The recent debate about American Dirt and cultural appropriation is one that has been going on for a long time. I think it was for this reason that I put aside reading The Great Believers for so long, as I simply resisted the idea that a ‘bells-and-whistles’ Big Novel about the height of the AIDS crisis in Chicago could be depicted with any degree of accuracy or empathy by a writer not even born at the time.
Yes, I know that is a value judgement in and of itself – actors regularly portray people and professions they know nothing about, so why should it be different with writers? Are we only guaranteed historical accuracy and emotional honesty if, say, an AIDS novel is written by a gay survivor? And if such a novel is written by an ‘outsider’, what legitimacy or authenticity does it have as a result?
My other issue with the book before I began reading it was simply this: We have been there before, got the t-shirt and paid our dues. There are incredible writers exploring new avenues for gay expression at present, particularly regarding issues of gender and heteronormativity. So doesn’t it seem somewhat reductive to revisit the AIDS crisis, especially given recent classics like Christodora by Tim Murphy (2016)?
Interestingly, I chose to read The Great Believers first from ‘my to read’ pile, as I thought it’d be a somewhat ‘lighter’ read than Christodora. I’m glad I did, as now I have an interesting comparison and litmus test when I tackle the Murphy novel. Of course, all of these different books about the same subject become part of a greater literary dialectic that is constantly informed by, and renewed with, each addition.
In her Author’s Note, Makkai highlights that “This project was undertaken with a great deal of ongoing thought and conversations and concerns about the line between allyship and appropriation – a line that might feel different to different readers.” I find the unusual word ‘allyship’ quite interesting. She goes on to add:
It is my great hope that this book will lead the curious to read direct, personal accounts of the AIDS crisis—and that any places where I’ve gotten the details wrong might inspire people to tell their own stories.
Well, this is precisely what so many gay writers have been doing before and after the AIDS crisis – telling their own stories. Many of them are no longer with us, swept along in the tide of devastation and loss, with all that remains in their memory being the books and stories they left behind.
However, Makkai is well aware of the appropriation minefield. “It’s about gay men; I’m a straight woman. It’s about HIV/AIDS; I don’t have it. The story begins in 1985 Chicago; while I’m a lifelong Chicagoan, I was born in 1978 and spent 1985 reading about dinosaurs,” she writes in a 19 June 2018 essay called ‘How to Write Across Difference’.
I’m sympathetic to arguments that artists need to stay in their lanes. I also believe preemptive judgment of work based on its premise, not its merits, is ridiculous. I don’t need to apologize for writing across difference; I need to apologize if I get it wrong. In the end, I’m grateful for our increased sensitivity around issues of cultural appropriation. It has made me a better, more careful writer.
Makkai explains that her narrative decisions were informed by two main considerations: Was she reinforcing or combatting stereotypes? Secondly, she found “shockingly little in book or film about AIDS in Chicago.” This resulted in extensive interviews with survivors and activists, “often speaking for the first time in years about certain memories.” (She specifically points readers to the graphic memoir Taking Turns by AIDS nurse MK Czerwiec, and The Angel of History by Rabih Alameddine.)
My constant mindfulness of these lived stories kept me vigilant, kept me from taking lightly my responsibility as storyteller. It made me more compassionate. If I was going to write about characters I had no business writing about, I’d better not take them for granted. I’d better love them to pieces.
Okay … doesn’t that point down the murky path of melodrama? The AIDS crisis is still such a visceral shadow to an entire generation that it seems one cannot even attempt to write dispassionately about it. Once you let emotion into the equation though, how do you prevent it from trivialising the truth? It sounds like such a conundrum.
Makkai resolves this seemingly impossible dichotomy in quite a brilliant fashion by the simple way she structures her narrative. It is fractured between two timelines and locations, Chicago in 1985 and Paris in 2015 (the November terrorist attacks form an important backdrop.) Attached to the 1985 timeline is a linked story that stretches back to the Second World War, about the decades-long love between a muse and his artist.
It seems like a lot is going on, and the reader does have to work rather harder than normal to keep details and places in context. But this disorientation is precisely one of the effects that Makkai wants to evoke in the reader.
Despite the fact that the book is rooted so firmly in the dire events that transpired at the AIDS unit at Illinois Masonic Hospital, one of the main concerns here is the impact on the next generation, and the ones thereafter, who have all had to externalise the impact of the crisis to some extent or other.
This is focused, heartbreakingly, in the character of Fiona, who begins the book in her 50s looking back on the “bloodbath” of the AIDS crisis. Not only did she lose her own brother to the ravages of the disease, all of her close circle of gay friends succumb to it slowly one by one. Until she is virtually the only one left standing.
I honestly don’t think nearly enough has been written about the women of this period, and the impact that the AIDS crisis had across gender and sexual differences. As Dr. Anthony Fauci has commented in an entirely different context, but which speaks to so much truth in human experience: The virus knows no boundaries or timelines.
The 2015 part of the story recounts how Fiona undertakes a desperate trip to Paris to try to find her estranged daughter, born when she lost one of her last, and closest, friends from this period, an event that has startling ramifications in her own life as mother and surrogate to an entire generation of memories and hope.
What is also interesting about The Great Believers is that Makkai does not sugarcoat the lives of the people she portrays. Yes, many died horribly due to no fault of their own, but this does not absolve them from terrible choices or mistakes they make along the way, the friends and relationships they abandon, and the people they endanger when they know better. “All stories end the same way, don’t they”, Makkai writes.
She was struck by the selfish thought that this was not fair to her. That she’d been in the middle of a different story, one that had nothing to do with this. She was a person who was finding her daughter, making things right with her daughter, and there was no room in that story for the idiocy of extreme religion, the violence of men she’d never met. Just as she’d been in the middle of a story about divorce when the towers fell in New York City, throwing everyone’s careful plans to shit. Just as she’d once been in a story about raising her own brother, growing up with her brother in the city on their own, making it in the world, when the virus and the indifference of greedy men had steamrolled through. She thought of Nora, whose art and love were interrupted by assassination and war. Stupid men and their stupid violence, tearing apart everything good that was ever built. Why couldn’t you ever just go after your life without tripping over some idiot’s dick?
So, in the end, I was quite impressed with Makkai’s achievement here. Her writing is meticulous and her characterisation impeccable. There is a lot of background detail that the average reader probably does not even notice, but which is testament to what must have been an exhaustive research trawl for the writer. I can only imagine how difficult it must have been to interview the people she did, and the mantle of responsibility this must have placed on her. But it is a truth she speaks proudly and eloquently for she is, of course, herself a great believer.