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336 pages, Paperback
First published October 6, 2022
“That summer day in the middle of the Russia–Ukraine war, how could I convey to a former KGB archivist that I was looking for an uncle missing for over almost a century because I wanted to make sense of the present and to understand my roots?”
“Fekla’s poignant letter reminded me why I had started my quest for Nikodim in the first place. I wanted to pay tribute to a relative who had been reduced to a crossed-out name in the archives. I wanted to commemorate his life, fragile and full of pain. I wanted his tragedy to be acknowledged – and as I saw it now, it was a tragedy that befell the whole family when he disappeared.”![]()
“I always thought that the most corrosive effect of the Soviet system was the hypocrisy. Everyone said one thing and thought something else. It was the most sensible way to behave if you wanted to survive. The hypocrisy was everywhere. It was in the cafeteria menu listing soup with meat that – as everyone knew – wasn’t there. It was in the newspapers announcing that no accident had occurred at the Chernobyl nuclear power plant. It was in the slogans, signs and demonstrations. ‘We pretended to work and they pretended to pay us,’ ran a joke in the 1980s. Soviet life was permeated with such pretences, big and small.”
“I imagined telling him that Ukraine, with its key position between Russia and Western Europe, was always going to be a battleground for Russian imperial ambitions and that Russia would do anything to keep this strip of land under its control, but that Ukrainians had a right to choose who governed them and how they lived.”
“I sometimes wondered bitterly if we would be in this situation in 2022 had the world cared about my country more in 2014.”
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So do I, Victoria. So do I.
"That summer day in the middle of the Russia–Ukraine war, how could I convey to a former KGB archivist that I was looking for an uncle missing for over almost a century because I wanted to make sense of the present and to understand my roots?"