This is gonna be a long one so... grab some snacks and settle in!
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Look, this book is not perfect, but I'm still giving it 5 freaking awesome stars because just....Wow.
As I was reading this ARC, I could tell that this book would become one of my guilty pleasures, and seeing the other reviews, it seems I'm in great company!
I 100% highly recommend reading the prequel novella before you start this book. It will help you get to know the characters and provide a lot of setup in a slower pacing than the book does. I plan to leave a review for the novella as well!
So I started this book around 6 pm, and it was me, my ebook, and my couch, munching on popcorn because I couldn't be bothered to take my eyes off the pages long enough to make a real meal. (Please eat healthy, and don't be like me!)
My only regret is how foolish I was for not reading this book 2 months ago when I got the ARC. Started in the evening. Stayed up till 2 am reading and made it to the 50% mark, which is a feat because this book is LONG and I'm a slow reader! 436 pages (according to goodreads) of lovable characters, juicy plot, and enticing drama. Woke up at 8:30, unlocked my phone, and picked up reading before I even made it to the kitchen--literally 5 steps from my bedroom. Then I read all day until I finished at 6 pm. And I didn't even consider once putting my phone down to take a reading break.
That is how much this book wrapped it's little e-book bindings all around my heart. Seriously.
And now that you are aware of my undying love for this book, let's get to the actual review!
This darling book reads like a really satisfying, GOOD fanfiction. I was at 70% and, while I knew where the romance plot was headed, I still wasn't quite sure where the rest of the plot was going. But plot be damned, I tell you. I was so invested in these characters, that I honestly couldn’t care. I felt like I knew these characters in my soul. And I was along for the ride, wherever it went, no matter what.
Now I will admit, this story can get quite confusing. But if you just keep reading, you'll usually get your answers relatively quick. The reason for this is because there are fairly substantial time skips between almost every chapter. And they're not those time skips where everything that happens doesn’t matter. A lot of the time, what happens that you don't see, matters a hell of a lot. I promise, eventually you will find out what happened and things will start to make sense again. And to me, that's where the charm of the writing style shines. I unexpectedly enjoyed this style more than I ever thought I would. It really kept me on my toes and pulled me into the story. It's incredibly genius, in my opinion. I do have 1 little gripe about this though:
You may find the time skips are a little disappointing at times, because you REALLY want to experience what you know happened, and you feel like you've been robbed of a precious moment. But in reality, the skips are quite masterfully chosen, because when that thing that got skipped finally happens again, and you get to read it as its happening, you completely inflate because you're like, "I've been waiting for this my ENTIRE LIFE! THANK YOU, ALICE. FINALLY!" So, I definitely don't see it as a bad writing choice.
The dialog can be a bit choppy, and jump around from topic to topic without warning, but overall I found it kind of grounding once I got used to the style. In a good way, it felt less polished and less specifically targeted as a conversation. Sometimes I'll be reading a book and I can tell that a conversation merely serves to progress to a specific topic, and it can feel unexciting. In this book, the flow of conversation was unique enough that it kept me engaged, and I could really relate to the pacing, but maybe that's just my ADD brain being used to conversation jumps because I do that all the time IRL. Admittedly, for some instances, it would have been helpful to get some non-verbal clues that a topic change was about to happen. Unfortunately, if quick topic changes confuse you, fair warning that those context clues just aren't there most of the time.
There were quite a few typos in my ARC, but I did get it 2 months early, so they may have been fixed in a last minute round of editing. I'm not sure. But if not, maybe that's something Alice and her team might look at closer for book 2. And if they don't get it fixed for book 2... I'm still reading book 2, I don't care. I'm that enamored with this series.
Another thing, there are lots of "telling" moments. These moments often seem to come on kind of sudden and out of nowhere, because they're plopped into the story without the proper setup that would have allowed us to come to that conclusion ourselves. Doing that did reduce the repetition that usually accompanies "telling," but that does mean you are being told what to think rather than forming your own conclusion based on your perception of the scene. However, I hesitate to say that it's bad. I think it's a choice. This book is gigantic, so dramatizing everything would risk skewing up the pacing, which I think Alice already did a great job on. So this was just one of those could-be-better, could-be-worse kind of things.
Last topic before I get into specific moments: I went in blind and never saw this coming, so I feel like I have to mention it. This is not for young readers. If I knew the second part of the book was going to get... hot, I would have been perfectly happy reading it and not making any comments about it. While there are many "fade to black" moments in other parts of the story, it doesn't come in this aspect, so depending on your tastes, be prepared to skip, skim... or charge right through!
Okay in the next section, I talk about some specific topics in the book. I will pull them out of context so they won't be spoilers, but if you'd rather skip, that's fine too. Respect.
One of the Villains: I don't understand why he is an antagonist. Yes, he did a bad thing, and it's obvious the characters don't like him, but not "agreeing" with him goes directly against what one of the other heroes in the book wanted so I don't get it.
The plot twist at about the third plot point/80% mark... ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS. And maybe it's been done before but I haven't come across it so bravo. 👏👏👏
My very least favorite part of the book:
“I can’t control myself with you."
Why?? Someone tell me WHY does THIS line have to be considered so romantic and end up in all the romance books? I'm sorry but who likes a guy who can't control himself? It's lowkey abusive and borderline rapey.
Literally every other aspect of any romance whatsoever in this book was absolutely perfect. So much light being shed onto healthy, non-toxic relationships, and then there was this? I just wish this line would banish itself from the face of the earth.
But to end on a high note:
THAT TWIST AT THE END, OH MY GOD. I should have seen it coming but I'm so glad I didn't! :D
TL/DR: fast pacing, great characters, mature scenes, lots of time skips, masterful plot twists. 9/10 definitely recommend!!