it was like for him to be the first Indigenous Player in the NHL. How was he treated? What did he need to overcome? Well, I will tell you that everyone should read of listen to this book. It is important to listen and try to understand these things so Indigenous People can move forward, begin to heal and know that we are trying to build bridges to reconciliation. These stories are a first step to bring some of that understanding.
Fred Sasakamoose begins his memoir with the story of his ancestors who lived on the land before the European contact. He tells of how their leader, Ahtahkakoop, was manipulated into signing treaties that were never kept. Thus begins the first of the lies. His mother was the caregiver as his father was away logging and trapping. Their lives were limited by the local White Indian Agent and federal laws. They were a poor family, but were happy. His grandfather, Moosum Alexan came to live with them, he bought Fred skates and they spent hours on the pond skating and learning to play hockey. Fred's father was a catholic, so in 1941, he and his younger brother were taken to St. Michael's Residential School. Fred was seven and his parents had no choice but to let the agents take the boys. Although Fred does not give a lot of details of what happened to him and his brother at the school, but St Michaels was more of a work colony than a school. He endured terrible abuses by priests and older boys. The boys were not allowed home until they acclimated, two years. Father Roussel, was a hockey fanatic and organized the boys into a team. This is where Fred continued to develop his hockey skills. To get out of the residential schools, he was "drafted" by Moose Jaw Canucks in the Western Canadian Junior Hockey League. He continued to develop as a player but he had scars and was not treated well. I am not going to tell you anymore about the story at this point, because it is important that you read this book. The rest of Fred's story follows his path to the NHL, his marriage, his path to become a mentor, but all is molded by his earlier treatment at St. Michael's.
This book was published after Fred's death during the Covid Pandemic. He wrote this story with the support of his son and many hockey personalities. Fred was an excellent story teller, and it shows in this book. I was drawn in from the beginning and that interest didn't wane until the end. This is his personal story, but it is also the story of many Indigenous People. They may not have made it to the NHL, but they have had problems with addiction, depression, mental health, abuse etc. as a result of their earlier experiences. The ramifications of anti-Indigenous laws and racist attitudes of those in power are still having an effect today. I did a read/listen of this book which was a great way to experience Fred's story. Wilton Littlechild was a perfect narrator for this book and made it feel like I was listening to Fred Sasakamoose sharing his story with me. When I needed to double check anything, I was able to refer to the book and find what I was looking for. I recommend this book to all who are trying to understand and support reconciliation with our Indigenous People in North America. The publisher generously provided me with a copy of this book upon request. The rating and opinions shared are my own.
Fred Sasakamoose begins his memoir with the story of his ancestors who lived on the land before the European contact. He tells of how their leader, Ahtahkakoop, was manipulated into signing treaties that were never kept. Thus begins the first of the lies. His mother was the caregiver as his father was away logging and trapping. Their lives were limited by the local White Indian Agent and federal laws. They were a poor family, but were happy. His grandfather, Moosum Alexan came to live with them, he bought Fred skates and they spent hours on the pond skating and learning to play hockey. Fred's father was a catholic, so in 1941, he and his younger brother were taken to St. Michael's Residential School. Fred was seven and his parents had no choice but to let the agents take the boys. Although Fred does not give a lot of details of what happened to him and his brother at the school, but St Michaels was more of a work colony than a school. He endured terrible abuses by priests and older boys. The boys were not allowed home until they acclimated, two years. Father Roussel, was a hockey fanatic and organized the boys into a team. This is where Fred continued to develop his hockey skills. To get out of the residential schools, he was "drafted" by Moose Jaw Canucks in the Western Canadian Junior Hockey League. He continued to develop as a player but he had scars and was not treated well. I am not going to tell you anymore about the story at this point, because it is important that you read this book. The rest of Fred's story follows his path to the NHL, his marriage, his path to become a mentor, but all is molded by his earlier treatment at St. Michael's.
This book was published after Fred's death during the Covid Pandemic. He wrote this story with the support of his son and many hockey personalities. Fred was an excellent story teller, and it shows in this book. I was drawn in from the beginning and that interest didn't wane until the end. This is his personal story, but it is also the story of many Indigenous People. They may not have made it to the NHL, but they have had problems with addiction, depression, mental health, abuse etc. as a result of their earlier experiences. The ramifications of anti-Indigenous laws and racist attitudes of those in power are still having an effect today. I did a read/listen of this book which was a great way to experience Fred's story. Wilton Littlechild was a perfect narrator for this book and made it feel like I was listening to Fred Sasakamoose sharing his story with me. When I needed to double check anything, I was able to refer to the book and find what I was looking for. I recommend this book to all who are trying to understand and support reconciliation with our Indigenous People in North America. The publisher generously provided me with a copy of this book upon request. The rating and opinions shared are my own.
May 30, 2021
Definitely recommend this autobiography. As someone who understood the trauma of Fred (both my parents and maternal/paternal grandparents attended Residential School). It is very important to release valuable stories and information concerning the ill-treatment of Indigenous children under the umbrella of the Residential School System. Glad Fred was able to share his story, and become a pillar of hope and resilience for survivors and young Indigenous people alike. Thank you for sharing your personal experiences, losses, and triumphs.
P.S. Really loved the inclusion and explanation of traditional Cree practices that were performed by Fred's grandfather and mother. Also, I heavily enjoyed the integration of structured Plains Cree sentences in place of English- at times, I would try to read them (given that I'm Woods Cree), but would end up reverting to the English rendition. Worth a try though!
P.S. Really loved the inclusion and explanation of traditional Cree practices that were performed by Fred's grandfather and mother. Also, I heavily enjoyed the integration of structured Plains Cree sentences in place of English- at times, I would try to read them (given that I'm Woods Cree), but would end up reverting to the English rendition. Worth a try though!
June 2, 2021
Thanks to NetGalley and Penguin Random House Canada for an egalley in exchange for an honest review
I try to make sure that memoirs are part of my yearly reading experience. Whether you're a hockey fan or not, whether you're living in Canada or not, I highly recommend you spend some time with Fred Sasakamoose. As Bryan Trottier states in the foreword, once you meet Fred, you have found a friend. Absolutely fantastic read and a deeply moving memoir.
#CallMeIndian #NetGalley (Also reviewed on Instagram and Facebook)
Publication Date 18/05/21
Goodreads review 02/06/21
I try to make sure that memoirs are part of my yearly reading experience. Whether you're a hockey fan or not, whether you're living in Canada or not, I highly recommend you spend some time with Fred Sasakamoose. As Bryan Trottier states in the foreword, once you meet Fred, you have found a friend. Absolutely fantastic read and a deeply moving memoir.
#CallMeIndian #NetGalley (Also reviewed on Instagram and Facebook)
Publication Date 18/05/21
Goodreads review 02/06/21
June 12, 2021
Extremely good book.
Really well written and very strong storytelling.
One of the best books I've read detailing the first-person trauma from inside the residential school system.
There were some chapters that were extremely unsettling and hard for me to read.
Really appreciate Fred's accounts and stories. This was a really powerful read.
This book shows lots of courage, integrity, and honesty.
Highly recommended for all.
4.8/5
Really well written and very strong storytelling.
One of the best books I've read detailing the first-person trauma from inside the residential school system.
There were some chapters that were extremely unsettling and hard for me to read.
Really appreciate Fred's accounts and stories. This was a really powerful read.
This book shows lots of courage, integrity, and honesty.
Highly recommended for all.
4.8/5
July 10, 2022
More amazing than his short NHL career with the Chicago Blackhawks, this book is remarkable for the courage and strength that Sasakamoose showed while at a residential school. More of a book on the treatment of the indigenous by the Canadian government than a book on hockey, it is one that sheds light on one of the many dirty secrets done to natives of this continent by settlers. Whether American or Canadian, this should be read by all in those two nations.
November 17, 2025
As a Canadian and a hockey fan, I'm ashamed to say that I didn't know about Fred Sasakamoose before reading this book. Sasakamoose was the first Indigenous player with treaty status to play in the NHL and was a trailblazer who paved the way for the next generation of Indigenous hockey players. His memoir details how hockey helped him escape the reality and trauma he faced as a residential school survivor, and it also gave him confidence, self-esteem, and hope. Yet it was never easy being the only Indigenous person in the NHL, and Sasakamoose faced racism, isolation, and powerlessness in a [hockey] system that made him feel "like a checker piece being moved around on a huge, unfamiliar board" (177). As a result, Sasakamoose made the choice to step away from hockey. However, even after he stepped away from hockey, he continued to recognize its importance, and ran hockey programs on the reserve to provide kids with the experience and opportunity that he got and to give them "an introduction to the wider world" (122).
What's important to note is that Sasakamoose was more than just a trailblazer and an athlete. He was also a legend off the ice as shown by how much he cared for and served his community. He was a band councilor of the Ahtahkakoop Cree Nation for 35 years and Chief for 6 years. As Chief of his reserve he worked to create jobs, took partial control over education from Indian Affairs, got addiction treatment services for Sandy Lake reserve, and moved forward to get gas and water lines to his reserve. He even travelled to schools on his and other reserves all across northern Saskatchewan sharing his story and motivating kids to work hard, make smart choices, live healthy lifestyles, and to take care of their bodies and spirits. As part of these talks, he also took kids hunting and fishing so that they can (re)connect with their culture.
I really enjoyed learning about Fred Sasakamoose and his dedication to not only his people but to hockey. I'll end this review with a quote from Mr. Sasakamoose himself.
"It's a great privilege to be asked to share your story with the world. And when you have that opportunity it's important to convey the heartache, the mistakes, the darkness. Perhaps it may help others to see that they are not alone. If nothing else, it's honest" (252).
What's important to note is that Sasakamoose was more than just a trailblazer and an athlete. He was also a legend off the ice as shown by how much he cared for and served his community. He was a band councilor of the Ahtahkakoop Cree Nation for 35 years and Chief for 6 years. As Chief of his reserve he worked to create jobs, took partial control over education from Indian Affairs, got addiction treatment services for Sandy Lake reserve, and moved forward to get gas and water lines to his reserve. He even travelled to schools on his and other reserves all across northern Saskatchewan sharing his story and motivating kids to work hard, make smart choices, live healthy lifestyles, and to take care of their bodies and spirits. As part of these talks, he also took kids hunting and fishing so that they can (re)connect with their culture.
I really enjoyed learning about Fred Sasakamoose and his dedication to not only his people but to hockey. I'll end this review with a quote from Mr. Sasakamoose himself.
"It's a great privilege to be asked to share your story with the world. And when you have that opportunity it's important to convey the heartache, the mistakes, the darkness. Perhaps it may help others to see that they are not alone. If nothing else, it's honest" (252).
January 24, 2022
Sasakamoose recounts his days from early childhood, hazy as they were, to contrast the residential school experience he rarely was able to talk about, and affected every facet of his life. On top of this horrific abuse, he was heralded by loved ones for pioneering the way for indigenous people. It also meant he was completely alone in an environment not beneficial to him, until going home to his family, only to feel like a stranger there as well. Around 40% of the book is what happened to him after that, which is generally where his story ends, as far as people know.
It's always hard to evaluate the voice in an autobiography because it is the author's actual story and their voice, not a plot and not a narrative voice, but an authorial one. And more than that, they also have to decide how much to share with the reader. Given how many failings he admits to and how shocking some of them are, including some accusations when he was chief on the reserve, it rang true to me. It's told quite humbly. It's informative. Sometimes absolutely harrowing to read--particularly in the residential school stories. So many are similar. All include varying degrees of abuse. This one has essentially every version of child abuse you can think of, so gird yourself going in. It's about 20% of the book or so. later on, Sasakamoose talks about how that experience affected people he knew as well. Roughly tracing a through-line across the book to his being able to verbalize what had happened to him on the record.
Obviously not always an "enjoyable" book to read, with the heavy subject matter, but a successful one and well-rounded. If you want to know granular details about his hockey career, you've got that. What happened to him previously and after, shaping his 20-ish year-long career. Got that too. I wouldn't say there is a strong "arc". It's an old man touching on the predominant memories he has. I wouldn't say it features very strong writing, but it doesn't need to for this kind of story. And we now know it's good he decided to put these thoughts down--sadly he passed away from COVID at the end of 2020. He would not have a chance to tell his story. Or narrate his story, either. Wilton Littlechild does a good job telling Sasakamoose's story. Respectful, unemotional, and importantly, spoke Cree in portions recounting conversations between mother and son. In the "school" system he was put in they had tried to erase this from him. Perhaps the most inspiring sections of the book are these, showcasing how it was unable, in the end, to take that away from him. Especially given all he went on to achieve.
It's always hard to evaluate the voice in an autobiography because it is the author's actual story and their voice, not a plot and not a narrative voice, but an authorial one. And more than that, they also have to decide how much to share with the reader. Given how many failings he admits to and how shocking some of them are, including some accusations when he was chief on the reserve, it rang true to me. It's told quite humbly. It's informative. Sometimes absolutely harrowing to read--particularly in the residential school stories. So many are similar. All include varying degrees of abuse. This one has essentially every version of child abuse you can think of, so gird yourself going in. It's about 20% of the book or so. later on, Sasakamoose talks about how that experience affected people he knew as well. Roughly tracing a through-line across the book to his being able to verbalize what had happened to him on the record.
Obviously not always an "enjoyable" book to read, with the heavy subject matter, but a successful one and well-rounded. If you want to know granular details about his hockey career, you've got that. What happened to him previously and after, shaping his 20-ish year-long career. Got that too. I wouldn't say there is a strong "arc". It's an old man touching on the predominant memories he has. I wouldn't say it features very strong writing, but it doesn't need to for this kind of story. And we now know it's good he decided to put these thoughts down--sadly he passed away from COVID at the end of 2020. He would not have a chance to tell his story. Or narrate his story, either. Wilton Littlechild does a good job telling Sasakamoose's story. Respectful, unemotional, and importantly, spoke Cree in portions recounting conversations between mother and son. In the "school" system he was put in they had tried to erase this from him. Perhaps the most inspiring sections of the book are these, showcasing how it was unable, in the end, to take that away from him. Especially given all he went on to achieve.
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November 8, 2024This is a well written and moving memoir in which Fred Sasakamoose tells his story of being taken from his family and his home at the age of seven, to be sent to the cruel residential school of St. Michael's. While there, he began to play ice hockey and soon went on to become one of the first Indigenous players in the NHL.
Not only do we learn about the horrific abuse Sasakamoose suffered personally, but he also examines the impact the Indian act has had on Indigenous people as a whole, and all the struggles he had to face in order to achieve his athletic success.
Powerful, informative, and engrossing storytelling. Highly recommend!
Not only do we learn about the horrific abuse Sasakamoose suffered personally, but he also examines the impact the Indian act has had on Indigenous people as a whole, and all the struggles he had to face in order to achieve his athletic success.
Powerful, informative, and engrossing storytelling. Highly recommend!
June 30, 2021
Well written and Fred is a great story teller. Lots to take in, in a difficult live. Lived through a lot.
May 31, 2021
This book was on my list to read for May before the heartbreaking discovery of 215 Indigenous bodies at a former Kamloops residential school and reading it after learning this news just pulled at my heart even more. Not just another sports memoir (although it will be of interest to fans of Willie Orr - the first Black Canadian NHL player). Fred Sasakamoose wrote this memoir just before his death last fall due to complications from COVID-19 and in it he details his experience as a residential school survivor, including the ways that impacted him for the rest of his life. It is also a very honest story about his achievements in hockey as the first Treaty Indigenous player in the NHL and in politics as Band leader on his reserve as well as his shortcomings as a husband and father. This book was excellent on audio as it allows the listener to hear spoken Cree, adding an extra layer of depth to the story that I thoroughly enjoyed. I highly highly recommend this book to help recognize and try to understand the experiences of the people who have suffered centuries of institutional and intergenerational trauma.
Favorite quotes:
"As Indians we didn't even have the rights of Canadian citizens. We couldn't even own property or vote and we were poor, that's the truth, but I didn't know that. What I knew was that home was full of song, dance and tradition. It was full of wonder and mystery, it was full of family, love and community. And then one day in 1941, when I was just seven, all of that was taken away."
"Mostly what we were taught was that our traditional ways of life, our traditional beliefs, were pagan, sinful. They were the ways of the devil and that our Cree language was backward."
"I also knew they could never really understand what it was like. How one moment you could feel just like another guy on a team and the next you'd be reminded you were an outsider. How one word could shatter your sense of belonging, could remind you that others did not see you as an equal."
"The names people might shout from the stands said more about them then they did about me. If they called me an Indian I didn't have to accept it as a slur...The label didn't matter. It was how people treated you that did."
Favorite quotes:
"As Indians we didn't even have the rights of Canadian citizens. We couldn't even own property or vote and we were poor, that's the truth, but I didn't know that. What I knew was that home was full of song, dance and tradition. It was full of wonder and mystery, it was full of family, love and community. And then one day in 1941, when I was just seven, all of that was taken away."
"Mostly what we were taught was that our traditional ways of life, our traditional beliefs, were pagan, sinful. They were the ways of the devil and that our Cree language was backward."
"I also knew they could never really understand what it was like. How one moment you could feel just like another guy on a team and the next you'd be reminded you were an outsider. How one word could shatter your sense of belonging, could remind you that others did not see you as an equal."
"The names people might shout from the stands said more about them then they did about me. If they called me an Indian I didn't have to accept it as a slur...The label didn't matter. It was how people treated you that did."
August 14, 2021
This book really moved me. Parts of it made me weep. This is a memoir of racism, resilience and rebellion. Saskamoose recounts his life from his poor, but happy childhood on the Sandy Lake reserve, though his being forcefully removed from his family and sent to residential school where his only joy was derived from playing hockey. He goes into his junior hockey days and being called up to the Chicago Blackhawks and his subsequent career. Saskamoose is very honest about his shortcomings as a father and husband, temper and drinking. Saskamoose became very involved in promoting indigenous involvement in sports. He was also elected chief.
Fred Saskamoose passed away from covid on November 24, 2020.
Fred Saskamoose passed away from covid on November 24, 2020.
September 8, 2022
While I think big hockey fans would possibly enjoy this story even more, I really enjoyed reading this autobiography (despite a lot of hockey names going over my head). The first third of the book, before his professional hockey playing experience, was so moving/important/upsetting. I appreciated Fred’s honesty and vulnerability when talking about his childhood and residential school experience. And then the last third of the book, after he leaves the professional league, was also noteworthy in his level of openness when he reflected on parenting regrets and alcohol and drug issues on his reserve. This book has its fair share of heartbreaking content, but Fred also had such an impressive array of accomplishments in his life, beyond being the first Indigenous NHL player, that were inspiring to learn about.
I’d highly recommend listening to this book as an audiobook, as there is a fair amount of Cree language that is beautiful to hear spoken.
I’d highly recommend listening to this book as an audiobook, as there is a fair amount of Cree language that is beautiful to hear spoken.
August 8, 2024
As someone who isn’t a hockey fan and had never heard of Fred Sasakamoose (and didn’t even know Tim Horton was a hockey player!), I wasn’t necessarily in the place to appreciate the large parts of the book focusing on his hockey career.
And although it’s told in a remarkably matter-of-fact style, the passages about the residential school and returning home after the NHL later in life were absolutely worth reading.
And although it’s told in a remarkably matter-of-fact style, the passages about the residential school and returning home after the NHL later in life were absolutely worth reading.
May 28, 2021
Was recommended this memoir by a friend of mine. My preconceived thoughts pertaining to the story were worrisome- I wasn't a sports fan, so I wasn't too sure how I'd react to the book. Yet, when I finally decided to read it, I became so enthralled by Freddie's story that I found myself having to take breaks between chapters in digesting what I've just read. From his earlier chapters describing his family history, the relationship with his mute & deaf grandfather (moosum) Alexan, the horrifying experiences he endured at Residential School, and unto the present day where he watches footage of his younger self playing for Chicago- I was heavily invested!
This book isn't just a sports story. It's the story of trauma, sadness, and resilience.
Would definitely recommend this!
This book isn't just a sports story. It's the story of trauma, sadness, and resilience.
Would definitely recommend this!
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January 6, 2026This was a really interesting read. Sasakamoose really clearly talks about the trauma of attending a residential school, and that while it also led to his incredible career, that didn't lessen the impact of the trauma.
Being a hockey fan, I had obviously heard of Fred Sasakamoose, but I had no idea that he had had such a long and varied career. And such a long and storied life. He was a chief on his reserve, he taught hockey to countless Indigenous kids over the years, is a recipient of the Order of Canada, and gave testimony to the Truth and Reconciliation Commission.
Sasakamoose led a truly incredible life and this was a great read.
Being a hockey fan, I had obviously heard of Fred Sasakamoose, but I had no idea that he had had such a long and varied career. And such a long and storied life. He was a chief on his reserve, he taught hockey to countless Indigenous kids over the years, is a recipient of the Order of Canada, and gave testimony to the Truth and Reconciliation Commission.
Sasakamoose led a truly incredible life and this was a great read.
February 24, 2025
A statement in the book reads: “I hope by sharing my story now, non-Indigenous readers might have a better understanding of the hurdles we have to overcome to succeed”. This is exactly what the book did. It showed me the ups and downs of a man who made it out of residential schools, into the NHL and his life after. 4.5
January 22, 2022
Wow! An amazing book. So many wrongs in the book, so many tragedies in this book, but so much history. An incredible life he had. Everyone needs to read this book.
July 21, 2021
This was an exceptional book, written in a conversational style, and so interesting on many fronts. The author wanted to tell the whole story, good and bad, and was honest about his own failings while gracious of others. A sadness ran throughout the book, about how he and other children were taken from their homes (described so clearly here) and how it affected them the rest of their lives. However the author’s descriptions of how his love of his home and family sustained him while he tried to excel in hockey to make his and their lives better, was truly heart rending.
November 30, 2021
Very good read. Fred Sasakamoose does a great job telling his story - the way he wanted to tell it. He shares the high highs of making it to the NHL and finding success (albeit brief) in professional hockey, but also doesn’t shy away from sharing some of the gripping and tragic stories of his personal life.
He introduces the reader to many of his family and friends who helped shape his life, the impact they had on who he became and the lessons he learned from them.
I couldn’t help but imagine just how many people in this country have a similar story to Fred’s when it comes to his time spent in residential school. His words continue to open my eyes up to the gross injustices that are a very real part of our country’s story.
I had the chance to meet and speak to Fred a few years back and even in the few minutes we shared, I sensed a very passionate and proud person who spoke with great honesty. This book reflects that feeling perfectly.
There were a few times when the story felt a bit like it was drifting….trying to fit all the stories in. But writer, Meg Masters does an admirable job helping piece together Fred’s incredible story.
Would definitely recommend this book.
He introduces the reader to many of his family and friends who helped shape his life, the impact they had on who he became and the lessons he learned from them.
I couldn’t help but imagine just how many people in this country have a similar story to Fred’s when it comes to his time spent in residential school. His words continue to open my eyes up to the gross injustices that are a very real part of our country’s story.
I had the chance to meet and speak to Fred a few years back and even in the few minutes we shared, I sensed a very passionate and proud person who spoke with great honesty. This book reflects that feeling perfectly.
There were a few times when the story felt a bit like it was drifting….trying to fit all the stories in. But writer, Meg Masters does an admirable job helping piece together Fred’s incredible story.
Would definitely recommend this book.
April 7, 2024
I found the non-hockey parts of Freddy's story a lot more interesting than the hockey. I think it's really important to learn about indigenous people's experiences and have empathy and understanding about the issues they face as a result of generational trauma and addiction. It's awesome the Freddy Sasakamoose has been able to overcome and develop programs to help indigenous people. I recommend this book even though it could be boring at times
May 29, 2021
The autobiography is thorough and informative, though I found the writing choppy so was glad to have an ALC from Libro.fm to listen to it instead.
April 28, 2024
i felt like this was the perfect book to read at the start of playoff season. i was gripped from the beginning of the book and it did not let off the gas. in my first sitting, i read about a third of the book (i am not that fast of a reader). it is written to be accessible to both non-hockey fans and non-readers; i really think this is a great book for everyone, and necessary.
things i really appreciated about this book:
- sasakamoose gives his opinion on the blackhawks' logo; his racializing by various hockey leagues, including the nhl; and his opinion on what the canadian government is doing (or not doing) NOW for indigenous people in the most raw way. he tells it plainly when he feels discomfort and he's saved room for reflection on the past.
- the hockey is EXCITING and wonderful to read about. reading about billy mosienko being a real one was special to me, as a winnipegger from the north end. MY MAN REALLY PLAYED AGAINST THE GORDIE HOWE.. and even though he loved hockey and he loved these larger than life players, he never hero worships them. he's so real.
- his recount of residential schools is both horrific and historically important. the way he connects in his later years how residential schools stunted his ability to be a "good" father because he never got to experience HAVING his parents is so poignant and i hope people who read this can walk away with at LEAST the understanding that generational trauma is so great and debilitating among the indigenous community not just because of their land being taken from them but their whole lives by the canadian government. i did understand this at surface level and i have done further reading and education myself but having it put to me so bluntly by this survivor in his words really tattooed it on my brain.
- this man did not shy away from his faults while propping up his accomplishments. it would have been so easy to glaze over tough conversations but he did not and i am so grateful that he didn't. with this book, he presents a fully fleshed out, multifaceted human being and his experience is so important. i truly think this is required reading, especially for canadians.
i walked away from this book with huge respect for fred sasakamoose and a deeper understanding of both hockey history and the history of my country. (yes, i did immediately staff pick this book at work.)
things i really appreciated about this book:
- sasakamoose gives his opinion on the blackhawks' logo; his racializing by various hockey leagues, including the nhl; and his opinion on what the canadian government is doing (or not doing) NOW for indigenous people in the most raw way. he tells it plainly when he feels discomfort and he's saved room for reflection on the past.
- the hockey is EXCITING and wonderful to read about. reading about billy mosienko being a real one was special to me, as a winnipegger from the north end. MY MAN REALLY PLAYED AGAINST THE GORDIE HOWE.. and even though he loved hockey and he loved these larger than life players, he never hero worships them. he's so real.
- his recount of residential schools is both horrific and historically important. the way he connects in his later years how residential schools stunted his ability to be a "good" father because he never got to experience HAVING his parents is so poignant and i hope people who read this can walk away with at LEAST the understanding that generational trauma is so great and debilitating among the indigenous community not just because of their land being taken from them but their whole lives by the canadian government. i did understand this at surface level and i have done further reading and education myself but having it put to me so bluntly by this survivor in his words really tattooed it on my brain.
- this man did not shy away from his faults while propping up his accomplishments. it would have been so easy to glaze over tough conversations but he did not and i am so grateful that he didn't. with this book, he presents a fully fleshed out, multifaceted human being and his experience is so important. i truly think this is required reading, especially for canadians.
i walked away from this book with huge respect for fred sasakamoose and a deeper understanding of both hockey history and the history of my country. (yes, i did immediately staff pick this book at work.)
October 6, 2022
"I'm an old man now, and have time to reflect on the past and the future."
I was really blown away by this book. Considering this last Friday (Sept 30th) marked the 2nd National Day of Truth and Reconciliation, I wanted to spent some time learning more about a survivor's story. My knowledge of Sasakamoose had been quite limited before, so there were many new pearls to glean from his memoirs.
Perhaps one of the saddest incidents I've read in recent years was the encounter of when he was being taken away to St. Michael's Residential School by the Indian Agent and an RCMP officer, and Sasakamoose recounts how his strong mute grandfather was knocked to the ground in an attempt to stop his grandson from being taken away, and then he began making new sounds -- the mute man who could not say any clear words, who could not cry "Stop!" or beg them to leave his grandson alone -- in his grief and despair.
The other vignette that really caught my attention was when the St. Michael's boys hockey team won the provincial tournament, and upon arriving back at the residential school, they were allowed to sit at the front, where the nuns and priests exclusively sat, eating a decent meal for once.
I appreciated that as I was reading the book, it has the actual flavour of the author, instead of the bland sense you often get from a ghostwriter. To see both the highs (Chicago Black Hawks career, Chief of Sandy Lake, marriage, children, etc) and lows (residential school, loss of community and culture, discrimination, alcoholism, loss of children) was just a reminder of how real Sasakamoose's life was, and not just some glorified indigenous individual.
It strikes me that all the inspiring lives we encounter have never had the easy and simple road to travel. There is great boldness in someone telling their story. As an inspiration, as a warning.
Anyway, there's much more than could be said, but I do highly recommend this read.
I was really blown away by this book. Considering this last Friday (Sept 30th) marked the 2nd National Day of Truth and Reconciliation, I wanted to spent some time learning more about a survivor's story. My knowledge of Sasakamoose had been quite limited before, so there were many new pearls to glean from his memoirs.
Perhaps one of the saddest incidents I've read in recent years was the encounter of when he was being taken away to St. Michael's Residential School by the Indian Agent and an RCMP officer, and Sasakamoose recounts how his strong mute grandfather was knocked to the ground in an attempt to stop his grandson from being taken away, and then he began making new sounds -- the mute man who could not say any clear words, who could not cry "Stop!" or beg them to leave his grandson alone -- in his grief and despair.
The other vignette that really caught my attention was when the St. Michael's boys hockey team won the provincial tournament, and upon arriving back at the residential school, they were allowed to sit at the front, where the nuns and priests exclusively sat, eating a decent meal for once.
I appreciated that as I was reading the book, it has the actual flavour of the author, instead of the bland sense you often get from a ghostwriter. To see both the highs (Chicago Black Hawks career, Chief of Sandy Lake, marriage, children, etc) and lows (residential school, loss of community and culture, discrimination, alcoholism, loss of children) was just a reminder of how real Sasakamoose's life was, and not just some glorified indigenous individual.
It strikes me that all the inspiring lives we encounter have never had the easy and simple road to travel. There is great boldness in someone telling their story. As an inspiration, as a warning.
Anyway, there's much more than could be said, but I do highly recommend this read.
August 27, 2021
I’ve been hearing about Fred Sasakamoose for much of my life. It’s kind of nice to read a biography set right here in Saskatchewan, filled with familiar places. I don’t often get a chance to do that. I’m not indigenous, but I still feel like he’s one of our own.
I’ve known about the residential schools and the horrors that went on in them for years, but this book has actually given me a greater sense of why the Truth and Reconciliation Commission was necessary. Fred had spent much of his life not telling anybody about the horrors he’d experienced there, and he wasn’t the only one. Much like soldiers who returned from war, unable to speak of their horrific experiences, these people needed a safe place where they could tell the world what happened without fear or shame, to go on record so we can all know the truth.
This is a wonderful, sincere, and honest autobiography. It’s more than just a hockey story; it’s a life. Fred pulls no punches and tells it like it was, his joys and sorrows. The challenges of being indigenous in a white man’s world, a white man’s sport. Still, there’s no bitterness here. He makes no attempt to gloss over his own mistakes and flaws. The story is made all the more bittersweet because we lost him to Covid-19 even as this book was being prepared for publication. Rest in peace, Fred. Thank you for this.
This one is a keeper.
I’ve known about the residential schools and the horrors that went on in them for years, but this book has actually given me a greater sense of why the Truth and Reconciliation Commission was necessary. Fred had spent much of his life not telling anybody about the horrors he’d experienced there, and he wasn’t the only one. Much like soldiers who returned from war, unable to speak of their horrific experiences, these people needed a safe place where they could tell the world what happened without fear or shame, to go on record so we can all know the truth.
This is a wonderful, sincere, and honest autobiography. It’s more than just a hockey story; it’s a life. Fred pulls no punches and tells it like it was, his joys and sorrows. The challenges of being indigenous in a white man’s world, a white man’s sport. Still, there’s no bitterness here. He makes no attempt to gloss over his own mistakes and flaws. The story is made all the more bittersweet because we lost him to Covid-19 even as this book was being prepared for publication. Rest in peace, Fred. Thank you for this.
This one is a keeper.
April 17, 2024
This book call me Indian by Fred sasakamoose is a powerful story about Fred’s journey to the national hockey league and all the challenges he faced going into it from his Cree upbringing. Fred was torn from his home at the age of 7 and that is just horrible. Going to residential school is not a thing anyone should ever endure for 10 years before becoming one of 120 players in the elite hockey world to make the nhl. Me being a hockey player myself knows the challenges to become an elite layer and all the days spent training. And it takes a lot of work. He played 19 games for the Chicago black hawks and that is a major accomplishment. Fred affected the hockey and indigenous communities in so many ways he really helped so many young indigenous kids aspire to be like him and become one of the greats. Fred Sasakamoose was the first Indian to make the National Hockey League and that’s huge.
I think this book has a Lot to reflect on, like his accomplishments in junior hockey as well as making his National Hockey League Debut with the Chicago black hawks.
Fred over came so many challenges in his life when he was in a residential school and progressing up the elite hockey level.
Fred was one of 11 children in his family growing up in sandy lake. When he made the nhl he partied with his teammates and acquired the taste for alcohol and got out of shape for the next season so he got cut. He went on and played for a few other non nhl teams before finding his wife then got homesick and decided to quit hockey. I think this book was an amazing example of hard work determination and the drive people have to do something they love. I would recommended this book to everyone.
I think this book has a Lot to reflect on, like his accomplishments in junior hockey as well as making his National Hockey League Debut with the Chicago black hawks.
Fred over came so many challenges in his life when he was in a residential school and progressing up the elite hockey level.
Fred was one of 11 children in his family growing up in sandy lake. When he made the nhl he partied with his teammates and acquired the taste for alcohol and got out of shape for the next season so he got cut. He went on and played for a few other non nhl teams before finding his wife then got homesick and decided to quit hockey. I think this book was an amazing example of hard work determination and the drive people have to do something they love. I would recommended this book to everyone.
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August 14, 2024
Although I am not a hockey or sports fan in general, this was an important memoir about the dangers and hardships that Indigenous people endure when they have to navigate white spaces.
Having been taken from his family home at the young age of six and living through horrific trauma at a residential school, Sasakamoose is a true example of a spirit that would not be broken. His dream was always to go home to the reservation on which his family live and continue the life that was stolen from him.
When the NHL came knocking, he tried to live in their world and became the first Treaty Indigenous player. Sasakamoose wrote about his experience in the NHL world in a very gentle and diplomatic way, affording kindness to ignorant and even cruel treatment that it probably did not deserve.
With strong acknowledgment that he was the lucky one, that he had success and made a good life despite the trauma that still haunts him which many survivors were unable to do, Sasakamoose keeps love and positivity in his heart. His message to celebrate the good things in a life filled with pain is an especially poignant one.
Having been taken from his family home at the young age of six and living through horrific trauma at a residential school, Sasakamoose is a true example of a spirit that would not be broken. His dream was always to go home to the reservation on which his family live and continue the life that was stolen from him.
When the NHL came knocking, he tried to live in their world and became the first Treaty Indigenous player. Sasakamoose wrote about his experience in the NHL world in a very gentle and diplomatic way, affording kindness to ignorant and even cruel treatment that it probably did not deserve.
With strong acknowledgment that he was the lucky one, that he had success and made a good life despite the trauma that still haunts him which many survivors were unable to do, Sasakamoose keeps love and positivity in his heart. His message to celebrate the good things in a life filled with pain is an especially poignant one.
January 17, 2022
CALL ME INDIAN is the story of Fred Sasakamoose, the first treaty aboriginal player to make it to the NHL.
Although Fred's time as a professional hockey player may have been what draws the audience for this book, his story is so much more than that. Before Fred laced up his skates and became something of a hockey prodigy, he spent his formative years inside Canada's horrific residential school system. While a student at St. Michaels in Duck Lake Saskatchewan, Fred experienced unimaginable treatment from the hands of both the school staff and fellow students alike. The fact that Fred, or anyone else, made it out of that system and carried on a relatively "normal" life is beyond surprising. The stories that Fred recounts are ones I'd rather not repeat, but worth reading so more people can understand the atrocities committed against First Nations communities.
Against all odds, Fred eventually makes it to the NHL in 1953 where he would go on to play eleven games as a member of the Chicago Blackhawks. Unfortunately, those eleven games were all he saw in the sport's highest level of competition. Again, just as I said before about his life, his career ended up being so much more than his time in Chicago. As a hero to indigenous youth, Fred would travel Canada competing in various low-level leagues and inspiring a generation of players to pick up a stick and hit the ice - most notably Bryan Trottier, the NHL alumni who wrote the foreword.
Sadly, Fred Sasakamoose passed away due to complications from Covid-19 in late 2020, so he did not live to see his memoir released to the world. I believe he would have been proud of the reception it's received and the importance of his life story in both shining a light on the mistreatment of students within residential schools and his role in inspiring others to reach for their dreams.
Although Fred's time as a professional hockey player may have been what draws the audience for this book, his story is so much more than that. Before Fred laced up his skates and became something of a hockey prodigy, he spent his formative years inside Canada's horrific residential school system. While a student at St. Michaels in Duck Lake Saskatchewan, Fred experienced unimaginable treatment from the hands of both the school staff and fellow students alike. The fact that Fred, or anyone else, made it out of that system and carried on a relatively "normal" life is beyond surprising. The stories that Fred recounts are ones I'd rather not repeat, but worth reading so more people can understand the atrocities committed against First Nations communities.
Against all odds, Fred eventually makes it to the NHL in 1953 where he would go on to play eleven games as a member of the Chicago Blackhawks. Unfortunately, those eleven games were all he saw in the sport's highest level of competition. Again, just as I said before about his life, his career ended up being so much more than his time in Chicago. As a hero to indigenous youth, Fred would travel Canada competing in various low-level leagues and inspiring a generation of players to pick up a stick and hit the ice - most notably Bryan Trottier, the NHL alumni who wrote the foreword.
Sadly, Fred Sasakamoose passed away due to complications from Covid-19 in late 2020, so he did not live to see his memoir released to the world. I believe he would have been proud of the reception it's received and the importance of his life story in both shining a light on the mistreatment of students within residential schools and his role in inspiring others to reach for their dreams.
October 5, 2021
Powerful book. Much more interesting then the typical autobiographical book about athletes.
I found Fred's story interesting, inspiring, but also tragic. For all that he achieved, he was also exposed to so much trauma and loss from his time at residential school, the death of many close family members, and his struggles with alcohol.
In a time where we need to learn more about our Indigenous brothers and sisters I found this a very informative tale. Fred, like many young hockey players at the time, was just trying to live his dream, but misguided approaches by white men in a position of power (coach, GM, etc) lead to it not being as fully accomplished as possible. The racism and harrassment Fred experienced as an Indigenous person made it even harder.
A must read for a sports fan looking to learn more about Indigenous athletes, and about the horrors of the Canadian residential school system.
I found Fred's story interesting, inspiring, but also tragic. For all that he achieved, he was also exposed to so much trauma and loss from his time at residential school, the death of many close family members, and his struggles with alcohol.
In a time where we need to learn more about our Indigenous brothers and sisters I found this a very informative tale. Fred, like many young hockey players at the time, was just trying to live his dream, but misguided approaches by white men in a position of power (coach, GM, etc) lead to it not being as fully accomplished as possible. The racism and harrassment Fred experienced as an Indigenous person made it even harder.
A must read for a sports fan looking to learn more about Indigenous athletes, and about the horrors of the Canadian residential school system.
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