Spanning from the joyous peak of the 1930s jazz era to the Great Depression and civil rights movement, Long Gone, Come Home weaves a poetic tale of love, life, and loss as one woman learns the true meaning of home.
Birdie Jennings dreams of a big life beyond her small town of Mt. Sterling, Kentucky—beyond her mundane job tying tobacco leaves at Wrights Factory, beyond her position as the baby of the family. Her life changes when she meets smooth-talking Jimmy Walker. Jimmy makes big promises for an exciting life together, and Birdie is quickly swept off her feet. But some short years after they marry, Jimmy disappears without a trace, leaving Birdie hurt and alone with their two toddlers. Out of money and out of options, Birdie moves back home with her overbearing mother.
Just as she's settling into her new life, Birdie witnesses a gruesome murder and is urged to flee Mt. Sterling to avoid questioning. With nothing but a borrowed suitcase and a questionable note about a house in Cincinnati promised to Jimmy, she travels to the big city just as she and Jimmy dreamed, determined to put her life back together. Plunged into the bustling jazz scenes of the hottest nightclubs and backwoods juke joints, Birdie learns that finding her place among criminals and saints is tough—but she is tougher. Even when some harsh lessons threaten the life she’s created on her own terms…
4-4.5⭐️ This is a gorgeous debut novel about one woman’s struggle to overcome adversities in search of a better life for her children. Told over several decades, from the age of Jazz through the Great Depression and beyond, Birdie’s struggles within her family, her intimate relationships, and in a pre civil rights society in which lynchings occurred daily, were heart wrenching; her unwavering hope so inspiring.
I did an immersive read of this one, listening to the audiobook while reading the physical book alongside it. The narrator, Bahni Turpin, did a masterful job at bringing Birdie to life. Her emotional portrayal was so powerful, I found myself tearing up at times.
Long Gone, Come Home is a very strong debut, and I cannot wait to read more from Monica Chenault-Kilgore.
Thank you {partners} Uplit Reads, Graydon House, and Harper Audio for my gifted copies.
A complex and movie story about a black woman chasing her dreams and finding ways to move forward in the face of adversity. Taking place during the 1930s jazz area through the civil rights movement, the author integrates historical facts beautifully and transports you right to the small town of Mt. Sterling, Kentucky and other neighboring cities. I really enjoyed the side romance storylines and the emphasis on family and survival. Definitely a debut to look out for!!
Read if you like: -BIPOC rep -US historical fiction reads -Themes of family, love, loss and survival
An extraordinary tale of resilience and determination, Monica Chenault-Kilgore’s, Long Gone, Come Home, takes us on a journey of the 1930s jazz era and civil rights movement through the eyes of a tenacious and unforgettable heroine. Birdie’s enduring story is one of love, loss, family and survival. Despite the unexpected twists her life path took, when tragedy and fear could have prevailed, Birdie never forgot her dream, nor did she stop fighting for it. I was blown away by this powerful, heart-wrenching and ultimately hopeful debut!
Birdie steals this show! No matter what knocks her down, she's up again - remembering something inspirational from her Mama or Jimmy, or some other supportive traveler she has met on her road. I particularly liked Michael. . .and those Amazon Aunts. . .!
Set in the Jazzy 30's, in the midwest and mid-Kentucky, Birdie has to negotiate her way between inspirational and terrifying. She's abandoned, and witnesses multiple acts of violence - including fatalities - and yet, she's able to pick herself up, dust herself off, find someone to watch the kids and go out there engaging the enemy once again.
There were moments when her choices gave me pause, but I stayed for the whole ride and am glad for it. Gave me context for the time period from a new perspective.
*A sincere thank you to Monica Chenault-Kilgore, Harlequin Trade Publishing, and NetGalley for an ARC to read and independently review.* #LongGoneComeHome #NetGalley
This story fell flat for me, unfortunately. What could have been a vibrant story of a woman's life spanning some truly historic times in our country [Great Depression, the Jazz Age, Civil Rights movement] felt like a bland rehashing that was missing all its best parts.
When I looked up the author, the choppy progression and surface levelness [is that a word?] made a lot more sense, as Monica has a background in journalism. The book almost has a news article flavor to it - a lot of facts, a lot of things told, not shown, resulting in a loss of richness and depth that good books have.
All in all, I found the story mostly compelling, if boring to read. I mourned the loss and the terribly hard journeys for the characters but felt disconnected from almost all of them. 2 stars from me for this.
Note - I received a free advance copy of this book from the Center for Fiction, to participate in their 2023 Novel Prize contest. Many thanks for this, in exchange for an honest review.
”You dressed me in Wildflower honey, Dripping through my hair and fingers Like Langston’s rivers and every musical note that God played Over your back, while you danced With you I flowed, tumbling into ebullient waves..” Except from poem We All Fly Home by Monica Chenault-Kilgore in this books Epilogue.
I loved this book. It was beautifully written. I love Jazz-era historical fiction. Especially when it takes place African American community. Every character was full and round and interesting. Every reader must fall in love with sweet Birdie Jennings-Walker and her plight. I am sad end this book I felt so nestled or should I say, embroiled within its pages.
I listened to the audiobook and narrator Bahni Turpin was amazing.
I would gladly read more by this author and even welcome a novel where we can pick up with “Ms Bird”, as the novel lovingly calls her.
5 or more stars ⭐️ if I could give them. This book will continue to be on my mind. It may be one of the best reads for me this year.
I immediately fell in love with Birdie, and her innocent voice, (and even Jimmy!) and so wanted everything to be ok for them. Of course, I worried and worried, and was hooked. But I also fell in love with the writing and just the story, the story of a time in America that needs more spotlights on it, so that we can get more of an understanding of our none-to-distant past. I’m glad this story exists as I try to gain more knowledge and grow my empathy. I was fascinated with holocaust stories for years, thinking—if I read just one more book, surely I’ll wrap my head around this. I’m here to say that this—the Black American experience—this is my new holocaust. Oh, I can see that it happened. I know the truth. But I’m hungry for these stories that shine light on how it effected a woman and her children and her children and her men.
Birdie is a lovely young woman, evidently quite the looker, who knew of her sisters’ father but not her own. And her Mama is quite the force, and so strict—protective. But one night Birdie goes out on the town and in walks a handsome devil, Jimmy. I fell hard for him, too, with all his thoughts and dreams and knowledge. Can they possibly make it? What kind of life will Birdie make for herself, in the end?
Monica Chenault-Kilgore has a way with words on a page. Such evocative descriptions and emotions and just good story telling. I’m a fan! Also the narration lands just right. Kudos to all involved in the publication of this book.
Thank you #partners Graydon House and Uplit Reads for my #gifted copy and for including me on this campaign.
Outstanding debut!! Long Gone, Come Home is a story of resilience, overcoming, and imperfect love. It's rich with the vibes of the 30s and 40s, with stellar characterization and gorgeous prose!
"...when life entered, when life exited, an army of women swept in to welcome, comfort, provide safe harbor, and bid farewells."
"Those beautiful American boys who melted into water bubbling with fire and heat. We all ran off to war to fight enemies that had no real faces or bodies. You didn't go, but you fought the war around you just the same. Your skin rubbed raw, irritated from a black man's life, only brought out it's pearly luster."
I was supposed to be buddy reading this with my friend Ash @eat.pray.decorate, but I couldn't stop reading. Unputdownable!
I read along with the audiobook courtesy of Scribd and Bahni Turpin delivers a wonderful performance, as always. ❤️
For fans of Sadeqa Johnson and Dolen Perkins-Valdez, you won't want to miss this one! This would make an excellent book club pick, and includes discussion questions at the end.
Chenault-Kilgore has a gift, and I am so eager to see what she does with it. 🥰
I am crying happy tears & sad tears all at the same time. This was 4.5 stars for me. I’m gonna round it up to a 5.
The authors writing is great. A true story telling vibe. The time frame in this book , needs more spotlights for sure. & it was great to read historical fiction that was traditionally not down south. It’s based in Ohio & Kentucky. This book gave me a better understanding & knowledge of our none-to-distant past.
Birdie is a young woman, maybe late teens & super pretty. She has 2 sisters & knew of her sisters' father but not her own. Told over several decades, from the age of Jazz through the Great Depression and years after. We follow Birdie as she’s falls in love & grows up. Her dreams , get crushed she experiences loss & horror time & time again. But she doesn’t give up.
I wanted to cry , I wanted some pages to be happy & not sad . But I knew that back in those days this was reality. & on the happy pages I was waiting for the foot to drop. Long Gone, Come Home is a very strong debut, I’d definitely read more from Monica Chenault-Kilgore.
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Thank you Uplit Reads for the opportunity to read Monica Chenault-Kilgore's debut, Long Gone, Come Home.
Pub date: June 6, 2023
What a complex, moving story that takes us to the tobacco farms of Mt. Sterling, Kentucky to the bustling cities of Cincinnati and Chicago in the 30's and 40's Jazz era. Birdie Johnson dreams of a life outside of Mt. Sterling, and upon meeting Jimmy Walker, those dreams are set in motion. When Jimmy disappears one day, leaving Birdie and their two small children, they are forced to move in with her mother, despite their tumultuous relationship. When Birdie receives a tip of the whereabouts of her husband, she leaves her children under the care of her mother to go in search of him. What follows is a complex look at Birdie's quest for answers, and a tale of resilience in the face of adversity. I loved this moving story and am grateful for the chance I had to read it.
This book was heavy. A story of a young woman who falls in love with a dreamer. Jimmy has good intentions but so much goes wrong. It was complex and moving. I recommend it.
****Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for providing an ARC in exchange for my honest review****
Oh I love Birdie! This story about her struggles and searching for a better life was heart-wrenching. I received this eARC from NetGalley for my unbiased opinion. Thank you!
Long Gone, Come Home Monica Chenault-Kilgore Pub Date: June 6, 2023
“My girl, my sweet little bird. When I first saw you, all I saw was the best parts of me and I knew you would always fly.” (page 230)
Long Gone, Come Home by Monica Chenault-Kilgore is absolutely remarkable and captivating. From the moment I started, I was hooked. If you love historical fiction with characters who possess resilience and determination, then this book is for you!
Birdie Jennings lives in Mt. Sterling, Kentucky, and has big dreams beyond her current constraints of her tobacco factory town. One night, she meets Jimmy Walker at the Paramount Theater, where a band was performing. Jimmy steals her heart from the start, but disappears before she can learn more about him. Luckily, she knows where he works and is able to meet up with him again. Their relationship grows, much to the dismay of Birdie’s mother. Mama reluctantly gives her blessing for Jimmy and Birdie to marry, but does not offer the couple much support.
Birdie and Jimmy have two children together, and Jimmy disappears shortly after, leaving Birdie to care for her two toddlers. With no other choice, and no money, Birdie moves home with her mother. After witnessing a murder, Birdie leaves home in search for Jimmy. Along the way, her strength and resilience is tested as she searches for Jimmy and begins her life in Cincinnati, OH.
Long Gone, Come Home is about love, loss, survival, and family. Set in the 1930s and 1940s, the reader gets a glimpse of life during the jazz era and the injustices Birdie faced during her life. Birdie was such a strong character, despite many setbacks, and I love her tenacity. I think this book will stick with me for a long time!
Read if you like: ▫️Historical Fiction ▫️Books with unforgettable main characters ▫️BIPOC Representation ▫️Books centered around strength and resilience ▫️Themes of family, love and loss
As someone from Cincinnati, I loved all of the references to the city!
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Thank you to Grayson House and Monica Chenault-Kilgore, along with Uplit Reads for providing me with a #gifted copy of Long Gone, Come Home.
Long Gone, Come Home Birdie Johnson dreams of a life outside of Mt Sterling Kentucky. Birdie’s dream starts to come true when she meets smooth talking dreamer Jimmy Walker. Jimmy is full of promises for a better exciting life with her and their children. One day he disappears and doesn’t come back forcing Birdie and her two small children to live with her mother. Birdie resettling back into her life witnesses a brutal murder and to avoid questioning she gets out of Kentucky with a quest to look for Jimmy. Throughout the book we see Birdie in Chicago and Cincinnati and the jazz clubs that were popular in the 1930s and 1940s and meet all sorts of people. We also see Birdie go through highs and lows but not letting it stop her from chasing her dreams.
Pros The descriptions were excellent and I felt as though while I was reading the book that I was in the story myself. Birdie is a character you root for because despite the hardships she went through she perseveres and never gives up. Another favorite character of mine was Birdie’s mother whose a no nonsense lady. I like that she encouraged her daughter to be independent and to explore the world outside of Mt Sterling Kentucky.
Cons I think the ending could be a bit longer in my opinion.
Overall Overall I enjoyed Long Gone, Come Home. I can’t wait to read more books from Monica Chenault Kilgore. If you are into historical fiction books and stories about not giving up no matter what life throws at you, pick this book up now. Thank you Leah Morse for the early copy. Thank you Monica for writing this story. I hope to do a Q&A with you soon.
Birdie is a young black woman living in Kentucky in the 1930s. Segregation, racism, and poverty is all around when she meets Jimmy. The story follows Birdie as she navigates her life as she grows up, and how she has to find her inner strength to move forward.
This book caught me by surprise in a great way. I found myself cheering for Birdie with each triumph, no matter how small, and my heart ached for her with every tragedy she faced. I enjoyed the setting, and how the story moves chronologically through the late 1930s to the 1940s, moving from Kentucky to Chicago and Cincinnati. I recommend this novel to lovers of HF and strong female MCs.
Thank you @uplitreads and @graydonhouse for the #gifted copy.
“You all have been an anchor for me no matter where I am.”
I’ve only read a few novels set in the jazz era but I have enjoyed them every time. Long Gone, Come Home starts there and moves through the civil rights timeframe. Our protagonist, Birdie, is in love with a man who continues to leave. While he claims it is to provide for her and their kids, Birdie is left to do the providing on her own.
Monica Chenault-Kilgore has written an incredible debut novel that I hope many will pick up.
Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
Read if you like: Strong female protagonists The jazz era Civil Rights era Historical fiction
This was a fascinating read into the life of a young Black woman trying to hold her family together through troubling times. Birdie wants more out of life and when she meets her future husband, Jimmy, she is full of optimism. Unfortunately, Jimmy is not the provider Birdie was looking for so Birdie does her best to get by. When Jimmy disappears, Birdie looks into his business dealings and has questions and sets off to find answers. Along the way, she runs into some trouble and learns about the past. This novel had some unsettling moments that were hard to read but I appreciated the strength of the women to be supportive of one another.
I really enjoyed this complex and riveting debut novel. I love historical fiction and it is nice to read one that isn't so focused around one big global war (don't get me wrong, WW1 and WW2 books are great, but there are so many!). In many ways this was tough to read because Birdie and her family just faces constant hardship and they can never quite make it out of their situation. But the characters and story were vivid and engrossing. I really felt for and rooted for resilient Birdie. This is not what I'd call an easy read, but so many great books aren't. Well done to this new author and congratulations!
Thank you to Netgalley, the publisher and UpLitReads for this ARC!
Yes!! Enjoyable and realistic. I loved the character development. Wonder why a couple of those men seemed kinda familiar? If, we are being honest. LOL!!!
Happy Pub Day to one remarkable and compelling debut! I was captivated right from the start. Kilgore takes us on a journey to the Jazz Age of the 1930s where we meet Birdie, a young woman with big dreams, living in small town Mt. Sterling, KY. She lives for the nights when she can lose herself in the music at the nightclub. She soon falls for a man who leaves her on her own to raise their two children. After witnessing a murder, she must flee to Cincinnati where she tries to pick up the pieces and create a life she always dreamed of.
This is a story about hope, love and determination of a woman to live life on her own terms. I love that the story is set against the backdrop of the great depression and the civil rights movement. Birdie’s character was amazing, as were her mother and two sisters. So many strong, independent Black women in this book!
I highly recommend this one for fans of historical fiction with strong female characters.
Bird grows up under a strict Mama, baking and walking a narrow path. When she falls in love with Jimmy, she throws all her future up in the air. Jimmy is a wanderer, who disappears, leaving her with two kids, who otherwise play very little parts in the story. She goes up to Chicago and Cincinnati looking for him, to discover the roiling jazz world of the 40s. The under the table liquor business, gambling, and partying are present. She bumps into Jimmy, cue the forgiveness, and all is well for a minute. No surprise, he has to finish a big deal first, from which he will never return. Bird then has to piece together a life for herself and her children, steer clear of violence, and come to terms with the hard secrets of her past and present.
I enjoyed this character and her travels, although I wanted to shake her for falling victim to the plays of smooth talking, high rolling “pairs of pants.” She could be smart and savvy, or gullible and naive.
I wanted her to find herself before she did, but I enjoyed the road with her.
This was a quick read. Easy and light, but at least some character development, which made it more enjoyable than most quick reads, or most books, these days.
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I was engrossed in the storyline and there was some really strong story moments but the writing sometimes was too brusque and things would just end suddenly and lurch into a new time. Needs better transitions. Of course we are also left with big questions at the end. What happens to Michael? What happened to Beamon? Was Beamon involved with what happened to Jimmy? Harrumph.
This book wonderfully captures the different relationships between Birdie and all Of the different people in her life.
I found myself getting my hopes up for Birdie and Jimmy to work out even though he keeps leaving. I loved how Birdie’s relationship with her mother changes as she became a mother herself and she and her mother went through a traumatic experience that led them to both take that secret they shared to their graves. Birdie went from thinking her mother was a mean old lady as a teen but as an adult she realized how strong and caring her mother actually was.
One can be seen as a different type of person to the many people in their lives. Birdie was a daughter, a kind caring friend to a mentally ill childhood friend, a mother to her young children, a loyal wife, and so much more. I enjoyed this book for all of the relationships Birdie had along her journey of life.
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Loved this book! Birdie is a lovable character who is easy to root for. I understand what other reviewers have said about the pacing, there were a couple of things that felt slightly abrupt but I felt it actually added to the surprise factor of some of the events and made it possible to pack a lot of action into the 354 pages. Enjoyed the book, the setting, the characters, and the storyline. Lots of surprises that I didn't see coming. Bonus that this is a local author and Cincinnati was so exquisitely featured- made the story that much more fun for me.
This started off super promising but lost steam as it went along. In particular, the pacing felt off: some time periods were sped through while others seemed extremely slow.
“Perhaps some detours aren’t detours at all. Perhaps they are actually the path.” – Katherine Wolf
Does anyone’s life ever turn out exactly how they planned? That certainly hasn’t been my story, or the story of anyone I know. I grew up in a small Northern Indiana town that seemed to produce three kinds of professionals: farmers, teachers, and factory workers. All noble and necessary professions, but I wanted nothing more than to escape the confines of small town living as soon as I possibly could. I had big dreams for myself that little town could not contain. Of course, none of those big dreams ever really panned out exactly how I planned, but they did manage to take me far away from small town life. Perhaps that is why I enjoyed this novel so much. The protagonist’s path, being similar to my own, felt relatable.
Long Gone, Come Home is a stunning coming-of-age novel by debut author Monica Chenault-Kilgore that recounts the life transitions of Birdie Walker nee Jennings as she chases her dreams and seeks to find her place in this world.
At 17 years old, Birdie is living at home with her over-bearing mother in rural Mt. Sterling, Kentucky and working at Wright’s Factory tying tobacco leaves. One rare evening when Birdie is allowed to go to a concert with her sister, she meets a handsome, smooth-talking, older man named Jimmy Walker. She is captivated by his charm and the fact that he isn’t from Mt. Sterling and quickly falls in love. When Birdie becomes pregnant, Jimmy wants to marry her, but Birdie’s mother does not find Jimmy charming at all and warns Birdie that he will be nothing but trouble and bring her heartache. Of course, at 17, Birdie only sees the good in Jimmy and thinks her mother is just being overprotective. She quickly finds out her mother may have been right when Jimmy disappears for several weeks without warning and leaves her to wonder about his whereabouts while she cares for their young daughter alone. When Jimmy does finally show up, he is able to sweet talk her into forgiving him and Birdie finds herself pregnant with a second child. Not long after the birth of her son, Jimmy disappears again, and this time he doesn’t return. Birdie is forced to move back in with her mother, and is mixed with emotion, longing for Jimmy’s return and hating him for leaving her in the first place.
When Birdie is witness to a murder, her mother insists that she leave town, without her children, to keep from away from any potential run-ins with the law. Birdie is reluctant to leave but chooses to use her departure as an opportunity to look for Jimmy in some of the cities he talked about visiting frequently. Birdie’s travels take her to Chicago and Cincinnati, where she socializes in jazz clubs and meets an entirely new cast of characters that both help and hinder her in locating Jimmy. She is finally reconnected with Jimmy in Cincinnati, but when he leaves for “one last job” in Chicago he never returns. Birdie is left to figure out the rest of her life on her own with two small children, in a big, unfamiliar city, while facing racism that often threatens her very existence.
Long Gone, Come Home is a tale of chasing dreams, dreams deferred, and coming to terms with the reality of one’s life choices. It is also the tale of enduring racism, resilience in the face of seemingly insurmountable adversity, and the importance of family (blood and found).
I truly enjoyed this novel and wanted to give it a 5-Star rating, but I felt that Birdie’s falling prey to the same kind of smooth-talking men that take advantage of and abuse her left me feeling she didn’t really grow and develop that much from the beginning of the story to the end. While she was tenacious at times in obtaining her goals, she seemed to retain her naivety and be easily taken advantage of, which prevented me from completely believing her to be the strong, independent, female protagonist she is intended. Otherwise, this novel is a very engaging and educational read.
If you have ever dreamed of a different life for yourself or found yourself making choices you never thought you would have to make, then you will find Long Gone, Come Home to be relatable and engaging. If you’re life turned out exactly the way you planned, then I still think you might find something relatable (overprotective mother, gossipy small town, love of dancing and toe-tapping music) and will enjoy this novel.
Many thanks to Monica Chenault-Kilgore, Graydon House, and NetGalley for a free advanced review copy of this novel.
Long Gone, Come Home by Monica Chennault Kilgore is a beautiful mix of love, loss, and figuring out what “home” really means. Set in the jazz era and the Great Depression(which racism notwithstanding is one of my favorite historical fiction eras) it really pulls you into Birdie’s world. As a historical fiction girlie, I was all in on the setting—it gave the story so much depth and made Birdie’s journey even more powerful.
What I Liked: Birdie’s growth had me. She starts with all these big dreams and gets knocked down, but she keeps fighting to stand on her own. Her relationship with her mom really stood out to me too. They start out with a typical mother-daughter tension, but you see it shift into something deep and real as the story goes on. Also, the jazz scenes in Cincinnati had me daydreaming of being there myself! They added so much life to the book and fit perfectly with Birdie’s transformation.
What I Didn’t Like: The biggest thing that frustrated me was how often Birdie settled for “struggle love.” There were times she accepted love that didn’t even meet the minimum requirement for what anyone could reasonably call love. It stung watching her go through that, but I get that it was part of her growth.
Recap: Birdie starts with big dreams, but when her husband disappears, she has to start over in Cincinnati. Along the way, she builds a new life, learns about independence, and finds out what it really means to be home. Her bond with her mom evolves, and she discovers how strong she is even in the messiest of situations.
If you love historical fiction and stories about overcoming struggle, this one’s for you.
Book Recs: If you loved this and want more books about resilience, love’s complexities, and figuring out where you truly belong you just might enjoy The Secret Life of Bees, The Vanishing Half.
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Long Gone, Come Home was such a delight to read. I loved the main character Birdie and her storyline. Author Monica Chenault-Kilgore writes a story filled with history of the early 1930’s really educates the reader about the segregation at this time along with the importance of family and freedom. As a reader I found the authors writing very similar to Sadeqa Johnson’s, who I love. I really enjoy books that mix a good love story with historical fiction. I stayed home yesterday and couldn’t stop reading until I turned the last page. Long Gone, Come Home will be released on June 6th so preorder now! Birdie is the baby of the family and dreams of a life beyond the walls of her mammas house. Always a dreamer Birdie wants to do something besides working at the tobacco plant but their aren’t many jobs offered to those of color. Nights out getting to listen to live Jazz music brings Birdie the excitement she craves but what she really wants is someone to love. When she meets Jimmy she knows he’s not someone her mamma will approve of but the heart wants what the heart wants and Birdie knows she has something brewing in her belly. Quickly Birdie and Jimmy are married and welcome their first born but cracks in the relationship start to show right away. Jimmy is always talking about these extra jobs he does to try and earn more money but leaving for work and not returning for weeks or months is to much for Birdie to handle. Is he dead or alive, is he with another woman, in jail? As a new mother with no way of making an income, and no way she can crawl back to her mammas house, Birdie is about to give up when Jimmy stumbles back into the picture. Birdie welcomes a son and once again Jimmy leaves, but something tragic happens and Birdies momma sends her away to start a new life while things simmer down. She gets a job working for a family cleaning and does some catering on the side. She misses Jimmy with all her heart but her children are her priority. Birdie doesn’t want to depend on any one and she’s hoping she can make enough money to take care of her babies. Jimmy might be taking care of her even though he’s not there because Birdie finds a note stating a property has been promised to Jimmy upon the owners passing, so Birdie hires someone to help her. To be able to own her own home and eventually her own restaurant would be a dream come true. So much has happened over the years and so much sadness has brought down Birdies spirit but out of the dark clouds the sun will shine, and the little bird will spread her wings.