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362 pages, Paperback
First published December 22, 2022
3.5 Stars
Content Warnings:Graphic: Bullying, Mental illness, Racism, Alcohol, Misogyny, Sexism, Suicide, Body shaming, Suicide attempt, Sexual harassment, and Suicidal thoughts/Moderate: Medical content, Blood, Racial slurs, and Toxic friendship
This book is a truly heartbreaking and at times an uncomfortable read which really questions and highlights the problem with posting your child on social media and what that means for them as they grow, change and try to find they own individuality. This book is did just proved all my feelings around family influences and all the problems that comes with exploiting and putting your children in dangers situation for fame and money and I just hate the whole things and it just think it something that can't be anything be morally wrong.This book was does a really good job at reflecting the pressure of young people and young girls to always be this perfect idea of what society wants from people and how it is getting harder for people to understand what is real and what is fake and the pressure and the impact of people's mental health that has. It is a really sad book because the thing that Almond go through in this book, you don't want any one to go through and I would say that this book isn't the easiest read and I would urge anyone that wants to read this book to please check the content warnings. I think this book is a really solid and strong debut novel and I would recommend this book to any one who has grow up with the internet and the pressure that creates. Also can we give it up to the cover designer of this book because it is absolutely stunning and that person that created it needs a rise and that rainbow holographic foil, stunning!
Also, think the writing is very well done as it clear that the author is writing from some personal experience of the internet and the expectations that come with that, it really clear to me that the author is not just 50 year old trying to sound young and in touch with the audience of this book. It just does an amazing job at showing what is really like to be a teenager now with all the pressure and feeling that come with growing up in the age of social media. It shown in the best time with the whole influencer dinner which showing the most chronically online book but it was just so funny because it is just taking the piss. I don't think I am the person to talk about this as a white people but I thought the book did really well show everyday and subtle racism, like to say that a person is lucky to have brown skin because they have the best of both worlds is just absolutely unacceptable and quite frankly disgusting and how it was just said with not fight back or backlash. Another thing that this book deals with really well is the premature sexualisation of women bodies and subtle misogyny that women deal with everyday. I also think this book brings up question around 'cancel culture' which is something I have really mixed views on cancel culture because I think accountability is really important but do think some of the shit that people (mostly women) get cancelled for because it just so fucking dumb and the things that Almond was getting cancelled for just so dumb. I also thought something that did make this book really stand out because of Almond's skin condition and the pressure to hide your skin and feel ashamed which is something I really related to because I have struggled with quite serve eczema which is affects my hands, face and legs which serenely and just to get picked on in school which made be really self conscious as people just to say that I was dirty has some kind of plague or something and I have felt the things that Almond felt about her skin condition and I just don't think skin conditions are ever really talked about in books and I just thought it really was well done. Another thing that this book highlights which is a growing problem which has been on a news which is the absolute horror and violation that are deep fakes and I think it is actually a really scary and worrying and really post-modern day problem. Another part of this book that I didn't really feel like we needed was the romance like I am not bothered about the fact that there was a romance between Almond and Joss because I just didn't think it needed to be a thing, it didn't add anything to the story but it also didn't take anything away from the story but I did think they were cute but I just didn't care.
You are probably wondering why I gave this book 3.5 stars because everything I have said is really positive because I do think this book is a really good and important read but I have got some really mixed feelings about this book because I like it and the point it is just trying to make but than I am just getting bored at time and I really loved it in the middle but I thought it had a really slow start and thought the ending was a bit slow. This book was one of my most anticipated releases of this year and I would say it was good not nothing groundbreaking but I am not mad that I read it.
I think about how lucky I am to have found my way here, into this moment with these people. And this is enough. I just want to be here right now.'