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126 pages, ebook
Published January 1, 2020
How did I become this?
How did I let this happen?
How did I lose so much of myself?
The answer comes to me in the form of a single word. A word that used to bring me warmth and joy and a lightness of heart. A word that wove an undercurrent to my every motivation in everything I did. A word I used to be willing to fight for. To die for. To lie and betray for.
Now the word makes me sick with fury, and when I utter it, it feels like the most repulsive of explicit curses.
Love.
I know I shouldn’t covet my sister’s fiancé, but it’s entirely unfair. I doubt she even finds him attractive. All her life, she’s never had a mind for matrimony, while I’ve spent nearly every waking hour considering the best way to snag a favorable husband. And where does that bring us? To be paired with the dourest male I could ever have conceived of, while my sister gets to marry a distinguished gentleman.
I put my hand to my heart. “I can’t bear the thought of losing my sister. Oh, I do hope she wakes. Can you imagine what a dreary world it would be to never see her smile light a room again?”
His jaw shifts back and forth. “Considering I’ve never seen her smile do any such thing to a room, no, I’m unable to say I can imagine such a world.”


"We need Aspen to know it’s still possible for him to fulfill the treaty."
"With Evelyn."
"Yes, with Evelyn."
"You know, we could simply speak to the king and tell him how we feel about each other."
He halts, expression startled. "No."

