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78 pages, Paperback
Published October 1, 2022
You’d say, and off I’d run; what would I give
To turn back now to you. I no longer wonder
What happened to their legs or why their
Eyes are blank, but fancy I can still feel—
As I watch a lizard slowly cross Psyche’s
Polished thigh—in among the ruins, love. (“In among the ruins, love”)
When she told me, I don’t know. There was
A waft of fingertips at my hair, a kiss perhaps,
Her words, dredged up from the bog of the past—
I lost a baby
Two years before you were born. It was the word
Lost that stuck like Friday night’s fishbone in my
Six-year-old throat. Surely my mother hadn’t mis-
Placed my sibling-to-be within the safe shore
Of her own body?
Now all I want, as I feel the shining weight of space and time,
Is to learn another form of love, and return to you the words
That you once offered me: ‘I’ll always be in your world.’ (“Stages of Wanting”)
Beached, they are, these big humans,
Flailing around their lounge as they
Check for updates, make another coffee
(they’ve given up giving sugar up), and
Feed me a little more;
That it was all over twenty years ago
Matters not at all; in the double-take of time,
It could be yesterday that we drew up outside
Hospital doors yawning their acceptance
Of people such as us. In looking down
The deepening corridor of years, I see
The space he left is still not emptied, but
Chafes against the string of incremental actions
And the littleness of life. (“In Limbo”)