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Like Sapphire Blue
“Your eyes are amazing. I’ve never seen a blue like that.”
Emma Landry is tough, independent, beautiful, and smart. Being an outcast unable to identify with her classmates, she was willing to do whatever it takes to climb her way out of poverty.
“What color would you say they are?”
Like Sapphire Blue
Having never known a mother’s love, her father “Bear”, raised her on the wrong side of the tracks in a wealthy town.
When success beckons, the woman she’s been in love with is, finally, within her grasp. Life is now worth living and loving. That is, until a dark family secret is revealed. A secret tied into the very fabric of who she is, and what she spent a lifetime working to overcome.
Faced with a foundation shattering treachery, Emma finds herself at the crossroads. Can she
overcome a destiny stronger than death, destitution, and murder, to prove she is more than just her father’s daughter? Or will this new knowledge lead her to destroy the world she’s spent a lifetime building?
Emma Landry is tough, independent, beautiful, and smart. Being an outcast unable to identify with her classmates, she was willing to do whatever it takes to climb her way out of poverty.
“What color would you say they are?”
Like Sapphire Blue
Having never known a mother’s love, her father “Bear”, raised her on the wrong side of the tracks in a wealthy town.
When success beckons, the woman she’s been in love with is, finally, within her grasp. Life is now worth living and loving. That is, until a dark family secret is revealed. A secret tied into the very fabric of who she is, and what she spent a lifetime working to overcome.
Faced with a foundation shattering treachery, Emma finds herself at the crossroads. Can she
overcome a destiny stronger than death, destitution, and murder, to prove she is more than just her father’s daughter? Or will this new knowledge lead her to destroy the world she’s spent a lifetime building?
323 pages, Kindle Edition
Published April 1, 2022
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May 10, 2023
(withholding the 4th star because i hated the ending)
i wasn't feeling it at first but at 70% in i was stunned... i don't think i took my eyes off for even a second after that.
i wasn't feeling it at first but at 70% in i was stunned... i don't think i took my eyes off for even a second after that.
May 29, 2024
Not your typical sapphic story. It would make a great BBC drama!!!
September 26, 2025
A tragic tale of heartbreak and betrayal.
When did the crack really begin? They were both to blame. There never was true honesty between them; too much expectations, too entitled, too hopeful.
They considered fulfilling their responsibilities they had towards each other as favors that would need to be repaid at some future date and they would use it as a form of emotional blackmail. The truth is they couldn't stand each other's attitude but they hid it well under their brittle love.
Perhaps they were never really meant for each other and yet they tried but the bridge had too many cracks across the chasm. Their lives and their worlds were just too far apart. And this was only exacerbated by external factors.
Was Emma's action justified? Objectively no but subjectively perhaps in her mind it was the only way to sever and end everything completely. It also eliminates any and all competing claims. No one gets the golden goose.
In conclusion it was a really sad love story. We see the beginning, we see the end. We see the love, the happiness and the sadness, the pain, the turmoil throughout culminating in one moment of madness and regret.
And perhaps a second chance at love.
These are my thoughts on the book in return for a free copy I received.
* TW: Rape, Abuse, Violence, Sex, Death, and Profanity
When did the crack really begin? They were both to blame. There never was true honesty between them; too much expectations, too entitled, too hopeful.
They considered fulfilling their responsibilities they had towards each other as favors that would need to be repaid at some future date and they would use it as a form of emotional blackmail. The truth is they couldn't stand each other's attitude but they hid it well under their brittle love.
Perhaps they were never really meant for each other and yet they tried but the bridge had too many cracks across the chasm. Their lives and their worlds were just too far apart. And this was only exacerbated by external factors.
Was Emma's action justified? Objectively no but subjectively perhaps in her mind it was the only way to sever and end everything completely. It also eliminates any and all competing claims. No one gets the golden goose.
In conclusion it was a really sad love story. We see the beginning, we see the end. We see the love, the happiness and the sadness, the pain, the turmoil throughout culminating in one moment of madness and regret.
And perhaps a second chance at love.
These are my thoughts on the book in return for a free copy I received.
* TW: Rape, Abuse, Violence, Sex, Death, and Profanity
June 4, 2024
What I wanted to happen didn’t happen, but I guess I can’t always get what I want. It took me some time to get invested in this book, but around the 60-70% mark I was very very very invested. Overall, I was super entertained. This one gets 4.25 stars from me :) Can more people read this so we can talk about the ending pls????
May 16, 2025
3.5 rounded to 4
This book! I have deliberated over this one. I can't remember if there is but it does need a trigger warning or two!
It took a while to gel with the characters, Emma and Bailey. Emma's character growth was substantial, the more I read the more I was invested in her story. The twists I did not expect. The ending has the opening for a follow up book.
This book! I have deliberated over this one. I can't remember if there is but it does need a trigger warning or two!
It took a while to gel with the characters, Emma and Bailey. Emma's character growth was substantial, the more I read the more I was invested in her story. The twists I did not expect. The ending has the opening for a follow up book.
October 17, 2022
A must read!
Emma was raised by her dad, the subject of her mother taboo and never discussed. Her curiosity grew and she was determined to find out more about her mother and why she abandoned her. The revelation of a dark secret impacted her life in more ways than one!
This is one of those books that you know could develop into a great series as the story can continue along so many paths. A fantastic piece of writing that captivates you from the start, jumping between past and present that takes you full circle giving a great insight into Emma's life, her upbringing and an understanding for her behaviour. Emma journeys through times of darkness and light, experiencing the polar opposites of blissful joy and utter misery, deceipt and finally tradegy. A moving story that stirs the emotions, with plenty of twists and turns where intrigue drives you on to read the next chapter. Very well written, can't wait for the next, great job by a talented author!
Emma was raised by her dad, the subject of her mother taboo and never discussed. Her curiosity grew and she was determined to find out more about her mother and why she abandoned her. The revelation of a dark secret impacted her life in more ways than one!
This is one of those books that you know could develop into a great series as the story can continue along so many paths. A fantastic piece of writing that captivates you from the start, jumping between past and present that takes you full circle giving a great insight into Emma's life, her upbringing and an understanding for her behaviour. Emma journeys through times of darkness and light, experiencing the polar opposites of blissful joy and utter misery, deceipt and finally tradegy. A moving story that stirs the emotions, with plenty of twists and turns where intrigue drives you on to read the next chapter. Very well written, can't wait for the next, great job by a talented author!
August 8, 2022
Like Sapphire Blue (I love the title!) is an excellent book. Part coming-of-age drama, part romance and part intriguing thriller.
It begins with Emma and her wife sitting down to dine. There is problems within their marriage and Emma is asking why.
But the bulk of the book is told in flashbacks and we learn about Emma's childhood where she was raised in a shack in the woods by her father, Bear, and her uncle - her mother having disappeared when she was a baby. We learn about her school life, her early conversion to vegetarianism, her isolation and her sense of invisibility as she is ostracised by her peers.
Emma grows up, falls in love and her life is happy and perfect. Until.... ah, read it and you will find out!
I had a sneaky suspicion what had happened. The author left a clue here and there, and I was delighted when I discovered I was correct in my assumption.
This book is a gem. A beautiful sapphire. I loved it. The characters were so well-written I feel I know them and the settings put me right there with Emma.
It begins with Emma and her wife sitting down to dine. There is problems within their marriage and Emma is asking why.
But the bulk of the book is told in flashbacks and we learn about Emma's childhood where she was raised in a shack in the woods by her father, Bear, and her uncle - her mother having disappeared when she was a baby. We learn about her school life, her early conversion to vegetarianism, her isolation and her sense of invisibility as she is ostracised by her peers.
Emma grows up, falls in love and her life is happy and perfect. Until.... ah, read it and you will find out!
I had a sneaky suspicion what had happened. The author left a clue here and there, and I was delighted when I discovered I was correct in my assumption.
This book is a gem. A beautiful sapphire. I loved it. The characters were so well-written I feel I know them and the settings put me right there with Emma.
June 6, 2022
What I find most interesting about this book, is just how well the characters and their backstories are presented. For a time, it nearly felt like a LGBTQ coming of age story that I got to be along for the ride on, watching this main character, Emma, navigate the struggles of a toxic childhood into adulthood, coming to terms with identity and what that means for her individually. The themes of horrid cycles and sort of generation trauma, as well as poverty and trying to find a place of belonging in life felt so genuine it became easy to get lost in. It is not all too often I am left wondering how everything is going to tie in together, but the author knows how to keep a reader guessing. I was absolutely on the edge of my seat, wondering what would happen next and how it would turn out.
Reactions from surrounding characters felt real and I enjoyed both the good and the bad of the decisions made, which is not always the case for me.
Overall, great book!
Reactions from surrounding characters felt real and I enjoyed both the good and the bad of the decisions made, which is not always the case for me.
Overall, great book!
May 6, 2023
I received this book from Erik at Breakeven Books who is hosting this book tour.
LGBTQIA+, Award-winning, written by a teacher, indie author
Winner of the 2023 Reader Views Reviewers Choice Fiction Book of the Year.
Purchase Link
https://www.amazon.com/Like-Sapphire-...
Each chapter starts in the present day, with our main character Emma having dinner with her wife. Then we flashback to Emma in different time periods in her life starting in between the years of 1976-1991. Each flashback focuses on key events that happen to Emma as she grows up, from a young child, high school, college and brings us to the dinner we start each chapter with.
This book reads like a coming of age story, with several mysteries past and present that keep you guessing.
I enjoyed the book, the concept is great and you really connect with Emma as you see her grow up. I loved that it’s sapphic, I’ve not read many coming of age stories with a female lead with them discovering their sexuality. And even though there is romance in the book, it’s not the driving force.
However, at some point the writing felt clunky and it repeated itself. Which took me out of the story. Overall I liked the book and have found out there is a sequel which is now on my tbr. If you enjoy stories about strong women overcoming life’s trials and tribulations, some mystery and romance you should enjoy this book.
LGBTQIA+, Award-winning, written by a teacher, indie author
Winner of the 2023 Reader Views Reviewers Choice Fiction Book of the Year.
Purchase Link
https://www.amazon.com/Like-Sapphire-...
Each chapter starts in the present day, with our main character Emma having dinner with her wife. Then we flashback to Emma in different time periods in her life starting in between the years of 1976-1991. Each flashback focuses on key events that happen to Emma as she grows up, from a young child, high school, college and brings us to the dinner we start each chapter with.
This book reads like a coming of age story, with several mysteries past and present that keep you guessing.
I enjoyed the book, the concept is great and you really connect with Emma as you see her grow up. I loved that it’s sapphic, I’ve not read many coming of age stories with a female lead with them discovering their sexuality. And even though there is romance in the book, it’s not the driving force.
However, at some point the writing felt clunky and it repeated itself. Which took me out of the story. Overall I liked the book and have found out there is a sequel which is now on my tbr. If you enjoy stories about strong women overcoming life’s trials and tribulations, some mystery and romance you should enjoy this book.
May 11, 2022
I first “met up” with Marisa Billions’ amazing talent when reading her novel, “This Too Shall Pass.” An amazing book with memorable characters, that debut was extremely difficult to put down. So, when I was told that a second book had arrived, I was more than excited. What I wasn’t ready for, however, was an even better book that offered me romance, mystery, suspense, incredible characters, and emotions that ran so deep the story actually changed my thoughts on some aspects of life, while strengthening my own beliefs regarding others. It was as if Ms. Billions knew exactly what her characters had to present in order to make a perfect read, and then completely succeeded in her task.
In “Like Sapphire Blue,” readers get to feel like they’re sitting in a cinema watching the path of the main character, Emma Landry, play out before their eyes. At first sight, we spot a ritzy dining room with an elegant meal laid out on a stunning table. We see the crown moldings decorating the wealthy dining area, and two women sitting in complete silence. It’s an awkward stillness; it is a scene showing the irreparable damage existing between a married couple, once madly in love, now trying to just get through a meal.
Emma has a brain running non-stop while wishing her wife would at least look up and acknowledge her in some way. Emma is hurt, and she is going over the pictures and events of her past, attempting to wrap her head around the moment in time where the once loving relationship she had with her wife turned into this emotional upheaval that just doesn’t feel like it works anymore. She’s desperate to understand when the glitter faded from the rose.
While trying to find answers, Emma goes back in time, unveiling her early life to us all. We feel for her while watching Emma grow up being raised by men. Her mother had disappeared into the night, so to speak, when she was only a baby, leaving Emma with a father, an uncle, and a life of mediocrity. Calling a trailer “home,” Emma lives in meager, deprived circumstances on the “other side of the tracks” in a wealthy town. All she wants is to crawl into a hole and stay there. Call her what you will—a rebel, a loner—Emma is alone in her world and wants to keep it that way. Unfortunately, the path of a bully crosses Emma’s path when she’s only a pre-teen and adds a darkness to her life that makes loneliness seem like a goal she’d like to achieve again…but the nightmarish realities of the world will not just let her be.
We follow Emma as she opens the doors to the courageous yet harsh world that LGBTQ individuals must deal with daily; we see the inequality and bullying they experience from the small minds and even smaller hearts of those who think their morals and beliefs are the only ones that matter. And although this ridiculous “punishment” continues in this world against all creeds, colors, and sexual preferences today, we also see the positives that have come from legalized marriages and a new generation standing up, coming out, and voicing their love for one another no matter what the small-minded still choose to preach.
When Emma uncovers mysteries—secrets buried within her own family tree—and her world once again hits emotional turmoil, the story grows even more intense. And when the finale comes along, readers, you will quite literally gasp at what the writer brings together to culminate in one of the most memorable endings ever written.
I will never forget Emma, her father “Bear,” and the wealth of supporting characters in this one. The wealthy town, the wrong side of the tracks – all of it reminded me of various aspects of my own life – and the independence, intelligence, and all out strength of Emma will inspire me for a long, long time to come. I can’t wait for Marisa’s next story!
In “Like Sapphire Blue,” readers get to feel like they’re sitting in a cinema watching the path of the main character, Emma Landry, play out before their eyes. At first sight, we spot a ritzy dining room with an elegant meal laid out on a stunning table. We see the crown moldings decorating the wealthy dining area, and two women sitting in complete silence. It’s an awkward stillness; it is a scene showing the irreparable damage existing between a married couple, once madly in love, now trying to just get through a meal.
Emma has a brain running non-stop while wishing her wife would at least look up and acknowledge her in some way. Emma is hurt, and she is going over the pictures and events of her past, attempting to wrap her head around the moment in time where the once loving relationship she had with her wife turned into this emotional upheaval that just doesn’t feel like it works anymore. She’s desperate to understand when the glitter faded from the rose.
While trying to find answers, Emma goes back in time, unveiling her early life to us all. We feel for her while watching Emma grow up being raised by men. Her mother had disappeared into the night, so to speak, when she was only a baby, leaving Emma with a father, an uncle, and a life of mediocrity. Calling a trailer “home,” Emma lives in meager, deprived circumstances on the “other side of the tracks” in a wealthy town. All she wants is to crawl into a hole and stay there. Call her what you will—a rebel, a loner—Emma is alone in her world and wants to keep it that way. Unfortunately, the path of a bully crosses Emma’s path when she’s only a pre-teen and adds a darkness to her life that makes loneliness seem like a goal she’d like to achieve again…but the nightmarish realities of the world will not just let her be.
We follow Emma as she opens the doors to the courageous yet harsh world that LGBTQ individuals must deal with daily; we see the inequality and bullying they experience from the small minds and even smaller hearts of those who think their morals and beliefs are the only ones that matter. And although this ridiculous “punishment” continues in this world against all creeds, colors, and sexual preferences today, we also see the positives that have come from legalized marriages and a new generation standing up, coming out, and voicing their love for one another no matter what the small-minded still choose to preach.
When Emma uncovers mysteries—secrets buried within her own family tree—and her world once again hits emotional turmoil, the story grows even more intense. And when the finale comes along, readers, you will quite literally gasp at what the writer brings together to culminate in one of the most memorable endings ever written.
I will never forget Emma, her father “Bear,” and the wealth of supporting characters in this one. The wealthy town, the wrong side of the tracks – all of it reminded me of various aspects of my own life – and the independence, intelligence, and all out strength of Emma will inspire me for a long, long time to come. I can’t wait for Marisa’s next story!
June 5, 2022
LOVED THIS BOOK!
I have a really big love-hate relationship with the characters in Like Sapphire Blue. I say “love-hate” because although some characters have positive attributes to them. They can be kind and caring but also have their bad moments, just as any human being would. Not every person is really good, but not every person entirely bad either. Unless you’re.. well… you’ll know who when you read the book. 😉
I think my favorite aspect is how Marisa portrays a deteriorating psychological development in her main character after a really traumatic childhood that continues on into adulthood. As a parent to two small children myself, and someone who’s been through a load of trauma, it’s sort of grounding to see how a gradual toxic relationship can twist the future.
I can also relate a lot to the ideas of poverty that she has given and connect to it on a deeper level.
I think overall there’s a REAL feel to this book. Something I can’t quite put my hand on, and I love it!
I have a really big love-hate relationship with the characters in Like Sapphire Blue. I say “love-hate” because although some characters have positive attributes to them. They can be kind and caring but also have their bad moments, just as any human being would. Not every person is really good, but not every person entirely bad either. Unless you’re.. well… you’ll know who when you read the book. 😉
I think my favorite aspect is how Marisa portrays a deteriorating psychological development in her main character after a really traumatic childhood that continues on into adulthood. As a parent to two small children myself, and someone who’s been through a load of trauma, it’s sort of grounding to see how a gradual toxic relationship can twist the future.
I can also relate a lot to the ideas of poverty that she has given and connect to it on a deeper level.
I think overall there’s a REAL feel to this book. Something I can’t quite put my hand on, and I love it!
August 21, 2023
This is a book that falls somewhere in the psychological thriller genre. I've given it 5⭐️ because it challenged me like no book I've read in a very long time. It led me into places that made me emotionally uncomfortable - taking me right to the edge of my comfort zone. And then the author gently opened me up to feel compassion - making me expand my comfort zone so I could keep going. And I HAD to keep going. The book had that driven feel to it. You know the kind that keeps you reading even when you're desperate for sleep
I don't want to give anything away … but let me say, it's a book about obsession, about clinging to dreams when they no longer serve, about needing to come to terms with your actions and taking responsibility, about the limits of running away.
I don't want to give anything away … but let me say, it's a book about obsession, about clinging to dreams when they no longer serve, about needing to come to terms with your actions and taking responsibility, about the limits of running away.
dnf
July 4, 2025i lost the interest in this book after finding out about some stuff… there’s a probability i will finish in the future because i am a way too curious but for now is definitely a dnf.
September 17, 2024
Heartbreaking. I'm still crying.
December 3, 2023
Have you ever found yourself inexplicably drawn to a character, celebrating their triumphs, yet grappling with a nagging moral unease? "Sapphire Blue" by Marissa Billions is a literary roller coaster that evokes precisely this complex emotional journey.
From the very beginning, I was captivated by the protagonist's relentless determination to defy the odds stacked against her. She didn't passively accept life's challenges; she confronted them head-on, unyielding in her resolve. The narrative was replete with unexpected twists and turns, leaving me on the edge of my seat, eagerly embracing each shocking revelation.
Marissa Billions possesses a remarkable gift for crafting both words and characters that ensnare your heart. Even when her characters engage in morally questionable actions, you find yourself inexplicably rooting for them. As I closed the final pages, I was left pondering my own ethics, still unsure of my stance on the enigmatic conclusion. Ultimately, I've come to accept that I simultaneously agree and disagree with myself, a testament to the book's thought-provoking power.
Few authors have the ability to make a story linger in your thoughts long after you've turned the last page, forging a connection between the reader and the characters as if they were cherished friends. Marissa Billions is one of those rare talents, and I wholeheartedly recommend delving into her books. However, I must offer a word of caution: "Like Sapphire Blue" merely hints at the emotional whirlwind awaiting you within its pages; it's a title that doesn't even scratch the surface of the profound impact this novel will have on your emotions.
From the very beginning, I was captivated by the protagonist's relentless determination to defy the odds stacked against her. She didn't passively accept life's challenges; she confronted them head-on, unyielding in her resolve. The narrative was replete with unexpected twists and turns, leaving me on the edge of my seat, eagerly embracing each shocking revelation.
Marissa Billions possesses a remarkable gift for crafting both words and characters that ensnare your heart. Even when her characters engage in morally questionable actions, you find yourself inexplicably rooting for them. As I closed the final pages, I was left pondering my own ethics, still unsure of my stance on the enigmatic conclusion. Ultimately, I've come to accept that I simultaneously agree and disagree with myself, a testament to the book's thought-provoking power.
Few authors have the ability to make a story linger in your thoughts long after you've turned the last page, forging a connection between the reader and the characters as if they were cherished friends. Marissa Billions is one of those rare talents, and I wholeheartedly recommend delving into her books. However, I must offer a word of caution: "Like Sapphire Blue" merely hints at the emotional whirlwind awaiting you within its pages; it's a title that doesn't even scratch the surface of the profound impact this novel will have on your emotions.
October 18, 2025
This book is a challenging, deeply emotional read, built upon an undeniably intriguing foundation. The author employs a compelling non-linear structure, shifting between the characters' past and present narratives—a technique that worked for me. Billions uses the juxtaposition of timelines to build tension and reveal character motivations effectively.
One of the book's major draws is its commitment to character history. Readers who enjoy sinking into a story rich with background detail will appreciate the extensive context provided for the main characters.
At the core of the narrative is a central relationship—a marriage—that is painted with frustrating yet profound realism. The depiction of how outside forces and internal conflicts pull two people apart feels deeply relatable.
The narrative richness, however, is occasionally undercut by the style and pacing. There was a tendency toward telling rather than showing.
The story does not shy away from confronting difficult realities. It tackles themes of poverty, bullying, found family, and sexual violence. Prospective readers should be forewarned that the content is undeniably heavy.
This thematic intensity culminates around the 70% mark with a major, unexpected plot development—a true "shocker" that fundamentally alters the rest of the book. This twist is a narrative doozy that will surprise anyone reading it.
It’s an emotionally dense and structurally fascinating story best suited for readers prepared for intense themes and who value extensive background over moment-to-moment showing.
One of the book's major draws is its commitment to character history. Readers who enjoy sinking into a story rich with background detail will appreciate the extensive context provided for the main characters.
At the core of the narrative is a central relationship—a marriage—that is painted with frustrating yet profound realism. The depiction of how outside forces and internal conflicts pull two people apart feels deeply relatable.
The narrative richness, however, is occasionally undercut by the style and pacing. There was a tendency toward telling rather than showing.
The story does not shy away from confronting difficult realities. It tackles themes of poverty, bullying, found family, and sexual violence. Prospective readers should be forewarned that the content is undeniably heavy.
This thematic intensity culminates around the 70% mark with a major, unexpected plot development—a true "shocker" that fundamentally alters the rest of the book. This twist is a narrative doozy that will surprise anyone reading it.
It’s an emotionally dense and structurally fascinating story best suited for readers prepared for intense themes and who value extensive background over moment-to-moment showing.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
February 2, 2023
um WOW! Like Sapphire Blue is one of my new all time favorite books
Emma is raised by her father and uncle with little money and no other family. Talking of her mother/other relatives is not tolerated as she is told they "did not want to be in her life". Emma struggles to make a name for herself/escape the box that everyone else automatically puts her in (poor, no future, etc.). Emma discovers a talent for athletics and is able to work her way out of this town through a sports scholarship. Throughout the story Emma uncovers dark secrets about her past, and the people she thought she knew best turn out to have been lying to her for her whole life.
This book is both romance and thriller and like no other book I've ever read. I devoured this book and wish that I could reread it for the first time all over again. Do yourself a favor and buy this book, you will not regret it. Weeks later I am still thinking about the major plot twist in the book. Could not recommend more!!
Emma is raised by her father and uncle with little money and no other family. Talking of her mother/other relatives is not tolerated as she is told they "did not want to be in her life". Emma struggles to make a name for herself/escape the box that everyone else automatically puts her in (poor, no future, etc.). Emma discovers a talent for athletics and is able to work her way out of this town through a sports scholarship. Throughout the story Emma uncovers dark secrets about her past, and the people she thought she knew best turn out to have been lying to her for her whole life.
This book is both romance and thriller and like no other book I've ever read. I devoured this book and wish that I could reread it for the first time all over again. Do yourself a favor and buy this book, you will not regret it. Weeks later I am still thinking about the major plot twist in the book. Could not recommend more!!
June 6, 2024
DNF at 62% .
The book "Like Sapphire Blue" by Marisa Billions is a captivating read that had me hooked from the start. I couldn't put it down until the story took a dark turn. As a survivor of trauma, I found that some parts of the book were triggering and brought up unwanted memories. I appreciate the author's efforts to address important issues, but it was too much for me. I had to put the book down and move on to something else. It's important to prioritize our mental and emotional well-being, and sometimes that means recognizing when a book is not right for us. While it's always disappointing when a book we were initially excited about doesn't live up to our expectations, it's okay to put it down and move on to something else. I hope the author continues to tackle difficult subjects in her writing, but I also hope that readers will approach her work with caution if they have a history of trauma.
The book "Like Sapphire Blue" by Marisa Billions is a captivating read that had me hooked from the start. I couldn't put it down until the story took a dark turn. As a survivor of trauma, I found that some parts of the book were triggering and brought up unwanted memories. I appreciate the author's efforts to address important issues, but it was too much for me. I had to put the book down and move on to something else. It's important to prioritize our mental and emotional well-being, and sometimes that means recognizing when a book is not right for us. While it's always disappointing when a book we were initially excited about doesn't live up to our expectations, it's okay to put it down and move on to something else. I hope the author continues to tackle difficult subjects in her writing, but I also hope that readers will approach her work with caution if they have a history of trauma.
November 13, 2022
The storyline was complex, unusual, and lengthy. The characters were not the kind of folks that I would meet in my daily life or be likely to interact with. This made for an interesting read on an arm's-length basis. I could not truly care about the characters, but only observe them. It felt like some of the critical situations pivotal to the plot repeated themselves awkwardly. This is not a favorite genre of mine, so other readers could certainly enjoy this book more than I did.
January 8, 2025
This book wrecked my soul in the best way possible. It’s such a beautiful heartbreaking story. Emma is such a complex, deep exceptionally written character and I couldn’t help but love her. I was rooting for her from the start! I don’t know what it is with Marisa but she beautifully cracks open my heart every time I read one of her stories. So many deep and complicated feelings and themes in this book. I devoured it and couldn’t get enough. Absolutely stunning.
July 9, 2025
I received copies of all three books in this series directly from the author (a friend of my second cousin), and I devoured them all in one weekend. They’re fast-paced, emotionally intense, and packed with drama—definitely not light reading, but deeply engaging.
Like Sapphire Blue kicks off the series with a bang. The structure—alternating between past and present—initially threw me off, but I came to appreciate how it mirrors the protagonist Emma’s fractured and evolving understanding of her own life. The payoff is chilling and powerful: Emma, shaped by a lifetime of trauma, ends up mirroring the very violence that shaped her childhood.
Emma’s journey is harrowing. Raised in a trailer by her father and uncle after her mother’s mysterious disappearance, she endures relentless bullying, sexual harassment, and later, sexual assault. Despite it all, she excels academically and athletically, eventually becoming a lawyer. Her romantic relationship with another girl—who is dating Emma’s bully—adds another layer of tension, especially when that girlfriend is sent to conversion therapy. The emotional weight of these experiences is heavy, but the characters’ inner lives are well-developed and the dialogue feels authentic.
One thing that did pull me out of the story at times was the extensive description of interiors and furniture. I later learned from the author that this was intentional—she wants readers to see what she sees—but for me, it occasionally slowed the momentum.
Still, the sheer volume of adversity faced by Emma and nearly every other character is staggering. It borders on overwhelming, but it also underscores the resilience and complexity of these characters. Emma’s eventual imprisonment and her work helping fellow inmates with literacy and legal matters adds a redemptive arc that I found compelling.
If you’re looking for a story that doesn’t shy away from dark themes and moral ambiguity, this one’s for you. Just be prepared for a wild emotional ride.
Like Sapphire Blue kicks off the series with a bang. The structure—alternating between past and present—initially threw me off, but I came to appreciate how it mirrors the protagonist Emma’s fractured and evolving understanding of her own life. The payoff is chilling and powerful: Emma, shaped by a lifetime of trauma, ends up mirroring the very violence that shaped her childhood.
Emma’s journey is harrowing. Raised in a trailer by her father and uncle after her mother’s mysterious disappearance, she endures relentless bullying, sexual harassment, and later, sexual assault. Despite it all, she excels academically and athletically, eventually becoming a lawyer. Her romantic relationship with another girl—who is dating Emma’s bully—adds another layer of tension, especially when that girlfriend is sent to conversion therapy. The emotional weight of these experiences is heavy, but the characters’ inner lives are well-developed and the dialogue feels authentic.
One thing that did pull me out of the story at times was the extensive description of interiors and furniture. I later learned from the author that this was intentional—she wants readers to see what she sees—but for me, it occasionally slowed the momentum.
Still, the sheer volume of adversity faced by Emma and nearly every other character is staggering. It borders on overwhelming, but it also underscores the resilience and complexity of these characters. Emma’s eventual imprisonment and her work helping fellow inmates with literacy and legal matters adds a redemptive arc that I found compelling.
If you’re looking for a story that doesn’t shy away from dark themes and moral ambiguity, this one’s for you. Just be prepared for a wild emotional ride.
July 16, 2022
Let me just say at the outset, Like Sapphire Blue is a terrific read. Emma Landry’s story is captivating, full of highs and lows, and it keeps you glued to the page. It’s a love story, a success story, a story about overcoming prejudice and bullying, and it’s a tragedy in the Shakespearean sense.
Emma is beautiful, a brilliant student, a top-notch athlete, and a passionate lover. She’s also a flawed character. Her temper sometimes gets her through some tough spots, and it causes her to make poor choices that come back to haunt her. That said, Emma is an intriguing character who we root for to the end.
I have no real-life experience that matches hers, but I felt her plight deeply. That’s the sign of an excellent writer. Marisa Billions's prose grabbed me from the first page and held me all the way. Emma and her trials stayed with me even when life intervened, and I was forced to put down the book.
We encounter many characters here you want to hug, and a few you want to punch in the face. I could feel Emma’s rage, anxiety, and happiness right along with her. And those feelings stayed with me well after I turned the last page. Warning, although I wasn’t personally affected by them, there are some major triggers to deal with in Like Sapphire Blue. Just like real life.
Billions adroitly manages the constant shifts between the present and the past allowing us to see what drives Emma and to understand her hopes and fears. The novel is full of surprises, twists, disappointments, and triumphs. I must admit to feeling trepidation whenever things seemed to be going too well for Emma as I waited for something awful to happen to disrupt her life.
The point is, while I suppose Like Sapphire Blue is not your standard beach read, it is definitely a must-read. I recommend it highly.
Emma is beautiful, a brilliant student, a top-notch athlete, and a passionate lover. She’s also a flawed character. Her temper sometimes gets her through some tough spots, and it causes her to make poor choices that come back to haunt her. That said, Emma is an intriguing character who we root for to the end.
I have no real-life experience that matches hers, but I felt her plight deeply. That’s the sign of an excellent writer. Marisa Billions's prose grabbed me from the first page and held me all the way. Emma and her trials stayed with me even when life intervened, and I was forced to put down the book.
We encounter many characters here you want to hug, and a few you want to punch in the face. I could feel Emma’s rage, anxiety, and happiness right along with her. And those feelings stayed with me well after I turned the last page. Warning, although I wasn’t personally affected by them, there are some major triggers to deal with in Like Sapphire Blue. Just like real life.
Billions adroitly manages the constant shifts between the present and the past allowing us to see what drives Emma and to understand her hopes and fears. The novel is full of surprises, twists, disappointments, and triumphs. I must admit to feeling trepidation whenever things seemed to be going too well for Emma as I waited for something awful to happen to disrupt her life.
The point is, while I suppose Like Sapphire Blue is not your standard beach read, it is definitely a must-read. I recommend it highly.
August 20, 2022
This is a deeply moving and darkly fascinating story, a love story that proceeds with foreboding and the sense that the next thing that happens will be bad. I wasn't drawn into it the way you usually are by such a story, but that was merely a technical thing. The first few times the author establishes the setting, there are just too many details to winnow through to easily get to the good parts. Settings should be painted more like a quickly dashed-off watercolor than an intricately detailed oil painting. But once you are through the oil paintings, the power of the emotionally rich and detailed character development takes over completely. Emma, especially, but also Baily and the villainous Rhys are layered and complex characters that ring true even though the reader has most likely never encountered such people in real life. They are authentic as if they are based on real people the author knows personally. This is a compelling love story that reminds one of The Great Gatsby and other similar tragic tales that have become classics. I strongly recommend this book.
May 11, 2023
Thank you, Breakeven Books for the gifted copy!
I found this to be an enjoyable, fairly easy-flowing read. And it gave me vibes of Mrs. Everything by Jennifer Weiner, more specifically the older sister in that particular book. But also in terms of how the writing style is not just the story we see.
Primarily told in a series of flashbacks, we truly get to see the life of our main character, Emma, and how she grew up with nothing but still managed to build a life for herself. Her story felt so real. I wanted to just hug her as we see the struggles she had to face. She was such a strong female character, and we get to see her blossom as she discovers herself and determines the type of person she wants to be. We see her struggle with her sexuality and being accepted. I loved following Emma.
While maybe not perfect, I found this to be such a beautiful and touching read. I’d recommend it to anyone who enjoys a contemporary, coming-of-age, sapphic story!
I found this to be an enjoyable, fairly easy-flowing read. And it gave me vibes of Mrs. Everything by Jennifer Weiner, more specifically the older sister in that particular book. But also in terms of how the writing style is not just the story we see.
Primarily told in a series of flashbacks, we truly get to see the life of our main character, Emma, and how she grew up with nothing but still managed to build a life for herself. Her story felt so real. I wanted to just hug her as we see the struggles she had to face. She was such a strong female character, and we get to see her blossom as she discovers herself and determines the type of person she wants to be. We see her struggle with her sexuality and being accepted. I loved following Emma.
While maybe not perfect, I found this to be such a beautiful and touching read. I’d recommend it to anyone who enjoys a contemporary, coming-of-age, sapphic story!
May 27, 2023
This book is amazing! It as much a thriller as it is a Romance and i'm a bit picky with romance. This one though deserves the stops. I can't wait to see what is happening in the second volume. I love the dual temporality of the book until at least 2/3 of the book. And the plot twist is huge !!! I was really not expecting that. It's harder and deals with heavier stuff than i thought! But in a good way.
I only have to remarks : first, the playlist should be at the beginning of the book so we could listen to it during. I discovered it at the end and i kinda like being in the same mood as the author if possible. Second, i feel the ending everyone forgiving and still nice and happy and helping. I don't know if it's rushed or if it feels surreal. Maybe if it was a bit more detailed or if they put the last two chapter on the next book it would have been better. Or maybe just end with the trial and the epilogue only be the letter. (not a spoil until you will read it)
I only have to remarks : first, the playlist should be at the beginning of the book so we could listen to it during. I discovered it at the end and i kinda like being in the same mood as the author if possible. Second, i feel the ending everyone forgiving and still nice and happy and helping. I don't know if it's rushed or if it feels surreal. Maybe if it was a bit more detailed or if they put the last two chapter on the next book it would have been better. Or maybe just end with the trial and the epilogue only be the letter. (not a spoil until you will read it)
October 6, 2023
Immediately hooked.
From the start, Marisa Billions described Emma so clearly. I’ve met her before. I’ve known her in the real world. My heart ached for her childhood. Emma was on a quest to find connection, starting with her family. All while finding her truest self. Emma is captivating & relatable, while Bailey is the epitome of the straight girl we all tried to pursue. Not only is Bailey questioning her sexuality, she is from another class than Emma. The differences may be too much for either.
Over years of trying to find out what happened to her mother, Emma finally knows. The truth was shocking & had my chin on the floor! Marisa had a great way of tying in prior chapters to this news. Just when I thought the book couldn’t get any better, Emma shocked me with her actions. I would love to watch a film adaption of this!!
When I say this is the best book I’ve read in a year, I mean it. Do not hesitate to pick this book up!
From the start, Marisa Billions described Emma so clearly. I’ve met her before. I’ve known her in the real world. My heart ached for her childhood. Emma was on a quest to find connection, starting with her family. All while finding her truest self. Emma is captivating & relatable, while Bailey is the epitome of the straight girl we all tried to pursue. Not only is Bailey questioning her sexuality, she is from another class than Emma. The differences may be too much for either.
Over years of trying to find out what happened to her mother, Emma finally knows. The truth was shocking & had my chin on the floor! Marisa had a great way of tying in prior chapters to this news. Just when I thought the book couldn’t get any better, Emma shocked me with her actions. I would love to watch a film adaption of this!!
When I say this is the best book I’ve read in a year, I mean it. Do not hesitate to pick this book up!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 10, 2025
Like Sapphire Blue by Marisa Billions. This was an interesting read. Is it possible to enjoy a book while simultaneously disliking every character and feeling confused by the writing style at times? Apparently, yes. It’s a sapphic coming-of-age story that follows Emma from childhood well into adulthood, blending elements of thriller, romance, and more. The novel explores heavy themes including bullying, rape, death, miscarriage, and infidelity.
Unfortunately for me, I guessed the major plot twist in the first chapter, which took away some of the suspense. While reading the flashback scenes, I initially thought the clunky writing and awkward dialogue were a clever way to capture the messiness of youth. But that tone continued into the adult years, maybe a little less so, but still noticeable.
Overall, it was an interesting, frustrating, and strangely enjoyable read.
Do I recommend this? Yes.
Will I be purchasing and reading the sequels? Also, yes.
Unfortunately for me, I guessed the major plot twist in the first chapter, which took away some of the suspense. While reading the flashback scenes, I initially thought the clunky writing and awkward dialogue were a clever way to capture the messiness of youth. But that tone continued into the adult years, maybe a little less so, but still noticeable.
Overall, it was an interesting, frustrating, and strangely enjoyable read.
Do I recommend this? Yes.
Will I be purchasing and reading the sequels? Also, yes.
September 14, 2022
Riveting story
The story starts after an apparent disagreement between Emma and her wife Bailee. Emma has made a meal for the two of them and this trying to talk to her but Bailee is giving her the silent treatment. So in hoping she will soon talk to her, Emma tells her, her coming of age life story from early childhood growing up without a mum, to meeting Bailee at high school and beyond. Sometimes dark, sometimes beautiful, sometimes harrowing Emma has an eventful life. But it eventually becomes apparent why Bailee is giving her the silent treatment and what Emma does after that is a roller coaster ride of a thriller. This is beautifully written, you can't help but feel emotionally invested in Emma's story especially when she feels invisible and bullied at school. I definitely recommend
The story starts after an apparent disagreement between Emma and her wife Bailee. Emma has made a meal for the two of them and this trying to talk to her but Bailee is giving her the silent treatment. So in hoping she will soon talk to her, Emma tells her, her coming of age life story from early childhood growing up without a mum, to meeting Bailee at high school and beyond. Sometimes dark, sometimes beautiful, sometimes harrowing Emma has an eventful life. But it eventually becomes apparent why Bailee is giving her the silent treatment and what Emma does after that is a roller coaster ride of a thriller. This is beautifully written, you can't help but feel emotionally invested in Emma's story especially when she feels invisible and bullied at school. I definitely recommend
August 17, 2023
Riveting story
The story starts after an apparent disagreement between Emma and her wife Bailee. Emma has made a meal for the two of them and this trying to talk to her but Bailee is giving her the silent treatment. So in hoping she will soon talk to her, Emma tells her, her coming of age life story from early childhood growing up without a mum, to meeting Bailee at high school and beyond. Sometimes dark, sometimes beautiful, sometimes harrowing Emma has an eventful life. But it eventually becomes apparent why Bailee is giving her the silent treatment and what Emma does after that is a roller coaster ride of a thriller. This is beautifully written, you can't help but feel emotionally invested in Emma's story especially when she feels invisible and bullied at school. I definitely recommend
The story starts after an apparent disagreement between Emma and her wife Bailee. Emma has made a meal for the two of them and this trying to talk to her but Bailee is giving her the silent treatment. So in hoping she will soon talk to her, Emma tells her, her coming of age life story from early childhood growing up without a mum, to meeting Bailee at high school and beyond. Sometimes dark, sometimes beautiful, sometimes harrowing Emma has an eventful life. But it eventually becomes apparent why Bailee is giving her the silent treatment and what Emma does after that is a roller coaster ride of a thriller. This is beautifully written, you can't help but feel emotionally invested in Emma's story especially when she feels invisible and bullied at school. I definitely recommend
September 24, 2025
Marisa Billions weaves heartbreak, love, hurt, and secrets into a story that truly lingers. The way the narrative switches between past and present hits in such a powerful way — it makes you feel the weight of where Emma comes from and how it shapes her now.
I also adored how ‘Sapphire Blue’ runs like a fine line throughout the whole book — it fits perfectly, tying the story together with meaning and depth. This isn’t just a sapphic romance; it’s a layered journey of self-discovery, family secrets, and resilience.
It’s one of those books that sticks in your head long after you close it, leaving you thinking about choices, identity, and how our past shadows our present. At certain points I just wanted to reach through the pages and catch Emma, hold her, and tell her she’ll be okay.
Recommend — this story stays with you 💙
I also adored how ‘Sapphire Blue’ runs like a fine line throughout the whole book — it fits perfectly, tying the story together with meaning and depth. This isn’t just a sapphic romance; it’s a layered journey of self-discovery, family secrets, and resilience.
It’s one of those books that sticks in your head long after you close it, leaving you thinking about choices, identity, and how our past shadows our present. At certain points I just wanted to reach through the pages and catch Emma, hold her, and tell her she’ll be okay.
Recommend — this story stays with you 💙
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