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120 pages, Paperback
First published May 11, 2022
My aunt waves to him.
The old man reaches out to the side; the sun glints off the metal of the shotgun.
I hold my breath, and that's when the contractions begin.
With the rattling of the truck and the wind buffering the windows, I fell asleep and dreamed I was dying and a boy as beautiful as the sun was waiting for me on the far side of death. I cut out my tongue to give to him and was mute as I handed it over but my heart called him by the name My Savior.
The nuclear cemetery is barely more than half a mile from the edge of town, on a plot of land guarded twenty-four hours a day by the Military Police Battalion for Protection of the Environment. At this site, forty thousand tons of radioactive waste are stored in thirty-eight hundred metal drums, which are kept in a concrete vault between two banks of earth covered with sun-scorched grass.
The cemetery was supposed to be a temporary solution to an unprecedented problem. But for years now the inhabitants of Abadia de Goiás have been demanding in vain the transfer of the toxic material to some other part of Brazil. The fact is, no one wants the nuclear waste. The initial idea of burying it under an air force base in the Amazon was abandoned after protests by the local indigenous people, and no other state is prepared to take charge of such a hazardous can of worms.
NUCLEAR CEMETERY, ABADIA DE GOIÁS, 2021
Kamilinha, Leide das Neves's favorite doll is buried in drum #305. In #2897 are the remains of Titán, Don Ernesto's dog.
In #1758, all the photos of the Alves Ferreira family. The branches of the mango tree from the house of Roberto dos Santos Alves are to be found in drum
#65. Drum #3007 contains the remains of Marcio's chickens. Drum #2503 is full of chunks of asphalt from Rua 57.
Gislene's diary, with a list of all her lovers from 1982 to 1987, is in drum
#13. Drum #492 holds Devair's tools. In drum #666 there are unused rolls of toilet paper. Lourdes das Neves's favorite dress, in blue satin with yellow flowers, is in drum #27. Receptacle #1234 contains a letter that Israel never sent to his ex-girlfriend, the only letter he ever wrote. The clothes that Gabriela Ferreira wore in hospital as she lay dying were thrown into drum #78. Drum #75 holds bottles of Brahma beer from the bar on Rua 26-A, many unopened. Drum #789 is empty: the workers made a mistake.
Two tickets for the movie ET are hidden in drum #89. In drum #1894 is an unopened box of Garoto chocolates that Luiza Odet had just bought at the supermarket. An ID card belonging to Admilson's brother, who disappeared during the dictatorship, is in drum #2406.
The band is called Radioactive Flesh. Zé Maconha is the drummer, Suicide Girl plays bass, I'm on guitar, and my girlfriend sings back up. We're all from Jardim Novo Mundo, we only play in contaminated areas and choose the venue the night before. None of our parents owns a home. Thirty people showed up at the first gig, at the next one there were fifty, now there's more than a hundred of us. Are we afraid of cancer? Listen, the police are going to take us out before the cancer does.