Mixed emotions but so good
I’m not going to lie I hated Damien for a good amount of this book. I couldn’t understand how someone like Kira could fall for someone that just wasn’t completely enamored with her just yet.
There were times where it was mentioned her brand of love is obsession which makes sense because Kira is a psychopath, so in my head I pacified myself by saying their love for one another would be different because Kira can’t actually love the same way a normal person can. But honestly, I think Damien becoming just as obsessed as she was with him saved it for me, that even when he hated her he couldn’t keep away. But still I was so annoyed with the fact Kira, was so easily broken by the idea of him getting hurt when he hadn’t earned that sense of protectiveness from her yet. He earned it in this book I will readily admit, but I will forever stand by that feeling that a character like her should have been able to hold off on becoming attached/ obsessed to him or better yet keep it just at obsession and not love. Would have loved for Damien to be the one “in love.” while her obsession slowly progressed more into something that one would consider love. She is a psychopath after all?
But that’s just me being picky at this point, I didn’t mind the moments she finally submitted to him because he did the same to her in other-ways ,but I didn’t love the references to other submissive he had in the past, not by name obviously because they were nameless faces and not of importance to him, but like why even make references. It was unromantic considering they were in the throes of passion. “You exceeded my expectations, love. None of my pretty little submissive have ever done that,…” like did we really need that line? If I have to hear about something like this, I would love to hear more about the men Kira used to dominate in the past, and have it brought up when she’s having sex with one of the men (preferably Damien) Let’s even it out a bit. Idk it’s somethings that’s always bothered me in romance.
Other than that I loved this book. I truly did, holy cheese balls I was on the edge of my seat the whole time. So fearful of something happening to one of these beloved characters. Even Damien though he’s my least fave of the men. I love Kai and I love Aeron, and I want more Aeron and KirA time because the sweet beast man needs all the reassuring he can get. Also there is Dante…. Please Emma add him to the harem. I didn’t expect the complicated emotions I felt about him in this book but all I can say is he deserves forgiveness and I’d never thought I’d say that about a character like him. I want him in the harem, need him. There’s no denying the chemistry, between him and Kira. Then there’s Adam. I love Adam so much, as uncomfortable as his relationship with his sister can be. I love it, their love for one another makes this series. Kira really said bros before hoes, and I love that she makes a lot of decisions based on him, even around her men. Emma Dean despite my pickiness, you really out did yourself on this series.