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Everything Is Just Beginning
An Immersive Story of Music, Struggle, and Starting Over from an Award-Winning Author
Michael Sullivan is a talented lyricist and a decent guitarist, but since he was kicked out of his band (and his apartment), he's not sure he'll ever get a record deal. Living with his loser uncle in a beat-up trailer and working a dead-end job, Michael has little reason to hope for a better future. Until the invitation for a swanky New Year's Eve party shows up in the mailbox. It's for his uncle, with whom he shares his name, but his uncle is going out of town . . .
On the effervescent night of December 31, 1989--as the Berlin Wall is coming down, the Soviet Union is inching toward democracy, and anything seems possible--Michael will cross paths with the accomplished and enigmatic young heir to a fading musical dynasty, forever altering both of their futures.
Award-winning novelist Erin Bartels enchants with this story of two lonely souls who have exactly what the other one needs--if they could simply turn their focus from what is ending to what is just beginning.
Michael Sullivan is a talented lyricist and a decent guitarist, but since he was kicked out of his band (and his apartment), he's not sure he'll ever get a record deal. Living with his loser uncle in a beat-up trailer and working a dead-end job, Michael has little reason to hope for a better future. Until the invitation for a swanky New Year's Eve party shows up in the mailbox. It's for his uncle, with whom he shares his name, but his uncle is going out of town . . .
On the effervescent night of December 31, 1989--as the Berlin Wall is coming down, the Soviet Union is inching toward democracy, and anything seems possible--Michael will cross paths with the accomplished and enigmatic young heir to a fading musical dynasty, forever altering both of their futures.
Award-winning novelist Erin Bartels enchants with this story of two lonely souls who have exactly what the other one needs--if they could simply turn their focus from what is ending to what is just beginning.
352 pages, Paperback
First published January 17, 2023
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Erin Bartels
22 books924 followersERIN BARTELS writes character-driven fiction for curious people. Her readers know to expect that each of her novels will tell a unique story about fallible characters so tangible that it’s hard to believe they are not real people. Whether urban, rural, or somewhere in between, her settings come alive with carefully crafted details that engage all the senses and transport the reader to a singular time and place. And her themes of reckoning with the past, improving the present, and looking with hope to the future leave her readers with a sense of peace and possibility.
Erin is the award-winning author of We Hope for Better Things, The Words between Us, All That We Carried, The Girl Who Could Breathe Under Water, Everything Is Just Beginning, and The Lady with the Dark Hair. A two-time Christy finalist and winner of two WFWA Star Awards and three Michigan Notable Book Awards, Erin has been a publishing professional for more than twenty years. After eighteen years in Michigan’s capital city, she now lives with her family in a charming small town surrounded by farm fields and pasturelands.
You can find her on Facebook @ErinBartelsAuthor and on Instagram @erinbartelswrites.
Erin is the award-winning author of We Hope for Better Things, The Words between Us, All That We Carried, The Girl Who Could Breathe Under Water, Everything Is Just Beginning, and The Lady with the Dark Hair. A two-time Christy finalist and winner of two WFWA Star Awards and three Michigan Notable Book Awards, Erin has been a publishing professional for more than twenty years. After eighteen years in Michigan’s capital city, she now lives with her family in a charming small town surrounded by farm fields and pasturelands.
You can find her on Facebook @ErinBartelsAuthor and on Instagram @erinbartelswrites.
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January 20, 2023
Disclosure: I received this book free from the publisher/author. The opinions I have expressed are my own, and I was not required to write a review. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255.
Everything Is Just Beginning was an entertaining look at the late '80s and early '90s through the eyes of a young musician.
When I first started reading this book, I wasn't sure what to think. For one thing, I'm not what you would consider a fan of this era's popular music. I'm also not crazy about books told from only one character's perspective. And I hadn't really enjoyed the last book I read from this author.
But I was pleasantly surprised. I found Michael to be a sympathetic, engaging main character, and I loved how Erin Bartels wrote his personality. The plot drew me in, and I finished in just a few sittings. The themes of family and forgiveness were woven in well. Although there wasn't any bad language, the characters did drink pretty frequently, and a couple of comments were a little too edgy for me. But overall, Everything Is Just Beginning was a good read that I'd recommend to those who enjoy clean fiction and books featuring musicians.
Everything Is Just Beginning was an entertaining look at the late '80s and early '90s through the eyes of a young musician.
When I first started reading this book, I wasn't sure what to think. For one thing, I'm not what you would consider a fan of this era's popular music. I'm also not crazy about books told from only one character's perspective. And I hadn't really enjoyed the last book I read from this author.
But I was pleasantly surprised. I found Michael to be a sympathetic, engaging main character, and I loved how Erin Bartels wrote his personality. The plot drew me in, and I finished in just a few sittings. The themes of family and forgiveness were woven in well. Although there wasn't any bad language, the characters did drink pretty frequently, and a couple of comments were a little too edgy for me. But overall, Everything Is Just Beginning was a good read that I'd recommend to those who enjoy clean fiction and books featuring musicians.
January 9, 2023
I loved this book! The prose flows so well and is fully immersive. Each chapter is setup like a track to a record. The novel is set in Detroit, Michigan around the music industry. Michael and Natalie are the main characters, and they both seem to be grounded with good moral values and responsibility. They do have their own challenges, but they are handled in a mature way despite their young age.
This book really took me by surprise. I had no idea I would like it so much. I can't put my finger on exactly why either - it just grabbed me in a good way and I didn't want to put it down and I didn't want it to end.
Thanks to Revell through Netgalley for an advance copy. This book will be published on January 17, 2023.
This book really took me by surprise. I had no idea I would like it so much. I can't put my finger on exactly why either - it just grabbed me in a good way and I didn't want to put it down and I didn't want it to end.
Thanks to Revell through Netgalley for an advance copy. This book will be published on January 17, 2023.
January 26, 2023
If you love music and are a child of the 80’s, you’ll love this book! I felt so much nostalgia as I relived 1989 and the early 90’s through this story. It’s a tribute to simpler times where everyone wanted to be in a band and make it big. It’s romantic, compelling, original, and inspirational.
In an attempt to impress his former band mates, Michael takes an invitation addressed to his uncle with the same name and crashes the New Year’s Eve party at a record producer’s home. There he meets Natalie, the daughter of the record producer who’s beautiful, an extremely talented musician, and also blind. Not crippled by the opinions of others, she pushes Michael to explore his talent and be original in an era where punk rock, electronic, and loud heavy metal bands dominate the music scene.
Michael’s messy past especially where his uncle and father are concerned leaves him doubting himself. As he spends more time with Natalie and her family, he gains the courage to confront his past and go for his dreams. Along the way, he falls in love and learns the importance of forgiveness and authenticity.
Michael and Natalie were such endearing characters. It was a joy to follow their musical journey. My brothers had a band around this time, so I could easily relate to Michael’s desire to share his songs and become successful. His dilemma of whether to please himself or do what’s popular was a major theme which I enjoyed. Loved all the references to history, pop culture icons, tv shows, movies, and especially the music. Natalie’s mother Deb was filled with such wisdom and generosity and I loved her character as well.
Loved the way the book was laid out like a record with Side A and B and tracks instead of chapters. The original songs included made me wish I could listen to them. I understand the author is recording some of the songs in the story and I’m excited to hear them.
Highly recommend to music lovers and those who fondly remember the late 80’s/early 90’s. This is a new to me author and I’m excited to read her other books! I received an advance complimentary copy from the publisher. All opinions are my own and I was not required to provide a positive review. 4 1/2 stars raised to 5.
In an attempt to impress his former band mates, Michael takes an invitation addressed to his uncle with the same name and crashes the New Year’s Eve party at a record producer’s home. There he meets Natalie, the daughter of the record producer who’s beautiful, an extremely talented musician, and also blind. Not crippled by the opinions of others, she pushes Michael to explore his talent and be original in an era where punk rock, electronic, and loud heavy metal bands dominate the music scene.
Michael’s messy past especially where his uncle and father are concerned leaves him doubting himself. As he spends more time with Natalie and her family, he gains the courage to confront his past and go for his dreams. Along the way, he falls in love and learns the importance of forgiveness and authenticity.
Michael and Natalie were such endearing characters. It was a joy to follow their musical journey. My brothers had a band around this time, so I could easily relate to Michael’s desire to share his songs and become successful. His dilemma of whether to please himself or do what’s popular was a major theme which I enjoyed. Loved all the references to history, pop culture icons, tv shows, movies, and especially the music. Natalie’s mother Deb was filled with such wisdom and generosity and I loved her character as well.
Loved the way the book was laid out like a record with Side A and B and tracks instead of chapters. The original songs included made me wish I could listen to them. I understand the author is recording some of the songs in the story and I’m excited to hear them.
Highly recommend to music lovers and those who fondly remember the late 80’s/early 90’s. This is a new to me author and I’m excited to read her other books! I received an advance complimentary copy from the publisher. All opinions are my own and I was not required to provide a positive review. 4 1/2 stars raised to 5.
December 11, 2022
This was amazing.
I felt compelled to know more and continue reading since page one!
I loved the writing, how each chapter was a track, how it gives you hope for better days.
It felt like listening to a really good song that just connects with you in a such a deep way you have to keep listening to it over and over again.
I wasn’t expecting this book to have such an impact on me but it really did.
It’s funny, heartbreaking, hopeful, happy and sad.
Loved it.
(Review will be up on bookstagram on 17th January)
I felt compelled to know more and continue reading since page one!
I loved the writing, how each chapter was a track, how it gives you hope for better days.
It felt like listening to a really good song that just connects with you in a such a deep way you have to keep listening to it over and over again.
I wasn’t expecting this book to have such an impact on me but it really did.
It’s funny, heartbreaking, hopeful, happy and sad.
Loved it.
(Review will be up on bookstagram on 17th January)
February 2, 2023
1990 Michigan
What I love most about Erin Bartel's novels is that they are unique. Readers are sure to cleanse their reading palette from reading a Bartel novel.
At the center of the story is two young adults, both with obstacles. For Mike, he's bitter about growing up without the presence of his dad and irritated with his currently living situation. Mike lives with his uncle that doesn't invest any effort into building a relationship. Mike's an aspiring musician that just got kicked out of his band. Life isn't going all that great.
Natalie comes from a famous and wealthy family but has her own set of challenges. She is blind and her mother is dying.
When Mike attends a New Year's Eve party in place of his uncle, his world begins to change for the better. This shows how each action could be a huge tipping point. For Mike, attending the party opened doors and brought companionship into his world.
Everything Is Just Beginning is an engaging novel and I read it rather quickly. The musical and other inclusions from the 90s were lots of fun. The cover is stunning and a perfect one for the writing inside.
My gratitude to publisher Revell for a complimentary copy of the novel. I was not required to post a review and all opinions expressed are my own.
What I love most about Erin Bartel's novels is that they are unique. Readers are sure to cleanse their reading palette from reading a Bartel novel.
At the center of the story is two young adults, both with obstacles. For Mike, he's bitter about growing up without the presence of his dad and irritated with his currently living situation. Mike lives with his uncle that doesn't invest any effort into building a relationship. Mike's an aspiring musician that just got kicked out of his band. Life isn't going all that great.
Natalie comes from a famous and wealthy family but has her own set of challenges. She is blind and her mother is dying.
When Mike attends a New Year's Eve party in place of his uncle, his world begins to change for the better. This shows how each action could be a huge tipping point. For Mike, attending the party opened doors and brought companionship into his world.
Everything Is Just Beginning is an engaging novel and I read it rather quickly. The musical and other inclusions from the 90s were lots of fun. The cover is stunning and a perfect one for the writing inside.
My gratitude to publisher Revell for a complimentary copy of the novel. I was not required to post a review and all opinions expressed are my own.
March 31, 2023
I loved the voice of this book. I loved the music and the feel of the story. I loved the broken and flawed characters and all their struggles and triumphs. If you enjoy books like Long Way Gone by Charles Martin and A Piece of the Moon by Chris Fabry, this book is for you. Highly recommend.
July 29, 2023
I received this book as a part of a Goodreads giveaway.
This is the first time I’ve ever felt like I needed a half star for a book, because this is exactly what I’d expect a 3.5 start book to be like. Everything is Just Beginning is set in 1990 - love - and follows Michael and Natalie, two people with different backgrounds who share a love for music. I was invested from the beginning; I loved the dynamic relationships and musical discussions and found family.
What I didn’t love was how many opportunities felt missed. The main character was blind, which was completely normalized but basically to the point where it was not discussed. It didn’t feel like strong blind representation because it was mentioned like three times for the sake of blind jokes and then never again. No aids, no struggles, nothing. It’s not my place to declare how disabilities should be represented but I would’ve loved to see that fleshed out a bit more. Same with some characters’ endings and development. Everyone just kind of … disappeared.
I was really excited in the beginning that I had discovered a new 5 star read but it fell a little flat. I’d still recommend to anyone who loves a 90s book or something with heavy themes of music - particularly rock. 3/5 or maybe 3.5 what do I know
This is the first time I’ve ever felt like I needed a half star for a book, because this is exactly what I’d expect a 3.5 start book to be like. Everything is Just Beginning is set in 1990 - love - and follows Michael and Natalie, two people with different backgrounds who share a love for music. I was invested from the beginning; I loved the dynamic relationships and musical discussions and found family.
What I didn’t love was how many opportunities felt missed. The main character was blind, which was completely normalized but basically to the point where it was not discussed. It didn’t feel like strong blind representation because it was mentioned like three times for the sake of blind jokes and then never again. No aids, no struggles, nothing. It’s not my place to declare how disabilities should be represented but I would’ve loved to see that fleshed out a bit more. Same with some characters’ endings and development. Everyone just kind of … disappeared.
I was really excited in the beginning that I had discovered a new 5 star read but it fell a little flat. I’d still recommend to anyone who loves a 90s book or something with heavy themes of music - particularly rock. 3/5 or maybe 3.5 what do I know
January 29, 2023
This was my first Erin Bartels book, and definitely won't be the last.
Everything Is Just Beginning is such a unique and emotional story. Filled with the music world and a true to life story of a never-was musician who gets kicked out of his band and ends up finding something more important.
When the whole world seems to be against Michael, he'll find that some people are still on his side and rooting for him to be the best he can be. When he ends up at a party that he isn't invited to, he meets a beautiful musician and her family that wrangle their way into his heart and soul. And creating beautiful music together.
I loved the characters and Erin's writing was so beautiful. There are some parts that were emotionally hard to read, but made the story feel so much more real.
Thank you to Baker Publishing for a copy of this book to read and review.
*trigger warnings for alcohol abuse, and illness/loss of a loved one.
Everything Is Just Beginning is such a unique and emotional story. Filled with the music world and a true to life story of a never-was musician who gets kicked out of his band and ends up finding something more important.
When the whole world seems to be against Michael, he'll find that some people are still on his side and rooting for him to be the best he can be. When he ends up at a party that he isn't invited to, he meets a beautiful musician and her family that wrangle their way into his heart and soul. And creating beautiful music together.
I loved the characters and Erin's writing was so beautiful. There are some parts that were emotionally hard to read, but made the story feel so much more real.
Thank you to Baker Publishing for a copy of this book to read and review.
*trigger warnings for alcohol abuse, and illness/loss of a loved one.
December 11, 2022
Music is one of my love languages and I relished every minute I spent in these pages with Michael and Natalie. Traveling back to the 90s was actually a breath of fresh air. It’s not an era often used as a setting in the genres I typically read. Like Bartels says in her author’s note, it was a simpler time without all the technology we have today. It was also a time where we couldn’t just cherry-pick the songs from an album with a tap of a “button,” but instead enjoyed the storytelling the artist had to share with us from beginning to end on their album.
Thank you to the publisher through Netgalley for an advanced copy in exchange for an honest review.
Thank you to the publisher through Netgalley for an advanced copy in exchange for an honest review.
April 8, 2023
Reading this book is very not like me - the music scene of the 80s holds zero appeal for me as an 80s teen myself. However, it's a story very well told. It's lots of poignant, funny in parts, and hard to put down. There was a bit of rougher language, some alcohol, and an excavation mini subplot that seemed wildly unrealistic, but those are the only negative points I have.
January 23, 2023
This book is amazing! The prose is like lyrical poetry and the song lyrics come alive and make the story so touchingly realistic. The entire plot just flowed from the page into my heart. The story of Michael Sullivan, a lyricist who has been kicked out of his band, and Natalie Wheeler, a blind musician who is extraordinarily gifted, is one that should be read and appreciated by all who need a story to make them think and feel good about life. It is the story of daring to reach out for a better future and of forgiving those who have held you back in your past so that you can achieve your dreams. I loved getting to know each of the characters, even the seemingly unredeemable Uncle Mike who drinks and gambles to forget his tragic past. I found myself wanting Michael to forgive his father Steve completely and find a new relationship with him. I was totally invested in the stories of the characters because they became like real people to me. The plot was moderately paced, not too fast which I think would ruin it and not too slow which would make it drag. It was perfectly paced for the story that was being told, the story of young love, exploration into new beginnings and support from those who had forged a path in the past. I think my very favorite character was Deb Wheeler, a talented musician who gave up her promising career for personal reasons. She elicited sympathy from me but also a great deal of respect because of her compassion and wisdom that she showed to all whose lives she touched. This is one of the most beautifully written tales I have ever read and I cannot recommend it highly enough. It’s refreshingly original and totally engaging.
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Disclosure of Material Connection: I received a complimentary copy of this book from Revell Books via Netgalley. I was not required to write a positive review. All opinions expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255, “Guidelines Concerning the Use of Testimonials and Endorsements in Advertising.”
Disclaimer
Disclosure of Material Connection: I received a complimentary copy of this book from Revell Books via Netgalley. I was not required to write a positive review. All opinions expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255, “Guidelines Concerning the Use of Testimonials and Endorsements in Advertising.”
February 9, 2023
Everything Is Just Beginning is a complex and complicated story of family, unmet expectations, music, and found family.
I did not connect to Michael at all. He is immature, selfish, and grumbles and complains a lot. It's like he expects things to be handed to him. Isn't that why he went to Dusty's party in the first place?
Natalie (Pinky) is hard to get to know, even though she is one of the main characters. Michael's character overshadows hers. I think the story would have been better if we had seen more of her.
Michael has great character growth, especially toward the end of the story. I would have liked to have seen more of his family relationships resolved.
I was not engaged in the story. I kept hoping it would get more interesting. It was a nice story; it was just not a great story. Something was missing. I wish I could put my finger on what it was, but I can't quite pinpoint it.
Thank you to Revell for the opportunity to read this book. I was not required to provide a positive review. All thoughts and opinions are entirely my own.
I did not connect to Michael at all. He is immature, selfish, and grumbles and complains a lot. It's like he expects things to be handed to him. Isn't that why he went to Dusty's party in the first place?
Natalie (Pinky) is hard to get to know, even though she is one of the main characters. Michael's character overshadows hers. I think the story would have been better if we had seen more of her.
Michael has great character growth, especially toward the end of the story. I would have liked to have seen more of his family relationships resolved.
I was not engaged in the story. I kept hoping it would get more interesting. It was a nice story; it was just not a great story. Something was missing. I wish I could put my finger on what it was, but I can't quite pinpoint it.
Thank you to Revell for the opportunity to read this book. I was not required to provide a positive review. All thoughts and opinions are entirely my own.
January 21, 2023
Fresh and original, this book is an excellent trip back to 1989. I loved the nuances of each character and the setting, as well as the hopeful view of the world and what it could be.
January 28, 2023
I was intrigued by this story idea. Erin Bartels tends to write very unique stories and this was no exception. She took a lot of time to write about music and really set the stage for the time period that this book is written. The first few chapters held my interest as I was curious where Michael would find himself. After that I struggled a bit to be completely captivated by this story. Not much happens within the pages and the story line moves terribly slow. There is friendship and unique family relationships that I thought well written but aside from that this was not the book for me. I am sure many will enjoy this story!
Three stars.
"I received this book from Revell for free. All opinions are my own and I was not required to write a positive review."
Three stars.
"I received this book from Revell for free. All opinions are my own and I was not required to write a positive review."
February 13, 2023
3.5 stars
I have been intrigued by this story since I first read the synposis and followed Bartels' journey in writing it. I devoured a novel of hers last year, and so my expectations were quite high. I think that perhaps was part of the problem.
I didn't dislike this novel, but it didn't have the wow factor I think I was looking for. And again, I think that is solely based off my experience reading her other novel. This was a well written story for sure. I could see some character growth in Michael, and I appreciated his relationship with Natalie. They were good for each other, and needed each other. Natalie's family surprised me a lot, and I don't want to say why (spoilers), but the more I found out about them, the more I was drawn to them.
The music aspect in the novel was fantastic. I am a big music person - all kinds of music from all kinds of time periods. Each song or artist that was mentioned easily came in my mind. And actually, the songs that Bartels wrote for the book, I could imagine them in my head (I haven't heard them yet, I'm too scared that it'll mess up what I thought they'd be lol). She did an amazing job with this.
I think my problem was that I expected there to be some big plot twist, or major event that would shake up the lives of the characters. Something. And it almost read more like an everyday life kind of story, which isn't bad in itself. Like I said, I think I went into the book expecting an experience from a previous book I read, and that is not fair to the author at all. It's a good story, I just wasn't as invested as I wanted to be.
Bartels is still a favorite of mine, and I'll read anything of hers that's put in front of me. Looking forward to what she has next! I received a complimentary copy of this book. I was not required to write a favorable review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
I have been intrigued by this story since I first read the synposis and followed Bartels' journey in writing it. I devoured a novel of hers last year, and so my expectations were quite high. I think that perhaps was part of the problem.
I didn't dislike this novel, but it didn't have the wow factor I think I was looking for. And again, I think that is solely based off my experience reading her other novel. This was a well written story for sure. I could see some character growth in Michael, and I appreciated his relationship with Natalie. They were good for each other, and needed each other. Natalie's family surprised me a lot, and I don't want to say why (spoilers), but the more I found out about them, the more I was drawn to them.
The music aspect in the novel was fantastic. I am a big music person - all kinds of music from all kinds of time periods. Each song or artist that was mentioned easily came in my mind. And actually, the songs that Bartels wrote for the book, I could imagine them in my head (I haven't heard them yet, I'm too scared that it'll mess up what I thought they'd be lol). She did an amazing job with this.
I think my problem was that I expected there to be some big plot twist, or major event that would shake up the lives of the characters. Something. And it almost read more like an everyday life kind of story, which isn't bad in itself. Like I said, I think I went into the book expecting an experience from a previous book I read, and that is not fair to the author at all. It's a good story, I just wasn't as invested as I wanted to be.
Bartels is still a favorite of mine, and I'll read anything of hers that's put in front of me. Looking forward to what she has next! I received a complimentary copy of this book. I was not required to write a favorable review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.
December 24, 2022
I cracked open this book, not really sure why I requested to read it, but the farther into it I got, the more compelled I was to continue on. One of the forces that drove me on in reading it was some of the main characters shared my maiden name--Wheeler. I mean, just because of that, I have to read it.
Everything is Just Beginning is a rather sad, angsty book wrapped around deep-seated hurts and anger. Some of the characters are less than reputable, some are upstanding in spite of their past, some are the kinds of people who reach down to lift others up. It takes all kinds to make a world and it takes all kinds to make a novel worth reading.
Erin Bartels has centered this novel in Detroit, Michigan, around the music business and shows the readers just how involved the music world is for those who would try to break into it and become successful. The plot line in this novel has a few twists and turns that take the reader by surprise, and there are a few issues that are dealt with on such a deep level that it requires thought and contemplation to fully get the ideas being presented through the words and actions of the characters. Michael and Natalie are incredible young people with a moral compass and maturity that is rare in someone of their youth. They have their faults and foibles, but they also have their strengths that make them the kinds of characters readers love.
This is a five star book, with two thumbs up, and a new set of guitar strings.
Revell Publishing provided the copy I read for this review. All opinions expressed are solely my own.
Everything is Just Beginning is a rather sad, angsty book wrapped around deep-seated hurts and anger. Some of the characters are less than reputable, some are upstanding in spite of their past, some are the kinds of people who reach down to lift others up. It takes all kinds to make a world and it takes all kinds to make a novel worth reading.
Erin Bartels has centered this novel in Detroit, Michigan, around the music business and shows the readers just how involved the music world is for those who would try to break into it and become successful. The plot line in this novel has a few twists and turns that take the reader by surprise, and there are a few issues that are dealt with on such a deep level that it requires thought and contemplation to fully get the ideas being presented through the words and actions of the characters. Michael and Natalie are incredible young people with a moral compass and maturity that is rare in someone of their youth. They have their faults and foibles, but they also have their strengths that make them the kinds of characters readers love.
This is a five star book, with two thumbs up, and a new set of guitar strings.
Revell Publishing provided the copy I read for this review. All opinions expressed are solely my own.
January 30, 2023
Though Everything Is Just Beginning by Erin Bartels starts on New Year’s Eve of 1989, it’s a tale of family, dreams, and responsibility (or lack thereof) relevant to any generation. Michael Sullivan, the main character, is an underperforming, self-focused, immature twenty-something. I disliked him from the beginning which made it hard to enjoy the book. He grows as a character and turns decent for the last 1/3-1/4 of the novel, but I never felt invested in the story.
Opposite Michael, the female lead, Natalie Wheeler, is highly talented, proactive, (mostly) mature, and committed to excellence despite having her own obstacles. She’s quite a foil character to Michael, but their relationship isn’t an enemy-to-lovers tale. Rather, it’s an unlikely friendship that grows out of loneliness and impending loss.
Everything Is Just Beginning by Erin Bartels contains some excellent themes about the importance of forgiveness, viewing obstacles as helpful for growth and new opportunities, finding family outside of biological kin, working hard to accomplish goals, and realizing every person has a backstory that affects their actions and attitudes. This story isn’t my favorite of Erin Bartel’s novels, but offers good themes, fun vintage music references, and plenty of depth for readers who manage to like the book’s main character.
Disclosure of Material Connection: I was provided a copy of this book by the author or publisher. All opinions in this review are my own.
Opposite Michael, the female lead, Natalie Wheeler, is highly talented, proactive, (mostly) mature, and committed to excellence despite having her own obstacles. She’s quite a foil character to Michael, but their relationship isn’t an enemy-to-lovers tale. Rather, it’s an unlikely friendship that grows out of loneliness and impending loss.
Everything Is Just Beginning by Erin Bartels contains some excellent themes about the importance of forgiveness, viewing obstacles as helpful for growth and new opportunities, finding family outside of biological kin, working hard to accomplish goals, and realizing every person has a backstory that affects their actions and attitudes. This story isn’t my favorite of Erin Bartel’s novels, but offers good themes, fun vintage music references, and plenty of depth for readers who manage to like the book’s main character.
Disclosure of Material Connection: I was provided a copy of this book by the author or publisher. All opinions in this review are my own.
January 31, 2023
I am a bit conflicted after finishing this story. The writing was interesting and flowed easily and kept me invested most of the time. Michael’s journey included a lot of character growth, however, with the influence of Natalie and her mother and mention of God, I felt his spiritual growth lacking for what I expected.
There was a lot of open possibilities for relationships to reconcile and grow stronger, but never realised. And in the book summary it sounded like the Berlin Wall would have had a greater impact than it had.
I really liked the author’s writing style and how her stories develop and evolve and the broken and realistic characters the author delivers. Through this story the readers could see how other people can impact a person’s life if we just take the time to invest in those broken people’s lives.
*I received a complimentary book from the publisher. All opinions expressed are my own.*
There was a lot of open possibilities for relationships to reconcile and grow stronger, but never realised. And in the book summary it sounded like the Berlin Wall would have had a greater impact than it had.
I really liked the author’s writing style and how her stories develop and evolve and the broken and realistic characters the author delivers. Through this story the readers could see how other people can impact a person’s life if we just take the time to invest in those broken people’s lives.
*I received a complimentary book from the publisher. All opinions expressed are my own.*
January 31, 2023
Right from the start I was immersed! There's an underlying sadness that grows into something beautiful in a rich, nuanced way without every becoming saccharin. Loved every minute spent with these characters and had some good laugh-out-loud moments too. Five shining stars!
November 7, 2022
Unique, enjoyable, loved the early '90s setting and all the music.
*Thanks to Netgalley and the publisher for providing an e-galley in exchange for an honest review.
*Thanks to Netgalley and the publisher for providing an e-galley in exchange for an honest review.
February 15, 2023
Disclosure: I received a complimentary copy of the book from the publisher. Opinions expressed are my own.
Scripture Connection
But Jesus would not entrust himself to them, for he knew all people. He did not need any testimony about mankind, for he knew what was in each person.
John 2:24-25
Spiritual Themes
Bartels explores the search for significance, clearly demonstrating that life’s meaning— and fulfillment— cannot be found in the approval of people. This is such an important message, and it is so well-conveyed. Although the verse above is about Jesus, I felt that it was fitting because it demonstrates His example in this.
Forgiveness also plays a significant role in the plot.
What I Liked
Erin Bartels is an excellent writer with a strong command of voice. As the narrator, Michael is thoroughly believable. Everything he does is consistent with his character, and he feels like he could be— and probably is— a real person. He’s fully, and seemingly effortlessly, fleshed out from the first page of the novel. This isn’t to say I liked Michael throughout the novel, but I always believed him.
The found family dynamics were beautiful. I’ve read only one other novel, The Girl who Could Breathe Underwater, by Erin Bartels, and this newest release reminded me a lot of the other one, in terms of family relationships. In both cases, a kind and wealthy family welcomes a person into their circle. And that is a beautiful thing to read about.
The redemptive plot line was also gorgeous. I won’t spoil by saying more about that, but the book was both powerful and beautiful.
Although this isn’t necessarily a fair comparison (Everything is Just Beginning has a lot more texture), Natalie reminded me a bit of Jamie Sullivan from Nicholas Sparks’ A Walk to Remember. Like Jamie, Natalie is prepared to see the best in people and she’s able to take charge of a situation, even when those around her mistake her deliberate dismissal of social cues for naivety. Michael is also a little bit like Landon from A Walk to Remember. I do list this as a positive because that novel is a favorite of mine, albeit very different than Everything is Just Beginning.
The “historical” setting of the story was well-executed. While I was expecting a stronger emphasis on the major events of the period (i.e., what you would read about in a textbook), based on the back cover, I felt that the occasional brief references were both effective and realistic. After all, when it comes to major events, many people will here about what is happening, without actually being personally affected. If I were to recount a season in my life, in later years, I would probably be more focused on my personal experience than on the context of national/global events.
Overall, although this book was a bit heavier than what I usually like to read, the writing was so strong—hence, the five star rating.
Content Notes
Michael and Natalie spend a good deal of time together in the Listening Room, which is described with sacred/reverential language.
In terms of romantic content, I don’t recall other notes, but I was sick while reading (and it’s now been a few weeks since I finished).
Recommendation Status
Rich and powerful, Everything Starts Here is a well-crafted, emotional read. Recommended for readers who are looking for a powerful read and enjoy bittersweet narratives.
Scripture Connection
But Jesus would not entrust himself to them, for he knew all people. He did not need any testimony about mankind, for he knew what was in each person.
John 2:24-25
Spiritual Themes
Bartels explores the search for significance, clearly demonstrating that life’s meaning— and fulfillment— cannot be found in the approval of people. This is such an important message, and it is so well-conveyed. Although the verse above is about Jesus, I felt that it was fitting because it demonstrates His example in this.
Forgiveness also plays a significant role in the plot.
What I Liked
Erin Bartels is an excellent writer with a strong command of voice. As the narrator, Michael is thoroughly believable. Everything he does is consistent with his character, and he feels like he could be— and probably is— a real person. He’s fully, and seemingly effortlessly, fleshed out from the first page of the novel. This isn’t to say I liked Michael throughout the novel, but I always believed him.
The found family dynamics were beautiful. I’ve read only one other novel, The Girl who Could Breathe Underwater, by Erin Bartels, and this newest release reminded me a lot of the other one, in terms of family relationships. In both cases, a kind and wealthy family welcomes a person into their circle. And that is a beautiful thing to read about.
The redemptive plot line was also gorgeous. I won’t spoil by saying more about that, but the book was both powerful and beautiful.
Although this isn’t necessarily a fair comparison (Everything is Just Beginning has a lot more texture), Natalie reminded me a bit of Jamie Sullivan from Nicholas Sparks’ A Walk to Remember. Like Jamie, Natalie is prepared to see the best in people and she’s able to take charge of a situation, even when those around her mistake her deliberate dismissal of social cues for naivety. Michael is also a little bit like Landon from A Walk to Remember. I do list this as a positive because that novel is a favorite of mine, albeit very different than Everything is Just Beginning.
The “historical” setting of the story was well-executed. While I was expecting a stronger emphasis on the major events of the period (i.e., what you would read about in a textbook), based on the back cover, I felt that the occasional brief references were both effective and realistic. After all, when it comes to major events, many people will here about what is happening, without actually being personally affected. If I were to recount a season in my life, in later years, I would probably be more focused on my personal experience than on the context of national/global events.
Overall, although this book was a bit heavier than what I usually like to read, the writing was so strong—hence, the five star rating.
Content Notes
Michael and Natalie spend a good deal of time together in the Listening Room, which is described with sacred/reverential language.
In terms of romantic content, I don’t recall other notes, but I was sick while reading (and it’s now been a few weeks since I finished).
Recommendation Status
Rich and powerful, Everything Starts Here is a well-crafted, emotional read. Recommended for readers who are looking for a powerful read and enjoy bittersweet narratives.
February 15, 2023
The best part of being part of the Revell Reads program is that by the time I actually receive the book, I've completely forgotten what it's supposed to be about, but I know that I obviously chose it for a reason—it's like a present from myself to myself, haha!
When trying to figure out how I would describe Everything is Just Beginning, the first thing that popped into my head is that this book is an entire vibe.
Or, if my sister were a book. A bit too modern—1990 is kinda past the era of bell bottoms and The Beatles—but the vibe was still there. Rock & Roll and just kinda all-around vintage (sorry to all the 90s kids, but the book really did feel retro). Maybe it was the fact that Nicki's dad refused to listen to music for fun on anything other than vinyl.
So, overall, the vibe was on point. Kudos to Ms. Bartels for nailing a setting that had me hooked!
I loved Michael's character. He was so fun to read, and his depth of character was something that I loved watching develop. His struggle with forgiveness and his sense of duty both made for an unforgettable character.
Nicki was cool. I enjoyed her, she and Michael worked really well together...but idk, she seemed kinda flat? Which feels really weird to say, because she definitely wasn't perfect, nor overly flawed. Her struggles with her mom's illness really pulled on my heartstrings, but...maybe it was her attitude? Being an only child, she acted kinda entitled and was definitely used to getting her way, but she wasn't overly bratty or anything, and I liked reading her and Michael together. She was just kinda meh for me.
Uncle Mike was kinda a jerk that everyone loved because he could be charismatic when he wanted to, and it drove me up a wall. Probably partly because I know people like that. Dusty and Deb were flawless. I loved them to pieces. Selfless and hospitable and loved people like crazy. They were just...*chef's kiss*
The music was probably another reason I fell in love with the vibe. Not that I particularly enjoyed the music that the characters enjoyed (yes, I looked up nearly every artist mentioned), but that the characters loved music. And that just makes a person have a bond with someone even if they're fictional, ya know?
Also, when Deb talked about Glen Campbell giving her a guitar? I kinda maybe sorta majorly fangirled a lil bit. (he was my top-listened-to artist on Spotify in 2022 in case anyone wondered. Pretty sure I was in the top 5% or something)
The message was...there. Healing and moving on from the past and letting go and all that. It honestly was fantastic, I just...idk. The fact that Nicki and her parents were Christians was something that I really loved, and the way that they brought in Michael and practically made him part of the family was amazing (found family trope ftw, y'all). I guess it just bugged me that Michael, who was not a Christian, fell in love with Nicki. Which isn't a problem. Except that Nicki reciprocated. And it bugged me (don't be unequally yoked and all that) and, quite frankly, took away from the theme of the book a little bit for me.
But, all in all, I did love the book and would definitely recommend it for anyone looking for a bit of vibes in their life.
*I received a complimentary copy of this book from the publisher for promotional purposes. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own.
When trying to figure out how I would describe Everything is Just Beginning, the first thing that popped into my head is that this book is an entire vibe.
Or, if my sister were a book. A bit too modern—1990 is kinda past the era of bell bottoms and The Beatles—but the vibe was still there. Rock & Roll and just kinda all-around vintage (sorry to all the 90s kids, but the book really did feel retro). Maybe it was the fact that Nicki's dad refused to listen to music for fun on anything other than vinyl.
So, overall, the vibe was on point. Kudos to Ms. Bartels for nailing a setting that had me hooked!
I loved Michael's character. He was so fun to read, and his depth of character was something that I loved watching develop. His struggle with forgiveness and his sense of duty both made for an unforgettable character.
Nicki was cool. I enjoyed her, she and Michael worked really well together...but idk, she seemed kinda flat? Which feels really weird to say, because she definitely wasn't perfect, nor overly flawed. Her struggles with her mom's illness really pulled on my heartstrings, but...maybe it was her attitude? Being an only child, she acted kinda entitled and was definitely used to getting her way, but she wasn't overly bratty or anything, and I liked reading her and Michael together. She was just kinda meh for me.
Uncle Mike was kinda a jerk that everyone loved because he could be charismatic when he wanted to, and it drove me up a wall. Probably partly because I know people like that. Dusty and Deb were flawless. I loved them to pieces. Selfless and hospitable and loved people like crazy. They were just...*chef's kiss*
The music was probably another reason I fell in love with the vibe. Not that I particularly enjoyed the music that the characters enjoyed (yes, I looked up nearly every artist mentioned), but that the characters loved music. And that just makes a person have a bond with someone even if they're fictional, ya know?
Also, when Deb talked about Glen Campbell giving her a guitar? I kinda maybe sorta majorly fangirled a lil bit. (he was my top-listened-to artist on Spotify in 2022 in case anyone wondered. Pretty sure I was in the top 5% or something)
The message was...there. Healing and moving on from the past and letting go and all that. It honestly was fantastic, I just...idk. The fact that Nicki and her parents were Christians was something that I really loved, and the way that they brought in Michael and practically made him part of the family was amazing (found family trope ftw, y'all). I guess it just bugged me that Michael, who was not a Christian, fell in love with Nicki. Which isn't a problem. Except that Nicki reciprocated. And it bugged me (don't be unequally yoked and all that) and, quite frankly, took away from the theme of the book a little bit for me.
But, all in all, I did love the book and would definitely recommend it for anyone looking for a bit of vibes in their life.
*I received a complimentary copy of this book from the publisher for promotional purposes. Opinions expressed in this review are completely my own.
January 1, 2025
Once again, Erin Bartels digs deep into human emotions--their pain, joy, loss, emptiness--and strips bare what must be in order to help them see what they lack. WHO they lack. And like a psalmist in old Israel, she uses music to change hearts and lives.
I wasn't sure I'd like where I saw the story going. After all, the real faith in this book touches but doesn't fully transform the protagonist. We're left with hope for the Lord's work in his life rather than a picture of it.
But I think that was the point. The faith came through other characters and the impact those people had on others. At one point, Michael expects a bunch of famous people at a private gathering and instead, finds the people who our Christian characters brought to Christ and the impact of one (or more) person's faith on those people. It's a picture of what's happening in his own life and he hasn't seen it yet.
Look, Michael is a jerk. He's self-centered (self-obsessed, really), immature, angry, and so very lost. But Bartels does a beautiful job of showing us just who he can (and probably will be) through the lens of the character growth he's given here.
This isn't a fast-paced, "crazy rock scene" story. It's a slow ballad of small changes that make huge impacts in the future.
So yeah, I wasn't sure I'd like where the book was going, but like a song from a musical genre you don't usually enjoy, sometimes you love it BECAUSE it's different and gives you an experience you didn't know you needed.
I wasn't sure I'd like where I saw the story going. After all, the real faith in this book touches but doesn't fully transform the protagonist. We're left with hope for the Lord's work in his life rather than a picture of it.
But I think that was the point. The faith came through other characters and the impact those people had on others. At one point, Michael expects a bunch of famous people at a private gathering and instead, finds the people who our Christian characters brought to Christ and the impact of one (or more) person's faith on those people. It's a picture of what's happening in his own life and he hasn't seen it yet.
Look, Michael is a jerk. He's self-centered (self-obsessed, really), immature, angry, and so very lost. But Bartels does a beautiful job of showing us just who he can (and probably will be) through the lens of the character growth he's given here.
This isn't a fast-paced, "crazy rock scene" story. It's a slow ballad of small changes that make huge impacts in the future.
So yeah, I wasn't sure I'd like where the book was going, but like a song from a musical genre you don't usually enjoy, sometimes you love it BECAUSE it's different and gives you an experience you didn't know you needed.
September 12, 2023
I almost DNFed this book, but it was a super quick read, and I've already DNFed plenty of books this year so... yeah. 🤷♀️ This book just wasn't my era or vibe; (I'm not an 80's baby), the plot was kind of boring, and the main character didn't have a redemptive moment. He just irked me, and the Christian element wasn't really there much at all. I did find the record-like set up of the book to be neat, and the theme of some things ending and other things beginning was inspirational, but other than that the book and its punky, grunge rock vibes fell flat for me.
July 28, 2024
I enjoyed this book. I liked Michael, even when he was being stubborn, and really liked seeing Natalie from his point of view. The way the story flowed over several months' time felt neither rushed nor plodding, but like a good song, had just the right tempo.
I think my favourite character was Deb, though. I loved the way she exemplified what it means to really be a disciple of Christ.
I think my favourite character was Deb, though. I loved the way she exemplified what it means to really be a disciple of Christ.
May 23, 2025
Beautiful story
August 25, 2024
Read via Kindle. 2.5 stars. Great cover.
It’s very difficult for me to know what to write in this review. I enjoyed the first 3 books by this author SO much. I rated them with two 5 stars and one 4 stars.
I had a bit of a hard time with the fourth book and struggled with this one a lot. I thought about not leaving a review at all because of how difficult this is to write. My rating is in the middle because the writing was well done but the content left me feeling sad and deflated.
I am just very confused. It felt hollow for me. I loved the Deb character but that was the only faith element. I personally see this as a clean fiction book and not Christian fiction. I held on hoping for some spiritual growth, a desire to seek God, and coming to Christ. The rock star world is so empty and unhealthy in many respects.
As I said before, I liked Deb’s wisdom and humility. The highlight of the book was when Mike realized Deb had passed just as her daughter finished the song for her Mom. That was beautiful.
It was nice to be back in a time before people became so wrapped up in the internet and foolish ‘woke-ness,’ but it left me disappointed. I dislike even saying that but I felt really let down. I buy from Christian publishers to get Christian fiction - hope, redemption, etc. The writing itself is very good but I didn’t feel moved or lifted by the content. The publisher has caused me to really question their direction and what they are asking of authors.
It’s very difficult for me to know what to write in this review. I enjoyed the first 3 books by this author SO much. I rated them with two 5 stars and one 4 stars.
I had a bit of a hard time with the fourth book and struggled with this one a lot. I thought about not leaving a review at all because of how difficult this is to write. My rating is in the middle because the writing was well done but the content left me feeling sad and deflated.
I am just very confused. It felt hollow for me. I loved the Deb character but that was the only faith element. I personally see this as a clean fiction book and not Christian fiction. I held on hoping for some spiritual growth, a desire to seek God, and coming to Christ. The rock star world is so empty and unhealthy in many respects.
As I said before, I liked Deb’s wisdom and humility. The highlight of the book was when Mike realized Deb had passed just as her daughter finished the song for her Mom. That was beautiful.
It was nice to be back in a time before people became so wrapped up in the internet and foolish ‘woke-ness,’ but it left me disappointed. I dislike even saying that but I felt really let down. I buy from Christian publishers to get Christian fiction - hope, redemption, etc. The writing itself is very good but I didn’t feel moved or lifted by the content. The publisher has caused me to really question their direction and what they are asking of authors.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
January 14, 2024
Erin Bartels writes excellent dialogue—and without the F word! How pleasant to read a novel with no smut.
I read three other novels written by Bartels. Each was better than the last. I missed THE GIRL WHO COULD BREATHE UNDER WATER, so I can’t speak for it. But she seems to be continuing her better–and–better pattern with EVERYTHING IS JUST BEGINNING.
Michael, a rock ‘n’ roll singer who was just kicked out of his band, meets his neighbor Natalie. Together they form a band of their own. She writes most of the music; he writes most of the lyrics.
Natalie‘s father is a famous music producer, and he arranges a concert (gig) for them. Will their band and their relationship continue, or will it all end after this one gig?
Even though the story is somewhat predictable, it is still a pleasure to read. And the authentic-sounding songs throughout the book really are authentic songs.
I read three other novels written by Bartels. Each was better than the last. I missed THE GIRL WHO COULD BREATHE UNDER WATER, so I can’t speak for it. But she seems to be continuing her better–and–better pattern with EVERYTHING IS JUST BEGINNING.
Michael, a rock ‘n’ roll singer who was just kicked out of his band, meets his neighbor Natalie. Together they form a band of their own. She writes most of the music; he writes most of the lyrics.
Natalie‘s father is a famous music producer, and he arranges a concert (gig) for them. Will their band and their relationship continue, or will it all end after this one gig?
Even though the story is somewhat predictable, it is still a pleasure to read. And the authentic-sounding songs throughout the book really are authentic songs.
July 22, 2025
This is a gritty book that took me by surprise. I didn’t expect to like it as much as I did. Still, to this moment, I cannot pinpoint exactly why it worked for me… but it did! The themes of forgiveness, faith, redemption, music, and love kept me glued to the pages.
Content warnings: Death (terminal illness), alcohol use, domestic abuse, mention of abortion (mild), some innuendos
Content warnings: Death (terminal illness), alcohol use, domestic abuse, mention of abortion (mild), some innuendos
January 25, 2023
A book review: Everything is just Beginning by Erin Bartels
Topic or themes I saw: Feelings of failure, not being liked. Doubting yourself. The fear you have nothing to offer or it isn’t good enough. Search for happiness and fulfillment. Approval that matters, approval that doesn’t.
Read it if you like:
✔️The 90’s
✔️Music
✔️Underdog stories
✔️Stories with strong mentors
✔️Women’s fiction
✔️Characters who have disabilities
Story: Michael wants to be a famous singer. In an attempt to get to a producer, he attends a party he isn’t invited to. At the party, he meets Natalie and together they begin an unlikely band. Stories that bring out belonging, self-worth, and loneliness, healed by the kindness of someone who cares are my very favorite. I can’t get enough of them. I saw these themes in this novel. Everything is Just Beginning is the kind of book that makes me want to hug the author and say thanks. Thanks for writing this book for me. I also loved that the lyrics for the songs Michael and Natalie wrote were included in the story. Bartels does spectacular at placing the reader in the life of a musician. The setting and song writing process really came alive for me.
Quote: “Sometimes what looks like an obstacle is actually useful to you.”
Thank you Revell for a copy of this book. All opinions are my own.
How I rate books:
I largely rate books on how they make me feel which is incredibly subjective 🥰.
5⭐️–Absolutely adored and loved the book, a favorite.
4⭐️-Really enjoyed the book and would recommend it.
3⭐️-Liked the book, it was engaging and interesting and I am glad I read it, but I wasn’t drawn in emotionally as much as others.
2⭐️- There was a strong theme that I did not agree with or overall the book just left me with a bad feeling.
Topic or themes I saw: Feelings of failure, not being liked. Doubting yourself. The fear you have nothing to offer or it isn’t good enough. Search for happiness and fulfillment. Approval that matters, approval that doesn’t.
Read it if you like:
✔️The 90’s
✔️Music
✔️Underdog stories
✔️Stories with strong mentors
✔️Women’s fiction
✔️Characters who have disabilities
Story: Michael wants to be a famous singer. In an attempt to get to a producer, he attends a party he isn’t invited to. At the party, he meets Natalie and together they begin an unlikely band. Stories that bring out belonging, self-worth, and loneliness, healed by the kindness of someone who cares are my very favorite. I can’t get enough of them. I saw these themes in this novel. Everything is Just Beginning is the kind of book that makes me want to hug the author and say thanks. Thanks for writing this book for me. I also loved that the lyrics for the songs Michael and Natalie wrote were included in the story. Bartels does spectacular at placing the reader in the life of a musician. The setting and song writing process really came alive for me.
Quote: “Sometimes what looks like an obstacle is actually useful to you.”
Thank you Revell for a copy of this book. All opinions are my own.
How I rate books:
I largely rate books on how they make me feel which is incredibly subjective 🥰.
5⭐️–Absolutely adored and loved the book, a favorite.
4⭐️-Really enjoyed the book and would recommend it.
3⭐️-Liked the book, it was engaging and interesting and I am glad I read it, but I wasn’t drawn in emotionally as much as others.
2⭐️- There was a strong theme that I did not agree with or overall the book just left me with a bad feeling.
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