weeeeeellllllll
i was hoping i would enjoy book 2 (this one) more than book 1, which i also listened to on audiobook a few months ago. i rlly almost gave this one 2 stars, but felt too bad/ultimetly couldn't justify it. this author is... somewhat not for me, but also, somewhat does things i rlly like/crave in more sapphic stories, so it's a combination of frustrating experiences and mild enjoyment, for me. i had a lot of issues with the manhattan sloane series, largely surrounding how cops/police were portrayed and (in my mind) put in a favorable light in a way that was frusturating. (which upon finding out the author is an ex-cop/military, makes sense, but also made me mad).
this series, moving away from main characters in the police/fbi forces, made me more excited initially! what i DO like abt this author is the fact that she tends to incorporate more familial connections (kids, siblings, found fam friends, etc.) in a way that i enjoy. there is potential there in book series, for me personally, but there are a lot of (again, mostly personal) frustrating elements surrounding them.
book 1, i felt, did not need the explicit rape scene to convey tyler's trauma, which after the fact, WAS (to my eyes) handled really well. but i mostly found myself annoyed at the instalove between tyler and alex in book 1. they spend barely any time together, at the end of the book, and then there are Love Declarations with All the Caps and Bells and Whistles. i'mmmm a slow burn gal, which is why i was totally cool to read a whole book where the mains basically never see each other, knowing it was a series, and listening to the author's previous, i like that she writes series surounding sapphic couples! i wish there were more series that stuck with one couple more often! but this one was so quick and it's not my preference. i was really hoping book 2 would draw their newfound connection out more and i would get on board.
alas.
they are ALL IN, in this one even more so than at the end of book 1. there is also... way less tyler than i wanted? we had a significant drop in her pov that really bummed me out, since i think she's my favorite? we also had... a lot more of ethan, her soon to be ex-husband, and a side plot for his romance that i just... didn't really care about? the mystery felt not as compelling as i wanted it to be, despite alex's whole life hinging on it, it ended up fine, and wrapped up decently well, but lol, rip to papa-shithead but frankly, karma's a bitch, man. for me, this just felt paced a little oddly, the flashback cuts weren't my favorite, neither (as i said) was the focus on ethan (though he's fine, and i'm glad for him and jessie, like i didn't HATE it, but they are not why i'm here, and the lack of tyler at their expense was irritating). and i also.... like, this is def a personal preference thing too, but i found a lot of alex/tyler's dynamic and declarations pretty cheesy. i think the author and i just don't vibe in a sense in how we would approach romance, but there are also bits i like!! as mentioned, so, i'm conflicted. in all honestly, this one was probably closer to a 2.5/2.75 enjoyment for me, the pacing, povs jumps, lack of tyler, amount of cheese, etc. just left me rolling my eyes or wanting more often. here's hoping book 3 is the one that does it for me! i do think (and based on reviews) that others will def enjoy this more than i did, tho.
i AM in ways attatched to the characters, and curious where the whole new big semi-blended family goes from here, so i'll likely listen to the third book, but i'll def wait for the audiobook, as lori prince's narration reallllly adds up my enjoyment for this particular author, and is in fact the reason i tried her out in the first place.