My Take on Finding Y: A Sweet, Real Story of Friendship and Healing
Okay, so I just finished Finding Y, and I’ve got to say—it’s one of those books that sneaks up on you with how much it makes you feel. It’s all about Ava Roberts, this super observant high school girl who gets totally wrapped up in worrying about Timothy, a guy from her class. She starts wondering if boys can even have eating disorders, and next thing you know, she’s basically a detective, scrolling through his socials to figure out his basketball schedule and where he lives. It’s kind of intense, but you can tell she’s just that kind of person—someone who cares hard.
The people in this story? They feel so real. Ava’s got this cozy vibe with her mom, Lola, who’s always there with solid advice—like, “Hey, don’t forget to take care of you too.” Then there’s Rochelle, her best friend, who’s hilarious and keeps things light with all her teasing about Ava’s crush. Timothy’s the one who really got me, though—he’s dealing with losing his brother Billy, and you can feel how heavy that is. His dad’s kind of distant, but his mom, Grace, has these quiet moments with Ava that say a lot without saying much. Oh, and Timothy’s got a trainer, Azar, and a counselor, Mr. Gonzales, who push him in the best way to figure his stuff out.
The story’s pretty chill but keeps you hooked. Ava’s worrying turns into tutoring sessions with Timothy, and there’s this cute pizza night where they really click. But when she figures out he’s struggling because of Billy and tries to help, it blows up in her face—he’s mad, she’s hurt. He ends up at this treatment place in Spokane, and they start these weekly phone calls that keep them close. Then Ava gets her own curveball—a tumor scare (it’s not cancer, thank goodness)—and Timothy sends her flowers, which totally melted me. By the end, they reunite at his treatment center’s open house, and he’s like, “That ‘just friends’ thing? I didn’t want to freak you out.” It’s messy, sweet, and so them.
What I loved most? How it nails friendship—Rochelle’s always got Ava’s back, and Ava won’t give up on Timothy, even when he’s pushing her away. It’s got family stuff too—her parents are protective, his are complicated. And the way it digs into grief and figuring yourself out? So real. Both Ava and Timothy go through it, but they come out stronger. Plus, their whole “are we or aren’t we” vibe feels like every high school crush I’ve ever had.
It’s written from Ava’s point of view, super close-up, and it’s got this warm, easy feel. Rochelle’s jokes crack me up, but then it’ll hit you with something deep about loss or growing up, and you’re just nodding along. The way they talk feels like how my friends and I sound—totally natural.
Was it perfect? Eh, maybe the tumor thing and their big fight wrapped up a little too fast for me, but honestly, I didn’t care. Finding Y is just so human—it’s got all the awkward, funny, tough parts of being a teen, mixed with some big heart. If you’re into stories that feel like they’re about real people you could know, you’ve got to read this one.