She was already smiling when I opened the door.
I don’t knock when I visit my Mom at the old homestead, but I try not to surprise her, either. She hears me wiping my feet on the Astro-turf mat out in the back entryway. She knows right away that it’s me. This visit was a bit overdue. My three young boys bring home pathogens like they would stray kittens, we’re a rescue of sorts. A host family. I try not to expose Mom to any viral vagabonds. It had been a few weeks.
Long enough that she wrapped me in a hug before I finished the second foot-wipe on the more rug-ish indoor welcome mat. She seems tiny now, after all the years we’ve seen together. I felt like a giant as I recalled a chubby-cheeked little boy sitting on this same kitchen counter, clumsily sifting flour into a bowl of soon-to-be pastry goodness. Mom has her own memories here, she was the little sifter girl when this was her grandmother’s kitchen. She was born right in the next room, as were her father and grandfather. These old family farms sure hold some character. I squeezed her back. She’s not frail by any means, active and blessed with good health. There’s really nothing like Mom’s hugs.
She puts her library books over by the microwave to remind her to return them. Yes, she’s a reader, and no, she never took to the whole digital era. No internet or computer, her corded land-line phone hangs right here on the wall. She packs more than one library card, and they all get a good workout. Tim Cotton’s latest book, Dawn in the Dooryard, was there in the book spot, I had dropped it off on my last visit. When she finished hugging I asked if she had read it yet.
Her smile went to full on, the sort she might have made at one of Dad’s old risqué jokes, back when people got together more. Card games, a kitchen full of old friends. The rare smell of cigarettes in our non-smoking house, Mom would only get the ashtrays out for special occasions, or certain special people. Little boys condemned to their beds could hear the steady stream of boisterous laughter, peaks and valleys of pure glee. We’d sneak close enough to steal a glimpse of the action, Mom in all her glory. Hostess extraordinaire. That kind of smile.
Yes, she had finished it in three days, and yes, she had Laughed Out Loud. More than once. This has become our barometer of sorts for rating Mr. Cotton’s works. She couldn’t help but laugh as she recalled the laughs, I love to see her face light up that way. It’s good for both of us. She usually keeps a list of things to tell me, but she didn’t need her notes today. She did remark that Mr. Cotton has a knack for turning almost nothing into a story. A good story, at that.
She tried to give the book back to me but I stopped her with my traffic-cop hand. No Ma’am, I have a copy at home, that’s yours to keep. Happy late birthday. We had been over this back when I had left it, it’s one of those little things that just slips by sometimes. I would never put her on the spot. We both smiled wide and real and rolled with it.
She held the book with both hands now as she pondered who she’d lend it to first. Sorry, Mr. Cotton, I know it doesn’t help your sales numbers when they pass you around. They’ll all remember you, and perhaps generate some kind words in their own networks. Mom’s circle is much smaller these days as Time quietly takes his due toll. The Musical Chairs game of Life. I’ll bet none of them smoke cigarettes.
Aunt Joyce will probably get first dibs. Two sisters in their later eighties who will end up grinning like schoolgirls over Dawn in the Dooryard. That’s got to be worth something. It certainly is to me.
We give it 5 stars, wholesome easy reading fit for anyone on your gift list.
Sincere thanks to retired Detective Tim Cotton. Please keep them coming.