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All the King’s Horses
Sometimes we have to break in order for God to shape us into what He always meant us to be.
1867 - Lost beneath the dark surfaces of her mind, Eloise Riley longs for nothing more than the freedom only death can bring. But after a failed attempt at ending her own life, the pain she longed to end is only worsened. With a father who can't look at her, a mother caught in the middle, and her parents now crumbling marriage, Eloise feels herself slipping further beneath the waves—until a stranger steps into her life, bearing an unexpected understanding and the promise of a second chance.
Brooks Harper thought he knew where God was leading him when he left home: in search of land and the fulfillment of a dream. That is until he feels the pull to the hostile, mud-ridden town of Huxley. Rather than land, he finds a broken family and a new dream intertwining with the old when he invites them back to his hometown of Rose Haven.
But second chances mean laying down the pain of yesterday. Can Eloise let go of the past and learn to trust?
1867 - Lost beneath the dark surfaces of her mind, Eloise Riley longs for nothing more than the freedom only death can bring. But after a failed attempt at ending her own life, the pain she longed to end is only worsened. With a father who can't look at her, a mother caught in the middle, and her parents now crumbling marriage, Eloise feels herself slipping further beneath the waves—until a stranger steps into her life, bearing an unexpected understanding and the promise of a second chance.
Brooks Harper thought he knew where God was leading him when he left home: in search of land and the fulfillment of a dream. That is until he feels the pull to the hostile, mud-ridden town of Huxley. Rather than land, he finds a broken family and a new dream intertwining with the old when he invites them back to his hometown of Rose Haven.
But second chances mean laying down the pain of yesterday. Can Eloise let go of the past and learn to trust?
393 pages, Paperback
Published October 25, 2022
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About the author
Faith Mathewson
3 books62 followersFaith Mathewson grew up in Oregon and has been certifiably obsessed with stories for as long as she can remember.
She tried her hand at writing at sixteen and hasn’t stopped since. Faith loves Jesus and seeks to create stories and characters that glorify Him. Photography, coffee, and snuggling her dog-child Oliver, are just a few of her favorite things.
She tried her hand at writing at sixteen and hasn’t stopped since. Faith loves Jesus and seeks to create stories and characters that glorify Him. Photography, coffee, and snuggling her dog-child Oliver, are just a few of her favorite things.
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April 17, 2025
Wow, this was absolutely shockingly good. As someone who battles depression, I was startled and then really blessed to find my exact thoughts written down and validated as “I’m not the only one who thinks like this.” I have just taken my own journey similar to Eloise’s, and I can vouch for the fact that Mathewson wrote it out exceptionally well. I was awed by how she managed to write down Eloise’s drowning thoughts of self-hatred and fear, yet keep the book sweet and uplifting instead of depressive or soul-sucking. I recognized my own thought patterns and struggles in Eloise and it was so encouraging and helpful to see them laid out before me.
Mental health rep aside, this book was really sweet. I loved the characters and how complex they all were Brooks was a sweetheart, yet still human. I loved his interaction with God and Eloise. His family were all absolutely amazing; especially his mother. In the end, Eloise’s parents were loveable in their own way, and I was really pleased Mathewson picked up on the “hurt people hurt people” issue with Eloise’s dysfunctional family.
There wasn’t much to the story besides Eloise’s mental health journey, but it was well paced and interesting, and I could not put the book down except when it made me think. The historical setting wasn’t a huge part of the novel, and the flavour was slightly too modern, but I was never really jerked out of the 1800s. The writing style itself was powerful, and I cannot praise enough how well Mathewson presented depression and suicide, and the help and encouragement and healing she handed over. Her book dripped truth. While I don’t agree with 100% everything, Mathewson did a good idea balancing what was happening and presenting why her characters did what they did, all of which made sense.
Overall, this is a solid 5 stars and I hope everyone who struggles with mental health or knows someone who does will pick up this book.
Content: on-screen suicide attempt, non-triggering; Brooks & Eloise spend a great deal of time alone together and are frequently warned of the temptations that can bring, but they handle everything well. Some undetailed kissing & touching before and after engagement; a brief mention or two of them making love after their marriage. All very clean.
A Favourite Quote: She couldn’t choose to trust when everything in her screamed that she would be hurt.
But what if you aren’t hurt?
But she would be. She always was.
You’ll never know if you don’t try. If you can’t make the choice to trust, make the choice to try.
A Favourite Humorous Quote: “I’d like you to open yours now.”
“Why?”
“Because you aren’t the only one who doubts themselves, Elle.” He patted the covering again. “I’ve never done this before. It’s not perfect by any means, and I think I’d like to get it over with.”
Eloise laughed quietly. “That’s a way to get a girl excited.”
*I received a complimentary copy of this book for promotional purposes. I was not required to write a positive review. These are my honest thoughts and opinions.*
Mental health rep aside, this book was really sweet. I loved the characters and how complex they all were Brooks was a sweetheart, yet still human. I loved his interaction with God and Eloise. His family were all absolutely amazing; especially his mother. In the end, Eloise’s parents were loveable in their own way, and I was really pleased Mathewson picked up on the “hurt people hurt people” issue with Eloise’s dysfunctional family.
There wasn’t much to the story besides Eloise’s mental health journey, but it was well paced and interesting, and I could not put the book down except when it made me think. The historical setting wasn’t a huge part of the novel, and the flavour was slightly too modern, but I was never really jerked out of the 1800s. The writing style itself was powerful, and I cannot praise enough how well Mathewson presented depression and suicide, and the help and encouragement and healing she handed over. Her book dripped truth. While I don’t agree with 100% everything, Mathewson did a good idea balancing what was happening and presenting why her characters did what they did, all of which made sense.
Overall, this is a solid 5 stars and I hope everyone who struggles with mental health or knows someone who does will pick up this book.
Content: on-screen suicide attempt, non-triggering; Brooks & Eloise spend a great deal of time alone together and are frequently warned of the temptations that can bring, but they handle everything well. Some undetailed kissing & touching before and after engagement; a brief mention or two of them making love after their marriage. All very clean.
A Favourite Quote: She couldn’t choose to trust when everything in her screamed that she would be hurt.
But what if you aren’t hurt?
But she would be. She always was.
You’ll never know if you don’t try. If you can’t make the choice to trust, make the choice to try.
A Favourite Humorous Quote: “I’d like you to open yours now.”
“Why?”
“Because you aren’t the only one who doubts themselves, Elle.” He patted the covering again. “I’ve never done this before. It’s not perfect by any means, and I think I’d like to get it over with.”
Eloise laughed quietly. “That’s a way to get a girl excited.”
*I received a complimentary copy of this book for promotional purposes. I was not required to write a positive review. These are my honest thoughts and opinions.*
September 21, 2022
Disclosure: I received this book free from the publisher/author. The opinions I have expressed are my own, and I was not required to write a review. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255.
Characters: Brooks and Eloise were both well-developed characters. Eloise's mental illness seemed realistically portrayed. Brooks was a little too perfect for me at times, but more of his flaws were revealed as the book went on.
Language: Clean.
Moral/theme: This novel featured themes of God's faithfulness, the impact people have on others, love, family, and dealing with depression/anxiety.
Plot: This was a more character-driven novel and focused mostly on Eloise's struggles with depression/anxiety and her developing romance with Brooks. I would've appreciated a little action or suspense, but that's just me as a suspense reader talking :)
Romance: Clean. Just kissing.
Writing: Faith R. Mathewson's descriptive writing style worked well for this book. I was a little thrown off at first by the omniscient POV, but I got used to it.
Overall: All the King's Horses was a thought-provoking book that I'd recommend to those who enjoy Christian fiction, historical romance, and novels involving mental health.
Characters: Brooks and Eloise were both well-developed characters. Eloise's mental illness seemed realistically portrayed. Brooks was a little too perfect for me at times, but more of his flaws were revealed as the book went on.
Language: Clean.
Moral/theme: This novel featured themes of God's faithfulness, the impact people have on others, love, family, and dealing with depression/anxiety.
Plot: This was a more character-driven novel and focused mostly on Eloise's struggles with depression/anxiety and her developing romance with Brooks. I would've appreciated a little action or suspense, but that's just me as a suspense reader talking :)
Romance: Clean. Just kissing.
Writing: Faith R. Mathewson's descriptive writing style worked well for this book. I was a little thrown off at first by the omniscient POV, but I got used to it.
Overall: All the King's Horses was a thought-provoking book that I'd recommend to those who enjoy Christian fiction, historical romance, and novels involving mental health.
November 12, 2023
A Note to My Readers - A Cautionary Warning
(Also found in beginning of book)
For those who struggle or who have struggled with mental health—this story is not a light read. It deals very heavily with mental health struggles, namely anxiety and depression and has mention of suicide and suicidal ideation—though nothing is graphic, the depiction of depression and anxiety can be intense.
But I also want to make it known that it’s not a hopeless book. Hope and light are weaved through this story.
My intent with All the King’s Horses and Eloise’s story has always been to shine a light on certain stigmas surrounding mental health and to bring hope to those who struggle. To show God’s heart towards the broken and hurting. Not to set people back in their progress.
So I would encourage you to pray over it if you are uncertain before taking the time to read it.
For those who do read it—I pray God brings you comfort and reminds you that you are seen and known and loved. You are enough.
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It feels a little weird writing a review for my book, but this story is so incredibly special to me and I just love it so much!
All the King’s Horses is a story about second chances, faith, and finding light in the dark.
I pray others come away with a new renewed understanding of God’s love for them through their struggles!
(Also found in beginning of book)
For those who struggle or who have struggled with mental health—this story is not a light read. It deals very heavily with mental health struggles, namely anxiety and depression and has mention of suicide and suicidal ideation—though nothing is graphic, the depiction of depression and anxiety can be intense.
But I also want to make it known that it’s not a hopeless book. Hope and light are weaved through this story.
My intent with All the King’s Horses and Eloise’s story has always been to shine a light on certain stigmas surrounding mental health and to bring hope to those who struggle. To show God’s heart towards the broken and hurting. Not to set people back in their progress.
So I would encourage you to pray over it if you are uncertain before taking the time to read it.
For those who do read it—I pray God brings you comfort and reminds you that you are seen and known and loved. You are enough.
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It feels a little weird writing a review for my book, but this story is so incredibly special to me and I just love it so much!
All the King’s Horses is a story about second chances, faith, and finding light in the dark.
I pray others come away with a new renewed understanding of God’s love for them through their struggles!
June 7, 2023
I'm still trying to organize my thoughts on this one, so bear with me..
Characters:
A lot...lol...Eloise and Brooks are the main two characters, but there is some head hopping that goes on...which made things slightly confusing at times because we'd be in Eloise's head and then in her mom's or dad's or even in someone in Brooks family...
I loved Brooks. He was so sweet! And his family was awesome!
Themes:
Wow! There are so many good themes about facing mental health and clinging to God. Loving God, trusting Him...living for Him!
There are so many beautiful messages!
Romance:
Touches...very sweet! Just a few kisses that weren't very detailed.
Language:
N/A
Content:
This book deals with depression and I'm not gonna lie it is heavy... very heavy at times. Suicidal thoughts are mentioned throughout the story...
It was handled lovingly and with care, but I know that could still be triggering for some, and the author knows too, which is why she has an author note in the front.
One thing that I didn't quite get was that depression was only presented as it runs in the family... like it was a generational thing. I know my dad struggled with a deep depression when he was a teen and his parents couldn't understand where it came from...neither of them has struggled ever and it wasn't something that anyone in the family had dealt with. That's my only criticism is that it would have been nice to see someone without a family background of depression represented, that and someone without an incident that triggered the depression to go with it. My dad, to this day, doesn't know what brought on his teenage depression or what made him doubt God or think that he'd never have a family... but it was there all the same.
My mom works in natural health and did find out several years back that my dad has MTHFR, which is a gene mutation that often leaves people dealing with depression because they can't detox or uptake certain vitamins which explained it, in a way for my dad. But hormones can also play a huge role in depression as well as amino acids. It's not always an event that can trigger but sometimes a vitamin, mineral, or hormone deficiency.
Alright, enough on that...
Overall:
This book is a good book, heavy, raw, sad, heartbreaking... but written with such love and such care. It's beautiful!
Characters:
A lot...lol...Eloise and Brooks are the main two characters, but there is some head hopping that goes on...which made things slightly confusing at times because we'd be in Eloise's head and then in her mom's or dad's or even in someone in Brooks family...
I loved Brooks. He was so sweet! And his family was awesome!
Themes:
Wow! There are so many good themes about facing mental health and clinging to God. Loving God, trusting Him...living for Him!
There are so many beautiful messages!
Romance:
Touches...very sweet! Just a few kisses that weren't very detailed.
Language:
N/A
Content:
This book deals with depression and I'm not gonna lie it is heavy... very heavy at times. Suicidal thoughts are mentioned throughout the story...
It was handled lovingly and with care, but I know that could still be triggering for some, and the author knows too, which is why she has an author note in the front.
One thing that I didn't quite get was that depression was only presented as it runs in the family... like it was a generational thing. I know my dad struggled with a deep depression when he was a teen and his parents couldn't understand where it came from...neither of them has struggled ever and it wasn't something that anyone in the family had dealt with. That's my only criticism is that it would have been nice to see someone without a family background of depression represented, that and someone without an incident that triggered the depression to go with it. My dad, to this day, doesn't know what brought on his teenage depression or what made him doubt God or think that he'd never have a family... but it was there all the same.
My mom works in natural health and did find out several years back that my dad has MTHFR, which is a gene mutation that often leaves people dealing with depression because they can't detox or uptake certain vitamins which explained it, in a way for my dad. But hormones can also play a huge role in depression as well as amino acids. It's not always an event that can trigger but sometimes a vitamin, mineral, or hormone deficiency.
Alright, enough on that...
Overall:
This book is a good book, heavy, raw, sad, heartbreaking... but written with such love and such care. It's beautiful!
August 1, 2022
My heart…*sobs*
There are some books you read, enjoy, and move on from. But then there are others that reach out and capture your very heart - for me, this book was one of them! It’s taken me days to assemble all my thoughts, and I’m still trying to get them sorted.
My eyes were watering by the end of the prologue…which has only happened once before this, and I was touched to the core.
The topic of Christians and mental health is something very close to my heart, and this story handled it well. It’s gritty, it’s raw, it’s real, it’s authentic. There’s an unfortunate stigma around Christians and mental health that shouldn’t by there. Page after page, this story tackles the questions, the hurt, and the hope. It was a whisper of “You are not alone.”
I truly loved everything about this story - the characters, the sweet romance, the setting (Montana is my favourite state, y’all), the rich and abundant biblical truths, the light and hope in darkness.
Did I stay up till 3am to finish this? Yes, and it was worth every minute and the buckets of tears I shed!
I cannot wait to add a physical copy of this book to my shelves! An absolutely stunning debut!
*I received an ARC copy of this book from the author. I was not required to write a positive review. These are my honest thoughts and opinions.*
There are some books you read, enjoy, and move on from. But then there are others that reach out and capture your very heart - for me, this book was one of them! It’s taken me days to assemble all my thoughts, and I’m still trying to get them sorted.
My eyes were watering by the end of the prologue…which has only happened once before this, and I was touched to the core.
The topic of Christians and mental health is something very close to my heart, and this story handled it well. It’s gritty, it’s raw, it’s real, it’s authentic. There’s an unfortunate stigma around Christians and mental health that shouldn’t by there. Page after page, this story tackles the questions, the hurt, and the hope. It was a whisper of “You are not alone.”
I truly loved everything about this story - the characters, the sweet romance, the setting (Montana is my favourite state, y’all), the rich and abundant biblical truths, the light and hope in darkness.
Did I stay up till 3am to finish this? Yes, and it was worth every minute and the buckets of tears I shed!
I cannot wait to add a physical copy of this book to my shelves! An absolutely stunning debut!
*I received an ARC copy of this book from the author. I was not required to write a positive review. These are my honest thoughts and opinions.*
July 8, 2022
All the King’s Horses is a stunning debut novel. While diving deep into hard topics like mental health struggles, Mathewson also delves deep into powerful truths. Even just a few pages into the story, I knew All the King’s Horses would be one of those rare novels that sticks with you for a long time to come—and I was absolutely right. With beautiful themes of struggles, perseverance, faith, and the unfolding of a sweet romance, All the King’s Horses is a must-read.
March 6, 2024
I have so many feels from this book...
This was an amazing story about how two souls who suffer from severe depression, but also get out of their headspace and are able to be free from their own minds. It was so hard to read sometimes because I could almost feel the literal emotions that Elle was feeling (great job to Faith Mathewson for her amazing descriptions!). The omniscient POVs were a little jarring at first, but the author wrote them well and they seamlessly showed what was happening with the Rileys and Harpers.
I absolutely loved this book and would recommend to anyone who wants a Christian historical romance and tearjerker. Tissues recommended as well.
This was an amazing story about how two souls who suffer from severe depression, but also get out of their headspace and are able to be free from their own minds. It was so hard to read sometimes because I could almost feel the literal emotions that Elle was feeling (great job to Faith Mathewson for her amazing descriptions!). The omniscient POVs were a little jarring at first, but the author wrote them well and they seamlessly showed what was happening with the Rileys and Harpers.
I absolutely loved this book and would recommend to anyone who wants a Christian historical romance and tearjerker. Tissues recommended as well.
September 17, 2023
IF HOPE WAS A NOVEL, THIS WOULD BE IT…
I cannot stress how much I love this book. It broke my heart in the best way possible.
I don’t know about y’all, but I’ve never cried over a book 50 pages in. I did with this one. It was a mistake that I waited this long to read it because it’s an ABSOLUTE masterpiece. Mathewson is a talented writer who carefully crafts realistic characters. She treats their traits, conflicts, and flaws with sensitivity.
Set in the 1800s, All the King’s Horses touches heavily on mental health, family relationships, and faith. Eloise Riley is an 18-year-old young woman who battles with her mind every day. And Brooks Harper is the most patient, gentle, and caring man to ever exist in the fictional world. They are the most relatable and lovable characters I’ve read in a while.
Desperate to find a place called home, the Rileys move to Rose Haven, Montana, where Brooks was born and raised. With a chance for a fresh start, they settle down with the help of the small town’s founders–the Harper family. While Eloise’s father takes over the old sawmill, and her mother makes friends with the townspeople (something they’ve never had before), Eloise comes to discover the true love and kindness that God provides through the people around her. That He will send her an army. That she had the King and all His horses.
I don’t know when’s the last time I’ve felt like this about a book. The characters, setting, time period, and everything about it is so wholesome. It’s like falling in love all over again–with reading, writing, and literature. It’s the book that you want to keep to yourself, but at the same time tell others about it (and convince them to read it). It’s the one that you’re glad to have read before millions of others could. But it deserves to be read because it’s made to reach the hearts of people, to remind them of powerful Biblical truths. It’s the book you will read so fast but don’t want to end yet. All the King’s Horses is everything I wanted and more. And I look forward to reading more of Mathewson’s writing.
This book has my heart. That’s all.
I cannot stress how much I love this book. It broke my heart in the best way possible.
I don’t know about y’all, but I’ve never cried over a book 50 pages in. I did with this one. It was a mistake that I waited this long to read it because it’s an ABSOLUTE masterpiece. Mathewson is a talented writer who carefully crafts realistic characters. She treats their traits, conflicts, and flaws with sensitivity.
Set in the 1800s, All the King’s Horses touches heavily on mental health, family relationships, and faith. Eloise Riley is an 18-year-old young woman who battles with her mind every day. And Brooks Harper is the most patient, gentle, and caring man to ever exist in the fictional world. They are the most relatable and lovable characters I’ve read in a while.
Desperate to find a place called home, the Rileys move to Rose Haven, Montana, where Brooks was born and raised. With a chance for a fresh start, they settle down with the help of the small town’s founders–the Harper family. While Eloise’s father takes over the old sawmill, and her mother makes friends with the townspeople (something they’ve never had before), Eloise comes to discover the true love and kindness that God provides through the people around her. That He will send her an army. That she had the King and all His horses.
I don’t know when’s the last time I’ve felt like this about a book. The characters, setting, time period, and everything about it is so wholesome. It’s like falling in love all over again–with reading, writing, and literature. It’s the book that you want to keep to yourself, but at the same time tell others about it (and convince them to read it). It’s the one that you’re glad to have read before millions of others could. But it deserves to be read because it’s made to reach the hearts of people, to remind them of powerful Biblical truths. It’s the book you will read so fast but don’t want to end yet. All the King’s Horses is everything I wanted and more. And I look forward to reading more of Mathewson’s writing.
This book has my heart. That’s all.
December 7, 2022
Man, I needed this book. My struggles aren't the same as Eloise's, but I do know what it feels like to be drowning in your thoughts. All the King's Horses is a beautiful illustration of faith through mental illness and clinging to Jesus as you swim with the waves. I love how this book shows that there is hope in every struggle, even when you feel alone. Such a beautiful story that I absolutely loved.
August 29, 2022
Oh wow! Where to even begin? With tears on my cheeks let me just say I have never read a single other book like this one. All the King's Horses is a beautiful novel in its own precious way.
First off, I'm not familiar with mental struggles and such, so this was a very eye opening read to me into something I have no understanding about. And while I found the constant struggle in Eloise Riley's head a bit irritating in the beginning, it quickly changed to an emotion of compassion and a cheering-on of sorts for the character as she fought the waves in her mind that threatened to drown her. I love how the author points everything back to God. The faith elements in this book are profound! Even though I have no experience with the main theme of this story, I feel like the author handled it phenomenally and from a beautiful Christian perspective that encouraged me even as a Believer reading it.
Then there is the romance. This is one of those stories that has the most beautiful portrayal of romance. The author doesn't put the focus on the physical, but rather on deep trust and respect for each other, a sweet and strong growing friendship, as well as the raw reality that there will be arguments and shaky moments. I loved how the author gave the parents of both characters such an encouraging and present role in the budding romance...and not just that but throughout the whole book. The author writes in an omniscient style, which isn't something we encounter much in the industry, but I feel it was the absolute perfect way to write this book so we got to witness so many emotions and perspectives, struggles and triumphs.
And Brooks Harper is absolutely the sweetest hero and the perfect man for Eloise. Oh, how he stole my heart. All the characters did, really! But Brooks' patience, gentleness, and understanding were precious. The way he got to know Eloise and helped her through each down moment, and, again, pointing her to the Lord made my eyes burn with tears.
Oh, and for those readers like me who wish there were more books that went beyond the wedding, this is a book for you. This aspect of the story added to it's beauty even more. We got to see how Brooks' and Eloise's relationship continued to strengthen as they continued to learn more about each other and grow in trust. It wasn't an easy journey, and the author handled it so amazingly by not making everything just all better with a rushed ending. She gently brings us to an epilogue that shows us what the future holds and how things have continued to proceed in, not only their marriage, but also Eloise's mental struggles.
I have so many favorite quotes too. This was one of those kinds of books that makes me have to stop and take note of something said, think about it, and let the beauty soak in.
This is Faith's debut novel, and I am already anticipating future releases! Definitely will be following this author. I highly recommend to those who love and appreciate clean Christian fiction gentle romances that don't shy away from the raw and difficult topics.
I received an ARC copy from the author. The opinions expressed are wholly my own and shared of my own volition. It was a pleasure to read this book.
First off, I'm not familiar with mental struggles and such, so this was a very eye opening read to me into something I have no understanding about. And while I found the constant struggle in Eloise Riley's head a bit irritating in the beginning, it quickly changed to an emotion of compassion and a cheering-on of sorts for the character as she fought the waves in her mind that threatened to drown her. I love how the author points everything back to God. The faith elements in this book are profound! Even though I have no experience with the main theme of this story, I feel like the author handled it phenomenally and from a beautiful Christian perspective that encouraged me even as a Believer reading it.
Then there is the romance. This is one of those stories that has the most beautiful portrayal of romance. The author doesn't put the focus on the physical, but rather on deep trust and respect for each other, a sweet and strong growing friendship, as well as the raw reality that there will be arguments and shaky moments. I loved how the author gave the parents of both characters such an encouraging and present role in the budding romance...and not just that but throughout the whole book. The author writes in an omniscient style, which isn't something we encounter much in the industry, but I feel it was the absolute perfect way to write this book so we got to witness so many emotions and perspectives, struggles and triumphs.
And Brooks Harper is absolutely the sweetest hero and the perfect man for Eloise. Oh, how he stole my heart. All the characters did, really! But Brooks' patience, gentleness, and understanding were precious. The way he got to know Eloise and helped her through each down moment, and, again, pointing her to the Lord made my eyes burn with tears.
Oh, and for those readers like me who wish there were more books that went beyond the wedding, this is a book for you. This aspect of the story added to it's beauty even more. We got to see how Brooks' and Eloise's relationship continued to strengthen as they continued to learn more about each other and grow in trust. It wasn't an easy journey, and the author handled it so amazingly by not making everything just all better with a rushed ending. She gently brings us to an epilogue that shows us what the future holds and how things have continued to proceed in, not only their marriage, but also Eloise's mental struggles.
I have so many favorite quotes too. This was one of those kinds of books that makes me have to stop and take note of something said, think about it, and let the beauty soak in.
This is Faith's debut novel, and I am already anticipating future releases! Definitely will be following this author. I highly recommend to those who love and appreciate clean Christian fiction gentle romances that don't shy away from the raw and difficult topics.
I received an ARC copy from the author. The opinions expressed are wholly my own and shared of my own volition. It was a pleasure to read this book.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
February 8, 2025
If you are debating whether All the King's Horses is worth the read.... yes! Just YES!!!
Growing up, Eloise Riley knew she was different but loved, despite her difference. However, this all changed after a fateful stay with a family relative. Several years later, Eloise meets Brooks Harper, who seems to love her, despite her difference. But after years of having the people around her pass judgement on her from a narrow, uncaring mind, can Eloise let go of her past, meet God where she's at, and live a fruitful, victorious life in Him, as His beloved?
In this novel, Faith Mathewson perfectly captures the lows and highs, the fears, the doubts, and the Devil's lies that come with mental health struggles.
And she doesn't stop there!
By weaving Bible truths throughout the storyline, Faith turns the readers' attention to God, the One who will love all His children for eternity, and gives hope that, no matter how you struggle, if you immerse yourself in the love of Jesus, and allow yourself to be seen how He sees you –beloved– you can be a conqueror!
P.S. bring tissues 🥺🤧😭
Growing up, Eloise Riley knew she was different but loved, despite her difference. However, this all changed after a fateful stay with a family relative. Several years later, Eloise meets Brooks Harper, who seems to love her, despite her difference. But after years of having the people around her pass judgement on her from a narrow, uncaring mind, can Eloise let go of her past, meet God where she's at, and live a fruitful, victorious life in Him, as His beloved?
In this novel, Faith Mathewson perfectly captures the lows and highs, the fears, the doubts, and the Devil's lies that come with mental health struggles.
And she doesn't stop there!
By weaving Bible truths throughout the storyline, Faith turns the readers' attention to God, the One who will love all His children for eternity, and gives hope that, no matter how you struggle, if you immerse yourself in the love of Jesus, and allow yourself to be seen how He sees you –beloved– you can be a conqueror!
P.S. bring tissues 🥺🤧😭
February 25, 2023
I cant even begin to describe my thoughts on this book.
I’ve never related to a book like how I did this one. While I never struggled with wanting to take my life, I certainly struggled and still struggle (though not as bad) with doubts. Thoughts that scare me. Anxiety (Though I have healed a lot from this one by the grace of God), self hate, etc. Eloise, the female main character struggles heavily with anxiety, dread and projection into the future of all the "bad things" that could happen, fear fear FEAR, and suicidal thoughts and healing from an attempt.
Brooks, the male main character went through a rough patch in his teen years, heavy drinking, anger, etc. He was healed by God and has an incredibly sweet and intimate relationship with God.
Throughout the book God uses Brooks and his family to heal Eloise. Her battle is rough, the enemy is unwavering, but God is greater. I cried during this book, laughed during this book, and swooned.
Honestly…I think I needed this book. It reminded me that God doesn’t condemn us for our struggles ("For it is not I that do it, but the sin that dwells within me") and wow.
Reading this story God brought so many sweet reminders to my life, he loved on me intimately through this book. It forever will be a favorite. Forever will be a book I hold dear.
In short, this book was amazing, it deserves over 5 stars. It forever will hold an incredibly special place in my heart.
I’ve never related to a book like how I did this one. While I never struggled with wanting to take my life, I certainly struggled and still struggle (though not as bad) with doubts. Thoughts that scare me. Anxiety (Though I have healed a lot from this one by the grace of God), self hate, etc. Eloise, the female main character struggles heavily with anxiety, dread and projection into the future of all the "bad things" that could happen, fear fear FEAR, and suicidal thoughts and healing from an attempt.
Brooks, the male main character went through a rough patch in his teen years, heavy drinking, anger, etc. He was healed by God and has an incredibly sweet and intimate relationship with God.
Throughout the book God uses Brooks and his family to heal Eloise. Her battle is rough, the enemy is unwavering, but God is greater. I cried during this book, laughed during this book, and swooned.
Honestly…I think I needed this book. It reminded me that God doesn’t condemn us for our struggles ("For it is not I that do it, but the sin that dwells within me") and wow.
Reading this story God brought so many sweet reminders to my life, he loved on me intimately through this book. It forever will be a favorite. Forever will be a book I hold dear.
In short, this book was amazing, it deserves over 5 stars. It forever will hold an incredibly special place in my heart.
December 26, 2022
Before I get into this review indepth, I want to mention that I didn't actually finish this book. Some opinions might have been changed, but I skimmed ahead and didn't see that they would. For anyone reading this review, bear in mind this is my personal opinion and reasons why I didn't finish it and give it this rating.
THE GOOD:
This actually is as much of a surprise to me as it probably will to anyone reading this review. Because the majority of what other people had/may have issues with I enjoyed. The voicing was strong, especially for this debut, and the author shows a lot of promise for further development and honing of her skill. I enjoyed the narrative; in fact, third person omniscient is actually my favorite, and while it could have been made clearer through paragraph breaks whose head we were in, I didn't have much issue with POV hopping.
I also enjoyed (if enjoyed is the right word) the mental health rep. It's always such a tricky subject to work with, even when based on personal experience, but I think it was very realistically portrayed and well-done as a whole.
I also enjoyed the two main characters, Eloise and Brooks. As someone who personally struggles doing justice to the MCs, they were well developed and I liked seeing their relationship. (I'm also happy they got the ending I wanted them to have, and that last line of the book was *chef's kiss*).
THE BAD:
The reason for my lower rating can really be summed up in this: this didn't feel like historical fiction at all. In fact, I probably would have enjoyed it a LOT more if it was a contemporary YA. The reasons for this are that nothing was historically accurate. The actions between characters (especially the swatting of people on their backsides...that would have been extreme inappropriate behavior and never done except as discipline in the 1800's) and even factual information (such as the horse screaming and catching carrots with their teeth while removing a stone from their sole) was highly inaccurate. Even minor things such as school subjects were not true to history, and this made me very frustrated because I had to keep looking up stuff to see if I had just remembered wrong or if the book was wrong.
The second major issue, and this is also historically inaccurate, was the dialogue. This confused me because the narrative voicing was splendid and fit the time period so well, but as soon as the characters started talking, we were slammed two hundred years into the present. From the style of dialogue to verbiage that wasn't used until recently, it didn't match the book's voicing or time period at all.
WHAT THE READER THOUGHT:
Faith has skill with writing, this is evident in her beautiful voicing and portrayal of human suffering, especially that which is often hidden from most people's eyes. However, I personally think that this book would have been more enjoyable had it been either accurate to the time period or if it had been a totally different genre altogether. The author shows great promise, and I think with more practice and proper editing, she could go very far. This book unfortunately wasn't a good fit for me, and I stopped reading around 100 pages and skimmed the ending.
THE GOOD:
This actually is as much of a surprise to me as it probably will to anyone reading this review. Because the majority of what other people had/may have issues with I enjoyed. The voicing was strong, especially for this debut, and the author shows a lot of promise for further development and honing of her skill. I enjoyed the narrative; in fact, third person omniscient is actually my favorite, and while it could have been made clearer through paragraph breaks whose head we were in, I didn't have much issue with POV hopping.
I also enjoyed (if enjoyed is the right word) the mental health rep. It's always such a tricky subject to work with, even when based on personal experience, but I think it was very realistically portrayed and well-done as a whole.
I also enjoyed the two main characters, Eloise and Brooks. As someone who personally struggles doing justice to the MCs, they were well developed and I liked seeing their relationship. (I'm also happy they got the ending I wanted them to have, and that last line of the book was *chef's kiss*).
THE BAD:
The reason for my lower rating can really be summed up in this: this didn't feel like historical fiction at all. In fact, I probably would have enjoyed it a LOT more if it was a contemporary YA. The reasons for this are that nothing was historically accurate. The actions between characters (especially the swatting of people on their backsides...that would have been extreme inappropriate behavior and never done except as discipline in the 1800's) and even factual information (such as the horse screaming and catching carrots with their teeth while removing a stone from their sole) was highly inaccurate. Even minor things such as school subjects were not true to history, and this made me very frustrated because I had to keep looking up stuff to see if I had just remembered wrong or if the book was wrong.
The second major issue, and this is also historically inaccurate, was the dialogue. This confused me because the narrative voicing was splendid and fit the time period so well, but as soon as the characters started talking, we were slammed two hundred years into the present. From the style of dialogue to verbiage that wasn't used until recently, it didn't match the book's voicing or time period at all.
WHAT THE READER THOUGHT:
Faith has skill with writing, this is evident in her beautiful voicing and portrayal of human suffering, especially that which is often hidden from most people's eyes. However, I personally think that this book would have been more enjoyable had it been either accurate to the time period or if it had been a totally different genre altogether. The author shows great promise, and I think with more practice and proper editing, she could go very far. This book unfortunately wasn't a good fit for me, and I stopped reading around 100 pages and skimmed the ending.
October 13, 2022
“Sometimes we have to break in order for God to shape us into what He always meant us to be.”
I was immediately pulled in from the beginning and when I finally got to the end, I was grateful for the journey in All The King’s Horses.
Quite frankly, there needs to be more books like this one out there. On the shelves, into the hands of readers who will feel seen and not alone, who can find hope in our Savior because none of us are out of His reach.
We are all broken in some ways, with our own struggles and temptations. Some may struggle more than others. But we all have this, even if we’re believers. And yet God can still use us. The author doesn’t shy away from showing the reader how brokenness may drive one to drink or anger or even hurt oneself. (Or be tempted to).
The author has broken the barrier between Christians and the stigma behind mental illness with this novel.
“People contradict the Bible…not the other way around.”
Also can I say how I loved the cozy homesteader vibes all throughout this book? 😍
At first the omniscient POV threw me off (I don’t usually read it) but once I got settled into the story, I really loved the way the author used it to tell this story! Getting to know other characters deeper besides the MCs was a nice touch and something I love when done well!
“And if children happen early?”
“Children make it all the better...There’s nothing like coming home to your children after a long, hard day. Or watching them toddle along beside you as you work. Having a family doesn’t have to make it harder...With the right attitude, it makes it better.”
This quote hit me in the feels because of where I am personally in my life, as a full time mom who’s also an aspiring author. When I read that line, I just shed a tears because it was just the right thing I needed to hear in that moment. 💖
I think there’s gonna be a lot of moments like that, where you read a line or a few from this book and feel like those words were written just for you. 💕
If you love introspective, faith filled stories that illustrate lifelike people who have real struggles but with steadfast faith, and are a patient reader, then you may love this book!
Content advisory: this book deals with sensitive topics such as suicide ideation, depression, etc…but is handled in a tasteful way.
Disclosure: I was given an ARC from the author/publisher and was not required to leave a positive review. All opinions are my own.
I was immediately pulled in from the beginning and when I finally got to the end, I was grateful for the journey in All The King’s Horses.
Quite frankly, there needs to be more books like this one out there. On the shelves, into the hands of readers who will feel seen and not alone, who can find hope in our Savior because none of us are out of His reach.
We are all broken in some ways, with our own struggles and temptations. Some may struggle more than others. But we all have this, even if we’re believers. And yet God can still use us. The author doesn’t shy away from showing the reader how brokenness may drive one to drink or anger or even hurt oneself. (Or be tempted to).
The author has broken the barrier between Christians and the stigma behind mental illness with this novel.
“People contradict the Bible…not the other way around.”
Also can I say how I loved the cozy homesteader vibes all throughout this book? 😍
At first the omniscient POV threw me off (I don’t usually read it) but once I got settled into the story, I really loved the way the author used it to tell this story! Getting to know other characters deeper besides the MCs was a nice touch and something I love when done well!
“And if children happen early?”
“Children make it all the better...There’s nothing like coming home to your children after a long, hard day. Or watching them toddle along beside you as you work. Having a family doesn’t have to make it harder...With the right attitude, it makes it better.”
This quote hit me in the feels because of where I am personally in my life, as a full time mom who’s also an aspiring author. When I read that line, I just shed a tears because it was just the right thing I needed to hear in that moment. 💖
I think there’s gonna be a lot of moments like that, where you read a line or a few from this book and feel like those words were written just for you. 💕
If you love introspective, faith filled stories that illustrate lifelike people who have real struggles but with steadfast faith, and are a patient reader, then you may love this book!
Content advisory: this book deals with sensitive topics such as suicide ideation, depression, etc…but is handled in a tasteful way.
Disclosure: I was given an ARC from the author/publisher and was not required to leave a positive review. All opinions are my own.
March 21, 2023
All the King's Horses tells the story of Brooks and Eloise, a young couple who, through her battle with depression and anxiety, discover love. Faith R. Mathewson skillfully and descriptively takes the reader on a journey of highs and lows, with hope fulfilled in the sweetest ways. This book sheds light on the difficulties one may face when deeply broken and hurting. The faithfulness and patience of Brooks' love for Eloise is impressive, and the insight into Eloise's struggles offers readers a new perspective on how to relate compassionately with individuals who may be suffering from mental health issues. The ultimate theme of this story is learning to trust others, but mostly place one's faith and trust in God.
September 7, 2022
All the King's Horses hooked me by Chapter 1 and I knew by Chapter 5 that this book would be a favourite.
This story is so beautiful yet gritty, heartbreaking yet hopeful. God's love is shown throughout and Biblical truths are exemplified. You cannot read this book and say that God doesn't care about those with mental health struggles.
Eloise's battle with anxiety and depression, as well as suicidal thoughts, are portrayed realistically, not sugar coating anything, but still bringing hope to the situation.
I felt myself empathizing with many of the things Eloise struggles with. Her character arc was amazing. I loved the ending.
Let me just say that Brooks is definition of what I want in a man (talk about setting the bar high). He was patient with Eloise through everything and loved her with Christ's love for us.
This brings me to their romance. It is a Christ centered relationship, built on trust and respect instead of the physical.
I also loved being able to see Lily and Morgan's relationship especially in the last couple chapters. Also Elizabeth and Merritt's relationship was beautiful.
Brooks' family was so sweet. I loved their dynamic and how they instantly excepted the Riley's. Elizabeth was just what Eloise needed to know that there is life at the end of the tunnel.
I'll end my review with a note about the cover: LOOK AT IT!!! IT IS GORGEOUS!!!!!!!
Anyway, I will be willing to read anything this author writes. Keep writing.
Note: I received a complimentary copy from the author in exchange for a honest review.
This story is so beautiful yet gritty, heartbreaking yet hopeful. God's love is shown throughout and Biblical truths are exemplified. You cannot read this book and say that God doesn't care about those with mental health struggles.
Eloise's battle with anxiety and depression, as well as suicidal thoughts, are portrayed realistically, not sugar coating anything, but still bringing hope to the situation.
I felt myself empathizing with many of the things Eloise struggles with. Her character arc was amazing. I loved the ending.
Let me just say that Brooks is definition of what I want in a man (talk about setting the bar high). He was patient with Eloise through everything and loved her with Christ's love for us.
This brings me to their romance. It is a Christ centered relationship, built on trust and respect instead of the physical.
I also loved being able to see Lily and Morgan's relationship especially in the last couple chapters. Also Elizabeth and Merritt's relationship was beautiful.
Brooks' family was so sweet. I loved their dynamic and how they instantly excepted the Riley's. Elizabeth was just what Eloise needed to know that there is life at the end of the tunnel.
I'll end my review with a note about the cover: LOOK AT IT!!! IT IS GORGEOUS!!!!!!!
Anyway, I will be willing to read anything this author writes. Keep writing.
Note: I received a complimentary copy from the author in exchange for a honest review.
July 31, 2023
All the King’s Horses is a Christian fiction book about a girl struggling with mental health issues such as anxiety and depression. This book quickly caught my attention because I am a strong advocate for awareness of mental health as a Christian. I have an anxiety disorder, OCD, and have dealt with battles of depression. So seeing a book about a Christian with mental health problems got me really excited. However, I was decently skeptical about how the character would be portrayed. Much to my surprise this book was amazing! It was incredibly well written. None of the conversions about God and faith were cringy; it felt natural instead of forced, and the romance between two of the main characters, Eloise and Brooks, is beautiful and comforting (My standards were definitely raised after reading this book). I was hooked on this story from the very first page, eager to see this girl's journey and how it would all play out. The author did not sugar-coat what living with these problems are like. I often found myself at the brink of tears when I read the thoughts I’ve had and the emotions I’ve felt through Eloise’s character. I highly recommend this book to both those who do and do not struggle with mental health. The author provides a cautionary warning at the beginning of the book since some moments can be triggering. I had times when reading when I needed to pause and take a breath. Although it brought up old thoughts that I’ve dealt with, I worked through it and continued reading. This book had me opening up to God as I often took moments to pray through my own thoughts and emotions. Throughout the book hope can be seen in many ways. The ending is a happy one, so I encourage you to read it through and enjoy where the story takes you!
August 27, 2023
“Swim with the waves.”
Wow, wow, WOW this book!!! This book… words fail me right now to express how much this book affected me. I cried. It hit my very soul, my very spirit. I am fortunate to not have a mental health condition but this book was quite eye opening in that respect. People who suffer with these conditions really do need a lot of patience, love, and compassion. I highlighted so many thought-provoking and soul shattering quotes. I love the romance but more than that I loved the emphasis on one’s relationship with God. Brooks and Eloise, and their families, taught me a lot and I will take those lessons and etch them deeply into my being. I truly feel like God spoke to me through this beautiful piece of writing. It has also inspired me to want to write something like this in the future, for the glory of God, of course. I would highly recommend this book to anyone suffering with anxiety/depression or have a loved one who has does!!
Bravo and many kudos to the author for writing and sharing this story 👏🏼
Wow, wow, WOW this book!!! This book… words fail me right now to express how much this book affected me. I cried. It hit my very soul, my very spirit. I am fortunate to not have a mental health condition but this book was quite eye opening in that respect. People who suffer with these conditions really do need a lot of patience, love, and compassion. I highlighted so many thought-provoking and soul shattering quotes. I love the romance but more than that I loved the emphasis on one’s relationship with God. Brooks and Eloise, and their families, taught me a lot and I will take those lessons and etch them deeply into my being. I truly feel like God spoke to me through this beautiful piece of writing. It has also inspired me to want to write something like this in the future, for the glory of God, of course. I would highly recommend this book to anyone suffering with anxiety/depression or have a loved one who has does!!
Bravo and many kudos to the author for writing and sharing this story 👏🏼
August 9, 2023
Just what was needed.
I have struggled with anxiety and depression since I was a child much like Eloise. I didn’t have the knowledge of the Bible or Christ to help me though. I’m doing better everyday but the thing I struggle with the most now is finding the truth that I am worthy. This is such a beautifully written book and wonderful characters with great development.
Thank you for publishing and sharing this story. It is just what I needed.
I have struggled with anxiety and depression since I was a child much like Eloise. I didn’t have the knowledge of the Bible or Christ to help me though. I’m doing better everyday but the thing I struggle with the most now is finding the truth that I am worthy. This is such a beautifully written book and wonderful characters with great development.
Thank you for publishing and sharing this story. It is just what I needed.
April 20, 2024
This book was beautiful. I have struggled with these feeling and felt so much joy seeing how others can come through. The book is slow paced but it’s just right because what you’re reading is designed to be absorbed and felt. 100% recommend this book to anyone with metal health issues and strive to strengthen their faith with God.
December 29, 2025
absolutely beautiful...🫶
we don't all struggle with severe depression and anxiety... i don't... but we all struggle with something, be it mental, spiritual, sinful. and this was such a beautiful story of the hope in that struggle when we journey with Christ and with believers around us. i found it so encouraging in my life, for the things i struggle with. the truths in this book apply to the journey of life and the battle we each face, whatever it might look like.
so thankful for this story 🤍
we don't all struggle with severe depression and anxiety... i don't... but we all struggle with something, be it mental, spiritual, sinful. and this was such a beautiful story of the hope in that struggle when we journey with Christ and with believers around us. i found it so encouraging in my life, for the things i struggle with. the truths in this book apply to the journey of life and the battle we each face, whatever it might look like.
so thankful for this story 🤍
August 29, 2023
This was a delight to read.
So much of it was my own thoughts put into words! It’s so good to know I’m not alone in my struggles!
And thank you so much, Faith, for addressing the topic of suicide, even as a Christian.
Thank you for sharing your story, it has meant a lot to me.
So much of it was my own thoughts put into words! It’s so good to know I’m not alone in my struggles!
And thank you so much, Faith, for addressing the topic of suicide, even as a Christian.
Thank you for sharing your story, it has meant a lot to me.
May 30, 2025
Keep the tissues close by as you read this book! I was crying by chapter 3!
The mental health struggles of Eloise were real and raw. It a big theme in the book. The anxiety and depression that she faces was something that I know some can really relate to. Her struggles were not glossed over. Eloise struggles with her anxiety sometimes minute by minute and that true depiction of how anxiety manifests itself is appreciated.
Eloise has so many people who love her and a man after God’s heart who is in love with her, but that truth is hard for her to accept and believe. That recalling of being unworthy or love or that you have to earn it is something Eloise struggles with.
The redemption of Eloise by the only one who can truly redeem us and set us free was a great reminder of how we are never alone in our struggles even though it feels like that sometimes!
I know this is not something everyone can relate to or likes to read about. If that is you then this book may not be for you and that is okay!
But… if this book sounds like something you would like then I hope it speaks to you as much as it did to me. Don’t forget the tissues!
*** A quick caution that this book does mention real issues that come with dealing with anxiety and depression. Please read the author’s cautionary warning at the beginning of the book before reading.***
The mental health struggles of Eloise were real and raw. It a big theme in the book. The anxiety and depression that she faces was something that I know some can really relate to. Her struggles were not glossed over. Eloise struggles with her anxiety sometimes minute by minute and that true depiction of how anxiety manifests itself is appreciated.
Eloise has so many people who love her and a man after God’s heart who is in love with her, but that truth is hard for her to accept and believe. That recalling of being unworthy or love or that you have to earn it is something Eloise struggles with.
The redemption of Eloise by the only one who can truly redeem us and set us free was a great reminder of how we are never alone in our struggles even though it feels like that sometimes!
I know this is not something everyone can relate to or likes to read about. If that is you then this book may not be for you and that is okay!
But… if this book sounds like something you would like then I hope it speaks to you as much as it did to me. Don’t forget the tissues!
*** A quick caution that this book does mention real issues that come with dealing with anxiety and depression. Please read the author’s cautionary warning at the beginning of the book before reading.***
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
did-not-finish
June 21, 2024DNF @ 11%
Mathewson clearly has raw talent, it just needs a bit of honing.
I am not a fan of third person omniscient because the perspective shifts are usually abrupt and confusing. The Mark of the Lion trilogy also had this issue, but other aspects of the writing, plot, and characters made up for it. All the Kings Horses however… it’s supposed to be a historical, but it reads very YA contemporary. I know there is hope and redemption at the end of the story, but the first 11% is so bleak, which isn’t bad in itself. But when there’s nothing else to keep you invested in the story, it’s not enjoyable to read. Nothing was really jumping off the page for me. Although, I did think the depiction of intrusive thoughts was very accurate.
Mathewson clearly has raw talent, it just needs a bit of honing.
I am not a fan of third person omniscient because the perspective shifts are usually abrupt and confusing. The Mark of the Lion trilogy also had this issue, but other aspects of the writing, plot, and characters made up for it. All the Kings Horses however… it’s supposed to be a historical, but it reads very YA contemporary. I know there is hope and redemption at the end of the story, but the first 11% is so bleak, which isn’t bad in itself. But when there’s nothing else to keep you invested in the story, it’s not enjoyable to read. Nothing was really jumping off the page for me. Although, I did think the depiction of intrusive thoughts was very accurate.
July 16, 2025
Wow. This book really was one of the best demonstrations of what anxiety, depression, and SI feel like (coming from someone who’s experienced all three). Kudos to the author for tackling such a sensitive subject with such accuracy and sensitivity.
The story itself was also so very sweet. I haven’t read a “Christian romance” in a really long time but it was really refreshing. I still had plenty of big smile, kicking your feet kind of moments reading about this adorable romance without getting lost in any rated R activities 😉
The story itself was also so very sweet. I haven’t read a “Christian romance” in a really long time but it was really refreshing. I still had plenty of big smile, kicking your feet kind of moments reading about this adorable romance without getting lost in any rated R activities 😉
August 3, 2025
Read this book in less than 24 hours.
Love, love, love it! Already want to read it again. XD Definitely handles difficult topics but with a lot of grace + hope. Will be recommending this book to friends.
(Bonus points: that cover is gorgeous)
Love, love, love it! Already want to read it again. XD Definitely handles difficult topics but with a lot of grace + hope. Will be recommending this book to friends.
(Bonus points: that cover is gorgeous)
ebooks-i-own
February 12, 2024This book is currently free on kindle (2/12/2024), and it’s always kinda intrigued me, so I snatched it up. Isn’t the cover beautiful?
September 26, 2025
Very well written and a beautiful story of finding life, faith and love in the midst of mental health challenges
September 10, 2022
With authenticity and raw honesty, All the King’s Horses portrays the turmoil of mental illness and the suffering it causes, while still managing to weave in a beautiful note of hope and second chances for those who still battle their demons daily. As Brooks gently reveals the truth of God’s Word to Ellie, you’ll find yourself realizing the lies you still cling to yourself and finding healing in the Great Physician.
Characters:
I sympathized with Ellie, deeply. As someone who has struggled with depression and anxiety over the past few years, I understand her pain, a little too much, perhaps. I will say there were certain scenes that were somewhat triggering for me. But while it was difficult at times to experience Ellie’s well of emotions and dark thoughts, I thought the author did an admirable job balancing between honestly showing her struggle and not diving too deeply into it. That’s not easy to do!
I didn’t appreciate the omniscient third person POV as I found it jarring at times, and it made it hard to really feel immersed in the story. But I do appreciate that the author was trying to present a more balanced view in each scene so that you don’t drown in Ellie’s head.
Brooks was hands-down my favorite character. His gentleness, his patience, his courage in overcoming his own struggles and not hesitating to dive into Ellie’s pain with her—they all endeared me to him all the more. In the way he provided refuge and comfort for Ellie while still gently pushing her out of her comfort zone was such a vivid picture of what Jesus does for us. He may push us to do hard things in order to grow us, but He goes with us every step of the way.
I wasn’t sure what to think of Ellie’s parents. Their characters seemed inconsistent at times—one moment they would be screaming at each other and the next they would be treating each other with utmost respect and kindness. I do think this was an area the author could have refined a little more.
Plot:
The plot was a bit hit or miss for me. I had a hard time feeling immersed in the story as it hopped from one character’s head to the other, and I did feel like the book could have been shortened somewhat. Parts of the plot felt somewhat repetitive, especially when it came to Ellie’s thought patterns. I would have appreciated more action on Ellie’s part toward the beginning as the plot really only started picking up around the halfway point. But what the plot was lacking in, the themes and characters certainly made up for.
Themes:
Full of both beautiful, overarching themes and practical tips for those with mental illness, All the King’s Horses shows a quiet wisdom beyond the author’s years. The small, gradual steps Ellie takes to find victory over her anxiety and suicidal thoughts were realistic and well-paced. The way she learned to not fight the waves, but to ride them hit a chord deeply with me, because that’s exactly how I’ve learned to control my feelings, instead of letting them control me.
Raw, deeply moving, but thrillingly hopeful, this story explores difficult-to-answer, but important questions every Christian should explore about mental illness, faith, and how to hold onto hope when all seems lost. It’s not an easy read, by any means, but you’ll come away with your heart refreshed and strengthened in the God who sees and cares deeply for us. This is the perfect read for both Christians who struggle with mental illness and for those who are seeking to understand and reach their Christian brothers and sisters with mental illness more fully.
Content Warnings:
Favorite quotes:
“But you have to stop viewing yourself through the lies others have put on you. You are enough for Him, Ellie.”
“Don’t focus on the silence, EllieAnne, Nanny’s voice whispered. Focus on who He is. A moment of silence can be a moment to listen. To trust.”
“You have God, Ellie. You are simply too deep in your pain to hear Him. To feel Him. But He is there, Eloise, and He is trying to lift you out of the water.”
Characters:
I sympathized with Ellie, deeply. As someone who has struggled with depression and anxiety over the past few years, I understand her pain, a little too much, perhaps. I will say there were certain scenes that were somewhat triggering for me. But while it was difficult at times to experience Ellie’s well of emotions and dark thoughts, I thought the author did an admirable job balancing between honestly showing her struggle and not diving too deeply into it. That’s not easy to do!
I didn’t appreciate the omniscient third person POV as I found it jarring at times, and it made it hard to really feel immersed in the story. But I do appreciate that the author was trying to present a more balanced view in each scene so that you don’t drown in Ellie’s head.
Brooks was hands-down my favorite character. His gentleness, his patience, his courage in overcoming his own struggles and not hesitating to dive into Ellie’s pain with her—they all endeared me to him all the more. In the way he provided refuge and comfort for Ellie while still gently pushing her out of her comfort zone was such a vivid picture of what Jesus does for us. He may push us to do hard things in order to grow us, but He goes with us every step of the way.
I wasn’t sure what to think of Ellie’s parents. Their characters seemed inconsistent at times—one moment they would be screaming at each other and the next they would be treating each other with utmost respect and kindness. I do think this was an area the author could have refined a little more.
Plot:
The plot was a bit hit or miss for me. I had a hard time feeling immersed in the story as it hopped from one character’s head to the other, and I did feel like the book could have been shortened somewhat. Parts of the plot felt somewhat repetitive, especially when it came to Ellie’s thought patterns. I would have appreciated more action on Ellie’s part toward the beginning as the plot really only started picking up around the halfway point. But what the plot was lacking in, the themes and characters certainly made up for.
Themes:
Full of both beautiful, overarching themes and practical tips for those with mental illness, All the King’s Horses shows a quiet wisdom beyond the author’s years. The small, gradual steps Ellie takes to find victory over her anxiety and suicidal thoughts were realistic and well-paced. The way she learned to not fight the waves, but to ride them hit a chord deeply with me, because that’s exactly how I’ve learned to control my feelings, instead of letting them control me.
Raw, deeply moving, but thrillingly hopeful, this story explores difficult-to-answer, but important questions every Christian should explore about mental illness, faith, and how to hold onto hope when all seems lost. It’s not an easy read, by any means, but you’ll come away with your heart refreshed and strengthened in the God who sees and cares deeply for us. This is the perfect read for both Christians who struggle with mental illness and for those who are seeking to understand and reach their Christian brothers and sisters with mental illness more fully.
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Favorite quotes:
“But you have to stop viewing yourself through the lies others have put on you. You are enough for Him, Ellie.”
“Don’t focus on the silence, EllieAnne, Nanny’s voice whispered. Focus on who He is. A moment of silence can be a moment to listen. To trust.”
“You have God, Ellie. You are simply too deep in your pain to hear Him. To feel Him. But He is there, Eloise, and He is trying to lift you out of the water.”
January 9, 2025
“You don’t see yourself clearly…It’s like you’re looking at yourself through murky water—what you see isn’t you. It’s what the world has put on you.”- All The King’s Horses.
3.5⭐️
If you like slower-paced character/dialogue driven stories, realistic mental health representation, and strong Biblical truths, then you’ll probably enjoy this novel.
My heart broke for Eloise often because I saw so much of my old self in her. That’s why, at times, this book was hard to read for me. But the message of grace, forgiveness, and hope was powerful.
Sometimes I forgot what time period it was set in until they mentioned horses honestly. So there’s less emphasis on the historical period and more on the theme and characters in my opinion.
3.5⭐️
If you like slower-paced character/dialogue driven stories, realistic mental health representation, and strong Biblical truths, then you’ll probably enjoy this novel.
My heart broke for Eloise often because I saw so much of my old self in her. That’s why, at times, this book was hard to read for me. But the message of grace, forgiveness, and hope was powerful.
Sometimes I forgot what time period it was set in until they mentioned horses honestly. So there’s less emphasis on the historical period and more on the theme and characters in my opinion.
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