This series is a work of nonfiction. What I write is, to the best of my knowledge, factual and deeply personal. These books are my true accounts, unfiltered journal entries, and unedited blog entries I've kept and continue to keep. My next step in acceptance is sharing my words and my story with others. After decades of being misdiagnosed, having no trust in humankind, and not knowing how to survive in a world not meant for me, I finally turned the key unlocking the answers I needed. I have Dissociative Identity Disorder and am part of a system of 10+ individuals. We call ourselves The Circus and as Host, I've been deemed the Ringmaster. Please read with compassion.Also, read with caution. I may use profanity to express myself, have jumbled thoughts at times, or use triggering language to tell my story. It's up to you to read it or don't read it. But respectfully, I'm no longer interested in being silent for the sake of social comfortability. Peace and love.