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Everything or Nothing

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“College AU where Chuuya finds out that the boy he drunkenly made out with the night of orientation is his new roommate.

His arrogant, smug, very straight roommate.

And the boys are each convinced the other is trying to ruin their life by making them go absolutely insane.”

976 pages, ebook

Published February 15, 2021

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217 reviews89 followers
February 28, 2022
warning: this book will make your already unhealthy soukoku obsession soar beyond the boundary.

if i was a drug addict, this would be the drug of my choice. and that’s all i have to say.



AND LISTEN. I KNOW IT’S A FANFICTION, BUT EXCUSE ME? THERE IS EVERY REASON TO COUNT THIS AS A BOOK BECAUSE THE WRITING IS BETTER THAN MOST PUBLISHED BOOKS + THIS IS SUPERIOR THAN MOST FICS OUT THERE, SO THERE. I’M OUT NOW.

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193 reviews821 followers
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November 9, 2022
theyre the only ones helping me through this slump your honor
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1,166 reviews105 followers
January 3, 2025
This changed my life, I first read this years ago and I think about it all the time still. Rereading it is always so worth it. I’ll be thinking about it for days now. I got my tongue pierced because of this fic. I considered dating because of this fic. I started writing fanfiction because of this fic. She’s my world
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10 reviews
March 9, 2025
демн іт еназе тайм я ридаю через еон
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34 reviews47 followers
October 28, 2022
read this a few months ago so i don’t remember all the details but the panini war between dazai and chuuya? lying on the ground laughing
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
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290 reviews
February 16, 2025
Coming back to rewrite this review after four years because I just reread it but you guys don’t understand this fanfic actually changed me. It truly should just be published as an actual book and slapped on the front shelf of every bookstore ever because WHAT. Almost 300,000 words and it simply was not enough.
1 review
April 11, 2022
absolutely destroyed me emotionally, i definitely recommend
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27 reviews
January 14, 2024
Żyłam tą książką przez ostatnie miesiące 2022 roku. Bardzo się wciągnęłam w tę historię i pozostawiła po sobie wiele przyjemnych wspomnień. Nie była idealna i im starsza jestem tym bardziej rozumiem jej wady, ale nie sprawia to, że jest to zła opowieść. Wzruszyła mnie do łez wiele razy. Śmiałam się i płakałam, wyobrażałam sobie każdą scenę w mojej głowie i właśnie dlatego ta książka zasługuje na pięć gwiazdek. Za to ile emocji we mnie wywołała i za dobre wspomnienia przy czytaniu, które do dziś wspominam. Nietrafna charakteryzacja jednego z bohaterów była chyba największym minusem tej książki, jednak nie rzucało mi się to aż tak w oczy i na potrzeby historii utożsamiałam go z nowym, przedstawionym charakterem. Czy polecam? Ciężko powiedzieć. Jeśli ktoś szuka romantycznej i jednocześnie zabawnej historii, nie zwracając uwagi na oderwane od kanonu zachowania bohaterów, myślę, że może mu się spodobać. Każdy ma swój gust, ale jeśli ktoś jest fanem fanfiction o SKK, może jednak warto dać temu szansę.
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204 reviews3 followers
December 1, 2023
Recién me entero que puedo calificar fanfics en goodreads y no se por qué no lo sabía antes.

El mejor fanfic Soukoku que he leído. Mi fanfic favorito de la vida. 5 ⭐️ no son suficientes para describir mi amor por "Everything or nothing".

Cada tanto pienso en lo que fue para mi este fanfic. Lo leí en 2021, pero todavía tengo todo tan fresco en mi memoria.

Creo que Dazai fue el personaje con mejor desarrollo de todo el elenco. Chuuya fue un amor y amé como logra impactar en la vida de Dazai.

En fin, no puedo imaginar mi vida sin Soukoku. I love you guys.
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114 reviews5 followers
December 28, 2022
I didn’t even want to read this originally but it took my heart out (that wasn’t meant to be a pun but after I wrote it I realized that hit the nail too hard on the head), smashed it to a billion pieces, and then gave me an existential crisis. I fully stared into the void for like ten minutes after crying on the airplane about this.
So yeah I highly recommend
*bonus points if you have a heart condition like me because then you also get the existential crisis about health issues
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66 reviews1 follower
June 24, 2025
6⭐️
This fucking fanfic changed my life I love it sooooo much it will forever be in my heart🥹
Soukoku are just on of the best ships to ever exist they have my soul and this specific fic was heart wrenching and so beautiful, the writing is incredible and I feel so connected to these characters and their story❤️
Once you read it you’ll be forever changed, in a good way
P.S : NEVER READ THE ALTERNATIVE ENDING I did it and I’ve cried, no freaking sobbed, through the entire thing😭
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33 reviews2 followers
July 9, 2022
4.5 ✨
I didn't know I needed a Soukoku addiction in my life, but now I do.

This was EVERYTHING. The writing, the characters, it was all everything I liked and more. The love and chemistry gave me butterflies and I had to stop myself from eating my kindle across the damn room. The plot was solid with fleshed out characters. It was cute, funny, painful and beautiful.
1 review
June 30, 2023
okay so i want to start off my saying this fic was rlly good as a starter into the bsd fandom but as u begin to understand skk and their character more, it isnt as good and the characterization is really shit but the plot and progression had a lot of potential. also a lot of chapters near the end were extremely boring
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3 reviews
March 2, 2026
"...Life isn’t always fair. Sometimes, it takes too much from you too soon. Others, it’ll leave you fractured, warped—telling yourself all of the things that you don’t deserve, and...

You feel lost.

But sometimes, if you’re lucky, and you meet the right person—they’ll take the time to teach you how to love yourself."

- Chapter 40
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
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26 reviews16 followers
October 16, 2022
This took me a few hours to recover from and I definitely did not sob a few times. Sometimes fanfic just hits harder than published books and this was one of those times.

Is it bad that I'm not even ashamed to admit I read this in two days? Probably I won't even lie.
1 review
July 7, 2023
i think that this was actually very well written and the plot was pretty good, however, it was very out of character, and i constantly found myself thinking that most of the dialogue would never be said or even really thought by the character saying it.
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21 reviews
February 1, 2022
this is so beautifully written. i cried, laughed, screamed. this was amazing
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51 reviews1 follower
December 28, 2022
chuuya is so out of character but i can enjoy literally any skk ff so whatever
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461 reviews11 followers
January 5, 2023
the fact I read this in an evening (early am lmao) is horrifying,,, but there was no was I wasn't putting a 1600+ page thing on here
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69 reviews1 follower
February 11, 2023
Z perspektywy czasu nwm czy naprawdę było takie dobre, ale od miesięcy nie czułem takich emocji
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22 reviews1 follower
March 27, 2023
the authors note at the end mightve been my favourite part
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120 reviews6 followers
July 21, 2024
this book made me miss wattpad and i mean that as a compliment like i miss all that drama and angst and everything
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111 reviews
July 27, 2024
4,5* it's a work of genious... But like the end notes... it hits different but goooosh I love it
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50 reviews1 follower
August 31, 2024
chuuya was out of character and it made me mad
the plot itself was good, just the mischaracterization was the death of me 😔
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