“Objects from April and May” is the first collection of poems by Zena Agha, Palestinian-Iraqi poet based in London. I was really curious about it but it left me rather disappointed. Agha’s poems are framed around the mugging incident at gunpoint she was a victim of outside her partner’s house in California; the attackers stole her most treasured possessions - three necklaces she has always worn around her neck, the oldest one for almost two decades. Agha describes the incident in the author’s note at the beginning of the collection, and the poems follow.
Shock, fear, loss and grief associated with the incident encouraged her to reflect on such experiences in relation to mourning, displacement, loss - of material possessions, of people, of land, of oneself, of the past and the future - experienced by many dispossessed people: Palestinians, Iraqis, Syrians. There are a lot of ruminations around the traumatic incident she herself experienced but I often felt that each new poem talks about exactly the same, without revealing anything new or introducing new thoughts or observations. Agha plays a lot with the form, however this also didn’t seem to bring much value to the poems. At least I failed to notice the merit of structural experiments in most of these texts (and they weren’t even that experimental, hundreds of poets around the world have already done this in many decades before she was born). Many poems seem to be casual drafts of ideas, thoughts written on napkins, in much need of editing and polishing. I love the concept around this collection but sadly, with no intention to disrespect Zena Agha, the poems and the emotions she tried to convey feel neither original nor very well put together to me.