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312 pages, Kindle Edition
First published October 2, 2020
When the reader meets the protagonist of this book, Emil Coetzee, he is washing blood off his hands. We're never told exactly whose blood, but as the story progresses we can guess at it. But this isn't a story that begins in the middle or at the end. No, Emil's story, from whence he comes (how his parents met) to where we find him at the start.
Emil is not a cruel boy. He loves the savannah of his childhood in the unnamed southern African country the book is set in (partly inspired by South Africa's history and partly by Rhodesia's). But when he is sent to an exclusive boarding school, which promises to make boys into "men of history", that he at times becomes a stranger to himself.
Throughout his life, Emil struggles to understand himself. He falls in love with Marion, a liberal and free-spirited woman, who creeps into his heart, despite the fact that she is married to his best friend. It is through Marion that he is introduced to ideas of equality between black and white.
Emil founds The Organisation of Domestic Affairs, which documents the histories of as many Black people he can find, in order to make sure they can be traced when removed from their land. He believes it to be a noble idea, because it is separate from the government. Emil does believe that one, the oppressed should be seen as equal to Europeans, but that it should happen gradually.
"Mixing the races now, he believed, was a very dangerous affair. It would give the African ideas above his station, make him feel himself to be the European's equal, which of course he was not yet. What the country desperately needed was order, everything and everyone in their place. The time would come for mixing... if mixing, if mixing did, indeed, have to take place."
The book explores how and if Emil indeed does become a man of history. How did he become one of the most powerful men in the country? How does he feel about his place in history? Siphiwe Gloria Ndlovu writes a powerful story about a flawed man, doing so with compassion. A compelling read.
First ... study how colonialism works to decivilise the coloniser, to brutalise him in the true sense of the word, to degrade him, to awaken him to buried instincts, to covetousness, violence, race hatred and moral relativisim.And I am left rocked by the mixture of horror at the central character's loss of humanity, together with the continuing slender thread of the gentle beauty he was born with.