How to Read Now is that rare species of book that I don't feel I can recommend without having a conversation about it, or—six different conversations at once. It’s been such a joy to live with this collection of essays in the past few weeks, to read it and reread it and think about it so often I feel that it’s become part of my internal narrative. I still find myself returning to individual pages, underlining and pondering passages, chewing over individual lines, sometimes arguing with them loudly in my head, sometimes wishing I had a glass of wine that I can gulp down in fierce agreement.
If you spend any ordinate amount of time in online bookish spaces, you have probably noticed how utterly diseased our reading culture has become, invaded and reduced in the same breath by practices that seem instinctively antithetical to the very spirit of reading. In How to Read Now, Elaine Castillo unspools and amplifies what’s long been intimate, complicated inner thoughts I had about our reading practices, the amalgamation of all the almost-screams that scraped my throat whenever I learned about yet another book ban in the United States, or read a particularly infuriating Hot Take on Book Twitter. Reading this collection of essays felt like listening to your fiercely intelligent friend improvise a masterpiece of rigorous critical thinking in a personalized voice note. It felt like being seen and being rescued, all at once.
Castillo’s targets resonate deeply in our cultural moment, a bolt sliding perfectly home: the empty platitudes about how reading teaches us empathy without interrogating who exactly it’s making us more empathetic towards (and to the detriment of whom); the silences and erasures kept within our “canon,” all the gaps into which entire unrecorded worlds and peoples disappear and no one ventures; the hollowed, impoverished performance of “Representation Matters” that continuously fails to address the fundamental and systematic class-race disparities within the industry or truly account for the heterogeneity of marginalized communities; the hypocrisies of demanding we “separate the art from the artist” when your favorite white author is outed as a fascist or transphobe while seizing and measuring art by artists of color against a standard of authenticity that positions their “otherness” as something exotic—like subjects in a zoo, to be observed safely from a distance.
Whether she’s writing about Asian cinema, the cult of Joan Didion, or dragging Peter Handke through the (metaphorical) mud, Castillo’s writing is generative, incisive, charming, irreverent, with clever arms to hold you. But despite what the title might conjure, How to Read Now is not a prescriptive book. Castillo does not offer her reader an exhaustive How-To Guide to thinking about and engaging meaningfully with art. She doesn’t even ask you to agree. The assignment Castillo gives herself instead is to create for the reader the conditions to be present and alert alongside the questions that animate her essays. In other words, what Castillo offers is a profoundly personal record of thought—one that explodes with perspective and voice—to place alongside (sometimes even against) our own, so we might trace the connections and contradictions and see what meanings might be revealed from those intersections. The resulting book is an earnest and open-hearted invitation to think, seriously, about our responsibilities as readers in the world. Why do we read the way we do? And, most important, how can we imagine otherwise? How do we start to make space for new ways of reading and seeing that are novel, galvanizing, rewarding, and even reparative?
In How to Read Now, Castillo asks us to meet her vulnerability with our own, which is, I think, at bottom, precisely the kind of reading and seeing practice that she powerfully gestures at in these gorgeous essays: to read with openness, with depth, with constant complexity, to read as an opportunity to reiterate our closeness to each other, to strengthen our connectivity, to take up each other’s stories and open ourselves to each other’s silences—instead of an opportunity to shift burden, absolve debt, or refuse the intimacy of sitting in discomfort. The kind of reading How to Read Now champions is one of both freefall and rootedness, of both surrender and resistance—reading as an undeniably political act that spares no one and implicates everyone, reading as a practice that estranges us from and ultimately returns us to ourselves.
In the end, this is what How to Read Now solidified for me, in ways I will never stop thinking about: reading asks of us all manner of vulnerability, sometimes to extents unbearable—if one suspects they have stepped out of a work of art entirely untouched, perhaps one never submitted in the first place at all.