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8 pages, Audible Audio
First published June 27, 2021
















♫♪ Yours is the cloth, mine is the hand that sews time
His is the force that lies within
Ours is the fire, all the warmth we can find
He is a feather in the wind, oh… ♫♪
❝Mags suits you. It’s quirky. It says, ❛I am a strange Danish man who shags twinks who like to accessorise with penis decorations.❜❞
While I was reading I must have looked like a fool to the people around me, because I could never have been able to swipe that wide smile off my face for the life of me. I was laughing, smiling and grinning throughout the book. Until yes, around 80%, wow...that moment was sneaking up on me and of course I did not have tissues when tears started rolling. Because this was a HAPPY book, and then it wasn't, and still...at the chance I might sound like a broken record, it still was perfect. Those last chapters were so, so well done!! I'm not a cryer while reading, maybe a few glancing eyes at best, but Lily did manage to tear me up UNEXPECTEDLY!!Because of course it's not all just laughter and fun. There's some seriousness too. And it's exactly that balance that makes this book the brilliant story it is.
"I had a lot of people in my childhood expressing very vigorous fondness for each other. I didn't believe in any of it. It makes me uncomfortable."
"And now?"
I run my hands through his soft hair, loving the way he tilts towards me and the fine lines at the corner of his stunning pale green eyes. "Now I do." His face is so dear to me, so warm, and I reluctantly decide to opt for honesty. "You could do better."
"Undoubtedly," he says serenely.
I glare at him. "I'm not sure where, but maybe you'll find someone better, Laurie." I think of that nebulous figure and feel rage towards him. "But he wouldn't be me. And I think you need me."
I haven't read all Lily's books yet, but I know this is going to be my favorite. I can't stop thinking about it, can't stop loving Mags and Laurie. They're special.
This book is simply brilliant.
Read it.
ARC kindly given to me by GayRomanceReviews and this is my honest, unbiased review


Realising that I'm stroking a sleeping man's hair, I give an exclamation of disgust and leave the flat quickly, shutting the front door behind me with a decisive snap.
"I thought we were more, and that's my fault, Laurie."
And I know that he was just lashing out at me. I had done something unforgivable and read a secret that wasn't mind, and I would have felt exactly the same. I forgave him immediately for his anger. I'd been in the wrong too—making our argument all about myself. But what I cannot get over is the utter incredulity on his face when I said that I would be there for him. And that hurt, because I would have put him first, ahead of everything and everyone.
