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216 pages, Paperback
Published August 2, 2022
"The cumulative effect is that of blurred borders."
“After all, constellations are just stories we tell ourselves, attempts to impose order onto something beyond order. And ghost stories are the same, a rickety narrative framework we build around the ultimate lacuna, shaky wooden handrails beside the abyss. And the stars themselves are a kind of ghost story. Those points of light are vast thermonuclear explosions that happened long ago—blooms of cosmic violence in the wake of things that no longer exist.”
“This reverie filled me with such electric joy that I had the momentary urge to grab my daughter and squeeze until she became a fine paste. The circuits in my brain had flooded: the lines for love and violence run parallel, and the surge of emotion had crossed the two in uncanny fashion.”
“we chatted with the awkward jauntiness of two people who had recently been forced to consider the termination of the self.”
“Small white clouds of smoke tufted from his window, and unperturbed on the man’s lap perched a white poodle, head regal and alert, fur ruffled in the wind, that poodle gazing out across the lone and level tundra, master of all he surveyed.”
“Then the bell rang and some long-dormant instinct asserted dominion over my body. I blacked out briefly and came to screaming 'Do your job, ref!' through mouthfuls of commissary hotdog. Ancient muscle memory had emerged violently intact.”
“We send our strange tendrils into the world, those curious passions and inexplicable pursuits to which we devote hours and years and decades. We let our unbeautiful fungal filaments creep through the damp and dark, and mostly we find nothing, and sometimes we find something—a tiny node of commonality, then another node, and eventually maybe a network. And one day someone gives us a ride to the show, and the world becomes a few degrees less lonely, a few degrees more legible.”
“Our most intimate bonds (of family, of relatedness, of romantic love) operate on strange hidden frequencies. They defy easy categorization and pat analysis. We tell ourselves the rules of this domain are natural and immemorial—but they are always constructed and often very recent. We build temples to enshrine these rules, and sometimes their structures are sound and sometimes their gilt façades mask places where the beams of logic have long rotted away. Perhaps all I’m saying is this: each of us must examine the narratives that have been presented, knock their walls for soundness, and choose whether to accept or reject.”