Poignant, emotionally rich, heartbreaking yet hopeful, More With You took my breath away. This story is unique, it's potent, and it's powerful- the kind of story that embeds itself in your heart and doesn't let go. There is no story more vulnerable than your own, and Erin Spencer clearly pours her soul into this heart-achingly beautiful story. More with You is more than just a romance, it's a meaningful existential journey of self-discovery and healing. It's beautifully real and it's a triumph- Spencer draws every emotion out with finesse and authenticity. So deftly that you feel this story in your bones- the entire range of human emotion pouring from the page. Prepare to FEEL, grab some tissues, and open your heart, because More With You will consume it completely.
I don’t want to say too much about this story, but I will say that this is a love story so beautiful you’ll be thinking about it for days after. But it’s also not your “traditional” romance story- this is one that hurts. It’s real, it’s honest, raw- nowhere near the idealized cookie cutter romance we think of when we think of love. But that’s the charm and depth of this story- Summer and Ben’s romance isn’t idealized, but it’s no less perfect, no less meaningful. Because it’s theirs- a love so consuming it changes the fabric of their being. One so profoundly written on the page, that is will probably change yours too.
The narrative approach here is the perfect compassion to the powerful words Spencer unfurls within. The story is almost impressionistic in places- vivid and consuming moments in time captured on the page, meaningful vignettes that paint the story of Ben and Summer. Most of the story is told through Summer’s eyes, with Spencer brilliantly bringing us Ben’s voice through his written word in heart stoppingly beautiful poetic declarations of love and intention. Of dreams and memories. Watching them fall together felt as easy and free as a summer breeze- two unlikely souls finding each other at just the right time, each being the partner that both needed but never knew they could have. Summer is the vibrant but broken light that invigorates Ben’s soul- a resilient, strong, gentle heart whose independence and compassion call to him. And Ben was the love, acceptance, the emotional safety and HOME that Summer had been so long without, but the realities of his life make her worry she won’t fit into his world. They fall so sweetly, so epically- with the passion and fury and intense energy of a summer dream.
With each passing page, I could feel the energy get heavier and heavier- just knowing that a love this big could hurt somehow. And hurt it does- I was gutted. Inconsibile. Adrift in my feelings, bereft and vulnerable. But while this is inspired by her true story, this story also is a reminder that there is no one “perfect” love story- sometimes love doesn’t quite come out just how you dream it will be. But it’s still beautiful, life-altering in every way. In the same way love finds us where we least expect it, it also charts its own course. Summer and Ben’s takes a course that hurts my heart, while also filling it with hope and tenderness. Because at times, at our darkest, in our most broken, well there we find the marrow of who we are. There we find healing and the will to keep going- there we find ourselves. And there we find that love is resilient- it may change, it may shift, but it never waivers- but love, well love endures- when we let it in.
So while this story may have broken me a bit, it also captured my heart completely, held it’s broken pieces with care and hope and healing. And if these are the kinds of impactful stories she has to tell, Erin Spencer will certainly be an author I look forward to reading in the future. Grab the tissues friend, you’ll need them.