i have really complicated feelings on this one.
this is a book about neo-puritan religious trauma and misogyny. there *are* fantasy elements, of course, but the main conflict of the story is completely believable & rooted in real history. i expected more of a zany fantasy apocalypse cult vibe, and that's definitely not what this is. there are horror elements (think midsommar-type elaborate deaths), but don't go into this expecting a true fantasy...although there are witches. and we LOVE to see witches.
anyways, this is totally up my alley, and i wish i liked it more than i did.
first, what i enjoyed:
- the middle ~250-page-chunk has some great twists and was well-paced and really good. if the whole story had been like this, it would've been an easy 4 or 4.5 star review—extasia is almost worth reading for the middle section alone. for those who have already read it, i was super invested up until they arrived at the mountain.
- i really liked the focus in this book on what it means to be complicit in abuse—whether people should be forgiven or punished for being kind and supportive but still allowing, through their inaction, for terrible things to happen. i also loved the discussion on what it means to hold two conflicting feelings on something or someone at the same time—to, in the words of my role model phoebe bridgers, hate them for what they did, but miss them like a little kid.
- in general, actually, the themes were really solid and presented well. legrand focused on aspects of trauma, grief, and feminism i don't often see covered in books. a particular favorite was a poignant discussion on blame between Amity and her mother. to say more would be to venture into spoiler territory, but i thought legrand handled that and other difficult topics with a great amount of intelligence and compassion.
- this book! is! sapphic! AND it's also about religious trauma, so amity deals with plenty of internalized homophobia. i loved the love interest—she is beautiful, clever, willowy, endlessly kind—and the romantic development was believable to me.
what i didn't like:
- the writing style had high highs, but was also at times super awkward. for example, the third sentence in this book is literally "i am not like other girls." yes, seriously. similar double-takes occurred at other parts of this story. also, the use of 'tis but no other anachronisms was a wild writing choice.
- the first ~100 pages were slow. world-building is, of course, very important, but despite massive empathy for their situations it was difficult to become invested in any of the characters. i get the first part is meant to demonstrate the extent to which amity has been brainwashed and abused, and it was appropriately nauseating to that end. but it was also oddly-paced and a little contrived, and i found myself struggling to get through it not just because it was gruesome, but also because it was boring.
- i thought the "big reveal" in part 4 was a really disappointing direction for the story to take. it wasn't elaborated upon enough to be in any way believable, and it ruined the distressing realism of the story for me. thematically, i feel the same goals could've been accomplished with a better plot decision (and i would be much less grumpy). likewise, the epilogue felt unnecessary, and i wish a different choice had been made to demonstrate the same idea. like literally any other choice.
- while amity was quite strong, much of the supporting cast was incredibly one-note throughout the book and could've benefited from stronger development. immediately coming to mind are blessing, mercy, and malice.
- why did the names have to be nouns. why. names matter a whole lot in this book, but when they change, it's from a meek submissive religious noun to a
DOMINANT ANGRY FEMINIST NOUN
. generally, i feel legrand could have made her themes less blatantly obvious and trusted the reader a little bit more, and this is a good example of that. i should not be laughing during this very tense, dark story at "we all step through it—hunger, sorrow, vengeance, SAMUEL, malice..." but there is simply something so comedic about that and you can't change my mind. samuel is just such an average lad in this furious bucket of nouns.
overall: this is no grace year, but this book has a lot to say, and i think for many of you it could be a hit. if you like slow-burn horror or believable feminism in YA, this is worth reading. brilliant themes, lackluster execution for me.
3 stars.
**thank you to Epic Reads @ Harper Collins for this ARC.**