And cue the tears!!!
If there was ever a book that you wanted to feel so much from this is one of them. It honestly reminds me of the book A Thousand Boy Kisses by Tillie Cole. This duet was just adorable and sad but also very lovely. It is series that you will not want to put down, like ever. It was heart warming, just makes you cry because you can feel everything that the characters are feeling even if it’s just through words. I can honestly say that I was mixed with many emotions. I didn’t understand how Valentina could just push Carter away more times than not and be able to give Logan and Quaid almost everything they wanted. It happened while they were younger, a lot. I’m not saying that she should have given in to everything he wanted but she went to third base with with other two boys more times than she did with Carter. I felt he was pushed away a lot, maybe because he was the broody one of the bunch, or more closed off and the other two were more “alive” in a sense. I love the way that Valentina gets to spend time with each of them separately, like wanting to just treasure them in a separate way. She spends time with all of them at the same time, but I think that doing it separately was just what she needed to get a resemblance of the past back before anything. I’m also very mad at the fact that she left the boys in the first place, I don’t think it mattered the reasons as to why. I think she should have stayed with them, but of course not everything can be cupcakes and rainbows in books, something always has to go bad before it get better. Like is said previously, I had many mixed emotions with this series. I was going up and down, happy, sad, mad, disappointed, etc. While reading the book I was itching to get to what led to her leaving, and also to know why in the world the doctor keeps calling her. I just wanted to get to the bottom of everything. I mean, I had my ideas of what had happened that led to her leaving or why the doctor insists on calling her, but of course in order to learn it I had to rush into the book further and further. So as I read I couldn’t help but feel very sad about everything that was transpiring in Valentina’s life what she had gone through how everything fell apart one way or another, how things could change between all four of them. But it did and it was sad. I can honestly say that the 18th birthday was the worst and not at all what I was hoping it would be. I felt for her my heart broke for her, this is where my understand as to why she did what she did was coming into view. No matter how lonely she felt over the years she felt it was the right thing to do to save her boys from a lot of heartache even though she never knew that it broke them like never before. As I come to the end of the series, I understand everything. I understand the doctor calling here almost everyday, the reason she left, the reason she wanted to get they all back together. She wanted some kind of happiness, she wanted her boys together again after spending 10 years apart, after all they were “brothers” in a sense. She wanted to make sure that after she would leave the world they would all be together, but things don’t always go as planned, no do they. In the end I am happy how things ended up, I’m glad they all get their hea because it wouldn’t be the same if they hadn’t.