Everyone has secrets… But are they saving you or destroying you?
Esther has shut away herself in her vine-covered manor house on the top of a hill for as long as she can remember. Everyone in the village whispers about the scandal that broke her heart. She has cut herself off from the world – until now. Now, she needs help uncovering the mystery that has plagued her for decades…
On a sunny spring day, eighteen-year-old Bruno is in the local library when he spots an advert. The old lady on the hill is looking for internet lessons, and Bruno sees his chance. Forever the outsider, he can’t wait to escape the sleepy village – the paid position could be his ticket out of there.
Esther and Bruno have nothing in common, except that they are both in hiding, and their secrets are stopping them from truly living… Esther must come to terms with her past, and Bruno needs to figure out his future. Can these two strangers save one another?
Just as heartbreaking as it is heartwarming, this page-turner is for anyone who has ever felt left behind or came close to giving up. Perfect for fans of Sally Page, Ruth Hogan and Mike Gayle.
Esther, a reclusive octogenarian, lives alone in her home on the hill, having shut herself away from the world after a sordid scandal wrecked her reputation and her life decades ago. Enter Bruno, an eighteen-year-old boy who Esther hires to help her figure out how to navigate “The On-Line”. Bruno, a closeted gay, is dealing with some issues of his own. Unable to come to terms with his sexual orientation, fearing rejection and ostracism, he feels that coming out would disappoint his loving family. He is happy with the extra income, as he is secretly saving to enroll in conversion therapy.
What follows is a heartwarming friendship between two unlikely people, both of whom are trying to make sense of the changes in and around their own lives. While Bruno helps Esther to reconcile with her past, Esther encourages Bruno to embrace his present, each of them helping the other to overcome what is holding them back from living their best lives.
The story is shared through alternating perspectives of the two main characters. The pacing of the story is on the slower side. The author beautifully portrays the friendship between a lonely octogenarian and a teenage boy struggling with self-acceptance. The depiction of delicate issues such as sexual identity, aging, mental health and parent-child relationships is sensitive and thoughtful. Bruno’s confusion, his inner struggle and his inability to accept himself as he is were heartbreaking as were the stories of his fellow participants of the conversion camp he decides to attend.
I enjoyed Esther’s present-day storyline, her feistiness, fierce independence and her dynamic with Bruno, Bruno’s father Filip and Dominic, a local boy who went to school with Bruno. Her efforts to familiarize herself with new technology lead to some some really funny moments. However, Esther’s backstory was not very well developed and is revealed to us in disjoint bits and pieces. Even though her past is of consequence to the present storyline, we never really get to know the full story, though much detail is repeated, which left me with a lot of questions. I also felt the author rushed through events in the aftermath of Bruno's experience at the camp. Though I loved the premise and the characters, the execution of the story, as a whole, left me a tad unsatisfied.
Overall, The Locked Away Life by Drew Davies is a sweet story with an interesting premise and an endearing cast of characters (minus those running the conversion camp). While the prologues (one for each of the two main characters) introduce the characters in tension-filled moments swiftly moving to an easy flowing (a bit long-drawn) narrative, the epilogues (once again, we get one for each character) wrap up both of their stories perfectly. Who doesn’t like happy endings for lovable characters?
Many thanks to Drew Davies, Bookouture and NetGalley for the digital review copy of this beautiful story. All opinions expressed in this review are my own.
One Liner: Great premise but needed a better execution
The Locked-Away Life is the story of two people, Esther and Bruno. Esther is an old woman, a recluse who shut herself away from the public eye after a mega scandal in the 70s. She needs to come to terms with and accept the latest technology to continue being independent and uncover the mystery from her past.
Bruno is an eighteen-year-old boy with too much burden on his shoulders and a secret hidden deep inside his heart. He needs money to get away from the small town and build a life.
When Bruno sees Esther’s ad about a paid position, he knows he needs to grab it. What starts as a tutoring session grows into something more as two unlikely people try to sort out the past, present, and future. Can Esther find peace from her past? Can Bruno figure out his future?
The story comes in limited third-person POVs from Esther and Bruno.
What I Like:
The book deals with concepts like mental health, guilt, sexuality, regret, remorse, self-doubt, family & relationships, friendships, etc. It is heavier than my expectations but has enough light-hearted moments.
Bruno’s desire to be ‘normal’ and his determination to attend Camp Change to change his sexuality is a heartbreaking premise. The camp scenes are well done without over-dramatization.
Bruno’s vulnerability and compassion come out really well. He is a typical teen in some ways, but he is a sweet boy.
The interactions between Esther and others are interesting. Her conversations with Bruno, Dominic, Filip, Jane, etc., show different sides of her (all coming together to present the picture of an old lady with strong opinions and an iron will).
It’s lovely to see characters like Esther become at ease with technology. As someone who taught my grandpa to understand the new features on his smartphone, I relate to the scenes.
There are two epilogues, one for Esther and one for Bruno. I like them both, though everything is tied up a little too neatly. Still, I get a happy/hopeful ending, so no complaints.
What didn’t Work for Me:
The pacing is slow. It doesn’t help that the first chapter is almost 20% long (when the story ends at 91% in my eARC). Imagine that! A couple of chapters are just a page and a half long, but to read a super big first chapter feels tedious.
The scandal from Esther’s past drags too much. I stopped caring by the time it is revealed. Even then, the details are hazy and underwhelming. Her character arc and the reason to isolate herself from the world don’t mesh.
Too many words are wasted on Esther’s past while Bruno’s school life is ‘told’. Given the importance of his character arc in the story, we need to know more about what made him so vulnerable and doubtful. Seems like a lost opportunity to talk about things that matter.
The idea behind the characters is more appealing than the characters. Not to say that they aren’t good. They just aren’t as effective as they should have been. I can’t pinpoint my issue, but it feels like the emotional connection between the characters and the readers is not complete (at least for me).
To sum up, The Locked-Away Life is a heartwarming story with a wonderful premise but somehow doesn’t reach its full potential. This could have been so much better!
Thank you, NetGalley and Bookouture, for the eARC. This review is voluntary and contains my honest opinion about the book.
#NetGalley #TheLockedAwayLife
*****
P.S: I debated a lot between 3 and 4 stars. A part of me wants to rate it three for the missed opportunities. But this is a good book despite the few misses. Three stars seem too less, so I'm rounding it off to four.
Pssssssst, do you have a secret? Shhhhhh… Something that nobody knows? Not your best friend, your soulmate, your drinking buddy, your family, neighbour or furbaby? Something that keeps you awake at night, and that maybe you don’t want to admit even to yourself?
Or have you done something in the past that you regret? Even though part of you doesn't. That you still think about and rehash. Mull over repeatedly. That has caused you to hide away from the world and all its finger pointing and whispers.
We all have secrets. And regrets.
”Dear heart…” Oh my heart! It has positively melted away. This is such a beautiful story about friendship, identity and life. And the mess we get ourselves into. How when people meet at the right time they can change each other's lives. Age is no barrier. We can always be surprised by, and learn so much from another. And that it’s never too early - or late - to be true to you.
Bruno is a lad of eighteen, and life has been a bit rocky of late. About to finish school, he’s at a crossroads in his life. “Bruno wanted options.” Of which there aren’t too many in the small town where he lives. The main road has a hair salon (which his Mum owns), a fish and chip shop, a bakery, betting shop and newsagents. Most of the young folk after finishing school find themselves working in the local warehouse, which is not what Bruno wants. He’s worried about his Dad who has been battling cancer, and wants to start contributing to the household. He does all sorts of odd jobs to save money to cement his future by attending a course. To become “normal”... as Bruno suspects he might be gay. Which is his biggest worry of all. “Camp Change '' - a three day course of conversion therapy - is the life changer he is depending on.
“I just want to stop worrying about everything. I want to walk down the street and not feel like everyone is looking at me. I want to disappear.”
Esther is a feisty eighty two year old. Her arthritic body at odds with her lively humour and questioning mind. Living alone in a stately home and beloved garden, Esther worries she will “become obsolete”. She decides it’s time to perhaps rejoin the world, at least electronically. The one which she fled from many years ago, after “the scandal” which destroyed her life, turning her home into a fortress.
“The mad old hen on the hill.”
A chance sighting of an ad for a paid position to tutor someone to use the internet, brings Bruno into Esther’s orbit. And so begins the unlikeliest - and loveliest- of friendships.
Told via alternating chapters, we see the story unfold from both Esther and Bruno’s points of view, as one makes peace with her past, and the other opens his heart and determines his future.
I read this in one sitting on a chilly Sunday. Rugged up against the cold, comfy in the sun, happily turning the pages. There were so many times where I couldn’t help but sniffle (was it my Winter cold, finally arrived?).
This is such an emotive book. It shows how much time we waste worrying about what others may or may not be thinking of us. And who really cares anyway. Of worrying about the past. Worrying about the future. Holding onto regrets.
“Labels are so reductive…”
The characters are charming and display both light and shade. I loved how Esther would text Bruno’s Dad at 3.00am, as neither of them could sleep from pain. I loved the fierce love Bruno’s sisters felt for him. I loved the backstory of Ether’s tense relationship with her daughter Jane. This story shows that it’s not easy being young and not knowing who you are, nor is it easy to be growing older, and feeling that the best was behind you, and that you were freeing others if you no longer existed.
Yet for all the serious topics in the story, there is so much humour here too. I’m sure we’ve all ordered the wrong thing online. A box or two of hand soap, anyone?
Yes, you will need tissues. Lots of them. Yes, there is a happy ending. But what’s wrong with that? They can happen. Too often we focus on the negatives, on what we cannot change, rather than what we can, even if in small ways. It’s never too late to write your own happy ending.
In a world gone mad, it’s so refreshing to get back to basics. To read a story with heart, about real people with real feelings. Loved 💝
”You also can’t wait until everything aligns on its own. We all need a gentle shove sometimes.”
Many thanks to NetGalley, the publisher BookOuture and most especially the Author, the delightful Drew Davies, for the opportunity to read this advance copy in exchange for an honest review.
P.S: My apologies to Drew for taking so long to get this read and reviewed. I would have done this ages ago, had I not been in Dante’s Tech Inferno… As in a field of mushrooms, as soon as I got one issue resolved, many more sprouted. My t-shirt reads: “Analogue girl in a digital world.”. Thankfully the Tech Gods finally smiled on me.
I can't recommend this enough. It has all the feels.
This is a heart-warming read that tackles some serious issues including conversation therapy for homosexuals, the challenges of aging, and a parent with cancer. The cross-generational friendship between Bruno and Esther was the most touching aspect of this novel. The pacing of the first half was a bit slow and I never really got invested in the scandal from Esther's past, but Bruno's outcome was so satisfying that the ending was a positive one.
“Everyone has secrets… But are they saving you or destroying you?”
All the while I was reading this book, in the back of my mind I did wonder what sparked the idea for this storyline, so I was pleased that in a short note at the end of the book, author Drew Davies reveals that it is loosely based on the relationship he had with his own grandmother, particularly during lockdown, when with other people, he tried to teach her the finer points of the Internet, so that they could keep in touch. It was with great sadness that I read she had quite recently passed away, as if she had been only half as feisty as her fictional counterpart Esther, she must have been a force of nature to be reckoned with!
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Esther, an elderly invalid and Bruno, an introvert young adult seemingly have nothing in common, except that they are both in hiding, and their respective secrets are stopping them from truly living. Esther, who has lived in seclusion and isolated for many decades, with only her beloved books and music for company, must come to terms with her past, whilst Bruno, who lives with his parents and siblings, needs to figure out the path his future will take.
Their paths are destined to cross when Esther posts an advert in a local shop for someone to help her embrace life in the world of the Internet and mobile phone technology, and Bruno applies for the position. There are several false starts to their relationship, as Esther is a demanding and rather temperamental employer and Bruno is too afraid of upsetting her fragile health to speak his mind.
As the seeds of trust between them begin to take root, it becomes apparent that Esther, whilst her technology skills might be weak, is far more astute about life and people, than Bruno gives her credit for. She is soon able to see through his rather weak and vulnerable façade, to the root of his problem and being the forthright person she is, she does not shy away from confronting him about the inner turmoil the battle with his sexuality is causing him. Bruno, as it transpires completely needlessly, somehow sees his feelings as being shameful for his family and has decided on a very drastic course of action, which leaves him traumatised, forever in Esther’s debt for rescuing him from himself and affording him the time and space to explore his feelings without judgment or fear, grateful to have the unswerving love and support of such an understanding and inclusive family, and determined to spend his future channelling his skills and energy into bringing about a change in attitudes for those less fortunate than himself.
Likewise, Bruno manages to wheedle from a very reluctant Esther, details of the scandal and secrets surrounding her past affair with a married man of some standing in his community, who when push came to shove, abandoned her to her fate in favour of his wife, although a blinkered Esther is only just coming to realise the true cowardice of the man she has held a torch for all this time. The duplicitous behaviour of someone she once called friend, resulted in Esther’s name being dragged through the mire of the tabloid press, causing her to become a prisoner of her own perceived shame, a figure of ridicule and fear in the local community, and a rather distant mother to her daughter Jane. When a near death experience and a cathartic conversation with her paramour’s wife, releases Esther from her social paralysis, reunites her with a daughter with whom she establishes a long overdue familial relationship, and sets her on a new and invigorating path, for what remains of her life, she and Bruno go their separate ways, although they will always be tied by the invisible threads of a deep friendship and respect for one another.
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There are many layers to this intriguing, atmospheric, wonderfully textured and immersive storyline, with some unexpectedly intense and highly emotional twists only adding to the deeply insightful, evocative, and utterly unforgettable relationship between Esther and Bruno. A poignant, achingly beautiful and uplifting story, which crosses the generational divide. There were also some lighter, heart-warming moments of spontaneous and candid humour, which lifted the dialogue and gave the characters a compelling voice of their own, with which to tell their story.
It is the unconventional story of an evolving and enduring friendship, and a deep mutual respect. About recognising, confronting, admitting and accepting sexuality, both within oneself and in others. Highlighting the danger of zealous practitioners who revel in the horrors of conversion therapy. Exploring the ignorance and social bias which still surrounds ethnicity and religion (Esther is a Jewess and Bruno a descendant of the Romany community). It is also about setting oneself free from the controlling and consuming shame with which we surround ourselves, often unnecessarily. The search for cultural identity and social justice. And the powerful yet fragile ability nature has, to heal and mend a damaged mind and spirit, whilst helping to discover and unlock those hidden passions we all have.
The quality writing is perceptive, fluent, intuitive, often raw and passionate, profoundly touching and lovingly written from the heart with compelling confidence and total authority.
The physical footprint this story occupies, is quite finely focussed, so whilst the narrative about specific places is very descriptive with good spatial awareness, for any confirmed ‘armchair travellers’ this one might be a little light on location. This is undoubtedly all about the storyline and the cast of characters who occupy its space; the interactions between them as individuals and with the wider community; their personalities and how a little understanding and compassion, often from complete strangers, can change their perspectives on life.
A large, well-defined and multi-faceted cast of characters, definitely own this storyline, growing in stature and developing into the physical space they occupy. They were quite a complex, vulnerable and emotional bunch, a many-sided jigsaw of human emotions, which often made them appear unreliable and rather volatile, prone to making rash and ill-considered decisions, thus making them difficult to connect with or identify with on many levels. However, they were genuine, believable, engaging and authentic to the roles created for them by the author, with the synergy between them obvious for me to see.
What always makes reading such a wonderful experience for me, is that with each and every new book, I am taken on a unique and individual journey, by authors who fire my imagination, stir my emotions and stimulate my senses. This story was definitely one of a kind, having the power to evoke so many feelings, that I’m sure I won’t have felt the same way about it as the last reader, nor the next. Therefore, I can only recommend that you read “The Locked Away Life” for yourself, to see where your journey leads you!
As one of my fellow bloggers so aptly wrote: “Sometimes reading something different is like a breath of fresh air”. Thank you, Shirley, I couldn’t agree more!
”When you’re already wounded, it doesn’t take much more to add scars”
Reading The Locked Away Life was like getting that hug I didn’t know I needed. There was heartbreak and sad moments that tugged my heart and made me angry we still have to put up with certain things these days, but first and foremost, there was a wonderful relationship between two unlikely allies that will make your heart warm and show you that living in hiding (both literally and figuratively) is not really living.
Esther is an octogenarian who has been living secluded from the world for years after a scandal. Bruno, an 18 years old, is a closeted gay afraid to accept his sexuality and willing to change to conform with the life he thinks others expect of him. Internet lessons will bring them together and, despite their differences, they will strike a friendship that will bring them out of the dark so they can finally start living their lives in color.
I don’t know what is it about these intergenerational friendship stories, but I love them! I adored how Esther and Bruno, though total opposites, could bring out the best in each other. Esther’s word of wisdom were so fresh and pure, they made me realize how important it is for young people starting to discover themselves to have someone like Esther that will offer these insights that sometimes can be the only light in the dark surrounding them.
Every queer people out there will be able to relate to Bruno. His doubts, his fears and that tug-of-war between his real self and what he thinks society expects of him. It was so hard reading how he put himself through the conversion therapy camp, and I think it is so important that the author pointed the finger to this disgraceful topic that, still today, many people have to go through.
Both Esther and Bruno were superb, but the rest of the cast wasn’t far behind. I adored Bruno’s family and the support system they represented for him even though he didn’t realize it at first.
Despite the heavy topics involved, there was also time for laughs, and this humor was the perfect balance in this coming of age story about learning to confront your fears and self acceptance.
Drew Davies has created two memorable characters that will stay with me for a long time to come after finishing this book.
Thanks to the author, NetGalley and Bookouture for providing an eARC in exchange for an honest review.
In this touching story by Drew Davies, an unlikely couple form an alliance. They are octogenarian Esther and eighteen-year-old Bruno. One day while at the library Bruno spots an advertisement for internet lessons. There’s an older lady that wants to learn all about the internet. Of course, when he goes to her home in response to her ad, and tells her what he’s there for, they are definitely not speaking the same language. However, Bruno is more than patient. He is able to ascertain what it is that will end up helping Esther the most.
As the story develops, readers are going to see that Esther is working on secrets of her past, while Bruno‘s secrets will affect his future. How her past and his future ties together is what brings this delightful read to life. In fact, they are both hiding from something. Can their secrets be the catalyst that brings them both together?
Esther slowly unravels the secrets of her past, and the independence that she shows reflect the strong person that she is. Something happened in her life that caused her to become a recluse, and that was what slowly unravels in this story. Meanwhile, we see how sensitive Bruno is, from the relationship that he has with his ailing father, his siblings, and a neighborhood friend from school named Dominic. We also see another relationship in the story, and that is Esther’s relationship with her daughter Jane. Although this book touched on some serious subjects, the story is laced with humor, especially when Esther is trying to learn all the lingo that goes along with the great worldwide web.
While the story is developing, Bruno’s secret leads him to a situation that present danger, and that changed the direction of the story when it came to his relationship with Esther and the whole reason for him working with her. This wonderful story proves that strong friendships can be formed despite a major age difference. Meanwhile, the author did not shy away from dealing with a very tough subject in this book, that of conversion therapy and its dangers. Interestingly, this book had two prologues just as it had two epilogues. This played into the fact that there were two powerful stories being told in this most engaging and emotional read by Drew Davies.
This was an utterly compelling story that made it very easy to connect with both characters. They were more than relatable which made it easy to root for both of them. The title of this book, The Locked Away Life, and it’s beautiful cover, showed how each of our characters were locked within the confines of their lives but yet they were able to find their way out. This gave this book relevance while delivering a beautiful message of hope.
Many thanks to Bookouture and to NetGalley for this ARC for review. This is my honest opinion.
Wow! Esther and Bruno's story literally made my heart melt. Its a life affirming read with characters that readers are going to adore. This a book I could never tire of shouting about. Simply wonderful!
Read and reviewed via NetGalley for Drew Davies, Bookouture publishers and Bookouture anonymous
Publication date 4th August 2022.
This is the first book I have read by this author.
I was originally drawn to this book by its eye catching unique cover and intriguing as well as hilarious sounding synopsis and title. The synopsis stated that this book is 'Perfect for fans of Sally Page, Ruth Hogan and Mike Gayle.' I am a huge fan of Sally Page so am looking forward to seeing if this lives up to this statement. I must admit I was also biased due to the publisher being Bookouture. I have yet to read a book published by Bookouture that I haven't enjoyed. Hopefully this won't be the first... Watch this space! (Written before I started reading the book).
This novel consists of 2 prologue, 27 chapters and 2 epilogue. The chapters are a mixture of length ranging from short to medium and some long in length so possible to read 'just one more chapter' before bed...OK, I know yeah right, but still just in case!
This book is based in Northamptonshire, England 🏴, UK 🇬🇧. The bonus for me of books that are partly or fully based in the UK is that I live in the UK and have sometimes visited places mentioned in the book which makes it easier to picture.
This book is written in third person perspective with the protagonists being Esther Saul and Bruno Thackeray. The benefits of third person perspective with multiple protagonists are that it let's you see the bigger picture of what's going on and you get to know more characters more, what they are thinking and what they are doing. It feels like you get to see the whole picture and not miss out in anything.
'The Locked Away Life' discusses some topics that may trigger or upset some readers or may not be suitable for others. I like to point this out ahead of time in my reviews so you can judge if this book is for you or not. In this book Drew discusses/includes mental health, cancer and upsetting "scenes"
LOVE, LOVE ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS BOOK!!! DON'T BOTHER READING ANY FURTHER JUST GO GET YOUR COPY NOW! I PROMISE YOU WON'T REGRET IT!!!
I want to start by saying I am normally a crime/psychological thriller reader but I loved the sound of this beauty so wanted to give it a go!!! Well I'm extremely glad I did!! Once in a while in the land of books you will come across that one book that will stay with you forever!!! This is it!! It is an absolutely page turning, refreshing, laugh a minute read!!!! It is perfectly written to hook the reader in and the title, cover and synopsis is perfect for the storyline.
I absolutely LOVE, LOVE, LOVED this book which got me hook, line and sinker!! I absolutely devoured it in one reading and was completely absorbed throughout!! The storyline is absolutely stunning and I was completely invested from beginning to end. I have always been drawn to books with intergenerational plots. There is just something about them that is so sweet and uplifting. It is an absolute rollercoaster of emotions and I found that one minute I was laughing and the next I was crying!!
Clear your schedules and get the tissues out before you even turn the cover of this book as you are about to get locked into a stunningly, beautiful, gorgeous story of a lifetime!!!
There are very few books that are both heartwarming and heartbreaking but Drew manages to do both perfectly!! The relationships between the characters were absolutely beautiful and I adored seeing the bonds form. I will go into the characters shortly. The fact that Drew has done his research absolutely shines through. One of my pet hates is when an author doesnt take the time to review the topic they write about and then the plot is littered with unnecessary mistakes. While the bulk of the storyline is focused on the friendship of 18 year old Bruno and Esther who is an octogenarian there is part of this book that is extremely saddening. It took me quite a while to decide whether I was going to say anything about this particular part of the storyline but have come to the decision I won't as I really don't want to spoil a single page of this beauty for anyone. All I will say is that I am ABSOLUTELY disgusted to discover that THAT is still legal in the UK, heartbreaking. You will have to pick up a copy to see what I mean. This is the most memorable book I have read this year, and more and if you are looking for a book that will both break and warm your heart, make you laugh and cry and so, so much more you are in the right place!! I
I was devastated when I came to the end of this book and really hope that Drew is writing his next success as I am writing this!!
The characters were all an eclectic mix and each one of them were realistic and strong. I was completely invested in them all!! Dear Esther!! Now that is a woman who is one in a million!! She is eccentric, caring, fun and the type of woman everyone needs in their life!! She was a complete breathe of fresh air and I adore the fact that she is loosely based on Drew's Nan, such an amazing tribute!!! Honestly, next time someone asks me if I could bring one fictional character to life I will be telling them Esther Saul!! Her past was so heartbreaking but it was absolutely amazing what she did in the end!!! This is one woman who will stay with me for a long time. As well as being invested in the amazing Esther's story I was just as invested in Bruno. It was so sad to read how he felt about certain things and then to find out what he felt he must do and then to realise that thing is legal and something REAL people would do is just soul crushing. Soooo many teasers I know so you really must get the book!! Anyway, to watch Bruno and Esther's relationship grow and strengthen was beautiful, it actually felt like an honour to watch!! I was so glad that Bruno had such an amazing support network which sadly many in his position do not. Bruno's family were so sweet and supportive, as any should be!! I really liked his mum, dad and sisters but for some reason it was his Dad that stuck out to me out of the four. Watching Filip and Esther communicate and look out for each other warmed my heart. I must say I was quite shocked in regards to Dominic, pleasantly so!! Dominic is another character that made me laugh with his cheeky attitude. I cant leave without giving a mention to one of the other characters who stood out to me who were Mitch and his gum and cheesestraw missiles. Mitch made me both laugh and cry on several occasions and he is another character that will stay with me.
The ending made me smile, laugh and cry and I was absolutely gutted to come to the end of this explosion of emotions but cannot wait to make up the next page turner by Drew. Speaking of which, congratulations Drew on an absolutely gorgeous book and welcome to my favourite authour list!!! Here's to your next success 🥂!!
Overall an absolutely stunning explosion of emotions that will have you laughing one minute and crying the next!!
Genres covered in this book include Fiction, Romance Novel, Contemporary Romance, Humourous Literary Fiction, Romance Literary Fiction and Women's Humourous Fiction amongst others.
I would recommend this book to the fans of the above as well as fans of Sally Page, Ruth Hogan, Mike Gayle and every single person reading this review!!! AN ABSOLUTE MUST READ!!!
348 pages
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I've long been a fan of novels that feature inter-generational relationships, so "The Locked-Away Life" really struck a chord with me.
I liked both protagonists immensely and was thoroughly invested in the novel's outcome. The story moved quite slowly at first, but continued to hold my interest.
Beneath the outward story of two socially isolated people befriending each other, this novel held the more hidden themes of living with regrets, conversion-therapy, lost love, parenting, antisemitism, aging with dignity, and being true to yourself.
Fans of uplit will appreciate this charming and emotional story. The epilogues added much to my feelings about the characters and provided some closure that I valued.
A story that celebrates unlikely friendships and in many ways life itself!
Thanks NetGalley and Bookouture for the ARC! What a pleasure it has been to read this book!
As I always mention, books with older protagonists attract me and this was certainly one such.
Synopsis –
Esther, an octogenarian has been a recluse all her life. In order to escape the ruckus of a scandal all those years ago, she chose to live aloof from the world. But the real mystery of her past is nagging at her and she needs technology to help her uncover it. That’s when she meets 18-year-old Bruno, who, seeing her notice for a paid internet tutor, takes his chance to make some extra money to help himself get away from his village. Soon, unbeknownst to themselves, their lives are set to change forever.
Review –
The book’s opening is a shocker that sets the perfect stage for what is to come. It instantly hooked me and I just had to know the reason behind it. The narrative alternates between Esther and Bruno’s perspectives and at first, I knew to take Esther’s views with a pinch of salt.
Coming across as a cantankerous, curmudgeonly 80-year-old, impossibly attached to her isolated house on the hill and her possessions, it does take some time to warm up to her. But soon after her internet lessons with Bruno begin, her mask seems to shed slowly and I just came to love the real person that was Esther – a real feminist at heart, her zeal to learn and be independent at her age were awe inspiring!
Bruno is portrayed with such delicacy and tenderness, that he just wins you over in no time– I could really feel and empathize with his dilemmas, worries about the future and the struggle with his sexuality.
Once Bruno and Esther become a real “team” nothing seemed to stop them. Saving each other at the just right times from harm’s way, the friendship and love they come to share was simply unlike any other!
It is amazing how Drew handles the journey of self-discovery of two people at very different junctures of their lives – past for one and future for the other. As Esther comes to terms with the mystery from her past and Bruno finds acceptance of who he is and his love for his family, the twists and turns their lives take was just like a rollercoaster I couldn’t get enough of!
The Locked Away Life is a beautiful book that considers the hardships of both adolescence and senescence, but ultimately, it’s a tale that manages to touch our hearts, uplifting and restoring our faith and hope in life.
I can’t recommend this enough! Please do yourself a favor and read it. I am now onto With or Without You by the author!
Esther is a reclusive octogenarian who lives alone in her home on the hill. No one in the village really knows her, but everyone has ideas. She was involved in a scandal several decades ago, and has been hiding ever since. She has decided she needs to learn about "The Online" and her neighbour places an ad at the library to hire someone who can help her. Bruno, an eighteen-year-old local boy and self-starter, takes the ad off the board and heads to Esther's house to apply for the job. Esther hires him and a friendship begins. Bruno has secrets of his own, one of which is what he wants to do with the money he has earned. Esther and Bruno are so different from one another, except that they both have secrets that are keeping them "locked away" and not living their best life.
When I first started this book, I wasn't sure if it was for me or not. It was a bit slow, but I wanted to learn more about Bruno and Esther. Well, I am glad I stuck with it because The Locked-Away Life turned out to be a wonderful story. I love multi-generational friendships and this was a great one. Esther is a bit of a curmudgeon, who easily gets angry and several time kicks Bruno out of her home. Bruno helps her to move forward in her life and reconcile with her past. Bruno is hiding something. He is a great kid, but has been bullied at school and has no friends. Esther sees beyond the friendly facade and forces him to be honest with himself. The story is told in dual points of view, so we get both of their stories from more than one perspective. Esther is a fiesty, independent character that would rub most people the wrong way, but lets Bruno, his father Filip and Dominic her supplier of marijuana see the real Esther. Physically, she is dealing with some mobility issues, a lot of pain and recovering from a stroke, but that doesn't seem to stop her. Although this story had a slower plot, there are some wonderful adventurous moments, some humour, and some heartbreak. The characters in the story are all well written, even the secondary ones and they all moved the story forward. There are two epilogues, one for Esther and one for Bruno, that lets us know what happens after the story ends, which gave me closure. Overall, this was an uplifting story that I recommend if you enjoy multi-generational stories, coming of age, and new beginnings.
Drew Davies’ writing has been described as “gripping, emotional and heartwarming,” so when offered the chance to read his newest release early, I jumped at the opportunity!
The opening of this book, offering two prologues, felt like a thriller - you knew you were getting into the middle of the action but weren’t sure what got the character to these mysterious places; cue chapter 1, which headed back in time. I found this to be incredibly effective, as it gripped me right away and I needed to learn about these characters of Bruno and Ester. The basic premise is that Ester is in her eighties and wants to learn how to use the internet; enter Bruno, an eighteen year old boy struggling with himself and his life, to teach her. There was a lot of humour with Ester trying to learn how to use the internet, I especially loved when she asked about emojis, telling Bruno: “𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒂𝒖𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒆’𝒔 𝒑𝒖𝒓𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒆𝒅, 𝑰 𝒔𝒖𝒈𝒈𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒂 𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒍 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒃𝒊𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒔.” Davies channels the questions of a senior so well, someone who has been reclusive and is brand new to the internet, an understanding that we often take for granted. Bruno is kind and patient and a hard worker and makes for a very sympathetic character, as he tries to discover who he is. The section when he is in conversion camp is incredibly heartbreaking - it is shocking that these camps are still legal in some places! There is a part with monotone replies of the boys at camps make them sound like robots and highlights how much of yourself can be stripped away. The book touches on many different themes: sadness, regrets, keeping secrets and the pain that causes, and defining yourself, and does so very well, with the title having many different meanings such as being locked away into yourself, Ester’s isolation and Bruno being locked away at camp. The pacing is a bit off in the beginning - chapter one takes up almost 20% of the whole novel, whereas I felt there were lots of places it could’ve naturally been broken up into smaller chunks.
The Locked-Away Life is story about connections, giving up resisting, curiosity, and celebrating life. It is a reminder of the need for connection with people of all ages, especially appropriate during the last number of years. A big thanks to Drew Davies, BookOuture and NetGalley for the ARC!
"I know sometimes you need to make a bad decision, to get to a better place. Even if it's a destructive one."
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This is a generous and compelling book focused on two characters- a teenager, anxious about money and his future, and an older woman whose past is shrouded in mystery and not wanting to engage with the demons that lurk there.
Their friendship was a beautiful part of this book, which read like a heartwarming film- the two characters showing up for each other the only ways they knew how.
It was a delightful start to my summer break, and just the kind of pleasure read with edge that I needed.
I received an advanced copy of this book from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
This book is just bursting at the seems with charm, wit, and heart. I only “know” Drew through social media, but I could hear his voice as I read the story. And I feel like these are all qualities that Drew poured from himself into his work. This book also takes you along quite the emotional roller coaster. There are moments that will make you life, some that will make you mad, and other that will tug on your heartstrings. If you love stories featuring inter-generational friendship, first loves, coming of age, and going out in style, do not miss this book when it hits shelves on August 4th.
I received an ARC of, The Locked-Away Life, by Drew Davies. This is a sweet story about loneliness and the unlikeliest of friendships. Esther and Bruno, are good characters, going through the hardships of like together, despite the age difference.
This is my second time writing a review for Drew, and I'm happy to report, he's kept all his teeth in the time from his debut, to now.
I was lucky enough to get an ARC for Locked Away and proceeded to take an inordinate amount of time before breaking into it's pages. Once I did, I was immediately and once again struck by Drew's ability to develop a character within a few simple sentences. Ester was an immediate love, truly. We should all aspire to her keen wit as we age. Bruno was a delight with all the quirks of hesitant adolescence, wrapped up in his deep love for family.
Never once did this story go in the direction I thought it was going. All my predictions were wrong and I've never been so happy to admit that. Just like before, Drew followed the inevitable trail of human behavior and everyone's natural conclusion was so satisfying! Even when *that* scene at the end made my jaw drop, the very next page picked it up again. I could almost hear Drew laughing in the background at his measured and perfectly comedic timing.
I've recommended his first novel to more than a handful of people and The Locked Away Life is yet another I will be sliding into people's gift bags at Christmas. Thank you, Drew. I mean it. Now please get back on track with the Word of the Day segment.
This book really surprised me. As it started it wasn’t quite what I was expecting I worried that I’d not want to read it. The opening was quite harrowing and unexpected and then the shift to Esther, an old woman, I just couldn’t get a handle on what was meant to be happening, but then the wonderful character of Bruno really blossomed and I had to know his story. He was so you, innocent and naive, yet classed as an adult at 18 and to start building his life. He was very identifiable and, I admit I was naive myself and didn’t link the dots with the camp he wanted to go to with anything bad initially, I thought it was to hone a secret skill or passion he had and was to shy to tell people. I guess like Bruno I was confused. The scene with Dominic climbing through Bruno’s window and touching his chin and asking for a kiss was a major turning point, for both me and Bruno. That was so beautiful and touching. I loved watching their relationship grow, I was really rooting for them. Esther story was interesting, it slowly unfolded and she needed to relive it to get past it. Bruno helped her see how much she wanted to live life, he literally gave her the world in the form of the internet and I really enjoyed reading about her peering at the phone screen in the small hours of the morning navigating down streets following Google maps! I mean who hadn’t done that? 😂 That lovely little twist at the end was a nice touch, I really hope Bruno finds his happy ever after . A great underlying message, that no matter your age you can hide away from life, and also, no later your age you can live life to your fullest.
A beautiful friendship develops between two unlikely people, Bruno who's 18 and just finished school, and Esther who's in her 80's and has lived a colourful life. Told in both Bruno's and Esther's voices this heartwarming and thought provoking book has many important life lessons: I think most importantly acceptance of oneself.
Bruno and Esther have secets they have locked inside themselves, and fear being seen for who and what they are. Bruno is compassionate, patient and caring and Esther is a reclusive, spirited and hilarious woman with unintentional (or are they intentional?) slightly dirty jokes, she's struggling to keep her independence. For her age she's very forward thinking and accepting of situations and relationships and learning 'the online'. I want to be her when I grow up
I think each of them fills a void in each other's lives, she never had grandchildren and his grandparents died when he was young. One of my favourite quotes from the book is "don't be afraid of claiming your full potential" I really enjoyed this book , and the book and it's incredibly well written characters are going to stay with me for a long time.
Thank you netgalley and bookouture for the arc copy in exchange for my honest opinions.
Told in alternating points of view by Bruno and Esther, this is a beautifully written story about unlikely friendships, finding one's sense of identity, and setting right past wrongs. It deals with some sensitive issues with enormous compassion and understanding. Bruno is confused about his identity and desperate to escape the small village where he lives, due to the stigma of his Romani heritage and the fear of being trapped working in the industrial complex where all the young village men end up working and never leaving. He takes a job teaching elderly recluse, Esther, how to use the internet - "the online" as she calls it. Esther's backstory, along with her refusal to let her decreasing mobility take away her independance, was also very strong. Esther is a wonderful character who refuses to engage in fake niceness and only respects honesty. I loved how all the characters had their own distinct personalities which shone in the conversations with each other. None of it felt manipulated or forced. This is a heartwarming book that will make you fall in love with the characters but also really tug at your heartstrings. I was hooked from the prologue and remained hooked until the very end, which I absolutely loved.
I would firstly just like to say a big thank you to the author and NetGalley for very kindly forwarding me an arc copy of this book, for my Kindle, in return for my honest review.
The Locked Away Life is a lovely and wonderful story about two characters, Esther and Bruno, who as it turns out, are just perfect company for each other.
Esther is 82 years old and a recluse and Bruno is 18 with much too much on his shoulders for such a young age. When Bruno answer’s Esther’s ad for paid work, a beautiful friendship begins…
This book was very heartwarming and in quite a few places throughout it really tugged on my heart strings.
I loved the beautiful storyline and found it very interesting, warm and cosy and I absolutely loved that both characters had their own epilogue which tied up their stories perfectly…..
REVIEW ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ The Locked-Away Life by Drew Davies explores the lives of two people at very different stages of life who both exist in the shadows of the labels put upon them by others, but more destructively by themselves. Bruno is eighteen and finds an advertisement in the local library from someone seeking internet lessons. In need of money to help his family, this could be just what he needs. He soon finds himself tutor to a reclusive octogenarian who can be quite exasperating. Their only commonality is that both are prisoners of the secrets that they are attempting to keep. Esther must come to terms with her past while Bruno learns to accept his future. Can one manage to help the other in learning what it is like to live and not merely exist?⠀ ⠀ This book is both heartwarming and heart wrenching, and will enrage you one moment and have you in tears the next. It is inspirational to observe the development of the bond between these two brilliantly drawn characters. The author is a gifted storyteller who knows how to keep a reader engaged from first page to last. This is, by far, Drew Davies best book to date. Definitely a must read!⠀
"Defining yourself is powerful...Labels are limiting"
Meet Esther, an octogenarian with a secret past involving a scandal and a tensed relationship with her daughter Jane; and Bruno, an 18-year-old closeted gay who is aiming to earn some money so that he can sign up for Camp Change (a 'conversion camp') in order to 'change' his sexuality. Esther and Bruno formed a peculiar yet heartwarming friendship when Bruno is giving her Internet lessons in order to earn the money for Camp Change. Both of them have nothing in common, except for the fact that they are both in hiding, and their secrets are stopping them from truly living. Will their friendship be able to break their shackles and allow them to truly live their life to the fullest?
First and foremost, thanks to the author, Drew Davies for sending an e-copy of this book to me in exchange for an honest opinion. This is my first Drew Davies read and without a doubt, Drew can really write! LGBT themes aside, what makes this book unputdownable would be the heartwarming friendship and interactions between Esther and Bruno that Drew has crafted in this book. Esther is painted as someone who is unfamiliar with technology and the Internet (since she has chosen to cut herself off from the world). There are a lot of hilarious moments that occur throughout the Internet lessons that Bruno is giving to Esther (for instance, "Esther had asked what the aubergine emoji was for - he thought she might find that concept fun, but she seemed less than thrilled. 'Insipid' is how she'd described them: 'and if your aubergine's purple coloured, I suggest a full course of antibiotics,' she'd added, with a huff"). The humor element in other parts of the book balances the rather heavy topic vis-a-vis the 'conversion' of sexuality which makes this book a rather fun and enjoyable read. Not to mention that through Esther's character, Drew managed to impart certain commentaries on the reliability of technology that the younger generation is now so attracted to: "...it was fascinating to communicate by short, instant sentences. It felt like you were sending words directly into the other's mind". While the side characters added different flavors to the story, Drew managed to create two very memorable characters in his latest novel, which is a rare attribute in authors. Through these 2 characters, we understand that "life should not be dampened with regret but nourished with hopes and dreams". The Locked-Away Life is a 4/5 star read to me and I would highly recommend this to readers who enjoy a fun, witty, emotional read featuring friendships, familial love, and LGBT themes!
Thanks NetGalley, Bookouture and Drew Davies for a copy to review. Esther and Bruno form a unique relationship, Bruno helps Esther cope with the technology and Internet usage. An octogenarian who lives alone in a grand house up a hill with her life time belongings and shameful secrets, a teenager who is fighting his own identity and trying to find himself.. A heartwarming tale with lovable characters and beautiful settings.