Tozer advocates for a particular flavor of Christianity that I grew up surrounded by. It's an ideology that emphasizes the need for our relationship with God to be personal and as full of emotions as a relationship with a friend.
The thinking goes like this: God wants a personal relationship with us. Relationships with humans involve listening, hearing, and lots of good feelings. Therefore, good Christians are aware of God's presence, hear His voice regularly, and feel lots of good things.
Indeed, Tozer says, "The Bible assumes as a self-evident fact that men can know God with at least the same degree of immediacey as they know any other person or thing that comes within the field of their experience." I can know God like I know my friends and family.
I have seen Tozer's ideas taken to their natural conclusions, and let me tell you, if you are someone who doesn't feel a lot of things in your relationship with God, his message is devastating.
Let's look more specifically at the kind of life that Tozer believes EVERY Christian should be living, without exception. (If you're not living this life, you're doing something wrong and missing out; indeed, your faith is "defective" [quote below].)
Here are some quotes from the book:
"The continuous and unembarrassed interchange of love and thought between God and the soul of the redeemed man is the throbbing heart of New Testament religion."
"At the heart of the Christian message is God Himself waiting for His redeemed children to push in to conscious awareness of His Presence."
The problem with modern Christianity is that "we bother ourselves very little about the absence of personal experience."
"...to push in sensitive living experience into the holy Presence, is a privilege open to every child of God."
Christians have "spiritual faculties by means of which we can know God and the spiritual world if we will obey the Spirit's urge and begin to use them." In the next paragraph: "Where faith is defective the result will be inward insensibility and numbness toward spiritual things."
There's more, but you get the point: Christians need to know God personally, and this evidenced by experiences and feelings. The pursuit of God leads to more and more experiences where you hear from God, feel His presence, and sense spiritual things.
But my question is, where is this in the NT? Where does Paul talk about the need for believers to feel certain feelings? Where does Peter emphasize the need for spiritual experiences to confirm your faith is not defective? How many times did the NT Christians audibly hear God's voice or feel His presence?
On the other hand, how often does Paul talk about how to practically walk out our faith? I see far more practical discussions of how we ought to live and love. I see a lot more about giving finacially to those in need, loving our family and friends, and controlling our anger than feeling God's presence.
Furthermore, I don't just disagree intellectually with Tozer. I disagree on a far more personal level.
I am neurodivergent. I have wrestled with anxiety and depression for years. If I compare my faith with Tozer's standards, I am forced to conclude that my faith is defective.
In fact, this is what I concluded in high school. I was a young girl growing up along family members who Tozer would be proud of. They felt things deeply. They heard from God regularly and experienced His presence.
I didn't.
I concluded that my faith was defective. In fact, I concluded that I myself was defective. Something was wrong with me.
I remember weeping and praying over this issue. What was wrong with me? Why was I so broken? Why didn't I feel God? Did I need to do more? Pray more? Read my Bible more? I used to beg God to change me, to make me something else. I wished He had made me someone else. I hated myself and my defective faith.
This, my friends, is the damage Tozer's ideas cause to sensitive souls.
I wanted to be a good Christian. But I am not wired for deep emotional experiences. That is not how my faith works.
My faith is not defective. It is different, but it is not defective.
John 13:35, "By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another."
Not by emotional experiences. Not by hearing God's voice. Not by feeling deep feelings.
By loving others.
This, my friends, is freeing. I can do this. On my worst days, when God feels gone and I feel utterly alone, I can serve others. It's practical. It has nothing to do with me and my fickle feelings, and everything to do with others and how I treat them.
So if you are one of those Christians who doesn't feel great things and is wondering if your faith is "defective," let me assure you that nothing is wrong with you, and nothing is wrong with your faith. God made you this way, and God doesn't make mistakes.
Your faith may look different than other people's. That's a good and beautiful thing. Paul says that God created members of the body of Christ different on purpose. (1 Cor 12: 12-31)
Tozer wants us all to be hearts. We need brains. We need hands and feet and organs. We need them all.
We need you.