Having taken a break from my reading of Thomas Ligotti I decided this would make for a refreshing respite from such existential nihilism and this book does not disappoint. From a number of other sources including my own recent readings and also Walter Benjamin as cited in this book, the prosaics of modern life can be understood as spiritual practice, with real meaning whether or not they vanish into nothingness or are ever communicated to another human being. This reminded me of the book Underground by Murakami about the Aum Shinrikyo Tokyo subway sarin gas attack – one of the former cult members indicated that after all the maniacal practices of Aum he realized that the mundanity of everyday life offers its own enlightenment. Back to Bernstein’s notions about ‘sideshadowing’ as opposed to ‘foreshadowing’ or ‘backshadowing’ – the apocalyptic mode of thinking runs up against contingency in a fashion similar to the theory of Niklas Luhmann, which emphasizes uncertainty and contingency in modern society and communication. I think the two theories here are quite compatible though I don’t think Bernstein encountered any of Luhmann’s writings directly – just my own guess really – despite the similarity in the centrality of contingency. The danger here perhaps is that the sideshadowing of history, the idea that things might have taken a different course despite the overwhelming weight of a catastrophe such as the Great War or the Shoah, could also point in darker directions, as in Philip K. Dick’s Man in the High Castle, positing an Axis victory in World War II as an alternate history or ‘sideshadow’. Is it wrong to think that one wishes for the sideshadows to always be in a positive or optimistic direction in aggregate even if still beset with the horror of such specific historical tragedies? Notwithstanding a discussion of climate change, if life is really only random, despite our narratives to the contrary, then why do things continually seem to move in a direction favorable to human life and human rights at least in aggregate? Luhmann perhaps felt that to expect society to be favorable to human experience was too optimistic, but Bernstein’s observation (or hope?) is well-made that experience, whether communicated or not, still has meaning.