Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin

by Tammy Mentzer Brown

Caring, friendly, kind and lovely – these are all attributes that describe Julie. Yet, so are the words desperate, grieving, lonely and purposeless.

Coming to a crossroad in her life faster than expected, Julie relies on her faith for the strength to make it through. Dealing with the passing of her husband, she finds her daily existence swallowed by grief and doesn’t feel ready to embrace life again. However, God seems to have a different plan. He is able to use unexpected people in unusual ways to intervene in Julie’s life, reminding her that she is not alone. Will Julie choose to let others in and learn how to cope with the loss of a loved one? Or will she stay trapped in her grief, watching her days pass by?

214 pages, Paperback

Published August 12, 2022

About the author

What am I most thankful for? My family and an opportunity to meet so many amazing people in this lifetime!

Hobbies: Writing, Reading, Hiking, Biking, Caving, Fishing, Boating...really anything outdoors or travel related.

What do you not know about me? When we were on vacation a few years ago, a man commented, "no more tequila for you senorita..." I responded with a laugh while my kids shook their heads (as in here she goes again), "Sir, you can't buy this stuff. It's all natural."

Reviews

[Stephanie Stephens · Rating 4 out of 5]

Sweet, wholesome, very real story. I had the pleasure of meeting this author and hearing her speak. This is a story of faith and relying on God.

[Alan Price · Rating 5 out of 5]

The magic of books, especially novels, lies in their ability to transport readers to entirely different worlds without leaving the comfort of their reading nook. 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin,' crafted by Tammy Mentzer Brown, is a testament to this enchanting quality. Tammy paints a world distinct in both place and time from the familiar, offering a rich learning experience. The narrative unfolds with captivating scenes that stir emotions while staying firmly anchored to the main plot, keeping readers engrossed in the story while kindling a growing curiosity about the divine plans.

Tammy Mentzer Brown's creation, 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin,' goes beyond the conventional romantic tale. It delves into the intricate tapestry of life, offering a profound exploration of its diverse experiences. What initially drew me in with the promise of redemption through love turned into an unexpected journey. The story evolves into a celebration of deep friendships navigating life's unpredictable currents, revealing the resilience that comes from genuine connections. Brown seamlessly incorporates the promises of God into the narrative, with scripture references that resonate profoundly. This beautiful narrative transcends genres, leaving readers thankful for the poignant and moving experience it imparts.

[Grace Butler · Rating 5 out of 5]

Despite my inclination to avoid novels heavily rooted in real-life situations and societal issues, I took a leap of faith at the urging of a friend and delved into Tammy Mentzer Brown’s 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin.' To my surprise, I was thoroughly impressed.

In the poignant opening chapter, Brown skillfully sets the stage for an emotionally charged journey. Grounded in timeless scripture, the narrative delves into Julie's tumultuous emotions after the loss of her husband, Jake. Brown's evocative descriptions vividly paint the scene, mirroring Julie's internal turmoil with the restless weather and relentless waves. As Julie ponders her existence by the shore, the story unveils layers of grief, love, and desperation. The decision to confront the ocean's depths becomes a powerful metaphor, leading to a gripping and visceral account of Julie's struggle for breath and survival. With each wave, Brown weaves a narrative that immerses readers into the intricate depths of Julie's psyche, creating a haunting introduction to the novel. The story unfolds with unpredictable twists and turns, growing more captivating with each page. You won't want to miss out on this must-read book!

[Charlotte Hamilton · Rating 5 out of 5]

The allure of 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' lies in its seamless blend of thrill, drama, and profound realizations. The author, Tammy Mentzer Brown, brings the narrative to life with her deep perspectives and unique ideas, creating a lifelike quality within the pages. Through explicit descriptions and dynamic interactions, the characters, particularly Julie, become vibrant and relatable.

Julie, grappling with the need to come to terms with her loss and move forward, acknowledges the complexities of her emotions. The narrative tone resonates with urgency and emotion, employing a perfect blend of brooding undertones that heighten the gravity of the situation. Tammy's meticulous choice of vocabulary allows readers to tangibly feel the weight of the story.

As the story progresses, Julie's journey unfolds with a sense of purpose, culminating in a satisfying conclusion that leaves a lasting impression on both the minds and hearts of readers. 'Retrieving Love' stands as a great and thought-provoking must-read, where the seamless connection of ideas creates an immersive and impactful experience for the audience.

[Teresa Patel · Rating 5 out of 5]

In 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin,' Tammy Mentzer Brown pens a heartrending journey through grief and the redeeming power of faith. The protagonist, Julie, embodies the complexities of loss — from desperation to the tentative steps toward healing. Brown skillfully integrates spiritual elements into the narrative, offering a comforting exploration of divine intervention. The story's strength lies in its genuine portrayal of human vulnerability and the transformative impact of unexpected connections. 'Retrieving Love' is a testament to the author's ability to craft a moving narrative that resonates with the raw emotions of loss, making it a compelling read for those seeking solace and inspiration.

Tammy Mentzer Brown clearly conveyed a message to her readers in a beautifully artistic manner within this book. Beyond being a source of leisure, the novel stands as an artistic work that amplifies the voices of the marginalized, enlightening readers to the reality that God is present in every challenge. I highly recommend it!

[Sara Long · Rating 5 out of 5]

The author employs a mesmerizing writing style that keeps readers glued to the pages, forming a deep connection with the characters. While the narrative addresses heavy real-life issues, it's the author's writing style that shines. I became so engrossed in the story that my days were filled with its exhilaration, leaving me with a sense of emptiness upon finishing.

Touched by Tammy Mentzer Brown's graceful writing, 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' became a captivating journey for me. Tammy's authentic Christian spirit permeates the narrative, adding warmth and authenticity to the story. The inclusion of Bible verses at the start of each chapter contributes a profound layer, establishing a reflective tone. Immersing myself in the daily chapters, I eagerly anticipated the transformation of Julie, a character beautifully brought to life by the author. Tammy's book stands as a testament to the potent combination of faith and storytelling, leaving a lasting impact on readers seeking inspiration and a connection with characters grounded in love and grace.

[Vincent Ellis · Rating 5 out of 5]

In 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin,' Tammy Mentzer Brown guides us through a narrative woven with themes of family, love, loss, and unwavering faith in God. The protagonist, Julianna Jernigan, witnesses her seemingly perfect life unravel with the tragic death of her husband, Jake. Tammy adeptly portrays Julianna's journey, and I often found myself captivated by the profound lessons of faith and bravery that such a compassionate protagonist imparts.

Despite being caring and kind, Julianna is consumed by desperation and loneliness after the untimely loss of her husband, standing at a crossroads of life. Brown navigates the delicate terrain of loss with empathy, skillfully depicting Julianna's struggle to embrace the present and discover her purpose.

Tammy's incredible talent lies in weaving the emotions of the characters into the hearts of the readers, and that's where the magic of this book unfolds. It is undoubtedly a must-read, offering a moving exploration of resilience, love, and the unwavering strength found in faith.

[Ann Myers · Rating 5 out of 5]

In 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin,' Tammy Mentzer Brown provides insight into the personal and collaborative aspects of her literary journey. The book expresses gratitude to readers and emanates warmth, offering wishes of love, hope, and grace. A poignant tribute to the author's husband adds a personal touch, unveiling the inspiration behind the genuine love stories within the narrative, emphasizing the importance of family.

Tammy Mentzer Brown weaves a poignant tale in this novel, steering away from idealistic romance to explore the depths of tragic reality. 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' is a fictional work rooted in the truth of a horrifying tragedy. The author skillfully narrates Julie's struggles as she seeks purpose in life once more. Brown's meticulous attention to detail in imagery makes the settings and situations vividly come to life in the reader's mind.

[Wayne Castillo · Rating 4 out of 5]

Immersing myself in this book felt like embarking on a personal journey through life. Every insight the author shares resonates deeply, particularly during Julie's mental and spiritual struggles. The narrative is so authentic that my emotions couldn't be contained. Discovering our life's purpose, unraveling the 'why' of our existence, emerges as one of the most profound pursuits before time slips away. The pivotal question lingers – are we prepared? Some only realize they can swim when they find themselves in the water. Remarkably, Julie, despite the circumstances, becomes ready just in time to make a significant impact.

This exceptional book stands unparalleled, a testament to the author's creativity. The perspective on Julie's life story is both thought-provoking and entertaining. The narrative's magnetic pull kept me engrossed; it just keeps unfolding into something even more captivating.

[Amber Barnes · Rating 5 out of 5]

This book has been an extraordinary journey to read. The author possesses a unique way of using words, described as beautiful and artistic, which effortlessly captivates readers. Tammy Mentzer Brown's magical choice and weaving of words intensify the climactic moments and scenes, adding a dramatic flair to the narrative. Additionally, she imparts wisdom intelligently, making every situation in the story an opportunity for learning.

'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' is a captivating exploration of human emotions expertly crafted. Tethered by timeless verses from the Bible, the narrative unfurls the poignant tale of Julie, a woman grappling with the aftermath of her husband's death. Brown's storytelling prowess is evident, providing readers with a gripping introduction to a narrative that promises to delve into the intricate facets of love, loss, and the resilience of the human spirit.

[Kayla Reynolds · Rating 5 out of 5]

"Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin" by Tammy Mentzer Brown is a poignant exploration of grief, faith, and unexpected connections. Through the character Julie, Brown navigates the depths of loss authentically, capturing raw emotions with heartfelt prose. The narrative seamlessly incorporates spiritual elements, offering a comforting exploration of divine intervention and unexpected connections that lead to healing.

This novel stands as an artistic work amplifying marginalized voices, delivering a profound message of faith and spirituality. Brown's fearless exploration of emotions, vivid imagery, and genuine portrayal of vulnerability make this a compelling and impactful read. "Retrieving Love" is not just a story; it's a tribute to love, blessings, and the enduring human spirit, leaving a lasting impression on those seeking a compelling literary experience. Highly recommended for its warmth, authenticity, and celebration of true love.

[Albert Ruiz · Rating 5 out of 5]

Tammy Mentzer Brown's 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' delicately weaves a tale of grief, faith, and unexpected connections. Julie, a character both relatable and resilient, grapples with the profound loss of her husband. Brown's narrative skillfully explores the depths of despair, portraying Julie's struggle with authenticity. The subtle yet powerful intervention of God and unexpected individuals paints a poignant picture of hope and healing. Through prose that is both heartfelt and sincere, Brown invites readers to contemplate life's crossroads. This book is a touching exploration of the human spirit's capacity to rediscover love amidst the darkest moments.

I was genuinely impressed by Tammy's skill in crafting a compelling narrative around such a sensitive topic, skillfully conveying a profound message of faith and humanity to the world.

[Willie Hughes · Rating 4 out of 5]

What stood out to me in 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' is its dynamic exploration of various emotions and vivid imagery. The author fearlessly tackles controversial themes, delivering one of the most impactful stories I've encountered recently. The narrative is rich with pain and heartbreak, yet it satisfyingly embraces the essential virtues of faith.

Tammy Mentzer Brown, in this book, not only reveals the personal motivations behind her work but also expresses gratitude to the readers, inviting them to join the journey. She extends a wish for enveloping love, hope, and grace. Through a poignant tribute to her husband, she unveils the genuine inspiration behind the story, celebrating the essence of true love. This gesture extends warmth to the readers, embodying the overarching themes of love and blessings in the book.

[Beverly Vasquez · Rating 4 out of 5]

'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' is a captivating fusion of an exhilarating narrative and thought-provoking scenes and dialogues. Following Julie's journey through life, her sufferings, and transformation instills a profound sense of respect and inspiration for the protagonist. Through thick and thin, she seizes control of her life, placing unwavering trust in God's promises and steering the sails of her destiny through her valiant efforts. Julie's innocence and enduring love amid life's adversities truly tug at the heartstrings.

The author's realistic approach in recounting the main character's tale adds a layer of authenticity, making Julie all the more real and tangible to the reader. This deep sense of connection with the protagonist enamored me into the book as I felt like I was also going through what Julie was going through.

[Marie Graham · Rating 5 out of 5]

Tammy Mentzer Brown takes readers on a whirlwind of emotions as she recounts the life of Julianna Jernigan, a love-struck woman whose perfect life is shattered by the sudden passing of her husband.

Despite its fictional nature, 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' is narrated in a three-dimensional, realistic manner, immersing readers in the world the author has crafted. The narrative is so engrossing that it elicits deep sighs and even prompts tears at times.

One noteworthy aspect is the portrayal of Julie's problems and experiences, which are not exaggeratedly dramatic but carry just the right amount of action and emotion to feel realistic. The book successfully captivates from beginning to end, keeping eyes glued to every page. It comes highly recommended for its ability to deliver a captivating and emotionally resonant reading experience.

[Logan Gray · Rating 5 out of 5]

I was absolutely captivated by the entire plot!

The characters were vividly lifelike, described in a way that allowed readers to easily conjure a vibrant mental picture of them.

'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' is a mesmerizing literary journey of drama and revelation. The details and descriptions in the narrative are absolutely brilliant! The protagonist's desperate efforts to navigate each day against all odds resonated deeply, eliciting a sense of empathy for a woman who once had everything in the palm of her hands. My heart genuinely ached for Julie, and her reliance on faith for strength and guidance in the face of life's crossroads was both poignant and inspiring.

This book took me on an emotional and spiritual roller coaster, and I'm eager to recommend it to my friends in the days to come!

[Kenneth Chen · Rating 5 out of 5]

Despite it not being my usual genre, I found immense enjoyment in the characters of the novel. Their differences were seamlessly woven into the plot's flow, creating a harmonious narrative. From the very first page, I felt a deep connection with the characters, experiencing a range of emotions alongside Julie – from laughter to tears, and an earnest desire to assist her in finding guidance and healing.

The roller coaster of raw emotions experienced by the main characters in the aftermath of Julie's husband's passing was both intense and compelling.

As the first book I've read by this author, it left a lasting impression, and I eagerly anticipate picking up her next release. 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' is a book that resonated with me, and I wholeheartedly recommend it for its emotional depth and captivating storytelling.

[Juan Alvarez · Rating 5 out of 5]

What truly captivated me about this book is the author's artful placement of golden nuggets of wisdom across a diverse array of topics throughout the story. Rather than a simple tale of filial piety or true love, it felt like I was delving into a compilation of valuable life lessons.

In the tender dedication to Alma Bryant Frederick, 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' by Tammy Mentzer Brown becomes a heartfelt tribute to an extraordinary individual. The book eloquently portrays the unwavering faith in God as a guiding light throughout the narrative, reflecting the love and kindness prevalent in the community. Brown skillfully captures an enduring legacy, not just through actions but in the strength depicted.

Highly recommended!

[Denise Henderson · Rating 5 out of 5]

Reading 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' by Tammy Mentzer Brown was an absolute delight. Brown's detailed descriptions of the settings create such a vivid image that it feels like watching a movie in my mind's eye. The dialogues and body language of the characters are expertly crafted, providing a clear depiction of each character's personality without any inconsistency.

In the opening chapters, Brown skillfully explores the theme of grief through the character of Julie. The narrative delicately portrays Julie's emotional journey, using nature as poignant symbols. Brown's descriptive prose draws readers into Julie's struggle with the weight of loss, leading to a powerful and heart-stopping moment as she grapples with a decision that transcends the physical realm.

[Ralph Gibson · Rating 4 out of 5]

Reading 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' by Tammy Mentzer Brown was an absolute delight. Brown's detailed descriptions of the settings create such a vivid image that it feels like watching a movie in my mind's eye. The dialogues and body language of the characters are expertly crafted, providing a clear depiction of each character's personality without any inconsistency.

In the opening chapters, Brown skillfully explores the theme of grief through the character of Julie. The narrative delicately portrays Julie's emotional journey, using nature as poignant symbols. Brown's descriptive prose draws readers into Julie's struggle with the weight of loss, leading to a powerful and heart-stopping moment as she grapples with a decision that transcends the physical realm.

[Doris Gonzales · Rating 4 out of 5]

The author has a distinctive way of conveying the characters' inner feelings in an informative and effective manner without deviating from the plot. It's truly mesmerizing how she opens the book with an intense level of pain and heartbreak, captivating my attention with every scene as the main character embarks on her journey.

In a particular chapter, the author skillfully paints a complex emotional landscape, seamlessly blending moments of frustration, panic, and introspection. Julie, the protagonist, seeks solace in her cat, Sam, while reflecting on memories of her late husband, Jake. The dialogue between Julie and her feline companion provides a poignant glimpse into her coping mechanisms, adding depth to the emotional intricacies of the narrative.

[Randy Medina · Rating 5 out of 5]

Embarking on the journey of a sweet, caring, and loving young lady as she navigates the aftermath of extreme heartbreak to rediscover purpose in life was an incredibly enriching experience.

Tammy Mentzer Brown introduces and describes Julie in a way that immediately places her in a special spot in the hearts of readers. The narrative unfolds magically, with each chapter forging a deeper connection to Julie. The anticipation of discovering what this lonely and broken woman would decide to do next kept me engaged throughout.

The realistic imagery presented in the novel, coupled with the creative sprinkling of Bible verses throughout the pages, culminates in a perfectly balanced and beautifully crafted book. I highly recommend it for a compelling and emotionally resonant read.

[John Stevens · Rating 5 out of 5]

Well-written and compelling!

'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' is a poignant fictional story that engages the thoughts and emotions of even the most passive readers.

Tammy Mentzer Brown delves into the fragile morality of humanity and explores the hidden complexities beneath the surface. What makes it truly remarkable is her ability to do so in a creative manner, deftly avoiding preachy and condescending undertones. Instead, she crafts an exciting and emotionally charged narrative that serves as the perfect platform for lighthearted yet meaningful conversations.

This book, with its important message, is not only tantalizing but also has the power to empower those who may be suffering and struggling today. It stands as a compelling work with a meaningful impact.

[Robert Murray · Rating 4 out of 5]

"Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin" by Tammy Mentzer Brown is a dynamic exploration of emotions, blending vivid imagery with fearless storytelling. Rooted in tragic reality, the narrative moves away from idealistic romance, portraying Julie's struggles after the death of her husband with meticulous detail. Brown's writing captivates with its mesmerizing style, forming a deep connection with readers.

Tammy Mentzer Brown's authentic Christian spirit permeates the story, complemented by Bible verses at the start of each chapter, establishing a reflective tone. The book stands as a testament to the potent combination of faith and storytelling, leaving a lasting impact on those seeking inspiration and a connection with characters grounded in love and grace.

[Alexis Griffin · Rating 5 out of 5]

"Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin" is a triumph in exploring love's intricate threads. Tammy Mentzer Brown's eloquent prose, using the metaphor of a napkin, transcends conventional romance. This novel offers a fresh perspective on relationships, highlighting often-overlooked tender moments.

Immersing oneself feels like a personal journey through life, with deep insights during Julie's struggles. The storytelling is exceptional, creating a captivating narrative.

Despite hesitations about real-life situations, "Retrieving Love" proves rewarding. Brown skillfully navigates an emotionally charged journey, grounded in timeless scripture. The novel is a must-read, offering a compelling exploration of grief, love, and the resilient human spirit.

[Charles Harrison · Rating 5 out of 5]

What an emotionally stirring book!

To fellow enthusiasts of Christian novels, I extend a challenge: read the first chapters of 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' and try not to be utterly captivated by the writing. Is it not impossible to resist? Rarely do we encounter a book with a story that has the power to deeply move and simultaneously astonish with its exceptional prose. This novel, with its beautiful writing, falls into a category where it's hard not to feel strongly about it – whether love or hate.

Tammy, you've done an exceptional job. The narrative not only moved me to my core but also left me in awe of the impeccable writing. Every moment of it was thoroughly enjoyable. Bravo on a fantastic job in narrating Julianna Jernigan's story!

[Joseph Fernandez · Rating 5 out of 5]

Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin" turned out to be a fascinating read for me. I randomly picked it up, drawn in by its intriguing cover, and I'm delighted that I made that choice. The narrative's seamless beginning and conclusion felt so fitting that I found myself staring at the wall, reflecting on the profound lessons it had imparted.

Reading this book wasn't like perusing pages; it was like being transported to the right place at the right time. The execution is commendable.

In every aspect, this is a substantial book – a blend of depth and length that is truly satisfying. I wholeheartedly and highly recommend 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin,' deserving each of the five stars.

[Thomas Mcdonald · Rating 5 out of 5]

Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin" is a novel deeply rooted in spirituality, skillfully supported by relevant Bible verses, and exceptionally well-written.

The narrative unfolds as God intervenes in Julie's life through unexpected people and unconventional ways, serving as poignant reminders that she is not alone in her struggles.

I devoured the entire book in a single sitting and found immense enjoyment in its pages. It's been a considerable amount of time since I've been so thoroughly engrossed in a book of this caliber. I wholeheartedly recommend 'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' to everyone, not just for its spiritual depth but for a myriad of other compelling reasons.

[George Henry · Rating 5 out of 5]

'Retrieving Love: The Subtleness of a Napkin' features outstanding characters, each meticulously thought out and well-developed. The story weaves a tapestry that is simultaneously romantic, tragic, and sublime as a whole. The emotional impact is profound, often giving readers goosebumps and bringing them close to tears.

Despite Julie's faith upbringing, she grapples with a sense of being out of control and seeks forgiveness from God. Georgia, a character in the story, addresses Julie's grief, encourages her to find closure, and emphasizes the importance of living life to the fullest.

This is a book that leaves a lasting impression, one that you'd definitely want to share with others, given its emotional depth and powerful storytelling.

[Marilyn Fisher · Rating 5 out of 5]

Tammy Mentzer Brown skillfully narrates the story of Julianna Jernigan as she reflects on the weight of her recent actions, burdened by a heavy sadness. Julie grapples with overwhelming anxiety, finding it challenging to perform even the simplest tasks.

Tammy captivates her audience by expertly weaving a web of emotions, wisdom, and excitement. The strategic placement of well-chosen Bible verses adds depth to the narrative, ultimately capturing the hearts of readers with a sense of epiphanies and a connection to reality. This book is truly worth reading, and kudos to Tammy Mentzer Brown for a job well done!