3 ⭐️ Listen, it’s honestly a pretty good book. It’s just not for me.
"Your life is precious. I will try to make sure it does not end if I can."
WHAT TO EXPECT:
✨ monster romance
✨ he's a cinnamon roll duskwalker desperate for a companion who can survive his hunger
✨ she's a strong, fearless human and her village's offering to the duskwalker
✨ beauty and the beast (loose) retelling
✨ interesting fantasy world with duskwalkers, humans, demons, and magic
✨ 'arranged' marriage
✨ forced proximity
✨ slow burn
✨ sexy bath time
✨ somnophilia
✨ 4/5 🌶️
✨ dual POV
✨ OW drama
My Thoughts:
I listened to this audiobook over the course of a few days, and honestly, I thought it was great. The narrators did a FANTASTIC job (seriously, Wolfgang Millken perfectly voiced Orpheus). And even though it's an 18 hour audiobook, I was engaged most of the time.
Here's the thing, I totally get why so many people LOVE this book. I liked a lot of it, and enjoyed the overall story - the first half more than the second half. However, there are certain things that just weren’t my cup of tea. But first, let me tell you about the things I liked.
What I liked:
The characters, Orpheus and Reia are great! Reia is such a strong FMC who, instead of being afraid in this situation, she makes the most of it and embraces the weird. She is definitely inexperienced and sometimes a little dumb, but I think it worked with the story. Orpheus is the sweetest monster of all time who just wants to be good and do Reia right, but also is tempted to eat her. lol I love him.
Orpheus’ learning experiences with Reia were fun and sweet. Orpheus is basically a creature that, over hundreds of years, has learned and grown by eating beings. It's why he has animal and human features. Because each time he eats something, it becomes a part of him. So the way he's gained intelligence is by eating humans. Orpheus is intelligent enough to learn, and he has with each new offering. But there's a lot he doesn't know, so Reia has to patiently explain and teach things to him- like boundaries and what's normal human behavior. Basically, she trains him. lol What's so adorable is that Orpheus is just so eager to understand and learn what Reia likes/wants. She is his whole world, and he will do anything and be better for her.
The romance is so sweet 🫶 and sexy. 🔥 I liked the combination of the forced proximity with the slow burn and friends to lovers. It all just went together so well. Chapter after chapter, as they start to fall in love, I found myself also falling more in love with them. Orpheus' nickname for Reia is 'my little doe' and I thought that was just so stinking cute.
But even though Orpheus is super sweet, he's also 'super naughty' (as Reia likes to say), and most of the time, he doesn’t mean to be . . . it just sort of happens. For example, he has to bathe Reia every day to keep this magic demon repellent on her skin. And by bathe, I mean full on naked bathe where he touches here EVERYWHERE. 🙈 Or when Reia wakes up with his face between her legs because he smells something sweet, and it just so happens to be her arousal from a sexy dream. Plus, his dirty talk was ON POINT - very direct but so sincere.
The world building is interesting. It took a while for the world building to really unfold but I liked this because there was no info dumping. Instead, you learn as Reia learns, which means a lot more showing versus telling. I've never read a fantasy story with a world quite like this, so it felt very new and fresh to me. However, there were some times where I thought, "that seems like a ridiculous/easy explanation" when it came to the hows and the whys of the creatures or magic in this realm, but I decided to accept it for what it was so I could continue to enjoy the story.
What I didn't like:
As much as I liked Reia, she is pretty stupid and acted childish more than a few times. There are a lot of moments where Reia is purposefully obtuse, which was very annoying and had me screaming at her to use her brain. There's also a few times where she has too much bravado and ends up doing something reckless and rash, when in reality, it's just plain stupid. If she wasn't the MC, she would have died early on. But of course, Orpheus is always there to save her.
My lack of sexual interest in Orpheus due to his skull head and weird dick. Look, Orpheus is so sweet, but I’m not down for an animal skull headed dude nor am I into a penis that has tentacles that can retract inside the body. It's just not for me. However, I did think the sex scenes were done super well. There are a lot of them (7 scenes total I believe). But as someone who's not into the hardware and mechanics of all that, once they started actually having sex, I lost interest.
The OW drama. Listen, it’s definitely a me thing, but I HATE OTHER WOMAN DRAMA. While I believe it made sense with this plot and was done well, it's just not something I enjoy.
**SPOILER AHEAD**
I didn't like how Reia invalidated Katerina's trauma. I know we're supposed to hate Katerina, but honestly, I just felt sorry for her. She was taken against her will by a monster, and because she thought she'd die if she resisted Orpheus, she placated him by agreeing to cordially live with him. She never denied him and his sexual advances because she thought if she did, he would eat her. So for five years, in her mind, Katerina was a prisoner being raped, biding her time till she could escape. But instead of seeing this point of view, Reia legit blames her since Katerina "never voiced her wants, had never denied Orpheus, simply because she was too blind to see he would have stopped touching if she has just simply said no." But HOW THE FUCK WAS KATERINA SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT? Also, that was 200 years ago and over those centuries Orpheus has become more intelligent and understanding of humans, so yeah, he could have easily gotten angry and eaten her. Reia then goes on to say that Katerina is "a spiteful fucking bitch" because she wants to hurt and kill Orpheus for what he did to her. Nah. This is just fucked up. Just because Reia likes Orpheus and doesn't see him as a monster doesn't mean Katerinas trauma and revulsion to him isn't valid.
The length of this story. It was 200 pages too long and had a lot of 'slow' moments. By slow, I mean there were a lot of scenes of Reia and Orpheus' day to day life and so much inner dialogue with Orpheus and Reia constantly questioning themselves and mentioning how much they like each other. The pacing didn't bother me while listening to the audiobook because I was driving across state lines for hours and I actually thought their inner dialogue was spot on for people in their situation. However, I know if I had been reading this story, I would have skimmed A LOT because after a while, it did become redundant and wasn't truly necessary for the plot.
Some of the dialogue and words used were too modern for this story. This is just a personal preference, but when I read fantasy, I cannot stand when there are modern words or phrases. It always takes me out of the story. Here are some examples:
-"Blah, blah, blah." Ok, Ke$ha.
- "He deserved it for being such a dick." They didn't even say that 30 years ago, so don't use it in a fantasy world.
- "All peaches and cream here." There's no way they even knew about peaches and cream.
- "I think you broke my hymen." There is no way this girl, who grew up in a medieval-esque village without plumbing and electricity knows internal human anatomy.
- She legit finds a book with the Beauty and the Beast story. 🙄
But regardless of what I didn't like, I think you should read this if you’re interested in monster romance. I’m glad I listened to it and I’ll probably think about this story (well, the first half at least) for a while, but I won’t continue the series.
Favorite Quotes:
"Come, little human. Let me melt your heart."
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"I have desired you from the first moment you smiled at me, my little doe."
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Mine! She was his human! His offering! His to touch, his to see, his to eat.
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"I do not want you to leave me, Reia.''
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"You are beautiful. And your personality is shiny. I have missed many humans that have left, but I like you more than any of the others that have come here. Even if you safely make it out of the Veil, you will be gone."
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She is perfect. A perfect little human that was quickly stealing his lonely, aching heart.
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"You gave me something no one else has wanted to give me, and I don't want it from anyone but you.
"And what is that?"
"Someone who wanted to be by my side."
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Reia had found heaven in the Veil, and it was given to her by the cock of a Duskwalker that was fucking her into oblivion.
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