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Un tesoro debajo del agua

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Una brillante y conmovedora novela middle grade, una exploración sincera de la hermandad, los sueños y lo que significa estar allí para alguien a quien amas.

Olivia está haciendo un viaje por carretera, el viaje de sus sueños, con su fiel cámara fotográfica y su hermana mayor Ruth a su lado. Hace tres años, antes de que su familia se mudara de California a Tennessee, Olivia y Ruth enterraron una caja con sus recuerdos en su playa favorita. Ahora, en este viaje junto a sus tíos, ambas hermanas recorrerán todo el país para descubrir los recuerdos que dejaron atrás. Pero la depresión de Ruth ha empeorado, por lo que Olivia ha creado un plan para ayudarla a recordar cómo solía ser la vida: una búsqueda del tesoro improvisada por todo el país, como piratas que buscan tesoros, tomando fotografías y creando recuerdos en el camino.

Olivia sólo quiere tomar una foto que haga sonreír de nuevo a su hermana. Pero ¿y si las cosas no pueden volver a ser como antes? ¿Qué pasa si nunca encuentran el tesoro que están buscando? Mientras se hace todas estas preguntas, Olivia todo lo que puede hacer es amar a su hermana, y quizá ello ya sea suficiente.

208 pages, Paperback

First published March 31, 2021

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Sarah Allen

5 books177 followers
Sarah Allen is an award winning author whose books are filled with quirky, neurodiverse characters, STEAM elements, and a sense of finding Joy in the weirdest and most unlikely of places. Her books have been Jr. Library Guild selections, Whitney Award winners, A Mighty Girl Best Of pick, and state award winners. Sarah received her MFA in creative writing from BYU and regularly teaches at writing conferences and presents at schools across the country. She lives in Florida with her two fluffy black cats! Learn more at her website: https://www.sarahallenbooks.com/

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Profile Image for Toni.
516 reviews
April 1, 2021
This is one of the best books I have read this year, and, although I did keep in mind my twelve-thirteen year-old students when I read it, it can and it should be read by people of any age. The way Sarah Allen captured what it's like to live and love a family member suffering from depression is so poignant and authentic. She also managed to do so much more and that is to show what it's like to grow into yourself and begin to own your own feelings, realise that the different ways in which we see the world create it's beauty.

Thirteen year old Olivia, who is passionate about photography, and her older sister Ruth are going on a road trip with their parents' friends in an RV. Olivia would like this trip to become a Treasure Hunt that would recreate the hunt she and Ruth did in the past and remind them of happier times. Olivia tries so hard to be upbeat and keep her complex feelings under control not to upset Ruth or worry their mum. She is trying to understand her own limits (influence over other people's choices, responsibility, anger, frustration, creativity ) and this mysterious thing called sisterly love.
It is difficult to imagine a better setting for a coming of age/self-discovery story than a road trip. Olivia is a talented photographer and she has a good eye for anything unusual: an angle that suddenly makes her see an ordinary object in a different light, a special detail that helps you understand the meaning of a place at a deeper level, a connection which isn't obvious unless you've had a similar experience yourself. Ruth is musical - on their treasure hunts she used to come up with perfect playlists- and Olivia comes up with a heartwarming idea- she adds song title captions to her snaps, captions that bring together the sisters' unique ways of seeing the world and creates a perfect fusion that is so meaningful for both of them.

The book is written from Olivia's point of view and Sarah Allen manages to keep the first person narrative exactly that. Olivia has to rely heavily on her powers of observation to see the signs of Ruth having a downturn, because she is trying to do everything possible to make her sister feel better. Even a hint of smile on Ruth's face can make Olivia happy. There isn't a hint of omniscience that so often creeps into first person narratives. No, Olivia has to work out things on her own. She really doesn't know what her sister or her mum thinks, she has to rely on their words or their body language, or take a guess, and this is one of the things that make this book so authentic. It doesn't limit your ability to relate to other characters, though.

I wish I could interview Sarah Allen just to get a glimpse into her creative process and how she came up with this perfect ending. I felt I became Olivia for a brief moment- my heart was full of emotions I couldn't express with words, but I had a picture in my mind that I will treasure.

Thank you to Giselle from Xpresso Book Tours, NetGalley and the publisher for the review copy provided in exchange for an honest opinion.
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5,302 reviews3,462 followers
January 15, 2022
"One of the worst parts about depression is that it's not like an outside illness, where you can see the broken nose or the red swollen nose. It's an inside illness where you have to know the subtle signs."

Such a wholesome book about sisters. My heart is happier after reading this awesome book!

This book represents depression in a way the young readers and adults alike can relate and understand. The characters are convincing and quite realistic.

I love how the writing discusses the condition well and how people close to the person take care and watch out for the signs without overwhelming them.

The book handles well the situations how people under such situation cope and struggle.

I will always need a good mental health based fiction and non-fiction. It's because of such books that I can understand myself better and understand better what people in similar conditions go through.

The representation is quite accurate. It's heartbreaking yet I can get it so well.

The siblings in the story are awesome. And yes, they are so right. Songs and music really do help when nothing else can. And yes to photography. Damn, I can relate to so many things in this book! Instagram? I cannot even ☺️ I am an enthusiast. Everyday.

I just wish there were more distinct parts of the character, Ellie, the friend. But I do appreciate the plot and the writing for not letting the adult characters loom over everywhere.
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4,825 reviews1,228 followers
March 17, 2021
We can't control the waves and the tide. But we can swim in them.

I love a good road trip book! Olivia and her older sister Ruth are travelling from Tennessee to California in an RV. They stop at places like New Orleans, Houston, and Las Cruces. Along the way Olivia has a treasure hunt planned, hoping to cheer up Ruth who suffers from depression. She is going to use her camera with the following themes: New, Old, Magical, and Gold. Olivia has ideas about where to get the perfect picture to match her theme, but Ruth is unpredictable and often guides the group in another direction. I loved seeing Olivia flex and find ways to match photos to the theme for the stop. Frankly, I would LOVE to see some of those photos in real life. They sound simply fantastic. This book is a good read to give kids a window into life with a loved one suffering depression. How much can they do to help? What is their responsibility in caring for that person? And how can they communicate their love and concern in the right way? Another fantastic middle grade title from Sarah Allen!

Thank you to Macmillan and NetGalley for a DRC in exchange for an honest review.
Profile Image for Andrew.
1,949 reviews125 followers
September 27, 2020
Thirteen year old Olivia is thrilled to be on a road trip to San Diego with her aunt, uncle, and older sister Ruth. With her new camera, she wants to recreate the photography treasure hunt she and Ruth created together when they took the same route three years ago moving to Tennessee. Things are different now, though-- lately Ruth has been having a harder time with her depression, and Olivia is worried she will fall into The Pit again. She wants to look out for her big sister, but trying to understand can be difficult. Breathing Underwater is such an important novel, unveiling not just the struggles of a mental illness, but the complex and powerful relationship between sisters who mean the world to each other. Beautiful, poignant, and loving.
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Author 3 books77 followers
February 23, 2021
Thank you to Edelweiss+ and the publisher for an eARC of this book.

ALL THE STARS!!!!

I can't remember the last time I read a book that had such a profound impact on me. I can't even write a review because I'm at a loss for words to express my thoughts and feelings about it. It's introspective, insightful, and such a very important book. It will definitely make my top reads of 2021, and is a must-add to all middle school collections.
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Author 7 books539 followers
March 18, 2021
This little book packs a punch. I cannot remember reading a book that manages to tug my heartstrings the way this one did. Despite being a quick read, BREATHING UNDERWATER makes every word count.

Thirteen-year-old Olivia is excited for a road trip in an RV in more ways than one. The main one being that she wants to unearth a treasure chest she and her older sister buried before they moved from Californian to Tennessee. She hopes the memories will bring her sister, Ruth, out of her depression.

"One of the worst parts about depression is that it's not like an outside illness, where you can see the broken bone or the red swollen nose. It's an inside illness where you have to know the subtle signs."

While this is a middle-grade book, it does cover the heavy topic of depression through the eyes of a thirteen-year-old girl in such a mature and skilled way. Olivia is young, but she understands the signs to watch out for when her sister goes into one of her dark moods. Olivia genuinely loves her sister and will do anything to get her to be happy again all while understanding her illness. She doesn't question it. She doesn't tell her sister to "just smile" or "think happy thoughts." She knows the effects of depression on the maturity of an adult.

And this is what's so heartbreaking.

I can count on one hand how many books I've read in my life that have made me...sigh. Not sigh in a boring way, but because I cared so much about these sisters that I wished I could reach through the pages and hug them.

This book releases on March 30th, but I suggest you preorder it now. I'm in awe of this story and the beauty of sisterhood and love among anguish. I cannot tell you how incredible this book is so, this review will have to do.
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78 reviews4 followers
December 1, 2020
Breathing Underwater is a wonderfully-written, heartwarming tale of two teen sisters trying to hold on to and pursue what's important to them while balancing a difficult situation. 16-year-old Ruth has been battling depression and 13-year-old Olivia has taken it upon herself to be a watchful caretaker of sorts-- without being obvious or annoying her sister. They're embarking on a cross-country road trip following a similar route to one they took 3 years prior. Olivia is hoping to recapture some of the magic of those days and rekindle the closeness she had with her sister. I especially appreciated the enthusiasm and optimism of Olivia who has ambitions to be an adventuring National Geographic photographer. It's fun to see the characters take in some iconic cities and experiences in the US. It treats the subject of depression thoughtfully, especially for the intended middle-grade audience.
Profile Image for Keisha | A Book Like You.
497 reviews560 followers
June 9, 2024
This was heart-wrenchingly beautiful.

A story of two sisters: One lost in a world of melodies and depression. One in a world of photographs and isolation. One fighting through an invisible sickness. One fighting to make the other smile. Both searching for treasure in their own ways.

This is a heavy book. It shows what life may be like for a teenager with depression and also what life for a younger sister of one struggling may be like.

Sarah told this story in such a beautiful way, giving each character a unique coping mechanism. Something that made them feel safe. And weaving those things together into their relationship with each other.

I enjoyed the roadtrip signifying the journey these girls were on, the descriptions of Olivia’s photographs and the songs she chose to pair with them, and the flashbacks to treasured moments. This was so good.

Content to be noted: depression, anxiety, one instance of underaged tattooing, one mention of female menstrual cycles, and one instance of children being left unattended and allowed to roam a big city for a short time while guardians went out.
Profile Image for Haley The Caffeinated Reader.
849 reviews64 followers
April 9, 2021
This book was really as heavy hitting on the emotions as it appeared it would be at first glance. I think that MG books that include diversity are just underrated, in this case this book gave spotlight to depression, focusing on mental health and loving someone who has depression. Our protagonist is this wonderfully loving younger sister, she’s not perfect by any means but her love for Ruth is not ‘soured’ because Ruth has depression and I think a lot of times it’s so easy to show only the darker side of things.

Allen instead shows the hope that Olivia has that she can do something to make her sister smile again. It’s more than that though, it’s that Olivia loves Ruth just as much on her very bad days as on her good days, that she knows that there will be days that she cannot help and that does not diminish her love.

The road trip these sisters take with their cousins sets out to be a recreation of one of her most treasured memories with her sister. But Olivia learns to be flexible and instead shares in different yet no less impactful experiences with her sister and the road trip doesn’t magically cure anything either. They have their highs and lows and the bond between them was very well written.

A book doesn’t need a magic fix and Allen showing that no matter what some times things will not be helped is just as important to impart onto young readers.

5/5 Cups of coffee from me for this absolutely beautiful and slightly heartbreaking MG book that comes out tomorrow! Thank you so much to Xpresso Tours, the publisher, and NetGalley for an eARC of this in exchange for my honest review as part of the tour.
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2,024 reviews218 followers
February 7, 2023
Mmmm esperaba un poquitín más, la verdad: es una historia muy completa, que toca temas como la infancia, la familia y la depresión, y pienso que está muy bien presentado para lectores jóvenes, pero también siento que podía haber ido mucho más allá para lograr una historia más redonda y conmovedora.
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246 reviews12 followers
January 28, 2024
This book was very simple and short, but for some reason for me it took me so long to finish it. I think it's because I got really bored while reading it. I honestly didn't like it cause it was really random and I felt like it dragged on for forever and ever. The pacing was really random, some parts were fast, some were super slow, and I don't even know how long this took or when. Overall not a good book, in my opinion. I know it was made to be like real life, but they still don't really solve the conflict between the two of them, they're just like oh, it's all good now, happy, happy, unicorns and rainbows.

It just feels very rushed, and many things needed to be fixed too cause it was kind of inconsistent.
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931 reviews43 followers
July 13, 2021
Olivia is on the road trip of a lifetime with a mission deep within her heart. Before her family moved to California three years ago, Olivia and her big sister Ruth buried a time capsule deep in the sand on their favorite beach. Now, in a quest to rediscover the past, Olivia has designed a plan to help her sister remember how good they were before Ruth’s depression had begun to take over. The plan: creating a scavenger treasure hunt, taking pictures and making new memories as they go.

The one goal Olivia wants most out of this trip is to take one picture that will make Ruth smile. But what if can’t capture that one image? What if they can’t find the treasure they seek? Olivia loves her sister and wants to help her any way she can, but will it be enough?

This book touched my heart because it reminds me of my own sister, and how throughout all of our ups and downs, we always have each other’s backs. Olivia’s determination to help Ruth and bring back those precious memories shows just how far family will go to help one another.

Reviewed by Skye Kordistos, Youth and School Services Librarian, Vernon Area Public Library
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140 reviews24 followers
March 31, 2021
Full Review & Blog Tour: https://rueisreadingcorner.blogspot.c...

Three years ago, Olivia and her older sister, Ruth, moved across the United States. Fast forward to now, Ruth's depression has gotten worse and she's shut herself out from the world. As Olivia, her aunt, uncle, and Ruth travel back to California on the same route, she is determined to make things better for her sister.

Olivia misses her sister a lot. Even though she knows that it is not Ruth's fault that she's sick, she still wishes that they would talk and interact more. Instead, she spends her time watching for signs of sickening symptoms and does her best to avoid them starting up. More and more often, Ruth's world seems to distance itself from Olivia's.

Olivia has planned the perfect way on this RV trip to bring back happy memories for Ruth. Her depression is bad and Olivia's worried that she'll fall into The Pit more and more often. Although getting cured is still a long way, she still hopes this trip and the memories will make things better.

This book was written well. Even though this book is targeted towards younger audiences, I feel like depression was told in an appropriate way. It was touching to see Olivia and Ruth's relationship grow throughout the story.

One thing I loved was how close the family was in the book. Even though communicating was sometimes difficult, Olivia's entire family stuck together and they all tried to find ways to help Ruth. Not only that but her aunt and uncle also helped which I think provided Ruth with more support even though she might not have said so.

Overall Breathing Underwater is a great book I recommend to everyone, even older people. Beware though, that you may tear up while reading this amazing book.

**Thank you so much to NetGalley and Xpresso Tours for sending me an Advanced Reader's Copy in exchange for an honest review as part of the blog tour!**
Profile Image for Jess Redman.
Author 6 books280 followers
February 18, 2021
A beautiful, tender story of sisterhood, depression, music, art, road trips, & what it looks like to support someone you love while still taking care of yourself—all with Sarah Allen's signature optimism & spirit of fun.
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62 reviews
December 3, 2020
I received a free copy of this book from NetGalley.com and the publishers to read and review.

"One of the worst parts about depression is that it's not like an outside illness, where you can see the broken bone or the red swollen nose. It's an inside illness where you have to know the subtle signs."

Olivia and Ruth moved across the country 3 years ago with their parents, and after the move, Ruth seemed to change. Her depression got worse, and now Olivia is scared her sister is never going to be the same as she was before, when they played pirates together and had treasure hunts. On a trip across country again, this time for a visit, Olivia makes a plan to try to bring her sister back to the joyful person she was before. Somehow, she wants to get the magic of their last trip to come back, and help draw Ruth back out of the darkness.

Breathing Underwater is a Middle Grade book, but it handles the subject of depression in a mature way. It isn't sugar coating the things that Ruth is going through, nor does it hide the way that depression can affect the people around the one who's battling it. Ruth is angry sometimes, her mind goes in what she calls "tidal waves", and she gets overwhelmed. Words "feel like broken glass in her veins" when things are particularly rough. Olivia just wants to help her sister be happy again, but when even medications can't always do that, it seems like nothing can.

That doesn't mean this story is hopeless. It's not. Though real and true to what it's putting out there in the world, it reminds us that there is always hope. That sometimes being loved can be a balm that soothes, even though it can't heal.

This book broke me. I cried, and I spent 20 minutes writing a message to my mom about it. About a certain thing that Ruth said that summed up perfectly what my relationship with my mom was when I was Ruth's age (16). I'm not going to put it here, because it's important to read it in the book itself... but know that when I say this book got things so right? I mean every word. I just finished it, and I'm crying again, and I am so grateful for it. Grateful for a book that is geared toward a younger audience that says that depression is hard on everyone around it. That it's okay to be angry about it. That it's okay to be scared or happy or worried if someone you love is depressed. That hope can still exist in the darkness depression lays over a family.

The publishing date for Breathing Underwater is March 30, 2021. Put it on your lists of anticipated reads. Pre-order it. Pick up a copy when it comes out. Put this book out into the world in a significant way, because it deserves it.
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2,105 reviews7 followers
July 30, 2023
Oh, wow. This is so well written and depicts so well how a younger sister struggles to help her older sister cope with depression, without causing more distress, is so real. At the same time, the younger sister deals with her own feelings of not being seen by the adults because of her sister. This makes me consider how we need to help all who are involved. This feels very real and hopeful, too. I loved this book!
"We can't control the waves and the tides, but we can swim in them."
From the author's acknowledgments at the end of the book: "Something Gold. Which brings me to you, dear reader. You are my gold at the end of this Treasure Hunt. You might feel most like Ruth, or you might feel like Olivia. Either way, you are worth more than all the gold in the universe. The maker of this universe filled it mind-bogglingly full of treasures of all kinds, everywhere you look, and He treasures you, you specifically and individually, above it all. I do, too."
Profile Image for ░▒▓█ Nguyễn Thiên Hà.
59 reviews
April 4, 2021

𝔹ℝ𝔼𝔸𝕋ℍ𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝕌ℕ𝔻𝔼ℝ𝕎𝔸𝕋𝔼ℝ discusses about depression (a mental illness that can't be spotted physically), memories, childhood, music and photography.

Olivia, a deep-thoughted camera expert who just knows everything about photos: the angle, the lighting that makes them stand out. Meanwhile, Olivia is desprately trying to see the old Ruth, her now clinical depressed sister. She is planning for the trip of a life time: to restore and uncover old memories (where they had buried images and souvernirs), to have new adventures, and mostly to help with her depression. Also Ruth is so musical and creative! I love how they describe the big old iPod she brings. During the trip, the characters are unique in their own way: which makes this book an adventure.
3.75 stars
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348 reviews29 followers
May 5, 2023
3'5 estrellas

Me ha gustado bastante, pero es tan tan corto que siento que la trama se ha quedado a medias. Esperaba un poquito más de desarrollo.
Profile Image for BiblioBrandie.
1,277 reviews32 followers
April 21, 2021
While I think teen depression is a very important topic, this book frustrated me. Thirteen-year-old Olivia tries to help her older sister Ruth who is struggling with depression. They are on a cross country trip with their family friends (her's mom's cousin, actually, but who they describe as like an aunt and uncle) and Olivia is trying to recreate a Treasure Hunt she and Ruth had done year before Ruth's depression (if I had a penny for every mention of “something old/new/magic,” or “treasure hunt,” I’d be all set). A couple of things don’t ring true for me. Ruth is struggling with very severe depression (which Olivia refers to as The Pit) but is sent on a road trip (another RV book!) with family friends and her mom and dad are okay letting her go because everyone is on high alert to keep an eye on Ruth. That seems like too much responsibility for everyone involved. Ruth is just so mean and miserable it’s hard to believe her parents would make anyone else responsible for her. Olivia especially has Ruth under a microscope and reads something into every one of her actions to determine if this is “Healthy Ruth or Sick Ruth.” She really describes her in that way:
“And tonight, at this restaurant, I’m hopeful. It’s sometimes a struggle for Sick Ruth to muster energy or interest in what’s going on, even when it’s something Healthy Ruth normally likes, so I’m taking her investment in the meal and the conversation as some good signs, and I relax a little.”
It really feels like an obsession the way that Olivia is monitoring Ruth’s every emotion, it feels like way too much for a 13 year old (and at times I have a hard time believing that Olivia is 13 because she reads like a much younger character). Throughout the entire book you just feel like you are reading a play by play of Ruth’s actions, which isn’t great reading.
“Even Ruth manages a short snicker, and I’m glad. Maybe she’s just been tired or fighting off a summer cold or something like that. I’m still not exactly sure where the signs are pointing--normal blahs, virus, bad day, or something else. I’m still watching the signs.”
And that’s all she does besides take a few photos and obsess about the treasure hunt, she watches the signs. Even the songs that Ruth chooses to listen to on her iPod are either a good sign or a bad sign. Would a 13 year old really do that, I have to wonder? Her one and only concern is Ruth’s happiness and wanting Ruth to like her. If somebody makes Ruth laugh, Olivia thinks it’s “unfair” that other people can get to Ruth when she can’t. She puts her own interests aside to try to please Ruth.

There is some learning on Olivia’s part in the few days they are on the road about how she can’t be responsible for someone else’s happiness, but it’s clunky. We need more books about depression for young people, but this is not the book.
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Author 32 books163 followers
February 18, 2024
I am Ruth.

Which might be a weird thing to say. I’m a man over fifty, and she’s a girl of 16. But I can relate. I was 16 once. “Breathing Underwater“ is more than a typical middle grade read. It tackles a deep subject. And as someone who struggles daily with depression, this enveloped me.

Even more, I have a 15-year-old daughter who struggles, as well. She’s Ruth. And her 12-year-old sister, who is deeply insightful and observant like Olivia, tries every day to connect with her sister. I am literally seeing this story unfold with my own daughters.

I read the entire book nonstop in about three hours. Wow. It’s been a very affecting experience.

If you or a loved one struggles with mental health issues, “Breathing Underwater” will move you.

Five stars.
60 reviews
March 9, 2024
This book is short yet it took me ages to read.
It’s quite slow, repetitive and overall boring. The theme though was good; it was just poorly executed.

One of the two sisters has an exaggerated savior complex ("like I've been too caught up to even notice", girl you were 10), while the other one is self-absorbed and rude, more than anything else.

The younger one behaves like an overprotective adult watching her sister's every move (so prepare to get super long descriptions of what she’s doing, how she might feel, blablabla). In return, she gets belittled by the latter every time she does something. The depressed sister is always portrayed as passive aggressive. I’m sorry but depression is far more complex than just being an annoying brat. Having depression is not being angry with the world and shaming others at everything they do. Yet this is what happens.

Yet suddenly, at the end of the book, after a not quite convincing word vomit, everyone is sweet, everything is good, everyone is happy, just like that. Wow.

In terms of writing, the metaphors were a bit much; the author wanted to sound deep and emotional but failed flat.
"there’s a sudden tension in the air between us like guitar strings pulled tight". Yeah, right.
"maybe all these things are bubbling around in my brain like ingredients in a cauldron". Double yeah right.

Yes it’s for pre-teens/YA, but everyone, regarding of their age, deserves a good story, and this one was absolutely not.

I really doubt pre-teens would really click on that book, which is a shame, because as I said the topic was good.
Profile Image for Afoma (Reading Middle Grade).
751 reviews464 followers
March 29, 2021
Breathing Underwater is a beautifully written, moving middle grade novel about sisterhood, art, and loving a sibling with a mental illness. This book portrays depression realistically, showing the highs and lows, while reminding loved ones that sometimes loving people the way you know how to is the best you can do. Fans of books about road trips, family stories or emotional stories will love this quiet middle grade novel.

Read my full review on my blog.

Many thanks to the publisher for an eARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.
19 reviews
May 5, 2022
The perfect way to show how mental health can not only affect the person but the people around them.
Profile Image for Danny Perez.
258 reviews
March 6, 2023
Este libro me conmovió en más de una manera.

Es la historia de una chica llamada Olivia, ella hará un viaje por carretera en compañía de sus tíos, su cámara fotográfica, y su hermana mayor, Ruth. Hace tres años, ellas hicieron una "búsqueda del tesoro" y enterraron sus momentos felices en una playa. Ahora que están en un viaje de regreso, Olivia tiene la intención de recuperarlos, el único problema es que la depresión de Ruth ha empeorado. Aun así, Olivia tiene un plan: quiere ayudarle a recordar cómo solía ser la vida, quiere volver a hacerla sonreír. Pero ¿y si las cosas no pueden volver a ser como antes? ¿Qué pasa si nunca encuentran el tesoro que estaban buscando? Mientras Olivia se hace estas preguntas, a Olivia sólo le queda amar a su hermana, y quizás eso ya no sea suficiente.

Sin duda, es un libro que se me hizo difícil de leer porque habla abiertamente de la depresión, claro, con respeto y previa investigación, y aun así, hubo partes que me causaron conflicto. Aunque se habla de esta enfermedad con respeto, a veces siento que la autora le explica la enfermedad al lector, y no está mal, pero me gustaba más leer cómo lo entendía Olivia, que tiene trece años. A veces se perdía la voz del personaje y se escuchaba más la de la autora. De igual manera, hubo pensamientos repetitivos, como la búsqueda del tesoro y que a fuerzas debía encontrar el cofre que enterraron las hermanas. Aunque lo vi como un elemento al que Olivia se aferraba para no perder la esperanza, hubo un par de momentos en los que lo sentí de más.

Aun con eso, estuve satisfecha con la ejecución. Como vemos la historia desde el POV de Olivia, fue impresionante ver cómo manejaba esta parte cruda de la realidad. Ella es descrita como una niña que ve las cosas de manera diferente (tiene que ver con su cámara), y que siempre quiere ser esa luz que da esperanza, pero conforme avanzamos, vemos cómo esa imagen comienza a pesarle, como se manifiestan esos "terribles pensamientos". Pude entenderla. Definitivamente es un personaje entrañable. Y por el otro lado tenemos a Ruth. Aunque no sabemos exactamente qué piensa o cómo enfrenta sus demonios, se puede sentir sus batallas, que lo intenta, pero a veces es demasiado. No sé, puede empatizar con ella.

Creo que uno de los objetivos de la autora era hacer que el lector pudiera sentirse identificado, ya sea con Ruth o con Olivia, y al menos desde mi punto de vista, pude sentir cierto alivio. A veces pensamos que no debemos sentirnos de cierta manera, o ser la fuente de alivio de otros hasta el punto de no permitirnos sentir lo que debemos sentir. Este libro es para confirmarnos que está bien sentirlo, que debemos permitirnos enojarnos, frustrarnos, llorar a mares, incluso gritar. Todo eso no significa algo negativo precisamente. El hecho de que las cosas no sean de color rosa, eso no significa que sea malísimo, una cosa no excluye a la otra, la vida tiene buenos momentos y malos, y nunca estamos solos para enfrentarlo. Por otra parte, fue igual lindo leer "nunca te disculpes por estar enferma". Una frase que siento que aplica para todos, aunque no tengamos depresión.

En fin, fue un buen libro. No lo sentí como libro de autoayuda, pero sí tiene cosas motivacionales que, a mi parecer, no sonaron como clichés. Además, el final es... realista. No dice que las cosas mejorarán y que vivieron felices para siempre, pero tampoco que están condenadas a una historia trágica. Habrá días buenos, días malos, pero se tendrán la una a la otra, y eso es lo importante. Además, puntos extra porque la autora hace su propia playlist conforme avanza la historia.
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2,173 reviews84 followers
July 24, 2021
I chose this book based on how beautiful the cover is, and I didn't know a thing about it before I started reading. It's about sisters on a family road trip, one with mental illness (Depression? Bipolar Disorder? I'm not sure; it's never specified) and one younger sister who feels she must care for/protect/help the one who is ill.

I related so much to Olivia, the younger sister, with her enthusiasm for life and the little things, her ability to "see things effervescently" and her anxiety caused by her need to fix things, people, and to help. Olivia walks on eggshells trying to keep her sister from falling into "The Pit." Anyone who has been in a relationship with or is the child of an alcoholic or any kind of addict will also relate to what Olivia experiences in this book, and it's heartbreaking. However, the book is NOT heartbreaking...it isn't too much; it's just right for a middle-school-aged audience. There's enough bright to balance out the dark, and there's no trauma or anything that needs a trigger warning or anything. It really is a beautiful book about sisters that is really precious while also revealing the not-so-perfect in families and how these things can really suck and also be dealt with appropriately with love and support.

I highly recommend this to kids Grades 6-8 who love realistic fiction and may have anyone in their family and friend network that deals with addiction, Depression, or any mental illness. It may appeal to just any kid who likes realistic fiction or books about family, but I wouldn't know. I was lucky enough to identify with the characters.
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2,468 reviews
December 10, 2020
This book was received as an ARC from Macmillan Children's Publishing Group - Farrar, Straus and Giroux (BYR) in exchange for an honest review. Opinions and thought expressed in this review are completely my own.

From the title alone I was expecting more of an adventure story but when I read that there is a struggle with mental illness specifically depression and Olivia is determined to bring joy in her sister Ruth's life by uncovering their time capsule filled with so many memories. Olivia later realizes that no matter how hard she tries, she can not change her sister or control her depression but she can love her sister just the same and still bring joy into her life. Everyone can relate to the struggle with depression and how no matter what they will always have a strong family support system. This book should be in every household, classroom, and library and there are many life lessons to be learned in this book.

We will consider adding this title to our JFiction collection at our library. That is why we give this book 5 stars.
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1,531 reviews109 followers
November 2, 2021
Sibling relationships are complicated. They're even more so when yours is going through something that pains them, worries the whole family, and turns your beloved brother or sister into someone you don't always recognize. I've been through that so I found Olivia's situation very relatable and heart-wrenching. The way she cycles through emotions—concern, fear, regret, anger, guilt, etc.—felt authentic to me. Olivia's story will make anyone who's felt pressured to be extra obedient or perpetually positive to compensate for a sibling's poor behavior, special condition, or personal challenge will feel seen.

Although there's nothing super original or absorbing about the plot of BREATHING UNDERWATER, I found the story compelling enough to keep turning pages. Olivia is easy to root for and, by the end of the book, I felt satisfied that she had reached her story goal, even if things didn't go quite according to plan. The tale's a bit predictable, but overall, I found it to be a smooth, hopeful read that addresses some important topics and teaches valuable lessons about family, strengthening relationships, and being there for one another, no matter what.
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5,384 reviews83 followers
April 12, 2021
“We can’t control the waves and the tides. But we can swim in them.”

We’ve had a strong focus on finding titles that support #SEL this year, and Sarah Allen’s new middle grade novel Breathing Underwater embodies compassion, anxiety, & bravery.

I am so grateful that this book exists.

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“Ruth is here. All of her, all of her happy and sad music, good and bad signs. And all of me is here too.”

“Here’s what I’ve learned about The Pit. You don’t really have a choice about falling into it. You just do.”

“I’ll be there, either way. Holding on to the rigging.”

“If humans weren’t so drownable, we’d never have invented sailing ships and submarines.”
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March 20, 2022
A sweet and realistic look at depression from the POV of a loving sister. The last chapter of this book, particularly the last few paragraphs, really touched me and had me crying. Although it contains sadness, it is sprinkled with hope and love. The writing is superb. Recommend for anyone, but especially children who have a family member with depression
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