With her mum bailing out on her for their Christmas plans, Norah is left at a loose end and feeling just a bit sorry for herself. Then suddenly she is seized by a mad impulse, as she recalls a long ago promise. Ten years ago she fell in love with a boy called Andrew, they had a holiday romance but then went their separate ways, however, they agreed that if they were both single ten years on they would meet on Christmas Eve on Grafton Street, Dublin. Now, Norah finds herself remembering that long ago summer and her feelings for Andrew. Likely he won't remember their agreement, but she finds herself determined to find out just in case. Besides, even if Andrew doesn't turn up, her best friend Joe is coming with her, such that they will be sure to have a good time regardless.
My first read from Emily Bell, I picked this up with the hope of a warm, festive read, and to be honest that is precisely what I got. The book starts off in London, with Norah Christmas shopping, and immediately it gave me those festive vibes that I was looking for. I enjoyed the parts of the book set in Dublin, and also the flashback chapters to Norah and Andrew's holiday romance in Italy all those years ago.
I did generally like Norah as the central character. I felt we got to know her quite well, with glimpses of her past, her relationship with her friends, family, work, her dreams of being a singer. I also thought Bell did a good job of showing the change in Norah from the girl we see in the flashback chapters to the woman she has become, and the events that have shaped her, in particular the loss of her father, who she was very close to, and the book does explore the subject of grief. Whilst the idea of going to Dublin to see if Andrew shows up after all these years does seem a bit far-fetched and perhaps desperate, I think as the story went on, I appreciated that Norah was perhaps actually looking to rediscover the person she used to be when she met Andrew more than anything else. That said, at times I did find Norah a bit whiny.
I did have an inkling fairly early on that the story might not necessarily go in the direction that the blurb leads us to believe, though I won't say too much more about the way the plot unfolds so as not to give away spoilers. I will say that I liked the direction that was taken, as it felt more realistic.
The romance, whilst sweet, wasn't for me the strongest element of the story, as I did sometimes feel the chemistry between the characters could have been better captured. Some parts of the book did feel a bit flat to be honest, however, overall the book sustained my attention, and I did like the nostalgic feel that the book captured in places. I appreciated the nod to recent events in the epilogue set in Dec 2020, where the author briefly alludes to lockdowns and life in the era of COVID-19.
Overall, this was a pleasant and easy read, with a festive feel and some romance, whilst also exploring themes around friendship, family, grief and just I suppose how we can sometimes lose ourselves a bit as we go through life, but that we can always find ourselves again too.