i had been following this author on tiktok for awhile, and this book quickly became one of my most anticipated reads this year. and i am so so so happy that this book lived up to the hype; it was SO good. i had trouble putting down the book (but due to school, i had to smh).
first, i would like to start off by saying i'm normally not a fan of the love triangle trope or the friends to lovers trope -- usually since authors don't write them well. however, this author did it PERFECTLY. i love how the relationship between Chain and Marlie never felt forced or fake. although it was inevitable that those two would get together, i loved how the relationship and chemistry between the two never felt forced. i never questioned things for a second. i also liked how we get to see Marlie really battle her feelings between Chain and Zander. normally i feel that authors normally only focus on one side of the triangle more then another -- but with this book, that didn't happen. we see both sides evenly, and it's nice to see how Marlie really battles her feelings towards both guys. but the thing i liked the most about this plot was the fact that Marlie and Chain had a real friendship before getting together. i think it's nice that they got to know each other more and really became friends (although the sexual tension was REAL between the two); and they really got to know each other. it was nice to read about and i really liked reading about them figuring each other out.
as for the characters themselves, i LOVED them. starting with Marlie, she was a sweetheart. i liked reading about her character growth and how she really found herself. it's nice to see her figure herself out and see what she truly wanted in life. i think Marlie was super sweet, and i liked how -- for the most part -- she was always happy and bubbly. she was pretty welcoming to everyone, and i get the vibes she'd be a great person to be around. as for Chain, yeah i love him. the way he spoke about Marlie was EVERYTHING and i envy it. he was so so so sweet to her, and i loved reading about it. another thing i liked about Chain was the confidence. he was so confident and sure of himself and what he wanted, it was nice to read about. he had the perfect amount of confidence without being cocky (as most book boys are), and it was a nice thing to read. as for the side characters, they were cool. i kinda wish that Marlie was closer to Eli because i would've liked to read about his character more. he was cool and i liked how he was there for Marlie and pushed her to get out of her comfort zone. as for Marlie's real best friend, Stella, she was cool. i did think it was a lil cliche that Marlie and Stella (two best friends) were dating Zander and Jace (who were also two best friends). i also felt like, at times, Stella was a little judgemental towards Marlie and her situation (even though she said she wasn't). onto Zander, he bothered me LOL i thought his character was such a typical, real life male. he stopped putting effort and trying in the relationship since him and Marlie were "secure". and Jack, of course i hated him and he totally got what he deserved from Chain.
okay now, this next paragraph will contain spoilers. i'm doing my duty as a goodreads citizen and telling you to read at your own dissection. okay, now that this is done. first thing we are to discuss is the spicy scene. they DID IT FOR ME. so so so good omg. having a praise kink, the praise Chain gave to Marlie was so hot, i couldn't contain it. also, the fact that Chain was always wanting to please Marlie and make sure she was good was amazing. i love reading about things like that. i also like how the attraction was so strong with Chain and Marlie, the connection too. it was so noticeable that they were into each other and it was so cute to read about. oh, and can we talk about where Chain beats up Jack? that's hot. the protectiveness is so real and it's SO attractive -- currently screaming, crying, throwing up for not having my own, personally guy like Chain. oh and the necklace Chain gets Marlie? that was a cute touch. i really like how he did it and how it linked back to what he had said to Marlie earlier in the book. the author did a good job of foreshadowing throughout the book. there were a lot of moments that connected to each other, and it was cool to read about.
overall, this book is so good. i recommend that EVERYONE reads this book. so happy i was able to read this book and experience this book