One week and two books later, and I am still quite seriously contemplating about HOPE, in turns. And you, who are reading this review right now, be solemnly aware of the following:
1. There is a sound reason for the variety of readers' opinions and grades awarded to this novel: HOPE is not just a book for anyone to read. It requires reader's affection and patience. It will irritate you, you may be frustrated as much as amazed with some of its parts. In other words, do not expect to read it unless you are prepared to invest your TIME and some LOVE into it. I did, and I adored it.
2. This novel IS about TIME and LOVE. Gabriel, Daniel, Alicia, Hope... All of their lives gently curve between their individual despairs over time lost and their rants on missing/wasted love.
3. Despair over whatever was lost. When desperation is in scope, in this novel I found the most serious, ultimate cocktail of perfectly worked-out insomnia laying hand-in-hand with alienation, all being brought forward by one of the greatest contemporary writers of today. HOPE is so much Duncan, no doubt about that, no dispute about him being one of the best magicians with words.
4. I love HOPE for being so quotable. "Welcome, then, pilgrims. Welcome to an embalmed monstrocity. Welcome to the one ring that rules them all. Welcome to the time of innocent seeing and prismatic revelation."
5. Love vs. lust, another mayor contemplation of the novel. Love equals the feeling of oneness with another person, bringing the soul-touching, recongizable, thoughtfull, peaceful, uniting, soulmating, ultimate feeling of loving another being. And then there is lust. When completely simplified and visualized through pornography - it almost becomes a counterpoint of love, with its background urges to own, rule, please oneself, go dirty, be rude and off limits, to play under emotionless urges by performing a naked, primal/bestial thing. When one loses oneself in lust, one thus betrays love. HOPE brings this as an interesting and thoroughly thought-through viewpoint.
6. You know that moment when you realize you have run out of TIME? Or that you had once had TIME for somenthing in particular, without realizing it at the time? Or the final fistfull of sand sliding inevitably through the neck of the sandwatch? The missed opportunities? Is it worth regretting; aren’t we just losing more TIME by ranting over the TIME lost? ">> (…) I want all the TIME back. Where does it all go, Gabriel? Where the fuck does all the time go?<< Nowhere. We piss it away, most of it, trying to decide what to do with it. That, or we piss it away doing things designed to avoid the question of what to do with it. Time goes on just the same. Time doesn't mind. Time's got all the time in the world."
7. Surely, the book is about HOPE, too. Then again, aren’t a great deal of our everyday lives pretty much about hope as well? About hope that TIME and LOVE have just been miraculously missplaced, but not gone.
HOPE will definitely come to my re-read list. So glad I have bought the book, like all of the rest of Duncan’s (or Saul Black’s) works...