4.5 Stars
This is a beautifully written, if heartbreaking, story that is based on the lives of two young women in their early teens, Eliza Raine and Anne Lister. Eliza, sent from her homeland at an even younger age, and Anne meet at the Manor School for young ladies in 1805 when they are fourteen. While this is a somewhat fictionalized story, these two women were real. Anne Lister was born in the UK, in Halifax, West Yorkshire, and Eliza Raine, born in India, daughter of William Raine, a surgeon.
A friendship between Anne and Eliza begins early on, both feeling a bit like they don’t fit in with the other students. Their friendship takes on an almost exclusive, hidden nature as neither feel as comfortable with the others, but trust each other. As their bond grows, their friendship evolves into love. A love that needs to be cherished, but also must never be discovered by others.
‘Time, le temps,, uncountable time. Imperfectly past time. Its great scythe cuts down all before it. My childhood is a distant country that no ship can reach. I had a sister - have one still, on paper - but we are nothing akin, quite lost to each other. I once had a father, but full fathom five he lies. I once had a mother, how long since I forgot how to speak her tongue. Dearer than all these, I once had a friend who was far more than that; a beloved whose name will ever be graven on my heart.’
’You won’t be surprised that I so treasure these old haunts. It was in York that I received my education; where I was stamped like warm wax by a seal, formed once and for all. I know you’ll recall the song—where all the joy and mirth, made this town heaven on earth. At the Manor School, I tasted heaven on earth even as I toiled to pack my poor skull with the knowledge and wisdom I was told I’d need for life. The joke is, Lister, the only lesson I learned, or at least the only lesson I remember, was you.’
Eliza is more socially reserved than Anne, she admires her for her somewhat audacious manner, and she loves her for who she is. When Anne leaves the school, though, things begin to change. That following summer, after Eliza comes to visit her, Anne is drawn to an elite social circle, and Eliza begins to recognize that she’s losing Anne, which affects her mental health, which diminishes even more as time passes.
A glimpse at another time, of girls becoming women, the decisions they made, and the memories that haunt them as time passes.
Pub Date: 29 Aug 2023
Many thanks for the ARC provided by Little, Brown and Company