The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope: True Stories from inside a Clinic

by Balesh Jindal

She was fashionable and rich. She wore stilettos and danced at the latest clubs and had dreams of going to London to become a famous paediatrician. But her destiny was elsewhere — in the dusty little village of Kapashera. This is a compelling and honest memoir of a young doctor who had to give up her dreams to face the challenges of a rural practice. She goes on to change the lives of her patients by treating not only their physical diseases but solving their psychological, marital, and adolescent issues. In four decades of her practice, the author watched as India woke up to globalisation, and the new farmland wealth that exposed the highs and lows of the human behaviour. There are horrific stories of the villagers’ superstitious beliefs and blind faith in the village quacks and voodoo doctors, with disastrous consequences. Yet there is joy, celebration, and hope amidst despair. Each story is part of a thirty-eight-year unhurried journey that holds you spellbound as you turn the pages.

Genres: Nonfiction, Medicine

288 pages, Paperback

First published September 22, 2022

Reviews

[Rosh · Rating 5 out of 5]

In a Nutshell: An upfront memoir about a general practitioner’s experiences in her clinic on the outskirts of Gurgaon. Compelling, hopeful, and also shocking. Worth a read not just as a medical memoir but also as a glimpse into the changes in India over the last four decades.

When Dr. Balesh Jindal approached me to read and review her book, I was intrigued. I have loved whatever medical nonfiction I’ve read in the past few years but these were more on the lines of investigative journalism than about actual medical practices. Moreover, there has been a trend of releasing anecdotal memoirs, the most popular being the format used by Adam Kay in ‘This is Going to Hurt: Secret Diaries of a Junior Doctor’, but most of these are set in the USA or UK. It's not like there are no books by Indian doctors, but most are not set in India. Quite sadly, many of us know more about the NHS than about our own healthcare system. This is where such memoirs can fill the lacuna. Dr. Jindal being a woman doctor was the icing on the cake as I was sure her gender also would have had some role to play in her life lessons. (It did.)

Dr. Jindal’s journey began in 1982, when she was a newly-married young doctor looking forward to joining her husband in London and working as a paediatrician there. When her father opened a tiny clinic for her in the rural area of Kapashera (near Gurgaon), she reluctantly started working in it to bide time until her husband returned from abroad. As circumstances would have it, the clinic and not London was in Dr. Jindal’s destiny. This memoir chronicles her experiences over the forty-year period with great clarity, covering topics not just related to the medical practice but also of social importance, right from the farmers’ attitudes towards medicines to the changes wrought in the village by globalisation.

I am not a fond reader of memoirs as I find many of them self-centred and falsified. Most memoirs I have read have been about people promoting themselves and their thoughts under a façade of fake humility. The focus is on ‘I, Me, Myself’ and after a point, such self-aggrandisement gets to me. There are very few exceptions to this. This book comes in the exceptions.

There are many factors that made this an impactful book for me:
🏥 Dr. Jindal belonged to a wealthy family even before marriage. To go from there to treating the poorest of people was quite a jump. Her revulsion, her uncertainty, and her forced acceptance of unfair situations comes out very clearly through her words. She doesn’t hesitate in calling a spade a spade.

🏥 Unlike many professional memoirs, Dr. Jindal doesn’t digress much into personal avenues. The book focusses on her experiences in the Kapashera clinic, and whatever social comments she makes, she routes them through her clinical learnings.

🏥 Without any offence to anyone here, this part of North India is known to be terribly patriarchal and misogynistic. Imagine a woman doctor catering to such a clientele. It was eye-opening and unnerving to read this first-hand account of what I had only heard.

🏥 Through her work, Dr. Jindal was exposed first-hand to the changing social mores, and she doesn’t skip an opportunity to speak her mind about them. Topics such as dowry, favouritism for sons, attitudes towards women during their periods, rape, premarital sex, drug abuse, alcoholism, honour killings – all find a mention herein, and supported by examples too.

🏥 The anecdotes in the book often scared me a little, and not for the right or medical reasons. The focus is on rural health problems and the difficulties of dealing with patients who are sometimes illiterate, oftentimes superstitious, many times aggressive and defensive. Some anecdotes left me jubilant, and some left me with tears in my eyes. Some gave me goosebumps. It is not an easy read, especially in the second half. The last 2-3 chapters left me shocked and speechless.


Of course, this doesn’t mean the book is perfect. The start of the book is as shaky as the NH-8 highway (that Dr. Jindal mentions often) was in the past. There are many repetitions, the thoughts meander back and forth into various events without a clear timeline, and there are a few details that are left unclarified. However, the author soon gets into the groove and after the initial few chapters, the writing becomes much smoother.

The author is very bold and not pretentious, even when offering opinions that might not be politically or socially correct. This could go either way with readers. However, a book should be judged for its content and not for the person behind it, all the more when it's a memoir and pointing fingers at the writer is that much easier. I truly appreciate Dr. Jindal’s candour in this book. She speaks her mind without any filter. It is exactly how memoirs ought to be – an honest peek into the heart and mind of the writer.

Two things I wish I could have changed about this book. First, I would have added some photos of the clinic, the patients (with faces blurred out), Dr. Jindal’s paintings – photos make a memoir come so much alive. Secondly, I would have liked some kind of an afterword or a parting note. The current ending is, as I said, jarring to the senses. Of course, this might have been a deliberate choice so that the impact of the data isn't nullified by a happy adieu.

This memoir made me look at GPs with an even greater respect than before. They are always underestimated and taken for granted. Many a time in the book, Dr. Jindal refers to having an inferiority complex due to being “just a GP.” However, both she and we learn that even a GP has a crucial role to play in a community, all the more in a rural locality. I am glad she has at last made peace with her broken London dreams, and realised how important her role has been in the community of Kapashera and nearby areas.

Definitely recommended not just to medical professionals but to all readers. This is a wonderful and authentic look at how Indian clinics have had to function in rural areas.

4.5 stars, rounding up despite the finetuning required in the writing to iron out the repetitions and smoothen out the timeline. This book deserves an audience.

The book is available to KU subscribers in India.

I received a complimentary copy of this book from the author and these are my honest thoughts about it.


(After completing this book, I did search online to see if there were other comparable memoirs by Indian women doctors and set in rural areas. I found only one: ‘A Luxury Called Health: A Doctor’s Journey Through the Art, the Science and the Trickery of Medicine’ by Kavery Nambisan. I hope to read this too some day.)





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[Bharath · Rating 5 out of 5]

A very interesting account of Dr Balesh Jindal’s professional life as a general practitioner in a village near Delhi.

The book starts in the early 1980s when Dr Balesh was married and expected to go to UK with her husband shortly. Her aspiration was to be a paediatrician. Her dad, a very successful businessman, asks her to help treat workers at their farmhouse. This is at Kapashera, on the rural outskirts of Gurugram near Delhi. Her dad set up a small clinic for her. This is a time when this was regarded as a remote place, and there were no chemists or good labs nearby. This required her to order and stock common medicines which could be handed out to her patients. Her practice became popular, and many patients started coming from further away. She overcame her self-doubt on running a small rural clinic and immersed herself in her work. She had a son at the age of 28 and her father tragically died in a road accident, followed shortly after by her father-in-law. Her practice continued to grow. Most villagers till then used to go to quacks and there was a lot of ignorance. She treated a wide variety of patients – accident victims, infectious diseases, TB, women with gynaecological issues, and others. Though she did not plan for it, there were even a couple of births at her clinic.

This is a very detailed account of her practice and her sincerity & commitment to better the lives of simple & poor villagers shines through. There are details of personal (she herself had a serious accident once) & professional challenges (many patients being too poor to afford treatment at hospitals) which make for very impressionable reading. She also covers how the disease profile has shifted over the years – from a lot of infectious diseases, accidents, unplanned pregnancies to cardiac diseases, hypertension, diabetes, fatty liver & high cholesterol. I would have liked to read more of her expert opinion on how this has come about and what can be done. Similarly, the ability of doctors to diagnose and treatment has vastly improved, and her perspectives would have been good. The coverage is entirely about her professional life, and while I do appreciate that focus, some personal musings including her interests would have made this even better. I somehow felt also that the book did not taper to a closure and seemed to end abruptly.

This is a very sincere & engaging personal account of a doctor, who had other plans with her life but dived into service in a rural community serving multitudes of poor people. An inspiring life of service.

My rating: 4.5 / 5.

[Chandra Sundeep · Rating 4 out of 5]

The Reluctant Doctor, Stilettos to Stethoscope, is Dr. Balesh Jindal’s memoir. Through the 200-odd pages, the doctor shares her life journey, chronicling her experiences, the struggles she faced, and the joy and blessings she received.

Starting from her earliest days as a fresh graduate of Lady Hardinge Medical College, Dr. Jindal reflects upon her 38 years of practice. The newly married young doctor dreamt of being a famous paediatrician in London, but destiny had other plans. Instead of partying in London clubs, she dedicates her life to rural practice by setting up a clinic in Kapashera, a sleepy little village in Haryana. 

This is the first time I have read a memoir written by a doctor, and I can honestly say it has been a memorable experience. She clearly highlights the rural-urban divide extensively, dwelling deeper than the economic disparity or the difference in infrastructure. She explores the psyche of the villagers, their thought processes, ritual, customs, and prejudices, and their reluctance to visit a female modern doctor instead of the quacks who dispense colourful pills for every illness.

Though it was disheartening to read about the abuse and trauma suffered by the women of the villages, my respect for the doctor grew multi folds knowing how many lives she had touched upon.

The writing is personal, though repetitive, and disjointed sometimes, yet it remains deeply emotional all throughout. Dr. Jindal candidly shares her confusion, regret over a life not lived in the UK, and loss of contact with friends and colleagues. But it is not all sad. She talks about the satisfaction she gained by making a difference in the life of others around her. The most important element that is felt throughout the narration is her love for her father, the joy at having fulfilled his dream, and how his spirit continues to guide her at every stage of life.  

I liked the overall tone of the narration. It is honest and well-balanced, and though technical at places, I could navigate through them with ease despite lacking the knowledge.

The Reluctant Doctor is an insightful and intriguing read and I highly recommend it to readers who like memoirs or are interested in knowing more about a doctor’s real-life experiences.

I received a complimentary copy from the author. My views are honest and unaffected by the same.

Wordsopedia rating 4.4/5

[Lalitha Ramanathan · Rating 5 out of 5]

Dr. Balesh Jindal’s The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscopes is a brilliant and honest memoir that chronicles her forty-year-old practice. It is heartwarming, poignant, and hard-hitting. This is a story of a doctor’s pursuit to change the lives of her patients through persistence and grit.
As a young, bright-eyed, newly-minted doctor, Dr. Jindal plans to study Pediatrics in London and live a life she has always dreamed of. Fate has other plans in store for her. Her father insists that she manage a rural clinic in Kapashera, an impoverished area in India, with little access to medical care. While initially reluctant, she sets foot into the makeshift clinic, and her life changes forever.
Dr. Jindal soon discovers the difference that she as a General Practitioner can make to the lives of these villagers. Acceptance from patients doesn’t come easy; as a female doctor, she also has to deal with the patriarchy and biases that are prevalent in rural India. In a rural set-up, the cost of care matters; if patients cannot afford a doctor, they will visit a quack or resign themselves to fate, both of which can be disastrous.
Dr. Jindal is resourceful; she buys imaging equipment for her clinic and diagnoses lung diseases and fractures faster. She earns the respect of her patients and finds her waiting room always full. The villagers soon consider her a Godsend. Dr. Jindal witnesses incidents of gender violence and the unfair treatment of women through anecdotes that are poignant and hard-hitting.
She traces the evolution of her practice and the changing nature of ailments over the years. With globalization and new money flowing in, the rise in crimes against women is also on a high. The incidents of violence quoted in this book exam are gory and shocking, like the bride whose flesh is burned so badly it sticks to her clothes or the twelve-year-old who is made pregnant by a member of the family. These grim and desolate truths hit the reader hard.
I found the ending a tad abrupt; it would have been great to have a chapter on the doctor’s reflections, rounding off the journey so far.
Overall, the narrative is bold, and the author is candid while expressing her views. This memoir will have you tearing up in places and cheering in others. It has much potential to be made into a full-fledged OTT series, reminiscent of a Grey’s Anatomy or a New Amsterdam.
The Reluctant Doctor is brilliant and eye-opening. Go for it!

[Partha Pratim · Rating 4 out of 5]

Firstly, huge respect and great appreciation to the author Balesh Jindal for writing this topic. In this meticulously crafted book, the author takes readers on a captivating novel that takes readers on a poignant and inspiring journey through the life of a young doctor whose dreams took an unexpected turn.

What sets this book apart is its raw honesty. Jindal doesn't shy away from describing the challenges she faced as she embraced her new role. Her narrative skillfully weaves together medical anecdotes, tales of personal growth, and the profound impact she had on the lives of her patients. Beyond treating physical ailments, she delved into the complex web of psychological, marital, and adolescent issues, painting a vivid picture of the multifaceted role of a rural doctor.

This book is a must-read for anyone interested in the intersection of medicine, society, and personal growth. It serves as a reminder that sometimes our true purpose in life unfolds in unexpected ways, and in embracing it, we can make a profound impact on the world. This book is a touching tribute to the power of compassion, resilience, and the healing touch of a dedicated doctor.

[Sudeshna Banerjee · Rating 4 out of 5]

In this remаrkаble mеmoir, Dr. Jindаl shаres hеr journey оf neаrly 40 yеаrs аs а primаry heаlthcаre physiciаn in Kаpаshеrа, а rurаl outрost оf Delhi. Shе reveаls the chаllenges аnd jоys оf providing heаlthcаre in а plаce thаt lаcks bаsic fаcilities, while аlso resрecting the locаl сulture аnd custоms.

Thе mеmoir аlso gives us а glimpsе оf hоw Dr. Jindаl's life chаnged drаmаticаlly from hеr initiаl dreаms аnd аspirаtions. Shе hаd а glаmorous аnd prоsperоus life, with hоpes оf bеcoming а fаmous pediаtriciаn in Lоndоn. Shе еnjoyеd the nightlife аnd fаshion оf the city, weаring high heels аnd dаncing in trendy clubs. But fаte hаd othеr plаns for hеr, аnd she found hеrself in the dusty villаge оf Kаpаshеrа.

[Rajesh · Rating 5 out of 5]

Wishes don't always come true. But maybe it's because life has something more meaningful in store for us. That's the story of The Reluctant Doctor (Stilettos to Stethoscope) by Dr. Balesh Jindal.

This inspiring book is her autobiography.

Her well-to-do family in Delhi and a doting father ensured that she was raised with all her material wishes granted. After her graduation from a prestigious medical college and internship, she was all set to join her doctor husband in London and live a life of luxury. But fate had other plans. Against her wishes, she was gently pushed by her father to take care of the medical needs of the extremely needy in a village.

This inspiring story then tracks her journey from her initial resistance to a realisation that what she has found will give her a lot more than what she had wished for. She faced unexpected hurdles and struggles to begin with - from an utter lack of any medical infrastructure to the superstitious beliefs of the people. She dealt with patients of extreme poverty, came across horrific stories of sexual exploitation and even the threat of violence from a few. But she stood her ground and ultimately became an integral and highly respected part of the community.

Little wonder then that she is a proud recipient of the Award for Compassion by Stanford University's Centre for Compassion. BBC also featured her work in their series - The Most Compassionate Day in the World. But perhaps what she cherishes most are the days when she performed near miracles on her patients and brought them back to life. And also, all those patients who named their children Balesh as a mark of gratitude to her.

This breezy read should be read by every Individual in the world who wishes to make a deeply meaningful contribution to society.

[Priyanka M · Rating 4 out of 5]

Here's a memoir that's not a typical prescription: "The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope" by Dr. Balesh Jindal. The tale of Dr. Jindal, a medical maverick who went from dreams of London glitz to the heart of rural medicine, leaps off the pages.

Get ready for a wild journey over 38 years of healing adventures. Forget the high life in London; Dr. Jindal found herself practicing medicine in the Haryana village of Kapashera. Rural delights have occupied the place of disco lights!

This is more than merely a doctor's journal; it offers a window into a world where alternative medicine is rivaled by brightly colored medications from quacks. With a good dose of pause, Dr. Jindal peels aside the layers of rural life, exposing anything from financial inequalities to the strangest customs.

The prose remains personal throughout the highs and lows, occasionally rambling but always emotionally driven. Dr. Jindal's devotion to her father and the significance of her travel are evident.

Even for those who dislike to medical jargon, this is a simple, well-rounded story. A funny scroll-stopper called "The Reluctant Doctor" gives advice on insight, mystery, and a good helping of humility. In this eye-opening tale, stilettos and stethoscopes merge. Don't miss it!

[Sameer Gudhate · Rating 4 out of 5]

Imagine this: you pick up a book thinking it’ll be another doctor’s memoir — maybe filled with medical jargon, some predictable patient tales, a touch of sentimentality. But within a few pages, you realize you’re not just reading about medicine. You’re reading about life — messy, beautiful, heartbreaking life. That’s what happened to me with The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope by Balesh Jindal.

Balesh begins her story far from the dusty clinic she’d eventually call her world. She was young, stylish, and restless, her stilettos clicking across club floors, her dreams pinned on London, neon-lit and promising. And then — life turned the wheel, as it often does. Instead of champagne nights and a global career, she found herself in Kapashera, a village most of us wouldn’t be able to point to on a map. The premise is simple yet profound: what happens when your path is nothing like the one you imagined, and you’re forced to carve meaning out of it anyway?

The writing struck me first. It’s not dressed up with unnecessary flourishes, but there’s a warmth, a clarity, almost like sitting across from a friend who isn’t afraid to tell you both the ugly truths and the moments of quiet grace. The pace is unhurried — and I mean that in the best way. Jindal doesn’t rush her stories; she lets them breathe, lets you linger on the details of a waiting room, a whispered confession, the ache in a villager’s silence.

And what characters! Though it’s a memoir, the patients she writes about feel like living, breathing presences. A teenage girl navigating shame. A mother clinging to superstition instead of science. A farmer undone by new wealth. Through their stories, you don’t just see medicine — you see the jagged edges of society, tradition, and change. What stayed with me most wasn’t just how she treated illnesses but how she addressed wounds you can’t see: marriages crumbling, teenagers lost in confusion, women weighed down by secrets. She wasn’t just a doctor; she was a counsellor, a listener, sometimes the only safe place in someone’s world.

The book is structured almost like a mosaic — vignettes spanning decades, woven into the backdrop of India’s transformation. One moment you’re in the throes of a medical emergency, the next you’re in the quiet ache of an ethical dilemma. It’s not a thriller — there aren’t “plot twists” in the conventional sense — but it’s a page-turner all the same, because real life, when written honestly, has its own gravity.

Themes of sacrifice, resilience, and the cruel tug-of-war between superstition and science run through the pages. I found myself pausing often — thinking about how even today, in 2025, we still read stories of patients turning to quacks, still see the tension between faith and evidence, still realize how fragile access to real healthcare can be. At the same time, there’s a celebration of small victories: a child’s fever breaking, a woman daring to choose her own future, a village slowly shifting its beliefs.

I’ll be honest — there were a few parts that felt slower, where I wished the pace tightened just a little. Some anecdotes circle back on themselves, lingering longer than needed. But then again, maybe that’s the nature of a life lived in service: days blending together, healing not always in a neat arc.

Personally, this book reminded me of the quiet heroes we often overlook. We binge medical dramas with their glamorous surgeries and high-stakes rescues, but here is a doctor who traded in her own glamorous dream to wrestle with muddy roads, epidemics, and heartbreak in Kapashera. It made me think about the ways we measure success — not by titles or locations but by the depth of lives we touch.

Would I recommend it? Absolutely. If you’re a fan of memoirs, if you’ve ever been curious about what medicine looks like outside the polished corridors of city hospitals, or if you simply enjoy stories that pulse with raw humanity — this one’s for you. It sits somewhere between When Breath Becomes Air grounded narratives — heartfelt yet practical, honest yet poetic.

By the time I turned the last page, I felt both heavy and hopeful — heavy with the weight of the stories she carried, hopeful because of the resilience she showed and inspired in others. I’d give it a strong 4.5 out of 5. Not perfect, but then again, neither is life. And maybe that’s the point.

This isn’t just a doctor’s memoir. It’s a love letter to service, to community, to the strange ways destiny writes our stories. And it left me with this lingering thought: sometimes the life we didn’t plan for is the one that makes us whole.

[Deepa Vishal · Rating 5 out of 5]

The Reluctant Doctor – Stilettos To Stethoscope written by Balesh Jindal
Trigger alert – Some chapters in the book deal with crimes such as rape, abetted suicides and dowry-related torture.
This book is a candid account of Balesh’s tryst as a doctor in a little village named Kapashera.
Like the title suggests, the journey began reluctantly, for Balesh had dreams of pursuing medical practice in London. However, her father’s nudging brings her to a little clinic in Kapashera. Balesh meets the patients gradually, hoping that this would only be for a short term, but she spends the next thirty-eight years of her life as a doctor for the village and the nearby ones. Not just a doctor, she becomes a confidante, lending a helping ear to every patient in need and ends up building a rapport that far exceeds the relationship between a doctor and a patient.
Balesh has been very candid throughout her narrative, sharing both her moments of strength and weakness. Her narration takes the reader into her clinic. The scenes mentioned in the book feel like they are happening right in front of us.
Throughout the book, one harsh truth stares back at us – that it is never easy to be a doctor! You need another level of dispassion and detachment to perform, diagnose or even treat illnesses that can break your heart. Balesh writes about such instances with all the dispassion that she must have accumulated on her journey as a doctor. Some of the incidents where she hauls people of out danger zone are mind-boggling, and yet Balesh writes about them in a way that doesn’t come off as boastful or arrogant. Like a doctor, she states these incidents as another duty done right.
The patients that Balesh meets in her clinic stay in your mind for a long time. Mostly the child-patients. They break your heart and heal it too with their stories of suffering and survival. Her adult patients too are unforgettable. Some are innocent, some are arrogant, some are friendly, some are shy – the reader can’t help but relate to these people. They are from all walks of life, seeking solace not only for physical ailments but also for their struggles. Balesh’s transformation from a reluctant doctor to their confidante has been portrayed really well.
The last few chapters are heart-breaking in their content as they deal with crimes such as rape, abetted suicides, dowry-related torture cases, etc. Balesh has provided deep insights into the human psyche as she comes across victims and criminals that severely test her both as a human and as a doctor.
Balesh’s journey as a doctor in a village not only gives her a glimpse into the mindset of villagers but also shows her the vast difference in their lifestyle that modernization and globalization usher in. She reflects insightfully about the pros and cons that these two bring for the society.
I would have liked a better ending for the narrative as I felt the book ended quite abruptly. I would have loved to read a summarized review from Balesh about her tryst as a doctor and the life-lessons she has learnt from the numerous people that she got to meet on a daily basis. The story could have had a better finish. However, this doesn’t take away anything from the poignancy of the narrative.
Balesh’s journey is an inspiring one, and I would definitely recommend this book to everyone looking for some motivation and seeking a purpose to their lives.

[Prerna Shambhavee · Rating 5 out of 5]

"The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope" by Balesh Jindal is a poignant and eye-opening memoir that chronicles the remarkable journey of a young doctor who had to relinquish her dreams of a glamorous life in London to serve in a rural village. This honest and compelling account offers readers a deep and insightful look into the challenges and triumphs of rural medical practice in India.

Author's narrative is a testament to her unwavering dedication to her profession and her commitment to making a difference in the lives of her patients. Her transition from a fashionable and ambitious young woman to a rural doctor is a remarkable transformation that highlights the sacrifices she made for the betterment of others. This story of selflessness and resilience serves as an inspiring example for aspiring healthcare professionals and anyone who values the importance of service to humanity.

One of the book's strengths is its ability to shed light on the multifaceted issues that rural doctors in India face. Author not only treats physical ailments but also addresses the psychological, marital, and adolescent issues of her patients. Through her stories, readers gain a comprehensive understanding of the complexities of rural healthcare and the significant role doctors can play in the overall well-being of their communities.

The memoir also provides a unique perspective on the sociocultural dynamics of rural India. Author's accounts of superstitious beliefs, the influence of quacks, and the impact of globalization on the village's social fabric are both enlightening and thought-provoking. These stories highlight the contrast between traditional practices and modern medicine, offering readers valuable insights into the challenges faced by rural populations.

The book is well-written and engaging, holding the reader's attention from start to finish. Author's storytelling is both vivid and compassionate, allowing readers to connect with the people and situations she encounters during her four-decade-long journey.

While the book offers a wealth of personal anecdotes and experiences, some readers might have appreciated more in-depth reflections on the broader issues in rural healthcare and the evolution of healthcare in India over the years. Additionally, a deeper exploration of the emotional toll and personal sacrifices involved in rural medical practice could have added another layer of depth to the narrative.

In conclusion, "The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope" is a moving and insightful memoir that shines a light on the vital work of rural doctors in India. Balesh Jindal's story is a testament to the transformative power of dedication and service. This book is not only a compelling read but also a valuable resource for anyone interested in healthcare, rural development, and the human spirit's capacity for selflessness and resilience. Dr. Jindal's journey will leave readers inspired and deeply appreciative of the dedication of healthcare professionals in underserved areas.

[Sumit RK · Rating 5 out of 5]

‘The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope-True Stories from inside a Clinic’ is a remarkable autobiographical account of the author Balesh Jindal’s forty-year journey working as a doctor in a rural area. The book recounts Dr Jindal’s incredible story and also some fascinating real events she experienced as a doctor. Through his book, we not only celebrate Dr Jindal’s incredible life and career but also glimpse the unseen India through her eyes.

The book starts with the author who was set to move to London for her post-graduation as a paediatrician. But destiny clearly had different plans for her. Initially coaxed by her dad and later moved by what she saw in in the dusty little village of Kapashera, she decided to practice as a doctor there. The book recounts her challenging and inspiring journey as a doctor in an unknown village. What started as an emotional decision, transformed not only her life but the lives of her countless patients as well. The book recounts her challenges, her disappointments and her triumphs through her entire journey, more importantly, this is not just the author’s story but the story of many unknown characters she encountered as a doctor, the story of a different unsung India living in villages.

The book is full of some fascinating stories. Be it the author’s decision to serve as a doctor in a village or the setting up of a makeshift X-ray facility. Be it the story of taking up a gynaecology course or dealing with quack. The stories of unknown patients who touched her lives in different ways were also fascinating to read. The author describes the transformation of the quiet village with the globalisation in the 90s and how it changed the village forever. The stories are full of hope, despair, happiness and sorrow will leave you with hope and also inspire you. The book is a like a journey of a lifetime living through a multitude of experiences and looking the world through different eyes.

The writing draws you in with the rawness of emotions and honest depiction of many events, though the events often take you back and forth in time. The best thing about the book is the way author takes every challenge, every tragedy in her stride. The author treated her work as worship going out of her way even if it meant counselling them for education, financial matters, marital problems or advice on drug addiction. Instead of being disgruntled at the thought not getting to follow her dreams, she made her current career the best career anyone could hope for, which was really inspiring.

Overall, ‘The Reluctant Doctor is both a fascinating and inspiring story, reminding us of the many unsung heroes like Dr. Balesh Jindal who are making the world a better place to live.

[Miri · Rating 5 out of 5]

The Reluctant Doctor is a book that travels across decades in a rural clinic in Kapashera, Delhi. Dr. Balesh Jindal narrates through her time running this clinic, how she changed many people’s lives and how many people’s lives changed her.

I had first picked this book up at an Oxfam in order to do some wider reading, but as soon I started I was wondering why anyone would have wanted to have given it away. Dr. Balesh Jindal is first painted as a privileged, upper-class Indian medical-school graduate who is aspiring to be a Paediatrician in the glamorous city of London before a simple visit to her father’s farm changes her life forever.

Whilst the job of a GP in a desolate area may not seem as desirable as that of a paediatrician in a big city, the impact that Dr. Balesh had on the citizens of Kapashera and much of the area surrounding it is outstanding to say the least. Educating her patients whilst still respecting their beliefs is incredibly difficult when the cultural norms were incredibly harmful, misogynistic and fixed within society shows that doctors are not just there to tend to our ailments. They are a respected pillar of society that changes lives.

She understood that in order for the patient to heal, it is vital to understand the patient’s cultural background as well as their medical one, a consideration that was harder to come by in larger hospitals at the time. She also witnessed the rise of globalisation, western influence and growth of wealth in communities and how the patients changed from labourers to businessmen.

The sacrifices she made in order to provide the best possible treatment for her patients is admirable and her perspective on life has changed over the years due to key events that shaped her worldview – she always adapted to the situation she was in.

Reading about the abuse towards women, however, deeply saddened me. The issue kept on being handled delicately by the families of the victims when in reality, the situation was far from delicate. There is still much work, advocacy and education needing to be spread on women’s rights, health and autonomy and Dr. Balesh has made this very clear.

I will say, the ending was a little abrupt and inconclusive. I felt as if it could have continued for a little longer or had some sort of conclusion but that would be the only note I have.

Overall, as an aspiring doctor, this book deeply resonated with me. From showing the impact that just one person could do and showing how culture and politics impact our daily lives whether we like it or not has inspired me to have a more open mind when it comes to medicine and work harder overall.

If you have not already read this book, I highly recommend it even if you do not have an avid interest in medicine.

[Archi · Rating 5 out of 5]

In "The Reluctant Doctor: From Stilettos to Stethoscope," readers are transported on a mesmerizing journey from the glitz and glamour of urban life to the tranquil but challenging village of Kapashera. What begins as a glamorous aspiration to become a renowned pediatrician in London evolves into an extraordinary memoir, brimming with sincerity, dedication, and profound insights into rural healthcare.

This narrative is a captivating chronicle of a life's trajectory, marked by personal sacrifices and profound self-discovery. The author's transition from a fashionable and affluent lifestyle to the rustic ambiance of Kapashera is both inspiring and introspective. Through vivid storytelling, the challenges faced by the author in not only tending to physical maladies but also addressing the intricate web of psychological, marital, and adolescent issues among her patients are brilliantly depicted.

One of the book's standout features is its ability to encapsulate India's transformation over four decades. As the nation undergoes rapid globalization and economic shifts, the author adeptly sketches the nuances of human behavior at its zenith and nadir. Accounts of superstitious beliefs, charlatans, and voodoo doctors in the village serve as a stark contrast to the progress witnessed elsewhere. These anecdotes are both eye-opening and disheartening, underscoring the dire need for improved healthcare access in rural areas.

Amidst the hardships, "The Reluctant Doctor: From Stilettos to Stethoscope" offers glimpses of hope, moments of joy, and celebrations amid despair. Each story unfolds as a window into a captivating thirty-eight-year odyssey, holding readers spellbound. The author's writing style is engaging, and her compassionate approach to patient care radiates from every page.

While this memoir is undeniably compelling and forthright, there are instances where it feels hurried, leaving readers yearning for more profound exploration. Nonetheless, "The Reluctant Doctor: From Stilettos to Stethoscope" conveys a vital message about the trials and rewards of rural healthcare, rendering it an invaluable read for those intrigued by healthcare disparities and the indomitable human spirit.

"The Reluctant Doctor: From Stilettos to Stethoscope" is a poignant testament to a physician who diverted from her initial aspirations but discovered a renewed sense of purpose in transforming the lives of her patients. It stands as a testament to the enduring influence of compassion and the unwavering spirit of individuals who opt to serve where their help is most needed.

[Dr. Monidipa Dutta · Rating 4 out of 5]

I watch a lot of doctor webseries so I particularly enjoyed this. "The Reluctant Doctor" by Balesh Jindal touched my heart deeply. This memoir is a window into the extraordinary journey of a young woman who, like many of us, had dreams of a glamorous life. She was fashionable and affluent, with aspirations of becoming a renowned paediatrician in the bustling city of London. Her stilettos graced the floors of the latest clubs as she danced her nights away. Yet, her life took an unexpected turn, leading her to the dusty village of Kapashera.

As I turned the pages of this book, I couldn't help but feel a strong connection to the author's story. It's a story of choices and sacrifices, of giving up personal dreams to face the challenges of a rural medical practice. Balesh Jindal's journey is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the power of destiny.

Through her words, I was transported into the heart of Kapashera, where she became more than just a doctor. She became a confidante, a friend, and a guiding light for her patients. Her ability to not only heal their physical ailments but also address their psychological, marital, and adolescent issues is nothing short of inspirational.

The book spans four decades, providing a unique perspective on India's transformation during the era of globalization. It's a journey filled with highs and lows, as the newfound wealth in the farmlands exposes the complexities of human behavior. The author doesn't shy away from sharing the harsh realities, including the villagers' superstitious beliefs and reliance on quacks and voodoo doctors.

Yet, amid the challenges and despair, there are moments of joy, celebration, and hope that serve as a beacon of light. These stories of resilience and community touched my soul and left me with a profound sense of admiration for Balesh Jindal and the people of Kapashera.

This book is not just a memoir; it's a deeply personal and moving account of a woman's journey to self-discovery and service. It's a reminder that life often has its own plans for us, and sometimes, our true calling lies in unexpected places. Balesh Jindal's story is a testament to the indomitable human spirit and the difference one person can make in the lives of many. This book left an indelible mark on my heart, and I am grateful for the opportunity to have experienced this incredible journey alongside the author.

[Rishika Garg · Rating 5 out of 5]

In "The Reluctant Doctor: From Stilettos to Stethoscope," readers embark on a transformative journey from the glitzy nightlife of the city to the humble village of Kapashera. What starts as a glamorous dream of becoming a renowned paediatrician in London takes an unexpected turn, leading to a remarkable memoir filled with heart, dedication, and profound insights into rural healthcare.

The narrative is a gripping account of a life's trajectory, marked by sacrifices and self-discovery. The transition from a fashionable and affluent lifestyle to the dusty village of Kapashera is both inspiring and thought-provoking. Through vivid storytelling, the author vividly portrays the challenges faced, not just in treating physical ailments but also in addressing the complex psychological, marital, and adolescent issues of patients.

One of the book's strengths lies in its ability to capture the evolving landscape of India over four decades. As the country undergoes globalization and economic changes, the author skillfully paints a picture of the highs and lows of human behavior. Experiences with superstitious beliefs, quacks, and voodoo doctors in the village provide a stark contrast to progress elsewhere. These anecdotes are both eye-opening and distressing, highlighting the need for better healthcare in rural areas.

Despite the hardships, "The Reluctant Doctor: From Stilettos to Stethoscope" offers moments of hope, joy, and celebration amidst the despair. Each story is a window into a thirty-eight-year-long journey that holds the reader spellbound. The writing style is engaging, and a compassionate approach to patient care shines through every page.

While the book is a compelling and honest memoir, it occasionally feels rushed in certain sections, leaving the reader craving for more depth. Nevertheless, "The Reluctant Doctor: From Stilettos to Stethoscope" delivers an important message about the challenges and rewards of rural healthcare, making this memoir a valuable read for those interested in healthcare disparities and the resilience of the human spirit.

"The Reluctant Doctor: From Stilettos to Stethoscope" is a touching account of a doctor who had to alter her dreams but found a new purpose in transforming the lives of her patients. It's a testament to the enduring power of compassion and the indomitable spirit of those who choose to serve where they are needed most.

[Harivansh Chhabra · Rating 5 out of 5]

Title: An Inspiring Journey of Compassion and Dedication - ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

"The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope" by Dr. Balesh Jindal is an exceptional memoir that offers readers a profound glimpse into the life of a remarkable doctor whose unwavering dedication and compassion have touched countless lives. Dr. Jindal's journey from high fashion aspirations to rural medicine is a testament to the indomitable spirit of the human heart.

This memoir not only chronicles the challenges and triumphs of a doctor but also paints a vivid picture of the evolving landscape of India over four decades. Through Dr. Jindal's eyes, we witness the country's transition into globalization, the rise of rural wealth, and the intricate complexities of human behavior in the face of change. Her storytelling is masterful, allowing us to savor every moment of her thirty-eight-year odyssey.

What sets this memoir apart is Dr. Jindal's holistic approach to healthcare. She didn't merely treat physical ailments; she delved deep into the psychological, marital, and adolescent issues of her patients. Her ability to find moments of hope, joy, and celebration amidst despair is truly heartwarming.

Dr. Jindal's observations also shed light on the challenges faced by rural medical professionals and their patients. She courageously tackled superstitious beliefs and the influence of quacks, bringing scientific medical care to her community. Her dedication to combating these issues is nothing short of inspiring.

In "The Reluctant Doctor," readers are not just passive observers; they become part of Dr. Jindal's extraordinary journey. Her writing is captivating, holding you spellbound and compelling you to turn the pages.

In conclusion, "The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope" is a must-read memoir that transcends the boundaries of a medical narrative. It is a story of personal transformation, dedication, and the profound impact one person can have on a community. Dr. Balesh Jindal's journey is a celebration of the resilience of the human spirit, and this book is a tribute to her unwavering commitment. Highly recommended for anyone seeking a powerful and uplifting read.

[Ketaki Nirkhi · Rating 5 out of 5]

Book Review

The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope-True Stories from inside a Clinic

Author - Dr.Balesh Jindal
Publisher - Vitasta publishing private limited
Genre - Biographies and autobiographies
Language - English

About the book -

She was fashionable and rich. She wore stilettos and danced at the latest clubs and had dreams of going to London to become a famous paediatrician. But her destiny was elsewhere — in the dusty little village of Kapashera. This is a compelling and honest memoir of a young doctor who had to give up her dreams to face the challenges of a rural practice. She goes on to change the lives of her patients by treating not only their physical diseases but solving their psychological, marital, and adolescent issues. In four decades of her practice, the author watched as India woke up to globalisation, and the new farmland wealth that exposed the highs and lows of the human behaviour. There are horrific stories of the villagers’ superstitious beliefs and blind faith in the village quacks and voodoo doctors, with disastrous consequences. Yet there is joy, celebration, and hope amidst despair. Each story is part of a thirty-eight-year unhurried journey that holds you spellbound as you turn the pages.

About the Author -

A graduate from Lady Hardinge Medical College, Dr Balesh Jindal has practised medicine for the last thirty-eight years. She has been a pioneer in providing a one-stop health facility at low cost and single-handedly changing the mortality rates for the children in Kapashera. Her work in treating Tuberculosis and HIV is well documented. She has been the recipient of the Award for Compassion by Stanford University’s Centre of Compassion. BBC has also featured her work The Most Compassionate Day in the World. In addition to her outstanding achievements as a Doctor, Jindal is also an accomplished artist, poet and badminton player.

My take -

I generally do not read autobiographies for the simple fact that most of the time, I can't relate to them.

But this one book has changed my perception towards this genre.

A beautifully penned book, this story is a real tale of a young lady, who wanted to be a paediatrician and practice in London. But fate brought her to practice as a family physician in a small nondescript village of Kapashera. Something that she started as a timepass till she could realise her dreams of going abroad and pursuing post-graduation in her favourite subject, became the permanent truth of her life as she spent the next four decades dedicated to treating the economically challenged sections of the society that were her patients in Kapashera.

The author has beautifully depicted the dilemmas that go through one's mind when what they expect and what actually happens in life are complete opposites of each other. Having been brought up in the rich and Elite circles of Delhi, the author never saw herself doing private practice in a small village. Like she has rightfully mentioned, doing post-graduation and going abroad is seen as a glamorous career while doing general practice is looked down upon even now, even though a general practitioner is someone who works at the very basic, grass root level, and has a big hand in changing the dynamics of the health of the society that he or she treats.

The author's father was the most influential and pivotal person to establish her practice, since as a twenty-three year old freshly graduate girl, the author haf neither the experience nor the vision that her father had. However, his insistence, his persistence and his support at every step helped her set up her practice.

As she began practicing in the rural area, the author began witnessing the pathetic condition of the health services that existed for the village and the surrounding villages as well. To facilitate the treatment and overcome the shortcomings, she began storing pharmacy of her own, brought an X ray machine and even started doing procedures like hysterosalpingography so as to give a one stop solution to as many poor people as she could.

Through her journey of four decades, the author has seen and witnessed far many things - the impact of Indira Gandhi assassination, the liberalisation of the nineties and the changes it brought, the globalization of the millenials and it's after effects, the change in the pattern and progression of various diseases with introduction of fast food, the side effects of the excessive cash people gained after selling their land possessions, the impact of westernization and springing call centres on the youth!

The author has had a very keen observation even as she performed her duties as a physician. She has beautifully described how the life of villagers revolved around the harvest season. Having treated patients of diseases like gastroenteritis, jaundice and typhoid regularly, she has seen the evolving pattern of these diseases, as well as what worked and what didn't. Having worked at the grass root level, she has her own insights regarding why certain government policies like vasectomies and tubectomies for population control and DOTS therapy for curbing tuberculosis didn't benefit the population the way it should have. She has rightfully pointed out the fallacies in these programs, something which the policy makers must not have predicted, and her inputs are truly thought provoking.

She has also nicely explained the family dynamics she observed in the families in the villages, and how in India, a family unit is far more important and superior than an individual. We realise that while she practiced as a treating physician, unknowingly, she has worked as a psychological counsellor for far many people than even she can state. She has been a keen listener, empathetic towards the patient's problems, non judgemental even when their actions or decisions didn't fit her moral compass and a universal problem solver. She has also witnessed the gender bias that is deep rooted in our society, and how it is accepted equally by women themselves.

Another important thing that the author brings to light is the ill effects of quackery. The poor uneducated people do not understand the difference between a qualified doctor and a quack. And as a result the quacks rampantly do a lot of illegal and unethical things just to mint out money.

While reading the book, I was transported back to my medical College days and with each case, I could remember some or the other similar incidence. I also realised that each one of us lives with some regret or the other, in our lives, and yet, with time, experience and maturity, we come to realise that what happened was meant to be.

I would urge every person, medico or otherwise, to read this book. This book is not just about medical cases and experiences, it is a life story full of learning and philosophies that one can implement in their own lives.

The only downside for me was the way the book ended. It felt a bit abrupt. Or maybe I was just wishing that the book would go on and on!

I rate this book five stars.

[theindianreads · Rating 5 out of 5]

Review time!

About the author, because it's very relevant to the text: Dr. Balesh Jindal, the author is a remarkable individual whose life and work have left an indelible mark on both the medical field and the arts. One of her most significant contributions has been the establishment of a one-stop health facility that offers affordable healthcare to the residents of Kapashera. Her remarkable journey, as depicted in this memoir, showcases not only her profound impact on healthcare but also her ability to excel in various aspects of life.

The book: A captivating & moving memoir that immerses readers in the life of a young doctor whose journey takes an unexpected turn, leading her to the village of Kapashera. We are offered a glimpse into the challenges faced by the protagonist, as well as the remarkable moments that unfolded with her patients over the course of nearly four decades.
The profound transformation of the protagonist from a life of high fashion and metropolitan nightlife to the dusty and challenging environment of a rural clinic makes it a testament to the author's unwavering dedication to her calling and her dedication to not just the physical health but also the emotional and social well-being of her patients.
The author also gives a mention about the changing landscape of India, marked by globalization and newfound prosperity in the countryside as well as the human behaviours and beliefs that are carried along. Despite it all, we find a celebration of joy, hope, and the resilience of the human spirit.

Thus, I would say, this is more than just a memoir; it's a testament to the power of compassion, dedication, and the transformative impact one person can have on a community. The narrative not only sheds light on the complexities of rural healthcare but also serves as an inspiring reminder of the beauty that can emerge from unexpected detours in life. This book is a must-read for anyone seeking an authentic and heartwarming exploration of the human experience.

[Simonti Ghosh · Rating 5 out of 5]

Reading "The Reluctant Doctor" by Balesh Jindal was a truly eye-opening experience. This memoir takes us through the life of a doctor who, despite having dreams of a glamorous career, finds her calling in a dusty village called Kapashera.

What I liked about this book the most is the raw honesty with which Dr. Jindal shares her journey. She doesn't shy away from the tough questions, like how much compassion is enough or when does empathy become too much. It's a personal story that also serves as a powerful commentary on the societal changes India went through over four decades.

The stories within the book are both heart-wrenching and heartwarming. From addressing the consequences of superstitious beliefs to advocating for family planning, Dr. Jindal's impact on her community is nothing short of extraordinary. Her dedication to her patients, even in the face of societal norms, is truly admirable.

The writing may not be flashy, but it's vivid and real. Dr. Jindal's experiences come alive on the pages, and you can feel the depth of her connection with her patients. Her narrative style, while simple, allows the stories to shine through.

Another thing that left a deep impression on me was how she tackled sensitive issues like unwanted pregnancies and abuse. Her approach, filled with empathy and practical solutions, made a tangible difference in the lives of countless individuals.

"The Reluctant Doctor" is not just a personal memoir; it's a mirror reflecting the changing tides of a nation. Dr. Jindal's story reminds us that sometimes our destinies lead us down unexpected paths, and in embracing them, we can leave an indelible mark on the world.

Overall, this book is a must-read for anyone seeking a story of courage, compassion, and the power to create change, even in the most unexpected of circumstances. Dr. Balesh Jindal's journey will stay with me for a long time.

[Ritika Phirani · Rating 4 out of 5]

🧑‍⚕️ Title: The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope - True Stories from Inside a Clinic

🧑‍⚕️ Author: Balesh Jindal

🧑‍⚕️ A Must-Read for Medical Enthusiasts and Beyond!

Balesh Jindal's "The Reluctant Doctor" is an enthralling journey that takes you from stilettos to stethoscopes, offering a unique perspective on the world of medicine.

🌟 Authentic Insights: Balesh Jindal, with her background in fashion, brings a fresh and captivating perspective to the medical world. Her transition from the glamorous fashion industry to the challenging world of medicine is both inspiring and insightful.

🌟 True Stories: The book is a treasure trove of true stories from inside a clinic. These anecdotes range from heartwarming patient interactions to the trials and tribulations faced by healthcare professionals.

🌟 Relatable Protagonist: Balesh's journey from being a reluctant medical student to a passionate doctor is relatable to anyone who has ever faced a career crossroads. Her struggles and triumphs make her a compelling and relatable protagonist.

🌟 Writing Style: Jindal's writing style is engaging and easy to follow, making the medical jargon accessible to all readers. You don't need a medical degree to enjoy and understand the book.

🌟 Humor and Heart: The book is sprinkled with humor and heartwarming moments that will have you laughing and tearing up in equal measure. Balesh's wit and compassion shine through in storytelling.

🌟 Eye-Opening Experiences: The book offers a glimpse into the challenges faced by doctors, shedding light on the healthcare system's inner workings. It prompts readers to appreciate the dedication to health care.

🌟 Thought-provoking: The book raises important questions about the healthcare system and the role of doctors in society. It encourages readers.

🌟 Beautifully Illustrated: The book is complemented by beautiful illustrations that add depth and visual appeal to the narrative.

[Sagar Naskar · Rating 4 out of 5]

Book Review ~ 📚

Title : The Reluctant Doctor
Author : Balesh Jindal

The inspirational and profoundly informative memoir The Reluctant Doctor by Balesh Jindal takes readers on a trip from the glitzy world of fashion and hopes to become a well-known pediatrician in London to the arid village of Kapashera. Dr. Jindal's open account provides an insightful peek into the life of a physician who had to give up her goals in order to accept the difficulties of rural practice.

Throughout her forty-year medical career, the author has helped her patients with psychological, marital, and teenage challenges in addition to treating their physical illnesses. Her stories provide insight into the perplexities of human nature, the effects of superstitions, and the strength of optimism in the face of hopelessness.

Dr. Jindal's ability to depict the emotional and mental difficulties faced by doctors is one of the memoir's strongest points. Her compassionate and nonjudgmental treatment of patients is very admirable.

Of all the characters in the novel, Dr. Balesh Jindal is without a doubt my favorite. She is a genuinely admirable person because of her tenacity, empathy, and everlasting dedication to her patients. Her transformation from a high-fashion aspirant to a cherished rural physician is both inspiring and endearing.

The Reluctant Doctor is something I wholeheartedly advise readers from all backgrounds to read. This book includes a remarkable life story full of priceless lessons and philosophical insights in addition to medical problems. Anyone looking for a deeper knowledge of human nature and the complexities of life will be moved by Dr. Jindal's experiences and views. It's a page-turning read that gets under your skin and gets you thinking.

⭐ Rating : 4/5 🌟⭐
⭐ Must Recommended 🌟

[Authorsdestination · Rating 5 out of 5]

"The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope" by Dr. Balesh Jindal is a poignant and captivating memoir that takes readers on a heartfelt journey through the life of the author in the field of medicine. This book offers a unique and honest perspective on the challenges and triumphs of a doctor who had to make significant sacrifices to fulfill her calling in a rural medical practice.

Dr. Jindal's narrative unfolds with striking authenticity as she shares her personal struggles and the hurdles she faced in pursuing her dreams in the medical profession. Her story serves as an inspiring testament to dedication and resilience in the face of adversity. She didn't merely treat physical ailments but also delved into the complexities of their psychological, marital, and adolescent issues. This holistic approach to healthcare underscores the depth of her commitment to her patients' well-being.

Her observations offer valuable insights into the highs and lows of human behavior, reflecting the societal changes that have occurred over four decades. Amidst the tales of despair and hardship, there is also a thread of hope, joy, and celebration woven throughout the narrative. Dr. Jindal's ability to find moments of brightness in the midst of darkness is both heartwarming and uplifting.

As readers journey through each story, they become part of Dr. Jindal's thirty-eight-year unhurried odyssey. Her storytelling is so vivid and engaging that it holds you spellbound, compelling you to turn the pages and immerse yourself in her world.

In conclusion, "The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope" narrates an unwavering dedication of the author to her patients and her ability to capture the essence of her journey make this book a must-read for anyone seeking insight into the life of a remarkable doctor and the transformative power of medicine.

[Cafephile Reads · Rating 5 out of 5]

💛 Written by @baleshjindalart , an unconventional kind of memoir departing from me, mine, I & myself to they-theirs; the truest and most raw catch ups from a clinic though not being just medically informative but also socially, politically & economically enlightening.

💛 It is a true image of change & realities that are hard to believe! It's full of ironies of life & dominance of fate that takes us where we actually belong to & feel complete in.

💛 Dr. balesh talks about the time she started her medical career in 1983 reluctantly from a pvt. clinic in Kapashera, a small village though she dreamt of England & practicing in a big hospital. She picturizes before us the village life, the village folks, their issues, medical myths & taboos that plunged in too deep that crimes were disguised as treatment!

💛 She doesn't dive too deep into her personal life but I feel her life was more public that finding a private space in her story is a seriously tedious task.

💛 She talks about how the relentless faith of village folks in her acted as placebos & she as a GP did everything to treat patients even beyond her medical limits.

💛 She also points out the disguised crimes in Indian households that stem up from the joint family system & the baseless myths about respect factor whose usual target were females. There are hard-to-believe incidents from her clinic ranging from belief in roadside quacks, pervert babas, gender discrimination, menstrual taboos to rape cases of even minors, murders, accidents, unwanted pregnancies etc, in the wake of globalisation & rapid developments accompanied with adoption of western culture in India.

💛 This truly is a fast-paced glance into how India has changed in past 40 decades.

💛 This is the first memoir I have read in my whole life. It's so inspiring and gratitude imbibing. It is stitched to my heart.

[Sarvani · Rating 5 out of 5]

The book paints a vivid picture of a compelling and honest memoir of a young doctor's journey from a fashionable and affluent urban life to a rural medical practice in Kapashera. Here are some of my thoughts and review
* Engaging Premise: The premise of the book is captivating. It's the story of a doctor who leaves behind a life of privilege and urban glamour to serve in a rural area. This shift in lifestyle and priorities promises to offer a unique perspective on the challenges and rewards of rural medical practice.
* Multifaceted Approach to Healing: the book delves into not just the physical aspects of medical care but also addresses the psychological, marital, and adolescent issues of the patients. This multidimensional approach to healthcare made the story intriguing and speaks to the complexities of real-life medical practice.

* Cultural Exploration: The book appears to explore the clash between modern medical science and deeply rooted superstitions and traditional beliefs in rural India. This cultural exploration provide valuable insights into the challenges faced by doctors in such settings.

* Social and Historical Context: the book offers commentary on the changing dynamics of rural life over the span of four decades.

* Narrative Style: the book unfolds over an extended period, allowing readers to become deeply immersed in the doctor's experiences and the lives of the villagers.

Overall, the book presents a compelling story of sacrifice, dedication, and the transformative power of healthcare. It promises to offer a nuanced portrayal of rural India and the challenges and triumphs of medical practice in such a setting. Readers interested in memoirs, healthcare, and cultural exploration may find this book to be a thought-provoking and emotionally resonant read

[Sachin Scribbles · Rating 5 out of 5]

Dr. Balesh Jindal's heartbreaking and engrossing memoir "The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope" transports readers on a moving journey through the author's time in the medical profession. In order to fulfil her calling in a rural medical practise, a doctor had to make some pretty big sacrifices, and this book offers a unique and honest view on her struggles and successes. As she reveals her personal hardships and the challenges she encountered while pursuing her goals in the medical field, Dr. Jindal's story develops with startling reality. Her journey is a motivational example of perseverance and commitment in the face of difficulty. She examined the complexities of their psychological, marital, and adolescent problems in addition to their physical ailments. Her dedication to her patients' health is clearly demonstrated by her holistic approach to healthcare. Her findings provide insightful observations into the highs and lows of human behaviour, reflecting the cultural changes that have taken place over the past forty years. A thread of optimism, joy, and celebration is threaded throughout the narrative among the tales of anguish and adversity. It is both touching and inspiring to see how Dr. Jindal can find moments of light in the middle of the dark. The slow thirty-eight-year trip of Dr. Jindal is shared by the reader as they progress through each narrative. Turning the pages and immersing oneself in her world is made impossible because of how vivid and captivating her writing is. As a result, "The Reluctant Doctor: Stilettos to Stethoscope" is a must-read for anyone interested in learning about the life of a remarkable doctor and the transformative power of medicine. It details the author's unwavering dedication to her patients and her ability to capture the essence of her journey.

[Dr. Aparajitha · Rating 3 out of 5]

This is a memoir of a doctor who graduated even before I was born, who aspired to do everything
that I did (pediatrics in London) and yet achieved a wealth of experience that only few of us can
imagine. For those who don’t know her yet, Dr. Balesh Jindal is a radiologist, a pediatrician, a
gynecologist, an emergency physician, a family doctor - all rolled in one.

In all of my blatant honesty, I felt the book was quite banal in the beginning. It felt like reading
through the diary of a colleague. She did not attempt to glorify or sugar coat the narrative. She came
across as humble and honest. Without bias, she speaks of her regrets of not being able to fly out to
London, of not being able to specialize, of the self-doubt despite years of meticulous training and
experience. She did not attempt to build a hero for herself to impress the readers.
Instead, she boldly chose to display the vulnerabilities of human existence like helplessness,
confusion, comparison, regret, pain, anger, fear and sadness.

As I continued to read, I could pardon the repetitions, the liberal jumbling of the timelines and the
lack of elaborate/ rosy descriptions. I could easily slip into her shoes, or rather stilettoes. As she
wrote about quacks, taboos, vaccination, diet and childhood ailments I could totally connect with
her and read between the lines. When she addressed women’s challenges, dowry, burns, rape,
abuse, drugs, alcoholism my respect for her grew leaps and bounds. Finally, when she spoke of
globalization, land boom, real estate and of magi noodles, I had a sneak-peek of westernization of
eastern lives and their impact on disease burden.

Kudos Dr. Balesh Jindal. Every doctor brings a rainbow of experiences into this world, but only a few pick up the pen to share them with others. You have done a great job.

[Ishi Mukherjee · Rating 5 out of 5]

Just like me, If you’re looking for a personal transformation story, psychology story, or healthcare story, then this book is the right choice for you.

“Reluctant Doctor” by Balesh Jindal is a true story from inside a clinic about the journey of a psychologist and psychologist’s journey from stiletto-wearing model and designer to stethoscope-wearing psychotherapist and doctor.

This book tells the story of Dr. Jindal’ journey and the challenges she faced as she sacrificed her dream to become a psychologist and a doctor to serve the people who are in need of help.

One of the most interesting aspect of this book is its way of presentation - The way it shows how India is changing over time, especially as it becomes more connected to the world and its farming industry grows.
Though these process of change, how people behave, problems with healthcare in rural areas, like people believing in superstitions and unqualified doctors.
These are very serious issues that are addressed in this book which is really appreciable.

She not only treated the people physically but she took care of their mental health too. This inspired me the most.

In a world where stories of selflessness and transformation are increasingly rare, "The Reluctant Doctor" is a refreshing and inspiring read. Dr. Balesh Jindal invites us to reevaluate our own aspirations and priorities, reminding us that sometimes, our true destiny lies in unexpected places.
This memoir is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and a compelling reminder of the profound impact one person can have on an entire community.

It is a must-read for anyone seeking a tale of hope, humanity, and the healing power of compassion.

[Drishty · Rating 5 out of 5]

Dr. Jindal's memoir, chronicling her nearly four decades as a primary healthcare physician in Kapashera, a rural Delhi outpost, is truly remarkable.

It delves into the intricate aspects of providing healthcare in an area devoid of even the most basic amenities, intertwined with the local social customs and traditions.

This memoir offers a glimpse into the extraordinary odyssey of a young woman who, like many of us, once harbored dreams of a glamorous life. She lived a fashionable and prosperous life, with aspirations of becoming a renowned pediatrician in the bustling city of London. Her nights were spent dancing in the latest clubs in stilettos that graced the floors. Yet, her life took an unforeseen twist, leading her to the dusty village of Kapashera.

As I flipped through the pages of this book, a deep connection to the author's narrative was impossible to ignore.

It's a story of choices and sacrifices, of relinquishing personal dreams to confront the challenges of rural medical practice. Balesh Jindal's journey stands as a testament to human resilience and the influence of fate.

The way she articulates her struggle is exceptional because life is, at its core, about learning from our missteps and forging ahead.

This memoir by the author about her life has left me awestruck. Within its pages lies an extraordinary life story brimming with invaluable lessons and philosophical insights alongside medical challenges. Those seeking a profound understanding of human nature and the intricacies of life will be deeply moved by Dr. Jindal's experiences and perspectives.

It's an engrossing read that penetrates your thoughts and prompts contemplation.

[Srishti Mahato · Rating 3 out of 5]

The book is a memoir of a doctor whose journey began in 1982, about to start her practice as a pediatrician in London with her husband. Dr Jindal comes from a well-educated and upper middleclass family from Delhi.


The story starts with Dr Jindal's father influencing her to treat a few of the villagers in the rural area of Kapashera, Gurgaon. As the cover of the book rightfully says, The Reluctant Doctor which gets divide in two phases of her life, the first part where she is being reluctant to work in Kapashera leaving her highly eminent way of living. And when she finally makes peace with her current occupation—helping the needy, the second part shows how she manages to understand the different cultural, socio-economical, perceptions, beliefs and ignorance towards healthcare in all.


The chapters include all the in-person encounters of the doctor with her patients and their life living in the rural northern region of India exclusively. This is an overall entertaining read and one that has a massive societal importance. it often goes unrecognised just how difficult it is for a doctor during their residency.


It is a three star book for me as I wished that the lines could have had a much more flare. The structure of the writing style sometimes was a little diverting and repetitive.

The things I loved in the book was the stories, the unfiltered empathy with which Dr Jindal treated all her patients and her constant battle for four decades between being too caring to pathological is amazing to read!

I recommend giving this book a read, for it conjures the honest and vulnerable confessions of a doctor herself.