Upon finishing this book, I found myself sitting in silence, reflecting on the remarkable life and enduring legacy of Khadijah Noor. This was my second time reading it; the first was in Urdu when I was in 9th grade, and now, after graduating, I revisited it in English. With my life's experiences, I found myself appreciating it even more this time around.
The writing is, unsurprisingly, exceptional. Compared to other books of Umera Ahmad this book is more focused and profoundly impactful.
The narrative revolves around three central characters: Catherine Brown/Khadijah Noor, Umme Maryam, and Zalaid Awwab. The parallel stories of Catherine and Maryam, initially seemingly unconnected, gradually intertwine in a compelling manner.
Maryam, who has grown up in poverty, despises her circumstances. A gifted artist, she longs for fame, wealth, and an escape from her miserable home and her devout, unassuming mother.
Zalaid, raised in opulence but without a mother, is an art aficionado who encounters Maryam's paintings, leading to their eventual crossing of paths.
Catherine's life has been marked by relentless hardships since her teenage years, evoking a deep sense of empathy and a yearning for her to find some semblance of relief.
"Indeed, with every hardship comes ease." (Quran 94:5)
This quote perfectly encapsulates Khadijah Noor's journey.
The book explores numerous themes with such finesse that their depth only dawns on you upon reflection.
Motherhood: Does a mother's past influence her future? Can her sins affect her children? Can a mother with a sinful past raise virtuous offspring? Does a blood bond, especially between a mother and child, transcend all distances?
Sins: Is any sin too great to be forgiven? Who are we to judge others for their sins? Haven't we all sinned? Is a born Muslim superior to a convert? Does being a Muslim guarantee paradise?
Desires: Is there a limit to human desires? When is enough, enough? Can one achieve everything in this world and still find happiness? Do we forget our Creator in our pursuit of desires? Is worldly success better than the promise of the hereafter?
Belief: How firm is your belief that patience will be rewarded? Do you trust that Allah will not abandon you? Do you believe in the forgiveness of sins?
Doubts: Can you find happiness if you distrust everyone? Can you be at peace if you constantly worry about others' intentions? Do you think the world revolves around you, that every action is meant to harm you? Can others not live their lives independently of you?
The book also touches on themes of marriage, divorce, poverty, wealth, fame, and reality, among others, each portrayed with brilliance. The plot maintains a perfect pace, seamlessly transitioning between stories without a single dull moment.
This is why I’ve given it 5 stars! 😍😍 Read this for a scintillating experience.... ❤️🔥