This review has spoilers guys, one thing I'll say before that, I can't recommend this book, too much suffering for my liking. If I would have known about the violence in it I wouldn't have read it.
This book is a total drama, it's like this famous book, “The Thorn Birds” but with two guys. They've been together for six years, for God's sake, and they're still keeping their love a secret.
Luke is a good guy, but he lives in terror. He loves Tristan, but he wishes he were a "normal guy," able to marry a woman and have children—"the whole package."
Tristan doesn't want to keep it a secret anymore, but at the same time, he had to leave Texas when it was discovered he was gay. His parents and friends turned their backs on him and completely ostracized him.
How unpleasant can it be that your partner talks sh*t about women when he is with other men? Talking about his past conquests like they are just goods so his coworkers don't suspect his sexuality. What about listening to gay slurs and not even flinching about it? You don't need to declare gay yourself to reject those kinds of words.
However, what did Tristan do to Shelaigh?? Wtf... Pinning for her, confusing her when she already knows about her brother's relationship with Tristan. WTF man... Such a low move. Still it's understandable because six years like that... I can't imagine how hard it can be.
But gosh... Again Luke doing low moves, trying to be, bisexual I guess? Gosh these two men have it really hard
At the same time, we follow the story of Luke's brothers and sister, and oh my god, the drama is palpable. This book would fit perfectly as a soap opera because that's exactly what it is. A real melodrama.
I hope this book has a HEA because gosh this is a hardship. If not I will feel cheated
I cried hard when Luke finally came out to his parents😭, finally a good move towards himself and his relationship with Tristan.
I don't know what rating to give it. It made me feel everything. The characters are well-developed, the story is good, but at the same time it was torture. I suffered so much for Luke and Tristan. It was too much 😭😭
Reject that... I can't recommend this book. 3 ⭐ maximum. I thought about DNF at 85%. I chose this as a fiction book, not to suffer all this. Was it really necessary to add this awful, heart wrenching beating?💔💔😭😭. What's wrong here?
Now I fully understand when people online were saying how refreshing was to have a show like heated rivalry where none of the guys were seriously hurt by hate crimes or simply by the bad luck that seems to haunt so many fictional characters within the gay community.
So. True. This book was a wrecked... If the book didn't have that terrible assault I suppose I could have give it 4⭐ even with all that drama. But nope. Not a good book to recommend. I wish someone would have told me about the violence in it. I wouldn't have read it.
ALSO why did Luke didn't call for back up? If he was so scared why he didn't bring Kelly or anyone with him? I'm fuming.. 😭💔