Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️/5
This book was an interesting read and definitely a lot different to what I was expecting as I was not expecting it to focus so heavily on Anna's pregnancy. There are a lot of heavy topics in this book so definitely check out content warnings (I have included them below) before thinking about reading this book. The whole time I was reading this book I kept thinking that it was not a thriller, it was more of a contemporary tale - there were definitely moments where it felt like it was a play or theatre performance as it just seemed like Anna was living through a nightmare.
Within the last 20%, it felt like it was a mad craze where everything seemed to be happening all at once which I think was just too much. There were definitely scenarios in this book that could have been taken out and it would have still packed just as much of a punch. A lot of things felt like they were just added in for the shock factor.
The chapters at the end are very short. It jumps to multiple narratives which feels like it is trying to tie up lose ends very fast and not in a way that makes total sense. There feels like there is quite a few plot holes as things have been left to be ambiguous or have not been concluded. It is weird how there is a wrap up at the end of what some of the characters are doing a year later but it does not include all of the characters, which I think would have answered some questions I still had left.
I did not feel like there any twists within this book as it felt kind of predictable in terms of what was going to happen - from the start, it was only going to end one way or another. However, I did enjoy this book and I struggled to put the book down as I wanted to see what dark route this book was going to take. This book does contain representation for Jewish characters (Nicholas; Sarah; Anna; baby Sarah), deaf characters (Charmaine and her father) and bisexual characters (Neil and Dermot).
⚠️ Content warnings: blood, pregnancy, sexual situations, vomiting, alcohol and drug use, profanity, derogatory language, fertility issues, mentions terrorists, torture and organised violence, survivor's guilt, slavery, scars, child soldier, cancer, post-natal depression, miscarriage and suicide, physical assault, adoption, fatphobia, death, murder, vehicle accident, sexual harassment, mental health illness (PTSD; antidepressants; antipsychotics; dissociation), cycling accident, cheating, intrusive thoughts, intoxication, masturbation, rape (also attempted and resulting in pregnancy), underage pregnancy, self harm, alcoholism, car crash, passive bystander to sexual harassment, indecent exposure, sexual violence, imprisonment, fat shaming, domestic abuse, drugging, racism and sexism ⚠️
Thank you very much to NetGalley and the publisher Headline, Wildfire for the opportunity to read this book!
I have posted this review to my NetGalley and Goodreads accounts. I will also post a review on my Instagram and Tiktok a week before the publication date (2nd March 2023). This book will be available to purchase as an hardback for £16.99, audiobook for £19.24 or an e-book for £7.99.