DNF HARD! (50%)
No...just...no.
If there was a rating lower than 1, I would give it coz this book doesn't deserve this also. It's so bad. So, so bad.
Logan is creepy, annoying, uninteresting and has no concept of consent or decency. He acts possesive, which even if they were together was creepy, let alone when they are only FWB.
Ellie has no sense if friendship and feels all this guilt for lying to Charlotte but somehow sex with Logan seems to resolve it all instantly. Her guilt is pretty hollow. Plus again, she's confusing good sex with romantic compatibility 😭😭😭 allo authors really need to get their concept of romantic feelings right. They are VERY seperate from sexual attraction and chemistry ffs.
Not that Logan or Ellie have any chemistry lmao. Ellie describing them as siblings although gross in that context, is more appropriate when talking about their chemistry (or rather lack of it)😭😭😭
The usage of the adjectives and descriptive phrases to sell us their chemistry and his charm is so overdone but doesn't actually convey the things they are supposed to. For example, Ellie keeps saying "here's another epic conversation for the books" but the conversation she's referring to is so mundane and mediocre, you are left wondering what level is epic for these two. Another example would be Ellie constantly referring to the sizzling "banter" apparently her and Logan have. But the actual banter on paper the reader gets to see is again, so meh and there's zero spark. The author keeps describing their chemistry but doesn't actually depict it so of course the disappointment is behind words.
Charlotte is a character that seems to exist more in the background, manifesting more through flashbacks, frequent video calls and Ellie's guilt. She has more chemistry with Ellie than Logan does. They might as well have dated and I would have read that with more interest. Instead I have had to go through this weird hetero fwb bullshit.
I won't complain about the constant sex scenes because I was aware that would happen going in. However the sex scenes themselves are quite bland, and this is coming from a sex repulsed ace 😭😭. The scenes are very hetero, very favouring Logan and when they aren't bland, they are just plain weird.
Overall a terrible, terrible read. I don't leave books halfway very easily but I need to not lose my momentum 😭 and this one is slowing me down.