A debut novel and a good one. Well written story dealing with issues of mental illness, which is handled in a sensitive manner. I can imagine that any mother who has a child going off to university has felt some of these emotions, hopefully to a lesser extent. Never having had children this probably didn’t resonate with me in quite the same way. It’s a fairly slow burner although the second half is definitely a bit faster as secrets are revealed.
Briefly, Catherine has been checking on daughter Anya since she was a baby. But now Anya is 18 and about to go off to university. But Catherine’s obsession has ballooned. She checks in Anya at night when she sleeps, tracks her with a mobile phone application, rings her incessantly and follows her watching from her car or hiding nearby; but Anya has had enough. Alongside her fear that something bad is going to happen to her daughter Catherine is also dealing with her father being in a nursing home and clearing out her mothers home following her recent death. She’s on a knife edge, her actions out of control.
This isn’t my normal type of read but it was eminently readable. Easy to follow with most chapters written in the present from the POV’s of Catherine and Anya as some, in the past from Daphne’s POV. Its very emotional, and even a bit upsetting at times, like a car crash you are waiting to happen. I felt a lot of sympathy for Anya but also for Catherine who knew her actions were wrong but couldn’t stop herself. A great debut with a sad long hidden secret finally revealed. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️