Genre: Contemporary Romance, NA
Tropes: RH, revenge quest, childhood friends, enemies to lovers, gang wars, found family
Series: The Harlequin Crew #4
Cliffhanger: Yes
Trigger Warnings: death, violence, torture
Rating: 4.5 ⭐
Spice: 5/5 🌶
“There’s nothing trashy about you, pretty girl,” JJ objected.
“Yes there is,” I disagreed. “I’m the perfect combination of trash and sass which means I don’t give a fuck if anyone doesn’t like it.”
I think this book was my favorite so far. The characters have gone through a lot, they have developed and have formed amazing bonds, we have cameos from characters from Kings of Quarantine and from Society of Psychos and a lot of love declarations. So I'm utterly in love and scared to start the last book and say goodbye to these characters.
》》The Plot《《
“You’re the master of your own fate. If you try and control the world long enough, it’ll eventually break free and bite you in the ass."
With Rogue sacrificing herself and going back to Shawn, letting the boys think she never loved them, Fox hurt by JJ's betrayal, Luther shot and everyone being rather hurt, angry or literally on the verge of death, the last ending was pretty much a disaster. So this book had a lot of pieces to gather and put back togheter. It was very character-oriented, healing a lot of relationships, divulging truths about family connections and giving us a lot of love declarations.
》》Characters and Relationships《《
“So what’s the deal, beautiful? Are you fucking Chase now?”
“It was a one time thing,” Chase offered.
“Yeah right,” I growled under my breath. If I was being honest, I didn’t really care that he’d had sex with her. The guy needed her as much as we all did, maybe even a little more. And I was quietly glad they’d sorted their shit out at last. “So what are we? Some sort of foursome?”
“Let’s try being a family,” Chase said, hope filling his expression.
“I’d really like that,” Rogue sighed.
“Sounds good to me.” JJ said.
As I said, this book is very character-oriented, with relationships being formed, re-formed, better defined or simply blooming. The situatioship is moving from Maverick-Rogue-JJ into reverse harem territory, with Chase joining the frame and some lost family members show up.
🌈🧑🏻Rogue and Chase
“While I was gone, I made a playlist on my phone. Shit that reminded me of the past, but some of the present too, the good, the bad, and all the pain in between. They’re about us, little one. And maybe it’s dumb, but I thought I could give you a song whenever I say I love you to show you that those words represent a lifetime of us, a million memories made in Sunset Cove together.”
They. Are. Adorable. I've waited three books for this, but it was worth it. They had such an amazing character development. It hurts to see Chase being so full of doubts about himself, but I love how Rogue and JJ constantly work on reminding him how important he is.
“What do you reckon, Ace? Brunette or rainbow or something else?”
“It doesn’t matter to me,” Chase answered, smoke pluming from between his lips. “All I see when I look at you is colour anyway. You’re like the sunset that never ends.”
And they were really romantic too. Chase comforting her, giving her songs every time he means to say "I love you" and even his letter to her, it was really romantic.
🌈🧑🏽Rogue and JJ
“You once told me that loving me was like trying to keep hold of sand while the tide tried to claim it back from you,” I said, looking up at JJ as he continued to caress the ink I’d gotten for him. “And I wanted you to know that you don’t have to work to keep it anymore because nothing can steal it away. It’s as permanent as the ink on my skin and as endless as the tide which tried to steal it from you.”
Awww, they were my favorite duo for a very long time. And they are definitely the sweetest duo too. They are my comfort couple.
"But this is the truth. You make my heart race and my fingers tremble. You make me smile when I thought I never could again. You make my pulse race and my words come out all jumbled and I might have called you a lovesick boy, but I have always just been a lovesick girl when it comes to you."
I'm happy that, after this book, I'm sure JJ won't have any more doubts about Rogue’s feelings for him. Plus, I loved how he was the first one to understand the idea of the reverse harem (I'm sure his Dark Fae series has helped there).
🌈🧑🏻💼Rogue and Maverick
"No matter how far we’ve been from each other or how long I go between each time I lay my eyes on you, I still carry you with me right here in my chest. You’re the good in me, Rogue. You’re the only good I got left.”
I've said it before and I'll say it again: these two have definitely helped each other a lot. I think they accept everything about the other and blend all the negative emotions into healing, only through each other and their love.
“Say it again,” I growled, holding his dark gaze and as my chest rose and fell heavily.
“You’re our girl. And you own me in every way that a man can be owned. So show me you own me, Rogue. Remind me why I worship you.”
Maverick is soft for her and lets her in because I think he feels how much she actually helps him pick up the broken pieces, which is exactly what he does for her in return. Plus, they have killer chemistry.
🌈🧑🏼Rogue and Fox
"Fox, you're everything to me. For so many years I was out there just existing, pining for the feeling of your hand in mine, your arms around me, the security I always felt in your presence. Being without you was like going without the sun - I learned to survive in the dark, learned to find a way through, but I never felt truly warm, never felt awake the way I do when I'm here with you. I love you, Fox," I repeated and his throat bobbed as he took in those words. "But I love them too."
Fox has been honest about his feelings from the very beginning, so I'm honestly sad for him being the only one not getting the girl. But his tunnel vision is really holding him back.
“But I don’t trust myself with you. I fear one day my want for you will blacken anything good that once lived between us, and I don’t want you to remember me as the villain in our story. I think if we leave it now, there’s still enough good left in the past for you not to always cringe when you think of me.”
“You’re such an idiot, Fox Harlequin. I don’t cringe when I think of you, I ache. And I’m gonna keep aching as long as you stay away from me because you’re my best friend and I need you in my life. I’ve made shitty mistakes and hurt you too, but I want to show you how sorry I am, and I can’t do that if you shut me out. Please Fox.”
Their interaction is still sweet, it's fascinating to watch the two of them play friends and it's infuriating at the same time too. But they'll get where they're supposed to be in the end, I'm certain of it.
🧑🏻💼🧑🏽Maverick and JJ
“Find something good to ground you, JJ,” Maverick commanded. “That’s what you’re best at. So fucking find whatever it is you need to stay here.”
“What did you find?”
“What?” he growled.
“Last night, you found something to ground you. What was it?” I demanded
“Nothin’,” he muttered.
“Rick,” I hissed, trying to pull away, but his hand remained locked on my jaw.
“You, you asshole,” he snapped.
Ohhhhhh, yeah! They were bonding so well, and being there for each other, supporting each other. Right now, the two of them might just be the closest out of all the guys. And they've "adopted" Chase super quickly too, so I was definitely all for their bromance.
🧑🏻💼🧑🏼Maverick and Fox
“For the love of fuck, do not repeat what I’m about to say to anyone, you understand, douchebag?” I demanded and he nodded, seeming confused. “You’re my brother. And yes, I have fucking hated your guts for a very long time, but I’ve also missed you every day on that godforsaken island. Your value to me is more than I can put into words, because it’s our whole fucking childhood, it’s every night in this house we spent together, it’s playing video games ‘til four am and laughing like idiots at our stupid little inside jokes. And okay, maybe there’s a thousand miles of mistakes between us, and yeah, maybe I shot at you. But I shot wide on purpose, Foxy, I’d never really put a bullet in you. At least not one that’d put you in the ground.”
Four books later, they have finally stopped being murderous and can start rebuilding their relationship back, piece by piece. It's kind of funny how Maverick ended up closer to JJ, Chase and Rogue than Fox is, but, well, twists and turns are always served perfectly by the Twisted Sisters.
🧑🏼🧑🏽Fox and JJ
“There is nothing left of us,” I talked over him, but he barrelled on, raising his voice.
“I know I shouldn’t have lied to you and I’m sorry for that, but you never had a right to tell me I couldn’t love her. You never had the right to demand anything of me when it came to her. It wasn’t Harlequin business.
They've hit a rough patch, but the fact that they have been best friends for such a long time must count for something. Even if it's not like before, they are slowly working things out and I'm definitely waiting to see them in full bromance again.
🧑🏼💼🌹Luther and Carmen
"I thought you asked me here to return your ledger?" I asked her in a low voice. "If you wanted me to fuck you then you should have just said. It would have saved my kids a lot of effort in retrieving the thing."
Carmen laughed, tipping her head back and walking away from me. "If I wanted to fuck you, Mr Harlequin, I would have done it already. But men like you are so often a disappointment in the bedroom - so much testosterone and bravado is often a compensation for a tiny cock after all. And even if that isn't true in your case, I don't fuck men who think of themselves as kings. You're all far too interested in self-gratification to know how to please a woman like me."
OK, is it wrong that I'm soooooo looking forward to what book 5 holds for these two? There's something here, I just know it. It has to be. And I'm shipping them with all my fangirl power.
》》Favorite Scenes《《
🧑🏽🧑🏻💼JJ choosing to stay with Maverick
🌈Miss Mable's advice from Rogue’s memories
"Enjoy it while you're young, child. Before you know it, you'll be an old woman like me and you can trust me when I say, the things you look back on and regret are always the things you didn't do. Not the ones you did. So be wild, be free, live fast and love hard. Or at least have another glass of lemonade while you decide which one of them you'll be kissing first."
🧑🏻💼🧑🏽🧑🏼Maverick and JJ going to Fox, at the hospital where Luther was
🌹Carmen showing up to check on Luther
🧑🏼💼🧑🏼Luther telling Fox what happened with Rogue
“Shawn shot me,” he growled.
“And Rogue,” I said, her name holding so much weight I could barely push it off of my tongue.
He shook his head. “No, she didn’t.”
My thoughts jarred. “She…didn’t?”
🌈🤖The memory of how Rogue met Shawn
🤖🌹Shawn's visit to Carmen
🌹🌈Carmen's words to Rogue
"I see you, rainbow child, hiding beneath the hurt and shame of what you've survived. I see you. And I don't think it's time for your flame to gutter out. Hold on to that fire in your heart," she hissed. "And use it to burn everyone who tries to put it out. "We learn to recognise our own, don't we? The forgotten, broken girls. But we are so much more than that. Embrace it. Own it. Become who you were born to be. Life is too short to spend it accepting your place in the gutter when there are stars just waiting for you to rise up and claim them. And I swear, when you ascend, there will be no man on this earth powerful enough to pull you from the throne you build for yourself."
🧑🏻🧑🏽Chase calling JJ
🧑🏻Chase being the only one who realized Rogue’s message was a lie
“Oh my god, this is our problem, isn’t it?” he said in realisation. “All of us think we’re so fucking worthless that we’d rather swallow a lie that proves that than acknowledge that maybe Rogue fucking Easton actually still loves us.”
🌹🧑🏼🧑🏼💼Carmen coming to save Fox and Luther
🧑🏼🧑🏼💼🧯Fox and Luther meeting Brooklyn
“This is Mateo,” the girl introduced him as we clambered aboard the boat. “And I’m Brooklyn with a B.”
“What else would you spell it with?” I asked in confusion.
“A silent H, obviously.”
💌Chase's letter to Rogue
🤖Shawn finding Dark Fae in Fox’s drawer
🧑🏻💼🤖Maverick’s call to Shawn
🧑🏽🧑🏻JJ telling Chase all about his man-eating starfish
🤝🏻The exchange of prisoners
⭐Tatum's house
🧑🏻🌈Chase and Rogue
🧑🏻🌈Chase comforting Rogue
❤The love confession
"That I love you, Rogue Easton. I've been so irrevocably and helplessly in love with you for so long that I let it twist me up inside. I let it turn me cruel and jaded and so fucking angry because I always knew I wasn't good enough for you.”
🧯Brooklyn telling the Harry Potter- Lord of the Rings- Fast and Furious - Fight Club story
🧑🏼Fox eating the drugged cookies
“Um, sorry to bother you Mr Man Junior, but I think you ate my dog’s angry horse medicine.” Brooklyn appeared out on the balcony and I caught her hand, making her spin with me.
“Daaad,” I said through a wide smile, face planting his chest before he righted me, a frown on his face that said he was going to go full father on me.
“You need to throw up,” he said anxiously.
I batted him away. “No, I have rainbows to catch,” I growled.
🧑🏽🧑🏻💼JJ and Maverick inspecting Rogue
🧑🏻🧑🏻💼Chase and Maverick having a talk
🧑🏽JJ initiating the "us"
“It’s just us, right? There’s no fragments, no jagged edges. There’s you, me, Maverick, Chase…and Fox.”
⭐The truth or dare game
🦑Saint coming home
🦑🧑🏻💼Kyan and Maverick bonding
“You want me to beat your ass again, big man?”
“I think we both know that’s not what happened.” Kyan grinned and Maverick grinned back. Dudes were bro bonding if ever I saw it.
🦑Kyan asking them to fly the Squid balloon
🧑🏻Chase not knowing what the Squid represents
“What’s with you guys and squids?” I asked
“Its meaning is important to our family,” he answered with a shrug.
“Which is...?” Chase asked.
“How can you not know that?” Rogue asked him. “What are you, like eighty?”
🧑🏽🌈🧑🏻JJ taking a picture of Rogue and Chase
🐶🌈Mutt and Rogue reunion
🧑🏼🌈Fox and Rogue
🧑🏻🧑🏽🧑🏻💼Chase, JJ and Maverick eavesdropping
🧑🏼💼🌈Luther discussing with Rogue
🧑🏻💼🧑🏼Maverick having a chat with Fox
🧑🏼💼Luther making his hair before answering Carmen's call
🌹🌈Carmen being friendly with Rogue
🧑🏼💼🧑🏼🧑🏻💼Luther telling the truth to Fox and Maverick
🛶The boat expedition
🧑🏼💼🧑🏻💼Luther telling Maverick he loves him
🧑🏻💼🌹Luther's visit at Carmen's
🧑🏼🧑🏻Fox and Chase talking about Rogue
“It’s like she’s splitting herself between all of you. But I want all of her, Ace. I’d never be satisfied with a piece of her soul because I need to capture every inch of it. I need to know she’s mine right down to the sand in her hair and the scent of the sea on her flesh. If she’s not mine in every way, then I can’t have her. It’s all or nothing with me, it always has been, always will be. So it’s nothing, because she’s made her choice and I really hope you all make her happy, I do, but I can’t stay in this town and watch you become a family together, because I’ll die, Ace. Inside, I will fucking die.”
🌈🧑🏼Rogue talking to Fox
👵🏻Saving Miss Mable
🧑🏻💼🌈🧑🏼💼Maverick admitting his feelings for Rogue in front of Luther
"I taught you better than that. You should know not to lose your head over a woman."
"It's a bit late for that," Maverick responded. "Because I lost my head, my heart, my entire fucking being to that particular woman a long damn time ago. And you'd do well not to forget it."
🧑🏻💼Maverick staying at the Harlequin House
"Rogue has your old room," Fox said. "So I dunno if you wanna-"
"Rogue's room, my room, makes no fucking difference to me. I'll be sleeping where she is either way," Maverick interrupted and Fox's jaw ticked, but he just nodded like he'd been expecting that anyway.
🧑🏽JJ and the massage
🧑🏻💼🌈Maverick telling Rogue about his heritage
"That man wasn't a father to you. He's nothing but ash and bone. Fucking nothing."
"So what does that make me if I came from nothing?"
"Mine."
🧑🏼🧑🏽Fox and JJ talking a bit about their issues
🧑🏽JJ’s father showing up
🧑🏽JJ’s new dream
"Hell yes. I have a new dream. One day, I’m gonna get Chase Cohen on stage stripping like a pro."
🧑🏽🌈🧑🏻JJ, Rogue and Chase crossing a line
🌈👩🏼Rogue and Tatum having a girl's day
🃏The tattoos
❤The love declaration
"I've been in love with all of you since before I understood the meaning of the word," I said as I looked between three of the men my boys had grown into. "And I could no sooner pick between you than pick between the stars in the sky. You already have my heart and I've given each of you my body too. So if you're asking me what I want then it's more of that. All of that. All of you. Together."
☀️More heritage truths coming to light
💎The diamonds
》》Conclusion《《
"First one to find it gets his dick sucked," Rick challenged.
"I didn't agree to that," I replied, cocking a brow at him and he laughed.
"I know. I'm nominating Johnny James - he's gotta be fucking good if he was charging for it."
Another brutal cliffhanger? Of course. Am I going to devour the next book? Clearly. I loved the characters, I loved the cameos from Brooklyn and Tatum, I loved the reverse harem being formed, I loved Luther and Carmen and I just loved everything. I'm a bit sad for Fox, but he'll come around, I'm sure. Even Saint Memphis did, so Fox Harlequin will have to learn to do that too.
"Shit," JJ said as Rick shifted to get more comfortable on his other side and I just stayed where I was, utterly fucking spent and buzzing with pleasure. "I think we just formed a reverse harem. I'm officially living a fantasy lifestyle."